as we watch little kids ride the bus and go to school we come to school thinking who is gonna push me down today who will I have to give a fake smile to and who will I have to impress we ask ourselves what did I do wrong Where did I mess up And how do I fix it When one of the only ways we can fix things is to learn to love ourselves because if we don’t What love can we give to other people Making expectations Higher then a plane can even go Just to fail trying to Impress your mom or dad or crush or sibling as I choose my path It seems to be blocked every single second Of the day I tend to ask my bestfriend if he even loves me Like I love him Now I’m standing here Freaking out thinking Will they like my singing, am I good enough to get an A Or have a just fallen to the bottom of the sea I repeat day after day your okay Everything’s fine And everything is great But as I start to realize the real things happening I wonder What is great I lay awake on my bed Thinking about where my head is at But all my thoughts that I had All of them are sad as bestfriends get his heart broken And my sister cry’s because of a death it changes the mindset of how a person thinks I’m their head where do I belong at this school Do I have a group of friends Or am I just a fool as I lay awake on my bed I wonder if he’s thinking of me in his head Or am I just forgotten like Something precious someone loses in the ocean Never to be seen again This is a poem I wrote
