This makes me cry . I just can't stop my tears, I mean I think I will fell the sadness of this song when I will be dying I will surely relate to these lyrics when I will die 1 . Doctor I thought that you remember but it seems that you forgot to treat me . 2. It's hard for me to blame you when you already wanna see me dead . 3. I am tired of always waiting to go home . 4. Now I am all alone crying ugly . 5. I am just being numb . 6. Now it's 8 in the morning it's raining and I am about rest in peace. 7. Another story that's sad and true . 8. I can feel the pain of dying , can you ? 9. Ain't no lookin' back now I'm dead and gone . 10. I pack my bags and gooo woah. 11. This don't feel home 12. Standing all alone and I'm searching for something but I can't feel noting 13 . Now it's me dead in the morning, hate in the morning 14. All my life is gone , now I am dead and gone And then I will die 🌸✨