Rungs in a Ladder: Jacob Bannon of Converge Documentary (Official)

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Directed & Edited by Ian McFarland
"Rungs in a Ladder" is the latest short-form documentary by production team McFarland Films. A meditation on life, art, and purpose, the film centers around Jacob Bannon, an accomplished visual artist and frontman for hardcore band Converge, a group that has been carving its own iconoclastic path through the extreme music landscape for over twenty years. Bannon reflects on the formative events in his life as well as his continuing commitment to creation rather than destruction. A commitment that, he explains, is informed as much by anger as it is by survival. The documentary is a single continuous thought that sprawls in multiple directions but ultimately culminates in a sobering and uplifting statement of purpose.
Directed by Ian McFarland, "Rungs in the Ladder" is the latest in an ongoing series of documentaries by McFarland and Pecci profiling people carving a meaningful existence for themselves on the fringes of society. Celebrated filmmakers, the McFarland and Pecci team has been making incisive, thought-provoking content for years. "Rungs in the Ladder" continues their own steadfast commitment to the will fill act of creation.
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Rungs in a Ladder Credits:
Director & Editor: Ian McFarland
Producer: Ian McFarland
Production Company: McFarland Films
DP: Heather McGrath
Composer: Dean Baltulonis
Colorist: Tony Fernandez
Titles & Graphics: Toil
Check out another Mini Doc Directed by Ian McFarland : • The Outlaw: Dan Hardy ...

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13 окт 2024

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@KamikazeDreamer 9 лет назад

Bannon has had a major influence on me and my life. I've had some severe psychological struggles in my time and over the past few years it's been nearly unbearable.The better half of the past decade has been an ongoing battle with depression and at my lowest point a battle against suicidal ideation and general self hatred. I was a man filled with insecurity, anger, sadness, and an inability to deal with a life and a world that was changing constantly around me. It was a seemingly losing battle against my own inner demons, my own vices, between myself as a whole. It wasn't until I watched that that things began to change for me for the better. The idea that someone who dealt with similar struggles was able to turn it all into beauty and his own definition of art without needing approval from anyone but themselves was very inspiring. For the first time in my life, despite love and support from friends and family, it wasn't until this that I felt that someone really understood what I was going through. Thank you Jacob Bannon for dragging me out of a dark place and inspiring me to keep going, to create some beauty of my own, and to leave my positive mark on the world and thank you to all involved in the production of this documentary. You all may have saved my life whether you realize it or not. I'm off to make my mark on this world

@Kurtzwar 9 лет назад

+JeRkEy952 This post just made my year. Seriously. I am so glad that my film had made such an impression on you.

@KamikazeDreamer 9 лет назад

I'm honestly really glad that you made it! Keep up the fantastic work man!

@skadude113 8 лет назад

You're comment is heavy dude so i'll try to respond to is as best I can...everyone has their battles...I'm still young but if i've learned anything it's that you need to respect those battles... everyone is entitled to that. that's what not only music, but this band has taught me to be as open as can be and that these songs stand for so many emotions; anger, happiness, aggression, hate...but that it helps (at least myself) turn it into a positive feeling. I hope you're doing well dude, this band stands for so much more than simply music.

@willpowerbroken 6 лет назад

This is seriously beautiful, so proud of you. The whole Jacob Bannon persona is an emerald gift to us in a way. I've been struggling with clinical depression myself and even if I can't promise myself right now that it's going to be alright, that I've become a better person, that it won't get worse in a matter of time, the music of Converge still makes me feel this spiritual unity that goes beyond the distance between all of us. It's something about those lyrics of Jacob's that make so much sense and calm you. Some of us will never rest and no matter how other people see this struggle, I will always know that as long Jacob and those who became one with Converge are alive, we will keep our teeth clenched to move forward in this life.

@Therealbackslabbath 6 лет назад

KamikazeDreamer All these comments just make me feel so glad to have never had to go through depression myself. I’ve been around it a lot, my Mum and some of my close friends struggle with it severely. This film for me served as a reminder of how fortunate I am and how I will always try my best to lift up the people near to me who can’t do it themselves. You guys are truly fighting and I hope you KEEP fighting hard to get to a positive place.

@joeyclemenza7339 3 года назад

This band is my mantra, and this man is my hero.... believe it or not, their music helps me achieve peace by cathartically purging everything toxic in my life. I wouldn't be alive today without this man.

@briandonahue3663 4 года назад

I used to Tattoo Jacob when he was 18.i still have the Converge cassette tapes he gave me! And if I'm not wrong.my band Afterbirth from Lawrence mass was Jacob's first show! Glad to see he strived in his art! This kid/guy to me was a Real go getter!

@IanMcFarlandFilms 4 года назад

Thats wild! Thanks for checking out the doc. If you are interested in parting with those tapes let me know.

@jaredburke7461 Год назад

Interesting and very cool to hear: To me, being just a bit younger(42 soon) I always wondered what drove Jake to tattoos at such a young age, and in a time where it wasn’t as widely seen or accepted. Even in the hardcore scene. Really just saw it around hardcore punk, bikers and some folks I had met out of prison. Especially having sleeves or things below the elbow. I really admired it and at the same time there was some danger and fear in it. My parents just beat it into my that they didn’t understand tattoos or my friends that had them so I didn’t follow suit. Even though I wanted to so bad. I wish I had just rejected the stigmas back then and did it. But I remember him being one of the first people I saw in the 90’s really covered and just knew I’d never look back at this scene and music. I have always wanted to ask him about his early tattoos. Wouldn’t even touch the converge questions he’s been asked 4000 times. Thanks for positing!

@ninjosolo1624 10 лет назад

one of my all time favorite bands for life. ill be 80 and still jamming their stuff.

@theriffnotebook8412 6 лет назад

ninjo solo Us oldie metal heads are gonna tear up those nursing homes!

@evanlundgren3039 3 года назад

100% Ninjo solo, fuck yes! Hahah 🖤🤘🏻

@Luke-kx5mf Год назад

Hope your still kicking it

@erics2860 9 лет назад

I love when hes talking about a busted knee while the dogs chewing on a bone. Good touch!

@SirChadofWick 6 лет назад

“Being a critic is a cop out” The next video that played was anthony tantamount reviewing all we love we leave behind

@kristijanfistrek9055 3 года назад

I swear to god that guy wouldn't recognise quality extreme music even if it took a shit on his head.

@meciocio 3 года назад

@@kristijanfistrek9055 I guess he did recognize it since he gave a classic review for Converge - Jane Doe, which is beyond a 10 score.

@christofthedead 3 года назад

the irony in criticizing critics

@Maxarcc Месяц назад

@@kristijanfistrek9055 He literally loves converge, and Banons lyricism.

@theunaphotobomber 11 лет назад

I've always thought Jacob is a handsome man. It was very interesting hearing his public, self-reflection. I truly do hope he finds his peace in life while still maintaining his artistic and emotional outlets. What a genuinely raw human. It takes a lot of courage to pour yourself out like this.

@jamesrendall7216 10 лет назад

That was just fucking beautiful

@IanMcFarlandFilms 10 лет назад

It was scored specifically for this piece

@Pneuma47 6 дней назад

I'm not the biggest Converge fan, I don't know their catalogue extensively, but they created one of my favourite song of all time, All we love we leave behind is a masterpiece, I still tear up when I listen to it today, thank you for that, forever grateful

@luxintra5335 8 лет назад

To stop being angry when the world is the way it is would be to deny how you should and do feel. You're allowed to be angry, it's a divine right. Keep shaking things up brother!

@orphanoforbit7588 2 года назад

Anger is an energy.

@mavisevelyn618 3 года назад

Jacob, you don’t realize how inspiring you are. You HAVE left a positive impact on this world, through the amazing music and art that you make. You’ve inspired many people like me to follow their dreams

@jakeritzman1720 4 года назад

I've rewatched this many times, but it's been a while since the last viewing. Man, I needed this inspiration today... This is so very well made, the fact that it focuses on his expressions without speaking, and the actions and things he surrounds himself with in his life while hearing his words behind them gives a much deeper insight than just watching someone talk into a camera. More interviews/documentaries should be done in this style.

@IanMcFarlandFilms 4 года назад

thank you for digging this film

@IanMcFarlandFilms 11 лет назад

thanks a lot for taking the time to watch it. It makes me feel good that it was so very well received!

@franlovelsimic8421 6 лет назад

You already left a lot of positive marks Jacob, through Converge and your art. I am gonna see you one day and thank you for your honesty. What a wonderful human being.

@educostanzo Год назад

Well sir, you sure left a mark on myself, with this speech. I've only been recently exposed to Converge's music and became intrigued by this fellow. Very inspirational, I'll be 43 in a few days and all I want is to be able to say "I'm ok with where I'm at".

@spiderjerusalem100 8 лет назад

This is so well made and beautifully scored. Thank you.

@samuelj3575 10 лет назад

This is so well produced. And a beautiful soundtrack. I find Jacob Banon such an intriguing person. Even at face value you can tell he's a deep person with some thought provoking views. And this documentary proves it

@frederikdemoor2018 2 года назад

Thank you Jacob for being in my life

@kertoun2329 3 года назад

I come back to this every once in a while.

@hailthedeath 9 лет назад

Absolutely could not describe in words how much of an impact this had on me, and during a time I need it more than ever. J.Bannon's lyrics pull at my core like they were my own words. No better person of interest for a short, and well shot, inspiring film. "Own my damage, own my scars, they paint a broken life's shattered art"

@covvanski 11 лет назад

This video carries so much weight, to so many people...I don't know if you realize how powerful it is. Bannon is a hero to a lot of us and this captures exactly why. Beautiful work.

@Sgananzium 6 лет назад

This video makes me cry every time i watch it

@coreyhumble1911 10 лет назад

Awesome documentary. I relate to Jacob entirely on the self-image issue. I am repulsed by myself when looking in the mirror...may be body dysmorphic disorder. All about learning to understand yourself I suppose.

@mr.martyr8573 Год назад

This man helped shape my life. His band…his energy….helped me become who I am. Thank you Mr. Bannon.

@pielcee7546 7 лет назад

What an example of a man, humble, kind, a badass. Much respect.

@davidanderson1639 2 года назад

I’ve watched this countless times & eight years later, it is still one of the most awesome things on RU-vid. Jacob is a source of inspiration to so many; lyrically & through his artwork. Having had the opportunity to meet & talk with him (backstage at the El Ray in LA 2010) I can safely say he is one of the most incredible humans & the world needs more people like him.

@JonathanFraserMusic 10 лет назад

This is very inspirational to me. I was really moved by this.

@izzyramirez724 6 лет назад

5 years later and this video still hits me, I can relate to Jacob Bannon with mobility and adolescence but his demeanor and how he carries himself is so inspiring. Being a huge fan of his work both on and off stage. Thank you again for this beautiful piece.

@099rjZ Месяц назад

I just wanna hug him, man..... We love you, Jacob.

@tomjohnson9025 11 лет назад

This was awesome. Jacob is a good dude. Inspired me to make the career choice that I did. Seeing this, and hearing what he said, was amazing. It helps to know you're not the only one.. Thanks for this.

@markjoness 10 лет назад

damn stoner's.

@tomjohnson9025 10 лет назад

Yeah...and their stupid last names.

@markjoness 9 лет назад

Matthew Stoner what

@cold_lobster1779 2 года назад

saw them play last night, this is such an inspiration

@swedishbutcher 4 года назад

This guy has touched many lives with his music, lyrics and artwork.

@uniquelyserved666 11 лет назад

jacob bannon has been a huge musical influence i n my life and this documentary was the most rawest i've ever seen and i've seen this man scream his heart out live countless times.amazing, thnak you.

@aznezane8992 9 лет назад

Amazing...highly inspiring. Such a complicated human being, such a great musician. I love Converge... and here, I get a gift from Jacob's words: "...and I'm still motivated, I'm still angry. And I'm still trying to shape myself."

@JMoose 9 лет назад

Azne Zane I'm pretty sure it's "And I'm still trying to shake things up."

@Blinkoneeightyluke 10 лет назад

Beautifully shot and scored, a nice little insight into the life of one of the pioneers of modern hardcore. Jacob seems like a really genuine and humble sort of a guy.

@bearsetsfire1361 7 лет назад

He seems like a very sincere man. And Converge is a band I love dearly.

@TimothyMcVay Год назад

I'd do anything to meet Jacob. This was fucking amazing

@sagerdood 2 года назад

I met Jacob when they were just starting out and watched the bands whole local start , went to every show i could make it too, great guy and the best vocalist in hardcore.

@MehAwake Год назад

Thank you for who you are and what you create, Jacob.

@IanMcFarlandFilms Год назад

Thank you so much for watching and caring enough to comment.

@palmtreecorpse 4 года назад

Converge got me into hardcore when I was 16! Jacob Bannon is one my few heroes in this cruel world

@columbodalmas2800 4 года назад

Great short documentary. Worth every second you spend with it. I actually wish it were longer. Very nice.

@IanMcFarlandFilms 4 года назад

Wow, thank you!

@AnomaliaCrew1 11 лет назад

I watch this at least once a month, to remind me that just like Jacob, I am human. I make mistakes, I have problems and I can overcome all of them just by moving forward. Thank you so much for being such an inspiration to me

@mattxdillon 5 месяцев назад

Jane Doe helped me get through depression along with some of the other stuff, but that album spoke to me at the time. I really appreciate the dedication Jacob has had to his art to this day.

@williamkuzma7444 10 лет назад

this is so awesome. i watch it every couple of months

@bostonbravenec Год назад

Thank you for making this film. I'm currently working on my own doc, and to see this really gave me answers to my problems as well as inspiration.

@marcin2x4 7 лет назад

A true piece of opening one self to broad audience. Jackob indeed is a bright individual who is fully aware of what is happening in his inner-life and at which point he is now. Great to hear that feeling of constant movement is the cure for him in overcoming and understanding one self as a human, person, musician and being.Truly inspiring to become stronger in every-day strugles of our own.

@Branchofsin Год назад

So inspiring and HEAVILY relatable.

@IanMcFarlandFilms Год назад

Thank you for watching

@dustinthiewind9437 2 года назад

Screaming for a living is a healthy thing. My therapist told me to stay involved with music as an outlet. I'm over 40 and still love playing heavy music.

$@konradfraczek6482$

@konradfraczek6482 Год назад

No words how I adore this man. He's so talented. You're great, Jake!

@AtZero138 4 года назад

We Miss you Guys ... CONVERGE is everything.. Never knew he trained, No I've never looked up stuff about the band I've loved for almost 20 years, he and the others have always been kind to me a shows even discounting shirts etc for me, saying what's up while passing Jake in a crowd , I also trained Muay Thai, My Old drummer is my Teacher and more like a Brother.. the band has always inspired me, thanks for your great work and Beautiful Film.. @Ø

@lucan369 8 лет назад

Thank you

@sw33tL3w 11 лет назад

This is one of the best things I've ever watched and listened to. I wish it went on for hours, at the very least. This man is brilliant.

@IanMcFarlandFilms 11 лет назад

Thanks for watching my film Sincerely, Ian McFarland Follow me on twitter and Instagram @ian_mcfarland

@BSGcustoms 10 лет назад

wow, very nicely done by all involved.

@IanMcFarlandFilms 10 лет назад

thank you so much. Sincerely Ian McFarland www.ianmcfarlandfilms.com

@charliebrowm7670 7 лет назад

McFarland Pecci hey loved this film , what was it filmed on ? Please

@londonnester2173 10 лет назад

Man you've been my idol for the last four years. Thnx for getting personal w us. Keep on keepin on Bannon.

@TheXeioken 7 лет назад

Thank you Jacob

@Derekmortenson 11 лет назад

Just happy to have you in the industry

@jakethemistakeRulez 2 года назад

I went back and listened to some of those first albums and it brought back memories of seeing them live in Boston back in the day. Those were some great days.

@osirisosiris4955 2 года назад

Time to shake things up. Thank you Jake!

@numbersin 11 лет назад

I can identify with a lot of things he says in this, i came into music and a band not as a vocalist or a person who stood out but a person who got a great satisfaction and inspiration just by being involved. I started out as a vocalist but now im an engineer instead.

@jcqa333 10 лет назад

really know what you mean Jacob....its not easy!! Respect!

@kviksyndasteinsteypa 11 лет назад

Totally love it, both Jacob and how he is presented in this little documentary, beautifully shot....

@spacealienjesus709 3 года назад

I watched this like 5 times now and I know how he feels.. It's like he was reading from my journals.. Weight gain and loss..self image .. To leave that high water mark , even if i hate having to do it..

@birdman5T 11 лет назад

this is such an inspirational short movie. I am deeply moved and touched by this movie. Thank you for such a masterpiece. Cheers from Shanghai, China

@raimywinter2309 7 лет назад

bannon is a major influence. thank you msn for making great art.

@SignaILost 10 лет назад

thank you

@Penguinssss 8 лет назад

Jacob, you are amazing. I'm sorry for asking you about Wesley Eisold's ailment in an AOL Instant Messenger conversation around 2001. You got extremely mad at me but all I was doing was trying to learn. Thank you for your music and your message.

@johnyuth6263 5 лет назад

I know I'm late on this, but what was the reason he got mad? And I wanna know about Wesley Eisold's ailment, this is the first time I'm hearing about it

@kingjoseph5901 Год назад

What did he say?

@svanurmg 10 лет назад

love you....love your music, and art, and all about you...regards from Iceland

@JKTenchi 10 лет назад

I can relate on so many levels to this guy.

@likelylike 10 лет назад

I'm 24 still playing the shit out of my gibson every day and been jobless ever since, their is practical no way guiding to the fact that i will be in any way successful. I admire that dude he needs to get through with the same anxiety as me, still getting the fuck out of his comfort zone and being strong. Maybe one day their is a break through in my life, but everything i touch these days turned to shit eventually. Jacob is the idealistic Man of a Hero to me. May his Work turn to success, May his Criticism guide him towards the bondaries of his Existence and the Artform who combines us all as Humans together in the end.

@numbersin 11 лет назад

This reflects so many points of view and so many troubles in many people lives. This is a fantastic inspiration for people involved in music.

@bello_bellissimo 2 года назад

5:51 this breaks my heart

@MathildeVGn 10 лет назад

A lot of true things in this that I can feel. Thank you mister Jacob Bannon.

@DraperJake 11 лет назад

As much as the man already inspires me through his music and how he deals with his demons, as a person, hearing him say these things that reflect exactly how I feel is legitimately moving. The line about how music makes him feel like he's never alone was almost like a slap in the face when I realized that's why I dedicate so much of my life to it. Overall, a brilliant mini documentary aimed at a very specific crowd, which I happen to be part of.

@Deathdestroy 10 лет назад

Really powerful, beautifully shot - overall a great insight into the mind of a very influential artist. Thanks for putting this out Ian. Looking forward to watching more of these mini documentaries.

@jackdelamare 9 лет назад

That was fantastic, great work all round!

@demz3514 11 лет назад

Amazing documentary! Enjoyed every minute of it. It makes you feel and breathe at the same time. Thank you Ian!

@battousai12 7 лет назад

Not saying that Bannon got the major problems of the world but his way of thinking inspires me. He must feel awarded just to have people to listen to his words and make them think on their on way either. This is what ancient people call Human love to build love around human.

@HellHolocaust 11 лет назад

Brilliant! You couldn't have picked a better individual & have i mentioned that your work, sir, is brilliant?

@CarlHH777 7 лет назад

"I wanna leave a positive mark in this world". I'd consider that done, Jacob.

@gettinguponthe1 10 лет назад

this was really great... also, i wish there was more of converge recording- hours of it.

@theepfilmscom 11 лет назад

This is one of a hell great portrait of Jacob! And from a filmmaking angle, this is a masterpiece. Really inspiring!

@Erebus5620 11 лет назад

"The world is already suicidal" truer words have never been spoken

@IanMcFarlandFilms 11 лет назад

Thank you so much for getting something out of my film. I hope it helps you in some way! Ian McFarland Producer / Director of "Rungs in a Ladder" McFarland & Pecci follow me on twitter: @Ian_McFarland

@rikhyde4944 10 лет назад

This is a great video. Thanks for the upload.

@breathingreflection 10 лет назад

Hmm...he says he's looking for more out of life from a creative end but not from a personal end. To me, those are basically the same thing. Which is why I'd love to have a sit-down with Jacob and understand what happened to him (being a psychologist by nature and a social worker).

@gabrielgovendo6089 10 лет назад

I hear what you're saying, though, as I heard it I felt he was making a distinction between being motivated by the power of creation vs. being motivated by ego, and his interest is in stepping out of the way and channeling through his own unique channel creative energy.

@katrinabresse6241 11 лет назад

If there was a kickstarter or something similar, I would definitely back a feature. Such a moving, beautifully crafted piece of art. Thank you!

@gabchik 9 лет назад

Thank you for the inspiration.

@Andrew_suspended_in_time 6 лет назад

Very inspiring

@s3ans3an 11 лет назад

This is a fantastic documentary. Its powerful, moving and inspirational. So so good, thank you.

@IanMcFarlandFilms 11 лет назад

Erik, thanks soooo much for the kind words. I am truly glad that you got something out of the film. an McFarland Producer / Director McFarland & Pecci Twitter- @Ian_McFarland

@LPDani123 11 лет назад

I keep rewatching this, truly inspirational!

@smallwheelsbigfeels 10 лет назад

Love this. I wish it were longer.

@angelocatapang6054 6 лет назад

what a dude he was.him and his bandmates 'converge'.long live fucking converge!.

@BenedettoM 11 лет назад

Such a beautiful short film, thank you for making it and sharing it on youtube.

@星yve6wns 3 года назад

Don't be sad Jacob. You were and are a great inspiration to me, for what little it's worth.

@lestempschange 11 лет назад

So awesome.

@afardriveaway 11 лет назад

I've watched content from your production company before and am always impressed by the storytelling and beautiful cinematography. You guys have a niche way of capturing the essence of an artist, making the audience feel as if we've known them our entire lives. Well done on this piece!

@HalfdanMCMX 6 лет назад

Still makes me cry.

@abhiii3068 Год назад

I am here again... Yeah I have to improve and change for better. It's better to do something with these 24 hours instead of wasting them thinking about negative stuff all the time. I will try. Also Thanks Jacob and everyone involved in the making of this video.