I've recently let go of a karmic and it was a weird gym relationship of 1.5 years. He never officially asked me out but we got to know each other and he eventually started telling me that he loves me, all the while being hot/cold, etc. I got fed up and just switched gyms. After I let him go and he was much younger, ironically, I've met a much older guy. One way too young and another way too old. Lol. I liked the older guy's interests. He was a special forces guy for 20 years and is an author like me. However, I am not entirely physically attracted as he is 55. Also, I am feeling like something is off and that he knows a lot more about me that he lets on. What if he found me on YT and is a stalker? He has only been here for 1 month and my town is very small. So I wonder what he is doing in my town when all the tourists usually arrive here during the winter.
