Everything she put you through all because she saw you as perfect?! She did ALL that?! Naw, that doesn’t even make sense. Honestly I think she’s still lying about it. But regardless of whatever the reason... I’m glad you’re choosing peace. You are allowed to let people go to take care of your own mental, emotional and spiritual health. All the love and Aloha mama Spirit.
At our age Spirit, we are allowed to put ourselves first and take care of ourselves. For years we have put our children first but for our physical and mental health and wellbeing we must say enough is enough and it's time to take care of US! Your daughter is missing out Spirit but that is her choice and she'll come to realise this as she gets older. You are a wonderful person Spirit and we all love you. You are the sister I never had Spirit and I'm so thankful that I came across your channel and have gotten to know you and your beautiful family. You are so loved by all your subscribers Spirit and I hope you realise that xxx
I love that Nadine makes you good healthy foods and that you enjoy them. Like, something about that is just so sweet- you girls take care of each other! 🥰 Love ya both! 💗💗♥️
I can't wait for Nadine or dream to have babies oh lord you will get to be the grandmother you never got to be and the family you always thought of in your head. Your situation is very similar to my family. my mom and me are very close and so is my brother. Our oldest sister however decided to distance herself from us. My mom has always had issues with her and it breaks her heart. But now that me and my brother have our own families and see her grandchildren she's so happy. And guess what now my sisters kids are teenagers and they are reaching out to my mom on there own and want a relationship with her. My niece just turned 18 and she is supposed to be visiting my mom next month!
So sorry you’re hurting. I think your daughter was being honest with you. She isn’t saying you’re a bad mother. I think she’s saying in a strange way that you’re such an amazing person who she probably loves and admires so deeply that she can’t measure up to you in her mind. I wish she could go to therapy and rid herself of these insecurities. If she did, she’d be able to show you her love. In the interim, take care if you. Let your self- love and that of your other children keep you whole. I wish you peace.
It’s time to get free, beloved. Why would you chase the dark when you’re light? I’m so proud of you, Spirit. Your journey of healing has been one of inspiration. It’s time to live, continue to love, but remove the baggage. We are packing light in 2020. We are leaned into joy, wishing everyone well even the ones that hurt us, and we recognize that our strength lies in our perseverance. You have an entire village that loves you unconditionally. Unconditionally.
I’m not too big on salads, but you make that salad look and sound sooo good 🤤😛 I can honestly just sit here and watch you eat that salad all day. It’s super relaxing 😌✨
tbh I dont really understand how your daughter treats you like that, I can just feel from the energy/vibes from your aura that you're such a kind and genuine soul. I'm not close with my mom as I have some issues with her so I can sometimes kinda relate when you talk about your relationship with your mom. To me, you seem like such a good mother and all of your children are blessed to have you as a mom, I even consider you my youtuber mom lol. Although toxic people should be released so I dont blame you for choosing peace, do what is best for your heart, soul and mind. My heart hurts for your but at the same time I'm glad you chose what is best for you. I hope and pray for you that some day you will get that relationship that you've always wanted with your daughter and for you to see your grandchildren more often. Love and light :)
Let the past go hunny. Yes it hurts like heck but think of this as your chance to grow from it and consider it a lesson. The greatest truth yet the hardest to swallow is the fact that we allowed people to break our hearts by trying to see the good in them and they don't see it themselves.
Even if you’d asked her before there’s no telling she was ready to share her truth. You know you are a good Mum. You had a hard upbringing and you’ve obviously learned what not to do because of that - you see that in Dream and Nadine. But everyone is different and your oldest is her own person. You’ve done so much for so many. Peace, light and live.
Spirit you are our sister and we are rooting for you always. I really felt your pain and your comfort with finally knowing the truth during this story time. Stay encouraged and I am sending you endless amounts of love and lights. You are a truly beautiful person and we absolutely love you Spirit. ❤️
Sorry about your daughter but I must say after watching this video I literally drove to Trader Joe’s to get that cilantro dressing. Put it on my taco salad and it was soooo bomb! You need to be getting paid to promote these items💰
Im glad you finally got the truth. Never allow anyine to dim your light. You are a wonderful joyful person. I watch you because you remind me of the person my mother used to be. Its a comfort in watching you. 💜💜💜
You are beautiful inside and out. I hope you inspire so many mothers out there as much as you have inspired me. Thank you for all that you do and helping us all be positive and loving.❤️
Girlfriend have you ever been to a Walmart on a Sunday?! OMgeeee!!! 😱😭😂 I can’t. Lol. I’m glad you went on a week day. 👌👌😁 Doing what’s best for you isn’t always easy, but I’m glad to hear you finally did it. Put your feelings first for once. After everything you’ve been through I think it’s OK at this point. Your heart needs a break.
I don’t “know” you personally but I need to say this..... you have such beautiful children Spirit and you only need to look at them and you can see that beautiful bright good spirit in them. You created and raised them to be that way and you’d need to be blind to not see you were a good, loving mother. Even under the harsh life experience that you faced during raising them. You got it right girl. I hope you NEVER second guess that. 💋❤️
I really appreciate this vdo. It's something that I can cry with. I wanted you to know that when you were reflecting and telling us about your experience, you gave me guidances as well. We have to be ok with the truth. I'm trying, but it's so so hard to be ok with the truth mama Spirit. Just trying to heal, day by day. I wish I'll be fine, someday. I hope you're well now, free from all self-doubt, sadness, and regrets.
I've never met you, and we don't know each other personally. You really know none of us, but hearing your stories break my heart sometimes. They inspire me sometimes. They evoke sincere emotion in me for you, and sometimes for myself. You're so strong, and so inspiring. I'm so glad you're here. I never moved past your pickle video for a long time, but sometimes your story time asmr is just what I need some days. Just know that we all love you ma'am. ♥️
My spirit I have goose bumps this sounds like my family and i love them so much and they don’t love me. My sister has poisoned everyone against me and I don’t know what I did. But your words have touched me deeply. It hurts so much. I love u and respect your choice, enough is enough. It’s sad that your daughter and grandchildren are missing out on an extraordinary person. May the lord bring u peace on what u cannot change.
I’m late to this and I just want to say your so humble and I love that you choose peace over anything 💗 life is full of ups and downs but trust me it’s okay in the end remember it’s a bad day not a bad life we love and appreciate you Spirit 🤞🏽💪🏼
That salad looks so yummy I need me a good salad! I've been watching u for years and hated she treated u so badly. I have a dear sister who I love and she always pushed me away. Shs never showed me sister love I hurt so bad spirit. I've learned over the years I couldn't change her feelings toward me I had to let her go. I'm glad your finding peace and blessings
Hey spirit!blessings too you and family! Believe it or not, its so many mothers in our community, that have gone through a lot with there daughters,there's always that one,but how they forget. That mother who was there through thick and thin, hard times and good times!your loves you and will fight tooth and nails for you, you are strong and a survivor! They have to come to terms with their issues! Be happy and let God handle it bae!😊😇💗
You are the best mother I have ever known ❤️. Your daughter made a very big mistake walking out of you, dream, and nadines life your just a mother who wants the best for her children. It’s absolutely wrong that she says these things to you ! It makes me mad because it seems like she just comes in and out for her own needs.
Process your pain, than release her, and give her no more mention on your channel. I wouldn't be surprised if she's watching, and getting pleasure out of how much she's affecting you, narcissist get pleasure from the pain they cause. God will deal with her accordingly, because the bible says honor thy mother and thy father, so that our days may be made long. Be blessed Spirit and don't give away anymore of your time, energy or joy.
I love u and respect ur lifestyle i need to start eating healthier and getting my son hes 1 to be more healthier too, im having another baby and im diabetic so salads and baked foods it is
It doesn't make sense still , but I feel like you need to just stop letting her back in and this point stop letting her play with you like that , you got dream and Nadine who care for you dearly , you may have lost toya but you u gained all of us 💛
I’m sorry, but I’ve been listening to your story times about your oldest daughter for a couple years and she’s a wench. It would have been different if you woulda been a bad or abusive mother. But you weren’t. And she’s so toxic to you. Also to the rest of Spirits family, the ones who turned your back on her when she was a damn child? Karmaaaaa. Those of us who have been around this channel for years knows how her family did her. Makes me so upset! Miss Spirit, we love you.
