That’s my goal on this channel I don’t want to just bring everyone content I want people to understand that you’re never alone I want my channel to be a safe place for people. Which I have a great surprise for my next video that I think people will love that will drop sometime this week
I already lost half of my family Almost every year , Then I met someone that made me happy for 3 years then she left to be with her family I don’t even know where she is Just found out she got a new boyfriend I lost her a part of me still loves her , I feel depressed and lonely because of her I also feel that I need to be with women who just wants me for attraction you know just for attraction to be with I’m never enough to be in love I don’t want that life it’s just too much heartache
When I first started making these videos I was in a good place with the person I love and after 4 years I learned she wasn’t who I thought she was and it sent me into a huge state of depression, I am currently working to start making videos again, because before I couldn’t relate to them as much as I can now and, I’m sorry to hear that but know your not alone and it does get better even after everything there’s always light and never let yourself fall to that darkness.