" see it on my phone that my friends back there got inside jokes without me" This makes me so sad for him, like genuinely hes just 16 and has like this extraordinary life.
He's 17, and living the dream millions wish they could. But he misses his old life. You can tell he adores his fans and loves what he does. But sometimes he cant help but wish things were normal, and it's sad he feels like this. Ruel's truly too beautiful for this world. Please protect him no matter what. He deserves to always be surrounded by love and happiness.
@@strikerbowls791 He did, and im sure Ruel loves what he does,But maybe it's not all that great. Alot of celebrities we know and idolize have suffered from things like depression, eating disorders, anxiety, mental health issues, bulimia, anorexia, dr*g addictions, lots of them still do. and im not saying that Ruel has any of that. My point is that fame really gets to some people, i mean, imagine always being in the public eye, having a reputation, bad press. Alot of celebrities basically get controlled by their management, they're record labels ect ect. Being famous isn't easy, theres some who have taken their life because of it. It kinda makes you wonder, because who wouldn't wanna be famous? But is it really worth it. I know Ruel wanted this, and he chose the life he has, but being pressured all the time, and being held to so many limitations especially as such a young age. Of course it's gonna be hard.
@@hiyennhi4165 "An extended play record, often referred to as an EP, is a musical recording that contains more tracks than a single, but is usually unqualified as an album or LP." ~Wikipedia. Hope that helps :)
"Try to be happy but it's hard sometimes" That just hits you in the feels cos he seems like such a goofy funny person you know and youd never expect this and just that he feels like this ahh my heart is breaking
[Verse 1] I'm waking up my mind I'm just trying to kill the silence I'm ripping off the blinds I'm just trying to let some light in I've been on the road, I've been missing home See it on my phone that the world back there Keeps spinning 'round without me I'm waking up my mind I'm ripping off the blinds [Chorus] Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes But life (But life) Just seems to happen right before my eyes 'Cause I feel like I'm not there 'Cause my head is up somewhere Far away from all my friends I just want that back again Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes It's hard sometimes [Verse 2] When I come off cold I'm not doing it on purpose You caught me in a hole That I dig for myself when Im nervous Ive been on the road, ive been missing home See it on my phone that my friends back there Got Inside jokes without me Oh woah Dont mean to come off cold Dont want to be alone Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (Hard sometimes) But life (But life) Just seems to happen right before my eyes (Before my eyes) 'Cause I feel like I'm not there 'Cause my head is up somewhere Far away from all my friends I just want that back again Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (Hard sometimes) [Bridge] I don't feel like myself and I can't help being selfish Sometimes, the pressure gets the best of me Oh I, oh I [Chorus] Oh I Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes But life Just seems to happen, it's just passing by, oh 'Cause I feel like I'm not there 'Cause my head is up somewhere Far away from all my friends I just want that back again Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (Hard sometimes) 'Cause it's hard sometimes
Fast forward 4 years , hes 20 touring the world selling 100,000 capacity people stadiums , just honestly truly from the bottom of my heart wishing him all the happiness in the world.
He is literally giving up his life for us, to preform at concerts. yeah I get it, it is the job he chose but look at how young he is, 16! The amount of people his age are normal and able to hang out with his friends while he's touring missing put. Ruel I'm grateful for you and all that you ate doing for us ❤❤❤
Verse 1] I'm waking up my mind I'm just trying to kill the silence I'm ripping off the blinds I'm just trying to let some light in I've been on the road, I've been missing home See it on my phone that the world back there Keeps spinning 'round without me I'm waking up my mind I'm ripping off the blinds [Chorus] Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes But life (But life) Just seems to happen right before my eyes 'Cause I feel like I'm not there 'Cause my head is up somewhere Far away from all my friends I just want that back again Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes It's hard sometimes [Verse 2] When I come off cold I'm not doing it on purpose You caught me in a hole That I dig for myself when I'm nervous I've been on the road, I've been missing home See it on my phone that my friends back there Got inside jokes without me Oh woah Don't mean to come off cold I don't want to be alone [Chorus] Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (Hard sometimes) But life (But life) Just seems to happen right before my eyes (Before my eyes) 'Cause I feel like I'm not there 'Cause my head is up somewhere Far away from all my friends I just want that back again Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (Hard sometimes) [Bridge] I don't feel like myself and I can't help being selfish Sometimes, the pressure gets the best of me Oh I, oh I [Chorus] Oh I Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes But life Just seems to happen, it's just passing by, oh 'Cause I feel like I'm not there 'Cause my head is up somewhere Far away from all my friends I just want that back again Oh I (Oh I) Try to be happy, but it's hard sometimes (Hard sometimes) 'Cause it's hard sometimes
There's something about Ruel's EP that I can't get enough of. All songs from his EP are good, giving us different emotions. If Bruno Mars make songs about "what girls wanna hear", Taylor Swift make songs about "what girls wanna say", Ruel is "the new voice" of this modern age, our representative because he feels what we feel making/turning it into a song.
I just became home schooled this year for my first year of high school and i was really sad, I lost all my friends and they would talk about things and make jokes I didn't get because i wasn't in school. This song came out the day i started school, "see it on my phone that my friends back there got inside jokes without me'' is the one line that really make me cry. I just want to say thank you so much, your song saved me, and I will forever be grateful.
I’ve just moved schools, meaning I’ve left all my friends behind, and I miss them all so much. Let’s just say this song has helped me to get a lot of those emotions out. Thank you Ruel 🖤
I listened to this today for the first time when I was taking the subway back from school, and I felt myself tearing up in public. For the past few months, I had this weight in my heart and I didn’t know why I seemed emotionless all the time. This song describes my inner thoughts perfectly. To my friends, I seem cold because I don’t share my feelings easily and I’m not necessarily a clingy person. However, I could tell that my friends are slowly drifting away from me and I constantly feel like I’m watching over myself without truly engaging in the present moment. Sometimes it’s just hard for me to be happy and to be remember to be grateful. I have no idea how to go back to how it used to be when I was so much closer with my friends. I’m a senior in high school now and I don’t know how to mend my relationship with my friends before going off to college. I just feel like I’m always alone when my friends don’t come looking for me during lunch anymore. I feel like I’m just pouring myself out in a RU-vid comment section, but this song just inspired me to do so. Thank you Ruel.
This is my exact situation and I try so hard to became closer with my friends and all that. I know I have all these things to be smiling about but I feel so lonely all the time. People only talk to me if the people they really want aren’t there. Sometimes all I wish is to feel wanted. I like wanna be that person that actually want to be around. There’s just no place for me where I am I don’t feel like I can fully be myself. Edit: sorry just ranting.
@@cayas7913 Thank you for your reply! I can still relate to your feelings, especially about the part where I feel like my friends only come to me when others they prioritize aren't there. Sometimes I want to feel prioritized as well and feel wanted for being myself.
i hope you know things get better and there are so many people out there that you can talk to and that will listen to you. you are loved everyone and dint be ashamed to reach out for help. i love you and you got this 💓
I really love this song. It's very emotional and I can relate to him eventhough my life is completely different than his. I think he's singing about being on tour and always on the road when he sometimes just wants to stay at home with his friends and I totally get that. I wish Ruel all the best and I hope he's still living his teenage life and is not only focused on his career.
This song never fails to make me cry, especially the pre-chorus: "I've been on the road, I've been missing home, see it on my phone, that the world back there keeps spinning 'round without me." 😭😭😭
I think I broke the replay button... For Ruel Thanks so much ruel your amazing and if u need a break u can take one and we will all be here waiting for you when u r ready to come back. Seriously ur amazing. We got u. love this song
I almost cried about three times during this song. So emotional. We don’t truly see how hard it can be in the spotlight until one actually expresses it in such a way that Ruel has. This song is so powerful and even though I and most of the people on here have no idea what he must go through, it still touches us and makes us feel a strong level of sadness and sympathy. 💕💕❤️
Okey but tell me why, Ruel has so many songs about being heartbroken but how can't someone love this amazing person?! I don't understant. I could never
In an interview ruel said that painkiller is about his home and this song makes more sense to me now, the boy misses his home and that breaks my heart honestly
Love this song so much. Ruel has helped me so much and always makes me smile watching videos of him. I struggle with self harm and suicidal thoughts so things can really be hard a lot of the time, and music is sometimes the only thing that gets me through. He is also insanely talented and I love him, even though he’ll never have a clue who I am. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ (3 weeks clean today)
Ruel I get it, i've been homeschooled for the past 5 years and haven't had a single friend since I left public school. It gets really lonely sometimes, but it's great to be able to listen to songs that are so relatable.
Ruel thank you for pouring your heart into this song you can't listen to this and not cry that's how good is like at some Point ur gonna cry and there's nothing you can do about it
You know what's so sad, if hes going through stuff well never get thr other part of the story cos we dont really know him, but its such a good this through music he can Express how he feels and all that's true artist right here.
He's probably missing home so much. He left home as a young boy, he understands that he is reaching his dream but he's still growing, still finding himself. He understands he is not living life like the other 16 year olds. It's not that he is not grateful, it's just, he misses home.
I discovered you a week ago and I can say that I fell in love with your voice and your songs. You have a new fan, Ruel. You are a living and pure talent at only 16 years old. 💖