You're seriously incapable of missing. Your ability to rap over such different types of beats with no loss in rapping quality is frankly unreasonably incredible
Fr i love the smooth singing in the backround but i dont think Rustage would post a music vid like this..its deppresing i hope he is ok. I grew up with Rustage i listened to him everyday and now i just hope he's ok❤.
As someone who feels genuine shame when I see myself in the mirror, thank you for singing about such an important subject, and for treating it with the seriousness it deserves. This is the song on the album that made me break and start crying, and then Moonlight came in and fully shattered the pieces. 13/10, this song and album have meant so much to me.
I don't know if you will ever see this, I'm 35 and I struggle with eating my depression away. My 9 year old's favorite song is "VIP" and she is constantly singing it. My 3 year old's favorite rapper is Rustage, he requests you to be played when we are in the car, and he can pick your voice/songs out from other people. I love your anime music, but this track was so amazing because it was about you. I hope that whatever you are dealing with gets better man, much love to you from the "M" family here in Pa!
Intro I be eating colours when my days are grey Look into the bottle to go wash it away Say I need another, but it's more than I take I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Verse 1 Yeah, I eat, so I wash away the grey One treat and no longer feeling pain I see that it causes more than says But I know I'mma slave to how it tastes It shows to stressing gaining way Lost in the depths of take aways I've made a mess with stains of paint Keep dragging on day to day I don't smoke or drink, I do sweets Can't help noticing that I'm weak Keep on opening, I can not coke a drink And then hoping that I don't sleep When I get the urge I can't breathe Just the messenger to my needs When I'm stress with work, I'm gon' get desserts And then let it hop when I eat I've been trying hard, but then like a channel, left on the ground with a pits And then not find a chance in my mind or heart, I'm gon' rip the dice by the league And my desires can't be retired fast when I'm ravaging like a creature I've got deep opps on me, no features, I've lost everything to the dealer Pre-Chorus I be eating colours when my days are grey Look into the bottle to go wash it away Say I need another, but it's more than I take I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Chorus I be eating colours when my days are grey Look into the bottle to go wash it away Say I need another, but it's more than I take I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Blocking out the voices when they say my name Add another tummy to my list of mistakes Mix it all together, and we'll see what I make I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint, I be eating paint Verse 2 Yeah When I'm sad, I made a cape with junk Ripped a pack, another gateway drug Overdose, I'm doing way too much It's my tainted love Lose myself, then I drain the cup Little pills with a playful touch In my mouth, and I take it rough Brown and grey colours, I want it to yellow, but blue on my lungs, then I'm redden the face Oath come in second, I'm chugging the orange, and lung feeling green, and I'm letting it spray Come in a violet and said I'm OK, I have to finish what's left on my plate I'm eating colours, admitting it covers, and I can not stop 'till I'm digging my grave Chorus I be eating colours when my days are grey Look into the bottle to go wash it away Say I need another, but it's more than I take I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Blocking out the voices when they say my name Add another tummy to my list of mistakes Mix it all together, and we'll see what I make I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint, I be eating paint Bridge It's such a childish thing for me to do I'm pining plates until I'm drowning in a sea of food They say the way to find, but what we eating we consume I hope that I'll be better, I hope this is the truth Pre-Chorus I be eating colours when my days are grey Look into the bottle to go wash it away Say I need another, but it's more than I take I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Blocking out the voices when they say my name Add another tummy to my list of mistakes Mix it all together, and we'll see what I make I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Chorus I be eating colours when my days are grey Look into the bottle to go wash it away Say I need another, but it's more than I take I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint Blocking out the voices when they say my name Add another tummy to my list of mistakes Mix it all together, and we'll see what I make I be eating colours, no, I be eating paint, I be eating paint
I've been going through your dnd playlists and I've been listening to your songs for years. It's comforting to know there are similar people out there. Humans like you. Thank you. And take care of yourself.
The fact this has come out on the 4 year anniversary of me finally starting to combat my binge eating disorder and fight back with weight loss surgery hasn't gone unnoticed on me. Definitely saving this one for later on.
Never thought someone would make an addiction song about sugar. Thank you Rustle, so many people are struggling with a sugar addiction. Thank you for making them feel heard.
This song is incredible. Tbh I thinks it’s strange how rarely media tackles eating problems. And then rustage drops this and it’s not only a banger but it portrays the issue so well. Also the art is so good.
The part I love the most is that if you mix every colour together, like in the song, you end up with black. So despite consuming colours to escape the gray, you end up darker than before. Truly a beautiful song!!
been addicted to weed a little while realised how big of a problem its been recently and quittings been a nightmare. This is a good bit of motivation. "Ive lost everything to the dealer" is too relatable.
you knew exactly what you were doing with that chorus that chorus got me feeling something i havent felt in a long time "eating colors" is a beautiful way of coping with being grey sugar is such helpful substance if you feel any sort of stress or sadness it aint weed thats whats important.
@Rustage The other day during the post-Dnd I told you this probably my #2 out of the album behind Shogun but honestly I was waiting for the video and honestly there are just some days I relate to this so much more its my #1 now. Hope you are taking a well Deserved Long Rest Rustage!!! the album is amazing and the Dnd never fails to make me smile
This makes me sad because of how incredibly relatable this is for me. I don’t like the fact that I rely on sweets too , quoting the song “wash away the gray” , but everything keeps getting worse . And every time I try to stop I feel worse because of everything around me . I hope no one else has to deal with this , it doesn’t feel great , even though some TikTokers want to have stuff like ADHD or dependencies to be “quirky” . Stay strong and do as I say , not as I do , because what I am currently doing is eating the fifth twix in the past 2 days.
@@TsunamiGaming101 I’ve been talking to people like my parents to help me limit the amount of junk I eat. Thing is , I barely got to places like McDonalds KFC , I almost never eat out. And yet I have this thing where I need popcorn snickers haribo all the time. Talk to someone if you can , it really helps. And don’t be afraid of their reaction, if they’re not supportive the they’re a bad friend/ parent/ spuse/ acquaintance/ other relative.
