Timestamps: 0:00 - A Soulmate who wasn't meant to be by Jessica Benko 5:26 - Hey, It's Delilah by Jessica Ricca 9:20 - Fallen by Gert Tarbener 15:04 - Hand over hand by Roland Faunte 21:07 - Oceans by Seafret Spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/65U9KfDPVd38QGbYHVmZze?si=UqOoA3USQxmcbfCIT748zA&
Hey. you sound like you are grieving. You have healing to recieve, and blossoming in store.You-were the most in love with her than any one you have ever been with. Am I right brother?
You have returned every bit of pain I ever caused you and probably way more I will never love agai don't want it I don't want it I don't need it it's disgusting cause all of them is pain cause I'll end up in this pain Goodbye I loved you and you threw it all away
Yup and especially when u suffer from mental illness no one is willing to stay when it gets darker... they run away from u yet all u wanted was their love and support...
@Nripendra Singh You tell me. Try imagining what it would it look like in your scenario. Don’t be afraid to “face your dragons”. For me personally, Being grateful wasn’t something I could have ever made happen, the best way I can describe it would be an act of realization/grace by being truthful to myself and faithful that I was actually okay
the worst part is actually knowing who you’re thinking about. they’re *that* person. you can’t get them out of your head. no matter how much you try. they stay there. i guess you actually never forget your first love.
It's crazy how attached I am to that person and not only that but they were my first actual love with who I felt safe. I still remember the day I *fell in love.*
I feel you. I am very attached to my gf because the way she makes me feel... Very safe and peace. She still does even we are 1,4978 miles away. We met in México but I was temporarily staying there so we have been apart for 3 moths already😪. I think she is the right person but the wrong. I won't give up tho, I will wait for her until the very end... 💔🙏
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Thank you 💗I really needed to hear that, everything you mentioned hit😔I’ll keep trying and for sure I’m going to remember and thank you for finally making it feel like someone cares and not that I’ll always be alone or a bother .... I’m gonna save this.... cuz I might need to keep reading it and help myself eat and focus and keep moving forward instead of giving up.... thank you for believing in me 💗thank you 💗
Hey I have definitely made the same mistake in my relationship, I was the guy telling her that she never put in enough effort and her and I know the truth now that a couple years have passed. You’re not alone and I can assure if love genuinely flowed between you 2 that he cannot actually “get away with” believing something untrue inside of himself. For me, the whole emotion of love (even self love) became difficult and basically disappeared until I started buckling down and accepting that I helped “make my bed, and now it was time to lay in it” only then was I was able to recover and keep growing. What’s the point in the pain if we can’t learn something from experiencing it. Take care and allow yourself to heal. I hope he does the same 👍🏻
Exactly just the fact that I let him emotionally, physically, and mentally abuse me just so he’d stay I was so stuck on him and I sat there supporting him through everything and I get left and it’s my fault and everyone blames me for it and all I wanted was for him to stay... just wanted him to love me :/
Funny how I was think about how the person I fell in love with, the person that became my first love is the definition of right person wrong time and god I hate it....
The pain gets easier. I have been there. And I will be there again soon. My current relationship is not my forever. I love him with all heart. And he is the biggest part of my life. I'm hanging on as I know how hard it is to heal!
Hey, just wanted to say I love you, and you are loved by many :) I might not ever get to interact with you ever again, and I don’t even really now who you are, but you are beautiful and your soul is priceless and precious❤️ have a nice life stranger❤️❤️
๑And i just miss him, i’ve moved on, but༄ part of me is still in love with him, and it hurts༄ lot. I smile, but i just wish it would’ve been him. It will always feel right with him๑
everyday i become increasingly unsure, if what i've experienced is love, or rather just what i thought love to be, because they say "you accept the love you think you deserve", but here I am every single night, thinking to myself that i will never have that kind of love, the kind you read about in books, or see in romantical films, for i refuse to believe that someone would truly see all the different parts of me, and think to themselves, "i'm never letting this person go", as i myself, would undoubtedly let go of me.
right person, wrong timing, a heartbreaking thing. A bittersweet love story. I went through that. Right person, wrong timing. I don't know what the future has in store for me. Maybe he isn't the one, maybe he is. I don't know who fate wants me to be with, but as long as I'm sane, it'll always be him. I hoe you guys know that time is eternal, it's alright to start over, especially when they're worth it.
I was with the right person just at the wrong time. She was so toxic when we met and started dating. She requested things she shouldn't have and yet I gave them to her since I loved her so much. Unlike most of my relationships that lasted the shortest yet I had the most fun. But then she broke up with me because she felt like I was giving her too much attention Now from what I hear she's really changed. She isn't toxic, rude towards anyone who looks at her the wrong way, and just all around a better person. I'm so proud of her and I'm glad she found someone else to love....doesn't stop me from still having feelings for her
I just hate how I love so deeply that even after so much bullshit, hurt and disappointment I still care about them. I justify their wrongs and see the good in them. Whereas they completely stop giving a fck ab me. Or point out my flaws and make me feel unimportant and unlovable.
One of the hardest lessons, is how to tell the difference between 'Loving someone' , 'Loving the idea of someone' , and 'Loving the idea of loving someone'. ......... I'm still struggling with the 3rd myself 😒
Love is unconditional. Or it should be. That’s the magic. Sometimes the rose colored glasses come off and there they stand all flawed and human and you still only see perfection.
I like him on second year of high school. Almost five years passed, he doesnt care abt me at all and our last talk four years ago. But i still love him. Fuck.
she's so good. so sweet. supportive, caring, pretty, smart, funny. she never let me down a single time. she always takes care of me, and she also taught me what love is. and i'm so broken. i fucked up. nothing happened to us, but i got so apathic and lost feelings. it hurts so much because i always said she was the woman of my life. i always screw up because i'm broken. i'm going to die alone. she deserves much better, i know that. she deserves the whole world. i want to be with her, but at the sime time, i know i'll only hurt her.
You’ll never be able to love her the way you want to if you don’t love yourself first. I like to imagine love as a cup full of water, her love isn’t meant to full your cup, you are supposed to fill it, with self love. If you love yourself, is kind and try to do your best, you’ll obviously deserve her love. It’s not your fault though, we all go through this ,feeling like we are horrible and don’t deserve things, but believe me you do, you are amazing, you just can’t see it yet.
You said that, she deserve to be loved and she loves u, and you love her or u would never talk about here right here on this post. Learn to love her, learn it for real. Take your time but don’t let her down, I know what it means to be broken and ruin things.. but you deserve this as much as she does. Work on your mind and soul and love the woman of ur life.💖
I was with someone like you once... he left for pretty much the same reasons....you really don't know how much i felt what you said.. All I know is that I said goodbye at a boy on the platform and whoever came back had a pityful look saying "I'm sorry I just don't feel anymore.. I love you just not the same". And till this day he keeps talking to me and only me about his real feelings.. well everything except the ones about me. I'll tell you this..work on yourself and your problems.. and if she still cares for you and if you still want her, you can try. Don't waste your chance or hers..work on yourself and help her too.... I wish he would do it too....but I'm not that lucky.
It's really hard to be attached so easily. But as a good friend of mine once said, let's see it in a brighter perspective. We are the ones who easily treasure and care about people. It's a good trait. Let's leave it at that.
Idk, some people just leave that much impact on you. I am that kind of person that feels alone even when surrounded by people, so spending months talking daily with this girl was really special to me. Things ended like 7 months ago, I still think of her a lot, over time my head has been getting clearer, yet I can’t help but miss her time to time. I hope I can find that kind of happiness again…
i used to think i knew what love was, but i only truly knew once i met him. he is so incredibly important to me. i would be lost without him. seriously, i would be. there isn’t a day that passes where i don’t think about him. i spend most of my time daydreaming about us finally being together. just to see him. to hold his hand. to kiss him. hold him close to me and tell him everything’s okay. i want to do that so much. but he doesn’t feel the same. edit/ he likes me back :)
What happened? That you can’t love yourself? I’m sorry for what you must have experienced to feel that way. We all struggle, loving yourself is a process that never stops. Try to start somewhere. I love how I can connect with movie characters so deeply, the way I don’t care sometimes, or how I am able to love deeply. Some might be silly… but that’s okay. You’ll be better
It's okay, we all feel the same way at some point in our lives. Start whenever you're ready. Start small. It's been 8 months since you posted your comment, I hope you're feeling differently about yourself by now. If nothing makes sense, just stand in front of the mirror and look ~ look at yourself. It sounds kinda insane I know, but try it a couple of times. Notice every mark, scar and imperfections on you and slowly you'll notice how beautiful you are. Believe me, try it a couple of times. you can do it. I'm sure with some time and patience you'll learn to be kind to yourself and love yourself.
i’m in a better place now. it’s still really hard to like myself most days, but i’m getting there. if any of you guys needed it, it really helps to observe people, and observe their flaws and know that it makes them as a person and doesn’t take away from them being a good person, or a beautiful person in general. i hope people can look at me and think im a good person, so that’s the journey im on now to make sure i can be that person. thank you guys
That hits in my heart. My girlfriend peacefully broke up with me. We are friends now. This was my first healthy relationship. Wow. Thank you for all the moments, for all the feelings, for all the memories!
I ruined the relationship. I felt I wasn't ready. So immature. We were two peas in a pod. But the more commitment the more trapped I felt. She never did anything wrong. Theres just something wrong with me. It doesn't work right. I'm sorry for putting you through that pain. I'm aware of my issues and I'm working on them now.
When Hey there Delilah started playing it gave me fond memories of how my mom would play that and dance along with me and my sister while she made our favorite homemade pancakes. We'd all sing along since my mom loved that song so much. It's like 5 year old me knew it from the heart. She'd spin us around and dance with us as it got dark outside. We'd also listen to "I want candy" and "lollipop" kind of ironic since her name is actually Candy. It was easier when it was just giggles with nothing to worry about. I miss her so much.
I love him so much i can't stop thinking about him but he loves someone else and this sucks because i can't do anything to unlove him Update: thanks loves I think i'm over him finally
I feel u Ik he was losing feelings and everything too but I made if official for both of us and now I miss him so bad like I can’t stop thinking about him but that’s love hopefully or soon I’ll forget about him but I won’t forget I loved him and that type of love I loved him with was the best love I felt in so long but I really hope he forgets about me and I forget about him soon
3 years ago I was just a sophomore in high school. I fell in love with the most angelic girl I've ever known. These past few years were filled with pain, loss, anger, all because it just wasn't meant to be. I was not her person, that spot was reserved for another man. I come back and listen to this, so nostalgic, I'd cry to this and now I sit here thinking of the last. I smile, I'll always love her
pov: you like both girls and guys, but have to pretend to be straight and go by your birth pronouns and such around your best friends family. you have known her for 3 years and fell for her 2 years ago. the last relationship she had with a girl (your birth gender) she was grounded and never allowed to hangout with her or the other friends that weren’t straight. so you have to keep your mouth shut to stay friends. 2020 hits, your dog died, the one that’s literally been there before you were born, all your life. covid hits but you guys hangout every friday even tho you aren’t supposed to, but you never go outside in general and neither does she. you make it to 2021 with a few bad stories and the love for her growing still. you take the time to make something for her that would’ve costed 60-70 dollars had you not handsewed it (a hat) and she absolutely loved it. (that’s still 2020 tho). after new years you guys are vibing still, then one of her relatives dies from covid and other complications. then her dog (months later) has liver damage. her world is falling apart and yours is too with mental illnesses, relying on pills so you don’t relapse into bad habits, family members could die. then another of her relatives has covid. you literally cry from hearing this. you care about her and her family. then there’s the very likely possibility that she could move 3 states away and you could never see her again. what would you do? welcome to my situation.
no, I will literally cry, sorry that ur friend had to go through that and I am sorry that no one is there when they are supposed to. please continue to talk even though she is moving don't let it die...
@@chiomaopara6267 ima try, although she left me on read yesterday, i messaged her a cute lamb picture and she didn’t open it…so i think something is wrong. we still don’t know if she’s moving permanently, we all hope not but it’s a 50% chance and this is basically as if she has moved there. i’ll try to remember to update this whenever stuff happens but the grandmother is getting better luckily :D
“No matter the time or place. If it’s meant to be it’ll be. But that doesn’t mean that you can’t fight for them.” Im so sorry you have to go through this ): (I send my love) and I hope you find a place that supports you and loves you for you and you never have to hide yourself again.
Hold on to her. Time flies when you’re measuring in years. I promise it does I wish I could go back. But I can’t. Struggle with her, fight for her, and when life stops throwing you punches for even half a second rejoice and celebrate with her. Just don’t let go
Having a crush on my friend for 2 years now. We finally graduated now we got to part to a different college thinking about the man she will fall in love with just makes me so jealous. Thanks you for this playlist it made me really missing her only if she knew how much I love her.
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be, is just everything to me... He's now a stranger who knows all my secrets, my fears and my broken heart. I still miss you as my friend because you used to know me so well
"Right person wrong time" being inlove with a fictional guy isn't easy, u know. I'm not wishing that they will exists but I wish that I can be with them, thinking of that makes me happy.
Being in love with a fictional person is like living inside your head and imagination. It is the most painful thing to know that this person with you so love deeply doesn’t exist and coming to the realisation that it’s all just in you head. It hurts.
@@danellaalsaka2804 if you think about it deeply you'll find that you're actually in love with the person that matches your personality and dreams which is hard to get in real life because this person is YOU this person do what u like, say what what you want to hear, take you wherever you want, treat you the way you want to be treated.. so just change the perspective of this unexist person and you'll expect the idea of fictional love . I hope the idea I'm trying to explain is clear because my English is not pretty good but I'm doing my best .
I have to accept the fact that he left me and all the good days also did, and i can’t bring things back or change them even if i loved them harder. It just hurts i’m tired
@@mereikenzhebekova4543 let's do our best to get through it together 💕 im sorry you're going through this terrible pain as well, let's hope it clears up as soon as possible
this popped up in my recommended … and normally i would think nothing of it , but today my partner and i decided to part ways . remember where there’s pain there will always be happiness , after the storm comes the rainbow … it will get easier , fulfill your life with loving yourself .
its crazy how attached i can be to him, despite never experienced love. yea, i do hv father complex and i was too young back then, our age difference was quite big and i loved him because he cared for me. hes the type of person ive been looking for, should be. friendly, caring, gentle, thats why i fell for him. the me rn thinks that maybe hes the right person for me but we met at the wrong time, i was born too late and he was born too early and so our age differences made it so hard for us. then if ever meet again, lets start over with the new us, that is if we could ever meet again
She was truely my first love. She awoke someing in me I was searching for for years. I hate how it ended because I know we genuinely had fun together at least I did. I just wish we could've at least been freinds. But il forever love her for opening my eyes. Just wish she could see how much she actually means. I just hope he makes you truely happy. I'm sorry I couldn't do that for you... Sometimes I miss your beautiful soul. But il always have a peice of you with me
i met someone who i loved for a long long time and the day i was going to tell them they told me they were moving away and they felt awful about it and 3 years later i got a call for there mom telling me they had passed away do to su!c!de and that they left me a note telling me they loved me and they said they would never get to see me again so what was the point of life without me and i just saw there mom and she hugged me and said ¨just know please please please don´t blame yourself for this¨ and i feel like that is my definition of right person, wrong time
Your story makes my heart ache..... I can’t imagine how you felt when she told you... thank you so much for sharing this... wow. I’m lost for words... just, thank you for sharing...
@@sunflowersrosieashle thank you for your love in that, i was so hurt but the one thing that kept me going was that they did it because of me and so i kept going and imagined they are doing it with me and stayed by my side so i felt like i was living for them and me
He liked me, but I didn't like him back yet I still dated him, I caught feelings when he lost them, and now he misses me I may not be ready to take him back but I'll be there for him when his friends won't listen.
Tell him how much he means to you, tell him how much you love him. This world only gives us one chance and we have to make the most of it. Make every second of the life you have count, live it to the fullest, like every day is your last.
I wish i met her when i was just little bit more mature or older I wish never met her but st the same time am glad i did because of the memories but the memories are what hunts me god i miss her I would give literally anything to be with her
It hurts so much as I could never experience what would’ve been like to date him in person, a very long-distance relationship where time ended up consuming our hopes... I just wish he finds someone who truly deserves him.
Never expected to be in such a conundrum. But they say there are no wrong, only learning experiences... I have to be grateful because it simply happened. 🖤
everyday i re-read our old messages and can’t help but think about the endless what if’s. time wasn’t in our favor to say the least our “goodbye” wasn’t rlly a goodbye more of a “see you later”. i miss waking up to his good morning texts and staying up late texting him, nothing has ever brought me sm joy ever. but ik we’ll met again and i can’t wait for that day:)
Have you thought about it? When you meet someone, which makes you feel so different and good and time does not exist because the intensity of everything is unreal. Then you know it will never work out, he also knows it and then you both know. It is a beautiful story with a sad end. Maybe you just met someone that was your lover in a past life or will become in the future ones...sad, but who knows? Why have this strong connection and feeling if it is not meant to be?
It’s hard when you know in you’re heart that you’re not meant to be, but you fell together in such an unusual time. You made all the plans and goals and are changing with each other, but that’s just it. I’ve changed and you’ve changed. Somewhere deep down, I knew it was always going to be temporary. I still have this forever love for you, but it does not burn deep inside. I’m happy we had each other when we did, but, in time, we will both move on. ❤️
Broke up with my highschool sweetheart that I known for half my life because of covid and we are in two separate countries, she even tried to come to me, flew to my country but got sent back as she arrived an hour after travel lockdown was declared. This was a year ago, we love each other even more so than ever in ways far beyond a relationship and we both know that one day we will be able to see each other again and now we are enjoying our lives with other people and falling in love with new people, but that doesn't change a thing, fear not the wind, when the roots are strong, for what is meant for you will always be for you.
Its 3 am, i went to shower, i opened the water, with the water my tears falling too,, im listen to thos play list. Im crying for all of those precious things that i lost. My family allday fight with me. My mental health fucked up. And after finish this playlist. I go out from the shower, and start to fake smile again for everyone. I wasn't meant to be in this world. I cant take it anymore
My soulmate who wasn't meant to be, I'll never be able to share this special story. But all you feel, I know what you're going trough. I love you all ❤
There's a boy where I work who is more important to me than I think he could ever know. I will never tell him of my feelings because i'm too timid to ruin anything that could be, and at the same time, struggle to keep myself from telling him about my feelings, because I'm terrified of losing the chance of building a relationship with him before time splits us apart.
While I know that what I'm going to tell you might not help you or make you feel any better, I still think you should hear this because I know what you're going through, I've been through the same thing a while ago. He was a boy I met through a club I was part of and we became friends immediately, I didn't even have the time to realize how hard and how fast I was falling for him at the time. And when I did, I was in the same situation you are and I felt so overwhelmed by what I was feeling for him and I was so afraid of ruining not only our friendship if he didn't feel the same, but whatever could've been in the future by telling him too early. But I did, one evening I felt like I couldn't keep everything inside me anymore and I told him, everything be damned. He was my whole world at the time and I needed to tell him that. Unfortunately, my feelings were not reciprocated and we never became a couple, but the thing I admire the most about him is that while he still didn't feel the same, he told me he loved me too much as his best friend to let this ruin our friendship or to let me go. I had so many conflicting emotions after that and because we remained friends. Even though breaking our friendship after that would've been hard, it would have been the better choice because being so close and continuing to act like we did was breaking my heart each and every time I saw him, knowing that I loved him so damn much when he didn't feel the same. In the end, time and my feelings definitely had an impact on our friendship as we grew apart after a while and in the present, we don't even speak to each other. The thing is, though, that you need to take your chance. You have to tell him how you feel no matter what because you might or might not get lucky. But if you keep all those feelings bottled up inside of you, you will end up like I did, being so attached to that person that even when they're hurting you, you won't be able to let them go. Please don't make the same mistakes that I did and let him know before it's too late. I know that you're scared of losing him, but the longer you keep postponing it, the more you'll hurt. And if he rejects you and asks you to stay friends. please don't put yourself through that pain and accept, you will be better off getting over him if you don't see him or talk to him constantly. No matter what, know that you are not alone and others have been or are going through the same thing as you at the moment.
we had an ldr, and it was beautiful until one day he decided to end us bcus he couldn’t stand ldr. imagine if we were so close to each other. we could’ve been perfect...
As a mother of a twelve year old girl - she's a Cancer - and 10x more matured than I was at the age of 12 ... I listen to this an bawl, terrified of the heartbreak she will endure from future heartbreaks. I am married and 1000% confident in our relationship, but my girl is literally the light of my life and I want to protect her from everything that could hurt her. Especially the pains of love.
Little story don’t mind me xD [Also there are no pronouns for you or ‘said person’ :)] You sit on the window sill, gazing out at the golden sunlight filtering over the grass. Sighing you adjust your earbuds, assuring yourself that they won’t fall out. Pushing a stray strand of hair out of your eyes, you feel tears pricking at the corners of them. Blinking hard you push them away, trying to keep the emotions at bay for a moment. Softly the music starts in your ears and your eyes flicker shut, swaying with the rhythm slightly. Memories begin to flood your mind as it wanders, almost seemingly driven by the music. That person. The one you wanted to be yours but no longer was. The pain starts in your chest and filters out through your body, little tentacles wrapping themselves around your body until an ache fills you. It’s a peculiar combination of numbness, longing, and sorrow. You don’t even realize you’re crying until you reach up to touch your face, the pads of your fingers becoming damp. Oh. You wipe the tears on your sleeve, inhaling in an effort to calm yourself. Resting your head on the window, you watch as the sky turns into the hues of a sunset, pinks, oranges, and purples alighting on your skin. The memories continue to flow, and you let yourself fall into them. Slowly darkness begins to ebb at the corners of your mind, and you close your eyes again, letting it carry you into sleep.
The title of this playlist conjured up the mental image of soulmates separated not by space, but by time itself. Like when one of them walks through a place the other did, they get a deep and sad combination of familiarity and loss. And how in their time, they may find a partner, but it never feels completely right, because it will never be the one they were meant for, so the relationship never lasts.
It wasn’t until a break up that i learned how fast and long the months can be simultaneously… it’s already been almost five months but it breezed by while the pain is just increasing making the days harder to live
There's a beauty in the fact that the next person is incomprehensible. That, there's no one better than her. There's so much beauty in that; I just can't see it because of the circumstances. Because someone's gonna come around and prove me wrong. I just hope I don't go crazy by then.
I never just liked him. I loved him. If I just starred at him, it made me smile so hard. His laugh was contagious. His eyes for green blue mixed like the water and grass. I loved him for 6 years. But I hate to say this, it was a waste of time, but the best time. Because I still can’t let go. But he already has. And never heard my feelings. I feel like I won’t love anyone ever again. Goodbye lover.
I'm not here because I'm in love with anyone nor because I have feelings for someone else. I'm just here because I feel less connected to the physical world when I'm listening these type of songs. Idk, I'm different Mentally, Physically and Spiritually.
wow, I loved you alot. The rooftop we laid on, that first kiss, comes back like memories of a great time, I still wonder where I went wrong. I really could never move on, it sucks. It's that one wound that was too deep. I can't cry about it anymore, as my mind let go long time ago. But my heart couldn't ever get past it. You are the right person, but we were at different times. Sunsets now missed without you. Now cigarettes just taste like you, a bitter scent that I just can't get rid of, yet I still come back to you, like I'm okay.
A couple weeks back, I loved someone that wasn't even my girlfriend. I treated her like she was one, I kept talking to her and when we talk I would smile genuinely. Even though she was far away from me I still loved her as much as I can. And then she ghosted me, I would see her online most of the times and see her post pics, She would interact with other people knowing i could see it in some cases. I just kept asking myself what did I do wrong? In the end I just accepted it, nothing good would happen if I kept on dwelling on it. This playlist really hits
A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be: I never should’ve called ‘Cause i knew you’d leave me But I didn’t think you could do it easily I never should’ve hold your hand in that cold rainy day ‘Cause further along it would cause another fight Stranger , That’s all i see When i look into your eyes A soulmate who wasn’t meat to be Stranger who knows all my secrets Can pull me apart and break my heart A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be I never should’ve kissed your hand I’m under your control i will never understand I never should’ve said ‘’ I LOVE YOU ‘’ You never said it back So why do i still care for you Stranger , That’s all i see When i look into you eyes a soulmate who wasn’t meant to be Stranger who knows all my secret Can pull me apart and break my heart A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be Wish i could go back to the day we met and leave you be Sitting and look pretty - I never should’ve called - I never should’ve held - I never should’ve kissed - I never should’ve said Stranger , that’s all i see when i look into your eyes a soulmate who wasn’t meant to be Stranger , who knows all my secrets Can pull me apart and break my heart A soulmate who wasn’t meant to be💔
love is so weird to me. it's so easy but so unobtainable. i lost the one person who i truly loved because they just decided i wasn't good enough. truly i don't ever think ill be good enough. i found another love that was perfect, but i threw it away on some thoughts and doubts. i regret every moment i live now without them. it's never going to be the right time for me. I'm always going to feel this way. The universe just decides i don't need love.
One day you’ll find someone that will change your mind abt love. you are good enough, you’re more than enough. Don’t doubt yourself, it wasn’t your fault. Some people have problems within themselves and it reflects on their character. Love yourself and you’ll find true happiness
the boy i fell in love with, and am still in love with, is in a relationship right now. but i can tell, by the way we look at eachother... hes the one. it just isnt time yet.
2021 was an... interesting year. I had experienced some of the best things of my life, finding out my sexuality finally, coming out and being accepted, meeting friends I've been wanting to meet for a long time, growing closer with my family and my friends, trying out many new things, getting my braces off with a brand new smile that I absolutely love, and realize it was worth the pain of braces for almost 2 years, helping my friends overcome things I tried so hard to help them with, starting to be confident in the way I look, having once in a lifetime events with coworkers / friends, befriending lots of people at my dance studio, becoming a part of many, many new fandoms that I really love and enjoy, so SO much more, I could go on for hours. that... was all the best things of 2021, I've also had many losses. I lost one of my best friends, they just. left. not a word or explanation, they just cut all contact with me, like I was some tissue to be thrown away after you're done using it. I've also lost one of my best uncles this year to a really unfortunate way of passing. I couldn't meet one of my friends due to many, many problems with timing being such a bitch. still grieving over the loss of my pet cat I had lost in June 2020, I have love complications and don't want to tell her because I'm afraid it'll ruin our friendship and I really could not handle losing her. another plan to meet up with a friend had gotten canceled 3 days prior (3 days as of writing this actually. it had been planned for a long-ass time, but it kept getting pushed, and now it got pushed to December instead of January). worrying I'll never find someone to really love because I don't attend school, (homeschooled.), this isn't the worst thing in the world, but I got hit in the head with a flying golf ball, nothing too major, just hurt a lot. probably many more but I've just blocked them out of my head because why would I wanna remember the bad things? I guess, to sum up, this comment, 2021 was good and bad for me, it went by so fast yet so slow, and I have so many mixed emotions and so many questions with seemingly no answers in sight. if you've made it this far, I just wanna tell u that I love you, and to keep going because you're worth it okay? please, go drink a glass of water and eat some food, a sandwich maybe, maybe just a snack, maybe some toast if it's daytime for you, maybe an apple if it's the afternoon for you, maybe some cereal if it's night for you. just, something. because I want u to be loved, and this year, things will get better, I believe in u :).
Its hard to accept it when neither of our feelings ever left. We never broke up because she never wanted to admit that she was dating a girl..So we just loved each other. For sooo long. Until she felt to guilty to continue. She chose her families morals over her own happiness. I hate the idea of not being the one by her side, but I hate the idea of not being in her life way more. I love her more than words can describe, so I hope I get to see the day shes finally happy...even if its not with me. Because she deserves to be free.
i remember that night, when he talk about his lover. we talked over the phone all night, but this night wasn't so sweet like the others night. its getting sour, i holding back my tears before it dropping out like a waterfall. " do you think i should ask her out? or be my lover for my whole life" he ask me that. 'for his whole life..' that words just hurt me more, its like being stab at heart by a poisonous flower that really sharp. i can't hold back my tears anymore, i cry silently so he can't hear me. "yeah, you should ask her out.." my voice cracked while saying that words. "hey lea, are you okay? your voice-" before he finish his words i told him this, "yes, i am fine. why did you ask tho, tell me more about her". He told me everything about her, little did he know i'm crying like a woman that lost her child. Its really hurt me.. but... who am i to stop him? i'm just a girl that le him, and to him i'm just his good friend :) ( we ended up didn't talk anymore after i confess to him because i don't want to get hurt anymore. and now i'm telling u this story that happened 1 years ago :) also sorry, english wasn't my first language) 5/3/2022
Hi, can I ask why? , bc you are not sharing his feelings or bc you are scared or bc of something else ? have a great night , and even if maybe you are not going to be with him, i wish u a lot of love
@@anissaj9024 hii, i'm just scared that i'll hurt him because i don't deserve him :) and i don't like like him so i can't even talk to him without feeling "guilty". thankuu ,lots of love