this is that old school vibe of russ i hit the like on, during the soundcloud days. thanks for bringing me back to 2015-16. keep going russ, not all the songs hit, but as long I find a gem every now, its always the best adding another real song to the eternal playlist.
Awe Russ 😢 This song is deep and I can tell you really put yourself on the line here. Your fans will always love you and don’t forget you’ll always have them to hold you up. Love and respect brotha 🤙🏽 you helped us get through hard times we gotchu.
Can’t believe he dropped this album a week ago!! Russ I love this album! You put so much love into this album! Can’t wait to see you perform in Atlanta.
Lyrics : Am I a fraud? I'm havin' these thoughts I wonder if it's all my fault This whole thing fell apart I thought, I thought I'd never lose What's there is done, I can't undo Is this really it? I'm lost (Yeah) [Verse 1: Russ] Who am I if I'm not perfect? (Who?) Who am I if I can't save us? (Who?) Who am I if I wanted everyone to love me Instead I got 'em sayin' they hate Russ? Who am I if mom and dad split 'cause I funded it? Who am I if I wanna be done with this? (Who?) Who am I if I need help But I can't ask for it 'cause I'd feel like a fuckin' bitch? (Bitch) Who am I if I'm unsure? (Unsure) Who am I if I have doubts? (Doubts) Who am I if I cancel this tour 'Cause I need more time to figure this out? Who am I if I feel less than? (Who?) Who am I if I'm not nеxt then? Who am I if I'm not God? Am I really no bettеr than the next man? [Chorus: Justin Nozuka & Russ] Am I a fraud? (Yeah) I'm havin' these thoughts I wonder if it's all my fault This whole thing fell apart I thought, I thought I'd never lose What's there is done, I can't undo Is this really it? I'm lost (Yeah) [Verse 2: Russ] Who am I if I'm not perfect? (Who?) Who am I if I admit I'm scared (I'm scared) Who am I if I admit I get jealous And I shouldn't, but I still look around to compare? (Compare) Who am I if they don't accept me? (Who?) Who am I if I lose hope? (Hope) Who am I if they don't respect me? Who am I if I don't sell out every single show (Show) Who am I if I don't know how to cope (Cope) Without a bottle and a girl givin' throat? (Throat) Who am I if I write a self help book And realize that I'm probably the one who needs it the most? (Who?) Who am I if I lose my fans? (Fans) Who am I if I lose my fam? (Fam) Who am I if bein' me isn't good enough? Who am I if I'm not who I think I am?
Speaks to my soul fr. Sitting in the illuminarium eyes closed while this played loud on the speakers sparked something within me. Thank you russ, Finna go get the EM logo tatted in memory of the atlanta show. The wife is gonna get your signature tattooed also
This is you’re best album so far no matter the way you feel as long as you express you shine. You’ve created a whole vibe during my travels with my friend and i’m listening to you since years. You’re the best singer i could think about only because you express yourself with more honesty then any other that’s why we can connect and that’s why you will never loose you’re community. You’re not a fraud you’re one of the greatest artist of this generation You’re improving the life of people heal them give them confidence strength or vibe with all you’re songs That capacity to transmit so much feeling and so many diversity in you’re songs is what makes you a great artist Thank you for everything
Wow incredible love the way you can be so transparent. Russ your real much love respect 🫡. Your amazing in every way I wish one day I can flow clear need healing. Wish I was in the studio when you this song . 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥real music hits different. Stay strong I am enjoying this song because I can truly relate
Wow Russ 😭 This song is so pure, so honest, so vunerable. You work so hard, I'm sorry for you it hasn't given you the recognision that you so deserve. Please keep believing in yourself, believe in your plan, keep doing YOU. You've got the most loyal fanbase, we'll never see you as a fraud, never think you're weak for having doubts. Being open only makes us love you more. We believe in you ❤
Yes, someone is watching . Yes, happiness is in your heart . Every beat , every hurt , is happiness . Longliness brings words, sadness opens Doors to passion. Your not alone . 😢 madness may write the words for your future.
"Who am I if I'm not perfect? (Who?) Who am I if I admit I'm scared (I'm scared) Who am I if I admit I get jealous And I shouldn't, but I still look around to compare? (Compare) Who am I if they don't accept me? (Who?) Who am I if I lose hope? (Hope)" no words to spoken about this bit .. Russ is just speaking my heart.
"Who am I if being Me isn't good enough? Who am I if I'm not who I think I am?" These two lines definitely hit the hardest for me. So many times I've asked myself these questions. Too many times.
Russ if u see this man thanks for giving inspiration to start writing again and I’d love to know what u think of this song I wrote. Love from Toronto man. demons met the devil call that bad meets evil if the reaper get involved it’s nice to have known you long nights turning into icy hearts acting like you’ve been old news Still I remember the reasons why I did everything for you wish I had it in me to be savage go cause some drastic damage reak some crazy havoc on the past heart that I no longer handle, but I still know my heart be a burning candle I can’t even put it out with smoking loud inhale the weed in my soul exhale the clouds, blow the smoke tryna see your point of view to mine but I guess we ain’t seeing too much eye to eye honestly can you tell me that you even tried? cause looking back how come only one of us tired? both crossed a few lines hit stop then pressed rewind a few times unintentional crime a imperfect design red flags be waving high (hi) looking past them just to say goodbye to the other side to many people tryna give me a piece of their mind I’m just wanting a good girl and career that truly letting me speaking what be on mine I’m just wanting that peaceful life see people tryna be evol then pretend like they nice watch for preying eyes while I pray for mines All love for me when I’m up but when I’m down you switching flight all for some jewels that ain’t even iced guess I really be the only nigga who don’t got a price sell your soul to wicked forces tryna cop some Nikes Nigga you ain’t Jordan You ain’t been important jump to high watch that life span shorten sell his soul up for auction these day there only be a couple options to many people living evil in edens garden it’s not uncommon to find yourself fallen praying my soul god can pardon cause the slaughter just started this ain’t for the faint hearted message to the future departed this the new king incarnate your old king gone this the age of a new King Kong won’t be long before I call the reaper home he collecting souls he craving yours let me set the scene for the murder screams nightmare turn dreams niggas pointing beams stole a couple things tryna get him some loot this the current truth this the current youth locked up wishing that he stayed in school tryna pay our dues tryna play shit cool swear that shit be hard when your rent is due should I get the iron and go rob this fool but the cops will shoot then you on the news got your momma praying god will mercy you or receive a torture from the soulless scorchers sacrificial alters breaking down your boarders I don’t need a lawyer I need some peace Refuse to disclose all the shit I see I ain’t even from the streets tho I do know some niggas who like aiming beams ain’t talking movies when i cut the scene why you think the police never heard of me? always pray to Jesus I don’t fall to pieces hope my cash increases learned to hide the weakness leave the pussy speechless Most the nights be sleepless make this shit look seamless think my nickname yeezus how I be a genius this more then a thesis living something fearless Beat death as a fetus beat that nigga senseless left the fucker headless there’s nobody left so tell me who god want me killing next this all just be a flex This a tripple threat Shit that’s A hell of a end true I’m sorry for the overkill I just had to prove that I can’t lose
LYRICS: Am I a fraud? I'm havin' these thoughts I wonder if it's all my fault This whole thing fell apart I thought, I thought I'd never lose What's there is done, I can't undo Is this really it? I'm lost Yeah Who am I if I'm not perfect? (Who?) Who am I if I can't save us? (Who?) Who am I if I wanted everyone to love me, instead I got 'em sayin' they hate Russ? Who am I if mom and dad split 'cause I funded it? Who am I if I wanna be done with this? (Who?) Who am I if I need help but I can't ask for it 'cause I feel like a fuckin' bitch? (Bitch) Who am I if I'm unsure? (Unsure) Who am I if I have doubts? (Doubts) Who am I if I can't sell this tour 'cause I need more time to figure this out? Who am I if I feel less than? (Who?) Who am I if I'm not nеxt then? Who am I if I'm not god? Am I really no bettеr than the next man? Am I a fraud? (Yeah) I'm havin' these thoughts I wonder if it's all my fault This whole thing fell apart I thought, I thought I'd never lose What's there is done, I can't undo Is this really it? I'm lost Who am I if I'm not perfect? (Who?) Who am I if I admit I'm scared (I'm scared) Who am I if I admit I get jealous and I shouldn't but I still look around to compare? (Compare) Who am I if they don't accept me? (Who?) Who am I if I lose hope? (Hope) Who am I if they don't respect me? Who am I if I don't sell out every single show (Show) Who am I if I don't know how to cope (Cope) Without a bottle and a girl, give her throat (Throat) Who am I if I write a self help book and realize that I'm probably the one who needs it the most? (Who?) Who am I if I lose my fans? (Fans) Who am I if I lose my fam? Who am I if bein' me isn't good enough? Who am I if I'm not who I think I am? Am I a fraud? (Yeah) I'm havin' these thoughts I wonder if it's all my fault This whole thing fell apart I thought, I thought I'd never lose What's there is done, I can't undo Is this really it? I'm lost I'm lost, I'm lost I'm lost, I'm lost I'm lost I'm lost Listen to my song "Divine Roses" ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Pkzv9Nzby-k.html