I know words seem meaningless in a situation like this (and I hate that it's the only thing I can do for you) but please stay strong, don't give up... I hope with all my heart that you find the strength to go through this terrible time. *big virtual hug*
You may not even see this. But I just needed to get lost in the music, so I can breathe again. 7 years…. I knew it was going to get worse from then on. But never this bad. My world has shattered, alongside my inner peace. I lost what I knew and went into the dark blind, only with an love I thought was lost forever. I’ve been embraced by loved ones and morn for what I’ve lost. Now thinking on it… I see how strong I’ve became. The path back to the people that scorned me and the ones I’ve hurt in return. Thank you so much. *huge virtual hug* please keep being your best self.
its been 3 months since my dad passed due to cancer. the last 5 days i keep dreaming of how i used to help him with his work. all well all nice and then i wake up. usually ollowed by crying. currently drinking me some rum. at least this music gives me a bt of peace in mind.
I remember being very depressed. I used to listen to this song to not be scared at night outside. It gave me the feeling like I was immortal and nobody could attack me. It feels kinda hard to listen to this song cause it brings me back to this very dark time but also some strenght because this song made me feel stronger
Tim, I have to thank you for this comment. I wish all the best for you and that you find some relief from your suffering. You know, it's people like you who make me believe that what I do is important. So thank you.
I just wanted to let you know how much this song has meant to me. Twice I have been seriously ill and both times my husband gave me earbuds to listen to this song on loop because it was the only thing that gave me peace and allowed me to rest. Thank you so much. It’s been a wonderful blessing. God bless you.
Welcome to the memories of a thousand shattered realities As storm clouds split and slash. Crash before another lightening flash This is just a rain downpour as wet as life has been This is just a passing moment, before the sun soon to be seen. In the wet rush of crushing emotion Every flood of tears and devotion Hitting woodland tracks like heavens falling ocean But this is not just a crying sky that know's pain This is a rain that will help grow life again For if night is winter, then summer is day And when the storm clouds more away We will wake with a smell of sunny array Then flowers will sprout Petals peel back and open Children will shout And things will be less broken Because the storm has passed and the drops have reached under soil Helping earth feed plant and tree and river and sea As we close our eyes in a short time of atmospheric rush We will open them and see that the clouds have gone and let back in love
Everyone talks of the loneliness or emptiness they hear in this, but personally I think I hear a mother trying to lull her restless babe back to sleep during a storm. "When the clouds begin to depart and the sun breaks through the darkness, know I will remain here by your side. Even when you are grown, and your fears have been washed from your eyes I will remain. Now hush, and close your eyes. Think of only the sun, dream of a meadow, and know I will be here when you wake. Hush, sweet child. The rain does not mean to wake you. The bellowing thunder does not mean to frighten you. They only mean to wish you a goodnight. They bless that you will beautiful thoughts and pray you will have sweet dreams. Don't you fret, my love. I am right here. I will always be right here." Just me? Ok.
this makes me feel like I do when I cuddle my dog or my cat when I'm upset... the world melts away and I'm left with a soft delicate comfort that relaxes me so completely that I'm in a good mood for the rest of the day.
For me it instigates, initially a sense of mystery and dissonance, confusion, a trance -like state. The latter part instigated feelings of dread, despair, rising hysteria and ultimately desolation. Great music!
It's like I'm in a garden full of faeries, dancing slowly with the person I love the most. The rain pouring onto my dress; droplets falling while I twirl. A blue glow to illuminate me and my lover's faces. The raindrops sliding off my eyelashes effortlessly. A simply beautiful bliss to fall into
That was such a beautiful description. I started crying after I finished reading it. I wanna dance in the rain at night with my beloved Eliana Delmyna once she steps from my dreams and into my infinitely loving arms.
I think the best way to describe the feelings this calls to my chest are that of longing, yearning for a different life. A different existence, somewhere where everything is calmer, more muted, and... understandable. Maybe a different place, a different time, maybe even a different me. This resonates with the promise and opportunity of something different, though I'm not sure how to pursue it.
I feel the exact same way when I listen to this. I yearn for a simpler, more natural, peaceful life. Humans weren’t meant to trudge through the days and only enjoy 2 days of the week. We were meant to live among nature, enjoying the beauty this earth gives us and savoring the beautiful connections we make with people around us. Instead, we’re forced to work all our lives just to make rent. It’s sad the world we live in, but I enjoy imagining what it could’ve been like in another life.
I feel you entirely. It reminds me of my long, moonlit cycles I would embark on almost nightly. I would sit by this silver statue in a memorial garden on the outskirts of town before heading back home. Sometimes I would cycle around the woodlands for hours at a time. Just to be one with the spirits, a true child of the night. My favourite sentiment to say was "If indeed there are monsters in the dark, they are seldom but good company. The same cannot be said of many humans."
You can create that world! I have. I dress however way I feel, I stay in nature and live very cheap so I don’t have to work much. You can create anything you want in this life as long as your good being alone often and do not need humans to support ego or other needs.
I'm listening to this while doing homework, and I feel like some orphan schoolchild doing his own homework during the late 19th century ( 1880s/1890s) in a one room schoolhouse in the middle of a rainstorm, but all alone because I got in trouble for acting out in front of the teacher, and now I'm forced to do math problems, in the middle of a rainstorm, in a cold, dark, small, empty schoolhouse all alone...no one to to talk to, with only the sound of my tears and thoughts to keep me company...wondering why I'm here and what I was put on this earth for or if I have any purpose, wishing I was in my nice warm house in my nice, warm bed, not sitting here while everyone else is a home and not here to keep this little boy company...
i am in the hospital for pancreatitis and found your music-- you are simply amazing--- and from your creations i get a glimpse of your soul--which is very beautiful-- thank you for being your amazing self and enriching all of our lives with your gift of music
Thunder is so beautiful. The delicate notes interweave with the sounds of rain and the storm, creating such a vivid picture, but one full of calmness and tranquillity. Thank you Adrian von Ziegler!
This melody reminds me of my cat which got lost just after 2 days when I discovered it. Whenever I listen to the rain, the storm, and the gloom of the melody, I feel like my cat is somewhere outside crying for help and wants to be rescued. The bad thing is that I don't know what has happened to him, in what condition he is, whether he is alive or not... But somehow, the melody has a peaceful effect that makes me feel that my cat is still here with me :) Still I can't help crying whenever I listen to it :') Anyway, thank you a million times for making such music of great quality!! Greetings from Turkey !
The first time I heard this was probably about 8/9 years ago when my English teacher put it on as we were working. I always remembered the tune, the music. I never knew the name. And after years I found this channel thought it was cool and then I saw the title of this and thought why not! As soon as I put it on It felt so familiar to me and as I listened on, my heart sank so beautifully as I'd realised this was the song that my teacher played! I use it now every now and then to distract my mind at night. Thankyou Adrian for your music, it brings me so much peace! Also I hope that everyone still listening in 2022 are feeling peace tonight too, take care guys.♡
I played this to my sister so she could fall asleep and she slept like a LOG! thank you so much for getting rid of consitent whining and running mouth.
I've listened to this every night for 2 years and couldn't imagine sleep without it. it produces the most amazing dreams and calming feeling. I can't believe it has over 2m views now! its well deserved! thank you Adrian von Ziegler. xoxo~brenna
I heard this track first when I was six, and I have not been able to stop listening to Adrian Von Ziegler’s works of art since. This music always takes me into another world.. lets me bond with my own mind and think. Thank you, Adrian, for your music, which I still and will always listen to!
I agree! Living in Southern Arizona I don't get to hear the southing sound of rain, much less combined with my favorite music sounds. This is wonderful.
Thank you, Adrian- I was very upset about something personal that I cannot change, and I felt a little overwhelmed. This song was pivotal in soothing the hurt.
This song got me through long studying sessions, at night, after long workdays, about 9 years ago, in a tiny country town in the middle of nowhere; everything turned out ok, I got through the exams that gave me my current job, without which I could not support my family. Thank you very much!
This song feels a lot longer than 20min, but in a good way. When you start listening to it a whole story comes to mind, and it you live through it as the song plays. Wonderful Adrian.
Your music is my Therapy for when I feel like this.No one shall ever live through what I have live but no one understands me.Only I can understand it and I feel so alone like if I would be in a world where I am the only one left on the planet.
As I lay in bed and listened to this, lots of memories came to mind. Good and bad ones. I started to cry. Life is a gift that can be taken away from us in seconds.
This is the first song of Adrian I heard. It was one year ago and I was just amazed how beautiful and soft it is. Now one year later I think this is the best song of Adrian. Still love it so much!
The night blankets the land in darkness. Soon the moon plays with the clouds and thunder starts rolling, deep, rumbling, strangely calming. Raindrops arrives, creating a soft music through the thick canopy. The air is fresh, the night is rejuvenated. An Ode to the beauty of the thunderstorm playing with the moonlight shining over the low hanging clouds as they roll away taking thunder and rain with them to another land.
Your Music is so beautiful it brings tears to my eyes because I feel it bring me to peace. Your Music is relaxing,Inspiring,Touching and VERY POWERFUL. I suffer from a sleeping disorder and very bad Restless Leg, I lay at night listening to your music and without having to take pills just to be able to sleep I am out like a light.
This song is magical ... I love it, I have listened to it for three years and I still feel the same as the first time ... tranquility and peace. Greetings from Colombia
I'm stuck in the hospital fighting to geth through a heart condition I have ! Yet I lay here on my hospital bed listening to your beautiful creation of music ! I feel enchanted just by listenimg to this ...it gives me the opportunity to create stories ..fairytales in my head as I shut my eyes ... thank you adrian and continue doing what you do ! Its truly amazying and inspiring
The chills echo down your back, listening to the sad tune resonating from the toy music box, of the girl who died here, in this house. The thunder clashes outsides, it's angry call shaking the house.
Magnifique 😢😢😢 .... Sentiment entre la joie et la tristesse.... J adore....ca vous transporte votre âme, votre coeur... Votre corps ne bouge mais vous avez l impression de voyager....
Adrian, What a gift you have. Your music is so lovely. There really are not words descriptive enough to describe it. You must have such a lovely soul to have all of that beauty to flow out from it
Waited for years and years for love, It came!! But in dreams... Human mind gets tired and long for some peace, Under the hide and seek of the misty moonlight and darkness, I do rest there with no one but someone..
drawing right now....i am sad...but so is this music...yet somehow...it comforts me...it makes me feel as if somewhere, someone feels the same right now...and i am no longer alone. thank you.
I just cant believe this! One week before i was in the hospital too for a heart condition and i was listening to this! I just hope it will be something that will go through without causing problems to your heart!
i don't know if any body noticed that but Adrian uploaded this masterpiece in 2011 and the video is 20:11 long, i remember how Adrian's music changed my personality 180 degrees from a very hyped person to a calm person, motivated me through a lot of things, i was 48 KG at 18 and 173 CM which is very skinny, in a matter of 1 year i changed my self positively in every single way i can, mentally ,physically ,emotionally i joined a gym and iv'e gained a lot of weight (75-80 KG in a good looking way) i was so happy back then, and now 7 years later the depression is killing me..
Everytime i hear this i love it and it makes me believe that nothing soothes the soul like music of nature... you did an amazing job here.. just keep coming back for this one all the time...
wow, so beautifull. i listen this when i write on one of my story's. at the chapter that i used it, had some one a strange dream. its the perfect music for it! i love it...
feels like i sitting in the window and watch the pouring rain at night till i fell asleep..and at the same time it feels like this sound made me wanna cry.. But i really like it..thumbs up💛💛💛💛
As a person that used to draw a lot in the past, I want to relive those times where I would get lost in my own world. This music is perfect to tune back in to that zen I lost a long time ago. Thank you.
which ever piece of relaxing music I listen to of Adrian Von Ziegler, I thoroughly enjoy, feel relaxed and peaceful afterwards. Love the rain and storm sounds :-)
I used to listen to this track non-stop back in high-school. I also had a fictional crush back then, but it was more than a crush. I had fallen in love with her in my head, in my daydreams and my dreams. I would play this before sleep, and imagine myself standing on a large wooden porch/balcony of some sort, with her, in the night, as it was raining. The moon still shined through the clouds, so we could see each other, talk... She meant a great deal to me back then. I was dealing with bullying, depression, anxiety... She was there for me, when no one else was/wanted/could be there. But since then, I had moved on in the meantime, had a few relationships with actual people, got a job, went places... Yesterday I dreamt of her, 7 years later, we found ourselves on that some place, and we were both happy. It was as If though I had found someone I loved and lost so long long ago. Now I'm listening to this, for the 100th time for the past two days... I think I've officially lost my mind. Thank you Adrian, for this masterpiece.
A small update. Seems there's a term for this, fictiophile. Basically being sexually, emotionally and romantically interested in a fictional character. But as I explained earlier, I kinda brought her alive in my head and heart. I need no one else.
It's a beautiful story, it's like i could really see the place you described :). Something similar happened to me and was in a hard time. When I've heard this music for the first time, i thought it would be a good music for a sad anime episode. So I've created it in my head, and was amazing experience, so vivid and full of emotion that i even cried sometimes. The MC (me of course) and a girl, fighting each other in a fictional medieval Era and was a stormy day. They were fighting because their races was at war, she was like a half elf and i was human. In the end, she almost killed me, but because i was in love with her and she could see and feel it was true, the girl saved my life and later we became lovers. So, maybe I've lost my mind too XD. This music is awesome. (sorry for the bad English :p)
@@athrunzf1525 Oh my god. I also fought this girl in my fiction, we hated each other at first. Not sure If you've ever heard of hedgehog's dilemma, but the closer you get to someone the more you can hurt each other and you're afraid of that. Sorry for the reply that took me 5 months, I can't believe I didn't reply to this right away. I know the feeling you're desribing, glad I'm not the only one that gets lost in fictional worlds when listening to music. Adrian's music really hits the spot, I'd go as far as to put it up there with Two Steps from Hell. If you haven't listened to Two Steps from Hell, just go and listen to Archangel, Heart of Courage, Skyworld, For the Win, Protectors of Earth, and you'll know what I mean. No worries, your English is great. It's not even my native tongue, but it's important that we understand each other... :))
Just listening to this at 12 in the morning, window up and letting in the chill, night breeze, while sitting upright on my bed and scribbling down homework. Occasionally I look out my window and observe the trees swaying in the wind, pondering about a fantasy life I never lived. It's an amazing feeling that this music evokes. Thank you for this piece (:
I just found an old comment I left on this video 10 years ago and now I’m back again. After some heavy rain down this song popped into my mind. Hearing it again, this song is still as soothing as the first time I heard it. Glad to see it is still here.
It somehow reminds me of a great band (Coldworld (example: their "Winterreise")). I wish winter was here, snow falling from the grey sky, warm tea... Love this track, Adrian, peaceful and emotional and.. I have no words^^
Thanks guy's but I will no longer live in the streets cuz I am going to the Desintoxication place in Edmundston New-Brunswick.......Peace out to you all
Dark clouds, heavy rain, lighten and thunders hover over your dark memories of your love ones and yet at the end of the storm there's a glitter of sunshine and rainbows to remember the fondness you had with them
The secrets of your heart, the mysteries, the pain and the joy. Enchanting with emotions. Piercing through the wounded covering it with the wings. Although it doesn't heal, you can feel it. The wound, pain and the memories. Close your eyes and let the music take you to the past. Thunder and lightning ripping every painful memories, drying every unwanted tears... Close your eyes.
I lived on an island in Alaska and this music reminds me of listening to the rain outside my window. It was a very small island and when I listen, this takes me once again over all the trails and paths running through the forest down to the ocean. It was a beautiful and magical time in my life.
What beautiful haunting, calming music. You can travel many places and see many things in your mind with this music it sets the stage for environment of a story of Victorian or old times . It is music that is good to have when writing a book.
[The song is the environment of the wish]. I imagine myself in the button of a neighborhood's street in the night. Everyone is in their homes spending time doing relaxing activities, some of them are sleeping, others are reading in their bedrooms. I am observing the wet-boundary wall of the place. I want to get back home and get into my room and see the yellowish-deteriorated wall of the room...I have a mysterious book o'er the wood table, I found it inside a dusty-abandoned desk in the new house we moved to. It seems so old, it doesn't have any name. I have started reading it last night, but I just saw the serial number and closed it, becuase I wanted to sleep. [T his song continues]. I approach to the book and open it again with my face showing boredom and disgust, I take it and bring it with me to the bed. I lay my head with force o'er the white-fresh bed angrily, desiring that thing would be real. I swap the pages one after another and found that the book is empty. I immediately closed the book cursing it becuase it was ridiculously blank; I sobbed without tears...I did not understand why it has to be like this. I got sleepy and I began enjoying the fresh wind that was moving onto the room, the white curtain was dancing softly, and there was when I perceived an image in my mind...
