For many of us this world has turned us into the villains we hate. To the people who’s innocence and ambition were destroyed and stolen. To the people who’s idea of love was distorted by no fault of their own. To all the black sheep with black hearts. I love you.
I love you too bro holy fuck I’ve never needed to hear that more then now, I try to give others advice on life n be wise think outside the box, abusive family n thrown out homeless I’m only 17 been living in a rv couple years with grandma but she getting sick getting ready to die, got my first real woman of a girlfriend n I’ve been cheated on many times and I’m scared of her n act weird a lot cuz of the things I been thru but we all jus got hurt in our own ways n neeed to be heard, please be heard if you need to bro I’m here for you as well, I wish you are getting rich, getting love, getting sleep and happiness n adventures. Good prayers your way and everyone’s way, we’re here together not against each other
literally all of these. As the black sheep of the family that turned my heart black by falling in love with the wrong men to many times i have a habit for falling inlove with people that will never love me the same. im someone who loves with everything and in this day and age i might as well settle with the fact of being heart broken since everyone just likes to shove their dicks in and run after.
0:00 My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames From Hell 2:49 Kill Yourself III 5:15 Antartica 7:21 ...And To Those I Love Thanks For Sticking Around 10:10 New Chains, Same Shakles 12:10 I Miss My Dead Friends 13:56 Introversion 2.0 15:44 Leave Me Alone 17:36 Low Key 19:38 Am/Pm 21:43 Long Gone (Save Me From This Hell) 24:01 King Tulip
I dont know anymore. There is this girl but I love her more than she loves me. It kills me everyday a little bit more but she is going through a rough phase of her life right now. But I dont know, she says she wants me but not in a Relationship because she needs to learn to love herself again. I dont know, I cant take it anymore but still trying to stay strong. Its hard. I never loved a Person that much like her.
I understand why u might feel that way. But just remember, if it is meant to work out, it will. Someone is going to give this love that you feel right now back to you, just be patient, whether it will be her or another girl you will love, it will all fall into place, trust me 🍂
Just A Reminder That I Love Every Single One Of You Dealing With Tough Situations In Life. We will overcome the rough and dark times we are facing now to something more beautiful and meaningful in life just never lose hope or faith in giving up because giving up isn't always the right path to take 🙏🏾❤️.
I'm in distress for 2 months. $uicideboy$, dark ambient and DSBM are the only things that let me free my head from every shit that happens in the world and my life. Keep strong, one time it will end.
@@chillerstones i still listen to them thank you very much and I appreciate there music. Atp... I'm the most peaceful I have been EVER so if you don't think I'm not gonna listen to them. You are wrong I will never stop.
@@chillerstones and I still listen to them thank you very much.. I love $b, and if you think I'ma stop listening to them hah, you're wrong I'm at peace and $b is music that I listen to a lot because I am always at peace. so if you think I'm gonna stop listening to them you are very wrong sweetie 😊
Thank you, you took the songs that are currently representing my life for the most, whenever I listen to this I know that my life is like they describe in the song, I love this…but I hate it at the same time Very good mix
Whoever made this play list thank you so much for putting the titles of each song in here!! My phone got stolen and it had all my music on it.. 😢 so I'm trying to remember them all but it's hard. Thanks again. ❤
Listening to this mix contemplating ending it all in December. From the time ive gained conciousness to this exact moment. Life has not gotten any easier. Almost three years ago i lost my father and grandmother six month's apart from each other. Igrew up being abused bad by my mom. Ive either fucked up my relationships with girls i love or they fucked up. Ive never been happy and feel like a goddamn burden on everyone. I care about other peoples happiness than mine or my own well being.
I do have it worse than u. But I wanna die too and I’ve tried with opiates so many times but I just can’t. Now I have a year in prison to do and I just retired again but it didn’t work. Anyway fuck you let’s fight
It sucks to be mentally lost and jobless also homeless with no one to love you relationship wise makes you feel empty 39 years old broken since 5 but it must be bad to create what these broken souls create and actually have all the fan love almost anyone they wanted to be with money fame and then to still feel like you dont exist not jealous because broke or rich were still on the same boat to our underworld all the shit going on in the world today 2024 shit to much to think the world may be gone tomorrow and you have no one just yourself to die with if it goes today sad but so true to many loves lost and feel like your done all you can do is try to find one reason keep here thats all ive done even if my reason is not at all like i thought it would be i still think i gotta keep going take it easy people think before you do something that will kill more people than just you feeling like that alot more people forreal take it in live that bipolar schizophrenic isnt like i asked for myself to be born this way
I love you brothers and sisters,may our fires never go out. May are mental issues are to make us stand apart from regular life. I just want you to know I'm paranoid schizophrenic with severe depression and sometimes I can feel so euphoric no drugs will take affect. I've lived in this hell for 27 long fucking years. Just remember when your lower than you've ever been in your life the only way is up. Break through fuck self pitty,it's the little things that matter. I believe we who suffer with many afflictions are rewarded in the afterlife. By Lucifer Jesus same damn thing. Stay on course my friends,baby steps if needed. I love you,you are not alone. We fight demons so normal people sleep well at night and keep happy lives. That's not our path so except it and don't lose your fight suicide sucks
I been though hell and back the pain I did have from all the years is num I can't feel the pain I'm going through all it is that I can feel is that I trust nobody and I give no craps and I don't care who I hurt
Your mindset is everything. Only you can make it better. No one will ever want anything more than YOU want it. You are born alone (usually) and you die alone (usually). Life is a cold bitch. If you want happiness, if you want change, you gotta do it for yourself. This is what separates the strongest from the weakest. Your only as strong as your mindset. You choose how you want to feel.. how you want your life to be.. how you want to be represented as a human being on this earth. It's all you. No one can teach you your lessons except for yourself.
Currently in the process of learning to let go of everyone and disappear to somewhere. Nobody to know of it. Nobody will know until it's already been long enough that I've arrived wherever I head to. They won't even think about it until it's too late. There's times where I question if my existence has any actual impact on anyone's life whether that may be family or friends or even strangers I've interacted with kindly. It's not sadness I'm feeling, it's resentment, it's anger and just not feeling any attachments except to this girl I started talking to recently. Like attachments meaning I could find something to have purpose for. Everyone I've decided to open up to has only told me what I've done wrong and/or what I've been doing that's making it hard for them to just live and it made me realize I'm not really a part of their life. They can't accept me at my worst and they need me at my best. All I've done was what they've wanted and I've rarely ever asked for anything. I'm 25 and have felt as if it isn't friends and family that I've been around, it's been strangers that have been around me for most of my life and I have just been the bystander rin their lives. I'm telling you I'm losing my sight on life and I've never realized how bad it has gotten up until recently. I'm unsure to why it took so long to see these people around me but I've finally opened my mind to reality and see what's really there. My existence is mine and not theirs. I'm going to let it all go.
Bro shoot me a message, nobody is as worthless as they feel when they're at their worst. Things are tough now and may always be but there is coping mechanisms and ways of fulfilling your life from within.
First of all hun, i think you’re sweet, but you don’t need to be posting that for the world to see. Im sorry you’re going through such a tough time, but it can be triggering for some people, not me, but I’m looking out for others as well as you. I hope you get the help you need
she left me when i enter rehab after my dad died seven years to waste now she is in her second relationship and im starting to think the only way i can drown this pain is pills alcohol and coke
Some of these songs you chose aren't even that sad in my opinion. There's sadder ones but you just have to find them. Yeah there's some that you chose that hit pretty deep but not deep enough.
