REVEALING MY LAST DARK SECRETS... 

*I stan a makeup artist who's actually honest and can apologize where it's needed and own up to what they did.*

The fact that he even dares to look at us dead in the eyes and say "I lied" is one of the bravest thing someone could do

it still weirds me out that jeffree is literally the only human on earth that looks normal without eyebrows.

Jeffree: "Grab a Redbull, grab a water, grab a bong." Me: grabs a whole watermelon

You met a TRUE FRIEND in Shane. Hold on to him. True friends are like four leaf clovers.... so very hard to find but so very lucky to have!

Im crying. 😭 Jeffree really touched my heart. I also read some comments regarding their depression GUYS IM SENDING MY HUGS AND LOVE TO YOU ALL. We need to get up and continue living for the people that we love. ❤️

*right now, i feel like jeffree is one of the few actually genuine, warm-hearted gurus in the beauty community these days. he tells the truth, and he admits when he makes mistakes. i remember having mixed feelings about him a couple of months back, but as i learned more about him, he grew on me more and more, and now i love him. he deserves everything and everyone he has and he deserves alot more subscribers than he has. i will continue watching him and i feel like this video and shane's series is going to make everyone else think twice about you and open up to you.*

Everyone who is proud of jeffree for overcoming his struggles like this comment! Let's let him know how much he is loved!

Nothing but respect for you. I love your videos and your realness. Keep your chin up. God's got amazing plans for your life...

Jeffree you’ve exposed yourself more these past few months than you ever have in your entire career. I’ve loved you since MySpace but knowing you deeper, I love you more. You are strong. You made it this far for a reason. I understand why your first thought would be to not tell the truth about how long it had been since you self harmed. It’s like you said sometimes it’s just too much to say at once. The fact that you decided to make this video to come clean just proves even more how much you’ve grown from this experience. Stay healthy and positive boo, you’re the best!

It takes a lot to say things like this out loud Jeffree, so I hope revealing this helps you. I was a very suicidal teenage & only tried to self harm twice. Someone told me scissors wouldn't leave scars (which honestly nobody should ever have suggested that to me) & it wasn't true but I tried it. Thankfully it wasn't for me, but I can't imagine doing it all the time. I haven't spoken to my family in 4 years and honestly don't ever want to speak to those people again. It's really surprising to hear that someone can go 10 years without talking to your parents & then reconnect. I can't imagine. Thank you for sharing all of this with your audience. Sending you so much love.

Flash forward to now.. and Jeffrey’s mom is moving into a castle with him. This made me tear up.

So proud of you Jeffree for opening up to all of us ❤️ You truly are an inspiration!

Jeffree. Now that this is the last part of the darkness that you reveal....now all that is left is the light. 💗

When you said your real mom was homeless, I couldn't help but cry so hard...Thanks for sharing your story and opening up. What's important is that you guys are now talking, back into each other's lives and she's doing well. God bless you and your family.

Oh my sweet starling. I rarely comment on your vids because you get thousands upon thousands and ive never had anything to say that someone else hadnt said first. But this one touched my very soul. You are by far one of the most beautiful souls ive ever seen and your raw emotion and truth you showed talking in this vlog, hon you made be believe there are still real, true, honest humans left. Gives me hope for humanity . Sending all my light, love and support to you. Stay perfectly wonderful, your are truly a orginal, theres not another that even comes close.

Hey. I love you.

i love you jeffree... like seriously. i’ve watched you grow since around 2007 to now and it’s amazing to literally see what dreams people can really work hard for to become a reality. i remember so way back that your hair was always pink and then you dyed it creamsicle orange to promote your album and everyone freaked tf out it was amazing. i had all your shirts too

it's really admirable your mom didn't try to weedle her way back into your life when she knew how successful you were years ago. I'm so glad she waited for you to come to her, on your own terms and when you were ready. It really shows that she's not a user. You're really generous to have helped her out of that position and buried the hatchet. I really hope someday when you are both ready, that we'll get to meet her on your channel. I feel so much more connected and involved with you since Shane's series. I used to just watch your videos sometimes, but now I do religiously and will continue to do so. You are a beautiful person inside and out, and despite all the chitter chatter on the internet, you're an empathetic and warm human being who has been through many struggles. I have too, and I remember a time when I was really mean to people who didn't deserve it. I was projecting my own self hate and insecurities. I've learnt to deal with that and no longer project my own self hate onto people who are undeserving. But at the same time, I will call out people who are horrible and trash human beings. Chin up gorgeous. Life's only just beginning!

"It's okay to struggle everyday". I don't really know why but I needed to hear that

Shane doing this with you has shown the world a different side of you!!! A beautiful side filled with much more emotion than most people get to usually see

the secret world of Jeffree star changed my whole view on Jeffree. I didn’t really watch him not becuz of the controversies just becuz I was just not really watching RU-vid that much, but now since I watch RU-vid like 24/7 Jeffree has been one of the youtubers I really like watching. I find it so interesting and intriguing when Jeffree talks about his past because he shows that there is hope and it will get better❤️

Jeffree’s mom didn’t try to contact him for money in 4 years knowing how much money he had. She didn’t wanna exploit his success even when she was homeless. Respect

When jeffree said "there's a sadness I'll always have inside me" It was soooo true. He's honest. Very honest

we love a redeemed queen reclaiming her throne.

Shane really helped me see jefree in a new light and now I lowkey stan him

Doing the video with Shane is probably the best thing you could’ve done for your career, we got to see the real jeffree and understand that behind everything you’re human too. I’ve always been a jeffree Stan, I have a lot of your products and I watch a majority of your videos but after that series I’ve grown to love not just your brand and all the tea you spill but your personality as well

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving a trigger warning. I am currently dealing with my issues of suicide after loosing a family member that way (and being the one to find them). I am saving the video for another day but I can't wait to see what you have to say.

Hi Jeffree, I’m probably not your typical viewer. I am a mother of a now adult son. I found out when he was an early teen he was cutting. My heart was beyond broken that he was feeling the kind of pain that led to this, and as a mother, I couldn’t take that pain away. Fortunately, he is past that, but it still kills me that I couldn’t “fix” whatever he was going through. Thank you so much for giving this a voice! Also, thank you for being you, and for showing young people that it’s okay to be who you are, and giving them the freedom to express themselves! So happy that you and your Mother are in a much better place. I pray for Continued healing for your relationship!

Loved Shane's series; I have so much respect for you after watching that. You're seriously such an inspiration.

Waiting for the Shane Dawson x Jeffree Star pallet

Jeffrey you could make a half hour video just eating and we’d watch.. we watch for you. It’s exciting to see your growth and success. We love you.

Everyone Shane meets, he touches. and their channels and themselves arent the same anymore. He spreads so much light and love to other creators, and then they show even more love and light. It's amazing.

"Grab a red bull, grab a water.. " Let me get my inhaler before any of that

Conclusion: the best people are treated the worst by life.

"Girl, who else's family history is exhausting?" Can Relate... lol

I think I need to lay down after this. Jeffree, you thank you for opening up like this. This video and your series with Shane are going to help heal you and so many others.

You should make a liquid lipstick or something that could raise money for the homeless. It could be a tremendous platform to spread the word. Just a thought. Glad you and your mom are good!

This breaks my heart, but I feel like yours is mending. You are definitely on a right path. Keep going, keep growing as a person and we are always here to support you. You are never alone. Love you!

Im so pissed that people did him wrong. He is everything.

anything with the blue background is gonna be deep. we all know💛

I was a burner, instead if cutting. I would heat up metal and brand my skin from age 13-19. Then I stopped. Then my mom died when I was 26 and my world fell apart. My dad lost his mind and began drinking again....I started burning again. For a year I did it. I hated myself and thought about killing myself every day. Somehow I came out of it. I'm 37 now. I'm a mom now. I also have tattooed over my scars. Thank you for your transparency. I appreciate your humanity.

I'm so happy that you can finally fully be yourself. You deserve to be GENUINELY happy Jeffree. I love you

Jeffree: "Grab a redbull, grab a water, grab a bong." Me: Grabs a piece of bread

Wow. I’m in tears again. You’re SO brave for being so transparent and we’re so proud of you for sharing your stories of self harm and your mother. I can see how much you’re healing and I’m so happy for you ♡ This gives me hope to recover from self harm and this makes me want to seek help for my depression and suicidal thoughts. Thank you once again ❤️

Jeffree you are SO strong ! I am so proud of the person you have become, for YEARS I was filled with so much rage and HATRED because of my past and just recently my life literally has made a complete turn around so I know EXACTLY what you mean. Take care of yourself mentally, I'm so happy that you got to re-meet up with your mom. I love you and don't forget how strong you became through all of this. We had to grow up on our own, while we watched other people just have it so easy. Be proud of YOUR outcome. And don't forget boo, we love you !

love you ❤️

Jeffree I am a Scorpio too and I attempted suicide too I almost died due to my family chronically bully me I suffer from severe anxiety ptsd and depression and borderline personality disorder and schizophrenia and I almost died because my sister told me I should overdose and die so Dec 2018 I overdose on pills and stopped breathing and was on life support for two days after being in the physcatric hospital my nephew told me I should have died jeffree you mean the world to me I have been suicidal free and hospital free for over a year now because of my daughter and because your my coping skill you help calm me and relax me when I'm depressed and having worrying I just watch your RU-vid channel and I relax because seeing you do your make up and do reviews and hearing your stories really inspire me that I'm homeless right now trying to get my daughter back and I can be somebody someday that I can be successful one day jefffree I love you your such an amazing person and I understand you thank you for being you

It’s good that you patched things up with your mom. You have only one mom, spend time together, love each other before it’s too late.

Shane and Jeffree's series inspired me to check into therapy. I went through three horrible years of sexual abuse from the ages of 11-14, which has caused trust issues and relationship issues to this day. To mask the pain, I started smoking weed almost every day starting at 12 years old all the way up to now (now I smoke for fun) but back then I would get so high and just cry in my room for HOURS. I've only attended two therapy sessions so far, but I'm hoping this will be a good stepping stone for me to finally move on.

Notice how he doesn't cry, even when what he's saying is tough and real. He doesn't need to appeal to other people's emotions to deliver his message. He doesn't need to make a show out of what he has to say. Because he doesn't wanna force an opinion using props like tears, even if he did wanted to cry. I've always liked the way he addresses things, and I respect him for that.

Who else have issues with their mom’s? 🤚🏻

I loved you before all this but...that series made me love you even more its so crazy. I'm beyond shook and deeply proud.

Jeffree is so amazing, it’s insane how many of us can relate to him.

Wow Jeffree. This is the most genuine and personal video I’ve ever watched on RU-vid. Thank you for sharing your secrets with us and I’m glad it has been healing for you. It’s been honestly an honour to witness your journey. All the best to you and your mother. I’m glad she’s doing better now and she must be so proud of you.

So very PROUD OF YOU SWEETHEART! You are one in a million and as someone who self harmed for 15 years and finally heal myself enough to leave that pain and hurt in the past, I am officially self harm free and have been for 12 years! Watching your beautiful life from Shane when you showed him all your scars it made me cry 😢, purely because I could relate to so much and I loved you before but now my love for you is totally unconditional! And for someone to TRULY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL, unless you have been driven to self harm for whatever reason, you will NEVER TRULY UNDERSTAND or get how it takes hold of your life! It’s like being addicted to drugs or alcohol and you need to cut yourself to feel better, unfortunately the good feeling doesn’t last, so you do more and more and so on and so forth. Thank you SO MUCH for being honest and please know that you have people that worship you Jeffree. Please please never forget that! Lots of love and hugs ❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🌈✨🌈✨🌈✨🌈✨🌈✨🌈♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

I feel like Shane and his gang are very healthy individuals to be friends with. I know that you've had a lot of toxic individuals that hurt you over the years. Of course I don't know them very personally but I can tell that they're genuine and they're sweet people.

Bitches are bitter cause he's doing better without them. Love how open Jeffree has become lately. Negativity? Can't relate.

shane really is a healer

Why has everyone forgotten this video and what was said? I have to be careful, what i say because i was ripped to pieces, for a posting of kindness, on Twitter. Wish I didnt have to post publicly. Anyway, NO-ONE, should forget. All I will say, we're all human, we all come from somewhere and we're just trying to get somewhere. That's all.

All the dislikes are fake accounts by the irrelevant foursome Edit: wow its really brave and courageous of you to share all of that, i didn't expect this. I have a complicated family history too, and again its so great to share all of that knowing you'll help other people in the way and your fans.

Awww, he’s not the monster that people make him out to be ❤️ I’m glad that Shane helped others see that

anywho i just watched laura lee’s video then needed some actual GENUINE content

I also found out after 10 years of not seeing my dad he was homeless living in his car. Luckily he got into a home. I feel you.

Jeffree has to be one of the strongest people on the planet

Wow...,hearing you talk about your mom and what happened to her was heart breaking. I’m happy that you decided to talk to her again and help her 🙏🏻❤️

To quote Shane, I am so freaking proud of you. I have been subscribed to your channel for a while now and one of the main reasons I subscribed to you in the first place was because you seemed like a mythical creature. You sat upon this mountain of success with your beauty products and designer items you could throw away if you wanted to and I watched your videos thinking, "This is the level of success I want to be at." But I knew it could never come true. I couldn't even begin to fathom how you got to where you are now and it made me feel like all I could do was admire you and never aspire to BE you. But then my world changed when the 3 part series came out. Shane exposed everything, from your daily life to the behind-the-scene processes of your company. After I finished the last part, there was only one emotion I was feeling: awe. I realized that you didn't just become famous over night and that you don't just snap your fingers and a new eye shadow palette with your brand on it appears. You struggled. You had rough patches. You worked hard. You went from nothing to something. And, most importantly, you are HUMAN. You are not a mythical creature that sits high above everyone else and has no heart. You have gone through some of the worst things a person can experience and found a way to rise above them all. You now feel so real to me. You are no longer a fantasy, an illusion to what I aspire to be. So I want to thank you, Jeffree Star. Thank you for giving me hope. Thank you for making me feel like I can accomplish my dreams with hard work. Thank you for being you, a perfectly imperfect HUMAN BEING who I love with all my heart.

I think it shows a LOT that your mom never reached out to “mooch” when SO MANY family members and snakes would have done that. She just checked on you ❤️

That series on Shane's channel really changed the way people see you.. before many people judge you because they dont know whats really going on with you. We just want you to know that we love you soooo much... don't be embarassed about your past we all make mistakes.... we learned from the past.. we love you soooo much.. virtual hugs and kisses for you Jeffree.. 🤗🤗😘😘😘

I just have one thing to say. THANK YOU JEFFREE for not ending your life ♥️

Jeffree actually seems more down to earth and humble these days. He's obviously worked for everything he has and it's good to see how far he has come and who he is as a person. Jeffree, we love all of your videos! Don't label yourself as just a makeup channel, you're just Jeffree. Do what YOU want and we will stay for it all.

OMG Bawling! My mom left me when I was 4. She died in a drunk driving accident when I was 13. I don't remember her. Life is short. So happy for your reconnection!

Shanes one of the very few youtubers who will show you that youre worth it. He's someone that will be friends with anyone, no matter what happens he'll be by your side. He has the biggest heart, and he will help anyone. Im glad that you're opening up, and telling the truth. Its very hard for someone to that, especially when they put on a character that makes them see so happy all the time. Your community loves you, and will always stick by you.

Can I just say I love the Jeffree that isn’t mentally recording a RU-vid video. I can’t be the only one to notice just how calm you are. Don’t get me wrong I love the hype sista Jeffree. But I feel like we did see another side to you. If you ever do videos that have nothing to do with makeup, believe me, WE ARE FOR IT❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥

We are all here to support you.....we are all always going to be willing to listen to your story....we love you jeffree your fan base will always be stronger than the sun's rays on earth. We love ya.

i went through self harm and i hated myself for it and i still hate it

Jeffree and Shane’s video is the reason I got help with self harm and anorexia. I’m not recovered yet. I’m actually watching this in the hospital but thank you Jeffree for telling us that its going to be ok. Because I honestly believe after watching this that it will be okay. I am now at a healthy weight and working on my makeup skills because of you. Thank you so goddamn much. I love you 💕

“Sometimes the people that are hurting the worst inside are smiling on the outside” -Jeffree 💔

THANK YOU Jeffree SERIOUSLY for completely opening up to us letting us ALL into the life behind the sense & in EVERY aspect! And I too have scars pretty big deep one's and it feels great knowing I'm not alone & I am human and it's okay to have feelings! To this day I still have people point them out and ask about them a lot of time I lie about STILL but it feels so good to know I'm not alone love you so MUCH Jeffree even tho we are stranger's I still feel some sort of understanding & connection with you thank you again for being so brave!

U are never alone in this. I love your honesty that why I have been watching all of your videos, cause u don’t bullshit. Not many people in the industry are as honest as u. I love u an believe me u have a lot of people that actually generously care about u. Iam definitely one of them. Love ya!

You truly are working on a better version of yourself everyday. This was inspirational and so raw and honest

AM I the ONLY ONE who thinks jefree needs his own movie ???

You are what strength and inspiration looks like. ♥️

This feels super vulnerable & beautiful & genuine. And takes courage. 🤍 I’m impressed & grateful to witness it.

This is such a deep and intense video and I'm so proud of you for sharing even further. Thank you for being so vulnerable and open and honest. It's nice to see from anyone but especially someone with a large reputation and following. ❤️ love and peace to you!

I disliked Jeffree Star for many years however the Jeffree Star and Shane series has changed the way I think about Jeffree Star, I now think that he is wonderful and is human. And humans do make mistakes, we can’t judge him over his past. Love his videos, I watch every video now which is uploaded. Shane has done great showing that Jeffree Star is not a monster and he is a great person and has a lovely personality 💗💗

I’m so SO excited for you and your mommy to be together, from the bottom of my heart ❤️ I hope one day we can get videos of her with you, doing makeup, chatting, we would love to get to know her if she would like that too. You deserve all this happiness, and I’m so proud of you ❤️

I needed this so much!!!! I am currently in therapy and have been diagnosed with bipolar, depression/anxiety, and PTSD due to childhood abuse. The loneliness and sadness will be with us for the rest of your life, Not a truer statement has been said. YOU ARE EVEN MORE OF INSPIRATION THAN YOU KNOW. THANK YOU!!!

The series was INCREDIBLE. Like award winning documentary STATUS. I saw you in concert ten years ago and met you but hadn't been following for awhile. I feel like I am a whole new fan. It's so beautiful.

Please please PLEASE write a book. I am completely serious. You are such an amazing person and living proof that you can be whoever you want to be no matter how bad life has been to you. You have such a story to tell that will not only let us know the real Jeffree Star, but also be a role model and inspiration to those who feel like they are nothing and deserve the life they have. Watching your videos has given me soo much confidence and motivation to better who I am and truly be who I want to be. I'm now not allowing me depression and anxiety control my life and you're someone to thank for that.

There is a new Jeffree sitting in that chair, but, believe me, sweetheart, it’s a better one for sure.

Jeffree girl I'm sorry for what you've been through really i am i know exactly how you feel, i have been through almost exactly the same thing with your mom down to self harm, everything I have been through and understand your pain, it never really leaves you. Life deal us cards which we really dont deserve or understand and it sucks, it does. But look how far you have come and you've stayed strong and made a huuugeee success out of your life, your pain and yourself. You are the most intelligent and strong woman i have ever heard of or met. You have brightened so many of those same dark times in my life and honestly hearing this from you has given me reason and hope again. You have lifted me from such a dark place and I will forever be grateful. I dont have nobody to talk to and just listening to you makes me feel like i have you to talk to and have a mountain lifted from my chest. It would really help if i could speak to you personally and get more off my chest. I pray that through all your millions of followers and messages God leads you to mine, it would be a true blessings i really need you to speak to. You're my role model and inspiration. We love you just for who you are and how you are and we will always support you girl. We love you Jeffree. Chin up and stay strong

Who is waiting for the Shane palette tho??

We love Jeffree being so open 👏🏼👏🏼❤️

Jeffree thank you so much for your honesty. My daughter used to be a cutter and after watching your video together we were able to talk and you helped us to get things into the open. I, as a mother that didn’t understand, was able to sit and listen to her. You helped us to start that dialogue. Thank you for your vulnerability and honesty. We appreciate you. Please never stop being you. 💫

I honestly want Shane and jeffree to have a Netflix series

Wow your mom went homeless and she never once came to you asking for help even though she sees you in media and all you have. Shows where you got your humble side from. Explain why you help others and don’t expect things back. The good genes are strong 💪

Jeffree I just wanna say, since watching Shane’s series about you, you’ve gained a new fan right here. I’ll be honest, before I watched I didn’t know much about you. Of course I knew about you but not like now. You seem like a genuine, sweet, caring guy with a lot of love to give. I’m really sorry about all the drama and everything you’ve been through. I wish I could just come over and just give you a big hug (and maybe a tub of frosting lol). Thank you for opening yourself up to us. You’re seriously so amazing and honorable. hang in there. Lots of love 💙

*I WILL FOREVER LOVE SHANE FOR HELPING PEOPLE BE OPEN AND PROUD OF THEMSELVES HE'S SO HUMBLE AND GENUINE, AS IS JEFFREE!!! ❤️❤️❤️*

I appreciate your honesty. When you said that there is this sadness that is in your bones I totally got that. I say that about myself. Thanks for doing what you do!