yeah but its my fault hes gone. i will always wish him th ebest. hes perfect :) and he deserves someone on his level. everything Ive ever wanted in a guy was right there . i will always be here i promise. i know he isnt reading this but i care about you so much.
This just really makes you cry.. especially when you’re going through something.. this hurts.. too much.. but at the same time.. relaxing.. calming.. allowing you to cry again.. I just... I love you.. whoever reading this..
It feels like my mom is watching me from above with a smile and is waiting patiently for me and the family to join her in the afterlife. This song literally open a deep wound inside my heart, but I needed this at the same time. Thank you for posting this.
This song is like being deeply in love with someone and wanting to spend the rest of your life with them. Knowing that things won’t always be easy, that life isn’t always a perfect fairytale. But wanting to stick with that person through thick and thin, through the good and the bad, because that person makes it all worth it.
I immediately fell in tears after reading that, I broke up with my gf like 2 months ago. She said she'd love me forever, she doesn't even message me anymore
as a former violinist and a person who wants to give up on life... this is incredible edit: thank you everyone for the kind comments :) im doing a lot better now though i do have some bad episodes here and there but im getting through it. if you have the same problem as me please dont hold back and tell someone even if it’s someone that replied to me. we will get through this and in the end we will have everything we want :) so follow your dreams and keep going cause im rooting for you ❤️!
No need to give up on life, have a goal, have a dream, keep pushing hard and give everything you have to the world, things aren’t easy most of the times but dude, we have the duty to keep trying and trying, hundreds, thousands, millions of times and when you have finally did it, keep the hard work for your next dream, giving up it’s not an option and never will be.
I just think about seeing a certain someone, getting held in their arms, the scent of their perfume, their soft smile, their soothing voice assuring me every thing is going to be okay..
This song is a roller coaster of emotions. its giving me the feeling of never seeing someone again but its also giving me a sort of happy feeling that i cant explain. This song is just something else bro ✌️
Im here! Even if we don't know each other, everyone goes through something every day so no matter what, we have to treat others kindly. So, strangers or not, im here for you!
STOP IM ROOTING FOR YOU !!! Pray !! Have faith in God and in your self you will get through this TRUST ME ! You will get though it I was once at your place but now I'm found always remember even in the darkest time a light can shine your way
please please don’t say that :( I don’t know you but I care about you! please, if you ever want to talk to someone and need someone to listen, you can dm me on Instagram (@amalii__) you’re not alone!!! I’m so proud of you for trying so hard. You’re doing amazing
The Lord loves you and he’s here for you. Pray and ask God to show himself strong in your life. I is so worth living when you are going through with God. Some of my darkest times in life I had to lean on the strength of him to get me through. No one will could ever love you more than him. ♥️🙌🏾
The best way to stop hurting is moving on as well, it is hard to let go and you are doing great. I hope you are doing well. Find your happiness and continue to live for me.
My grandma died almost a week ago, i didn't think much about it because i didn't know her well. But this song came into my playlist and made me realised that my dad doesn't have any parents anymore. I now can't stop crying and listen to this song
When I hear these violins, and his painful and sorrow-filled "old enough to understand" i think back to growing up with my parents constantly fighting, and trying to help them stay together. They would always mutter to themselves that I wasn't old enough to understand what was happening. But I understood completely and am haunted by how toxic that household was for me growing up. I constantly blamed myself for their fights and never felt like enough.
this song reminds me of the moment when i was little where i had a few “old enough to understand” moments. it reminds me of that feeling of knowing you’re growing up for real but in a fucked up way where you should still get to be a little kid. like oh god im old enough to understand this now
I'm going through the same thing.. I have faith you can make the right choice, it would end up better for both of you. Otherwise, it could turn toxic. Do what's good for you and your mental health. Be strong!
I know exactly what you're going through, and trust me it is not easy to let go. But you have to, because in the end you're the one who is hurting. If you don't let him go you will continue to feel this way. But trust me when you let him go you will feel free as time continues, keep living and find happiness. I hope you are doing well and conquer the world for me. :)
When I hear the short lyrics in this version of the song it makes me realise that I am old enough to understand how the other person was feeling, and that I made the right choice in letting them go and by choosing not to hold them back it will let them grow and be happy as a person, I think it will help me grow too, it will just take a bit longer than her. Because all I want is for her to be happy. One piece of advice I’d give to anyone is don’t rush things, please don’t rush things there is so much time in your life to experience different things and be happy, and to find the right person that makes you feel happy is what is most important. So just take your time and live your life to its fullest because you only get one shot at it so give it all you’ve got!!
This song not only makes me want to survive, but to actually live. I want all of you to stop surviving, get up, and live. Don’t expect someone else to just come and give you happiness. Make it yourself. When you rely on just one person to bring you happiness, what happens to you when they leave? Make your own happiness. Join me and live. You’re here for a reason. If you’ve come this far, why not go even farther? I love you so much. Stay strong!!💕💖 Just wanted to give some inspiration for some of y’all cuz maybe some of you need it. :)
this is literally my confort song. especially this version with just the violin 🥺 makes me feel safe. it feels like a hug but that the same time it just hurts listening to it but eh still love it :,)
I don’t normally like to overshare like this, but here I go...to me, this sounds like my realization that my mental health struggles have stolen so, so much from me...there’s so many things I could’ve done, so many happy memories I could’ve made earlier in my life. I feel like an empty shell, like I’m not even a person. It’s not going away on its own. It’s so deeply engrained within me that all of the negative thought processes seem normal. I’m going to the doctor to get meds next week. I’m scared...but if I don’t, I know I’ll just continue to be miserable. It’s been too long already. It’s been five years I’ve been crippled with this anxiety. I’ve backed out on medication before because I’m just scared, but I’m going to try and be strong this time. Much love to everyone 💖💖
i lost a friend 5 years ago knowing i’d mostly likely never see her in person again and whenever i listen to music like this, all i can think about is her🧍 it stings she’s all the way in another country, but i hope she hasn’t forgotten me. she meant a lot to me and made me feel special and looked up to me even though i was shy, had no self esteem whatsoever and overall was really just your average person. miss ya sieun. i wish you didn’t have to go back home so soon.
ive always imagined being in a big stage and performing to people who support you. i feel like i wanna give up so so bad but my mom just keeps on supporting me, if i don't achieve my dream, all i want for is my happiness.
this song lowkey just gives off “acceptance.” youve accepted whats happened, and now you’ll look forward. it reminds you of everything you love and hate, wish you had and hadnt done, and say what you did or didnt say.
2020 is the best year of my life. After 19 years I finally got friends. We loved each other so much and I could melt with the happiness they gave me. We only knew each other for 6 weeks. Then the virus came. I havnt spoken to them in 6 months. I feel the worst ive felt in my life. So alone. The best year of my life lasted 6 weeks. Im waiting and hoping I can see them again. Its the only reason im still here.
This reminds me of a classmate who cared a lot for me and always been there no matter what. I can't remember how we became friends but at least we made a friendship, he made 2018 so much better for me. Now he moved to another school. I don't know if we'll ever meet each other again but if we did, I won't talk to him. I'll let him go now. He deserves the world and I would be happy to see him rooting for someone else and make them happy. I love him a lot
"Old enough to understand." can mean a lot of things at any stage of life. The fact that the smartest man on earth could fail to see certain wisdom due to a lack of perspective on the matter exemplifies how detrimental a fixed mindset is. It matters not the bite a person's words have when you understand the human behind those teeth. Each person is a window into a new reality: you simply have to open the shutters.
this song reminds me of falling in love; and it makes me miss the feeling every day. why wasn’t i good enough? why’d he feel the need to cheat on me when i gave him everything
why is it always me? i just want to make everyone happy but i guess life isn't like that. i'm failing all my classes in the first couple weeks of school, online school is so distracting and i'm so lazy. i don't want to be lazy. i have a terrible attention span and my mom just doesn't understand. she takes away the only source of my happiness and thinks that'll make it better. when my family gets home, they'll probably scold me too. i do NOT have depression. i understand she's doing it for a reason but why is it always me? i tried venting to my online friends since i literally have none irl. they just said "it'll get better" and continued on with their talk. i appreciate it but why is it always me? what did i do to deserve this? getting dumped in the past couple weeks, having terrible traumas from years ago that i can't stop thinking about, losing half my friends, why is it me? again- what did i do to deserve this? im scared of dying. i'm so scared. but i literally have the urge to just give up because i can't do this anymore. i'm so scared, but i just feel so miserable and i just want to be happy. i always tell people that happy moments will come but i don't know if it will for me.
Man this comment had me bawling lol. Like I guess it just triggered so much in me. I cannot even describe how much I relate to this rn. It gave me a little comfort to know im not the only one and I genuinely hope you are doing well.
grown ups just don't understand how the world is changing and has changed and they don't realize that we're still just children. it's crazy what us teens and kids have to go through and experience at this age cause of adults. school is already a pain in the butt and us worrying about every other problem in the world isn't helping. we all just need a break, some of us can't handle this pain anymore, it's frustrating and stubborn.
update: they left me. they’re out of my life , i don’t think they understood how much i needed them. i tried to commit suicide yesterday and that’s when they texted me. saying goodbye. i genuinely cannot handle life anymore.
@@ghostiebruh8195 i love you i hope you’re ok i’m feeling so codependent and the same rn and he’s just told me we should go on a break so the end is near i feel. i don’t know what to do with my days without him in them. i just want to sleep my days away and not have to think about a reality with him not in it. i know you can get better baby
The boy looking down at his younger sister who didn't understand what was going on. "you'll understand when you're older" The boy said with a sad smile, fighting back the tears in his eyes for this might be the last time he sees her. "But I don't understand! why can't i come with you?" The young girl said confused why she couldn't follow her big brother on his adventure this time, he had never gone anywhere without her before so why is he starting now? Her brother looked at her, his smile faulting, his lip quivering and he straightened up his hat, pulling the younger girl into a hug, a singular tear rolling down his cheek. The girl waited days for her brother to come home, days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, months turned into years. He was gone. a few years later she was looking through old photo albums, she spots a picture of her lost big brother, he was wearing a military uniform just like the one he was wearing the day he walked out that door. She heard his voice echo in her head "old enough to understand" as her whole world came crashing down on her, she was finally old enough to understand.
Ik its late to comment but just listening to this song rn fits with my life perfectly. Im so lost & dont know what im doing in life and my depression isn’t helping & listening to this song makes me feel like im in the steps of heaven but looking behind me is my family & people who cares for me & as the violin starts hitting the high notes god tells me “its time” and as i watch them fade away i cry but also i feel like everything is better off without me. (Sorry for the long post lol i just really wanted to vent but I promise im okay for now, stay strong friends ) Update: im currently not okay..having those bad thoughts again...trying my best to stay in this planet and just dont see anything good rn..im trying my best tbh
This part of the song… reminds me that I haven’t seen my best friend in almost a year now. It doesn’t sound very long, typing it out,,, but it feels like it’s been an eternity. We grew up together, friends since we were very young, and we shared almost every breathing moment of our lives together since we met, up until circumstances lead me to moving schools, not being allowed to stay in contact with her,,, I’ve cried for nights on end wondering when I can see her again. Maybe I’m in love with her, I don’t know… the gripping thought that I don’t know if we’ll see eachother again is haunting. I miss you, Lori.
This makes me imagine: someone consoling their best friend/ lover and making them believe that they matter a lot to them and they actually give a good cry, hug each other and the person leaves them completely smiling. Even so, the next day reveals that their friend/lover is no more. It was the last goodbye they said the last night to each other.
Tonight I scrolled through 982 comments... Stay strong guys and gals in the end we will make it out of course we lose battles on the way but we resist... We got this 💕💕💕
This song reminds me of a friend that disappeared on me, and I never got to say goodbye. They drifted away so slowly, I feel like I never got to really think how much they meant to me. To you, my friend,I hope you know I’m talking about you. I hope you’re well, I really want to see you again. Please don’t forget me like I’ve never forgotten you.
May God bless every hurting soul in this comment section. I thought this song was so beautiful and to read that many souls use this piece to remember a troubling past truly breaks my heart. Please know that you are worth way more than any evil from the past or present that deceives you. I love you all my brothers and sisters and I hate to see any of you hurting. I am so thankful to know that you all have pushed to continue to wake up another day to fight, do you realize how much power you hold? The Devil is so angry that you win to see another day each time you wake up. Continue to do so and whilst doing so, work on your mental health. Look in the mirror every morning you wake up and smile, smile for you have defeated any evil that has every chased you, smile for you were not harmed or bothered during your rest. When you’re done, I want you to look up to the sky and thank God for giving you another chance to live in His name. I love you all so much. And please don’t EVER let the evil win, you are so loved and unique, no one is built the same so don’t find your worth in others. You’re intelligent. God bless!
