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You have to just be you.
QUOTES:
'Yeah, erm- I don't know'
'I don't know what normal feels like anymore'
'This is how I am, this is who I'm supposed to be'
'I think there's something wrong with me'
'If I tell you something super secret, you promise you won't tell anyone'
'I have to tell you a secret, a secret that I have kept hidden for a long time'
'It's not that simple
'I.. I just feel erm- I feel so ashamed'
'I've tried so hard to push this feeling away and keep it locked inside but everyday just feels like a war'
'You love me, just this once, fucking admit it!'
'Amy do you have feelings for me? What? No, ew.'
'This is garbage, I'm not gay.'
'What I've realised I'm angry because I have all of these feelings. Feelings for you. That I'm afraid of deading with, because I'm afraid of dealing with the consequences.'
'You've had this feelings for weeks and you never told me? I was afraid I'd lose you'
'You think I've been running from this? I haven't! I have been carying it around!'
'Not everybody just gets to blurt out how they fucking feel every minute.'
'I wanna be with you, but I'm afraid of the talks, and the looks.'
'You're afraid of something, I can see it in your eyes, what is it?' 'I'm afraid of you and mom.' 'Why are you afraid of us?' 'Because I'm not who you think I am.'
'You're afraid to be who you are.'
'You have been making me afraid to be who I am!'
'I'm so afraid of what everyone will say behind my back. But still I have to accept, that I love you.'
'I love you!'
'Well I won't be afraid anymore.'
'I don't wanna lie anymore. I'm gay.'
'Emmy? I'm... gay'
'I love girls the way that I'm supossed to feel about boys.'
'I'm gay.'
'We're faking being lesbians, Karma is. I'm not so sure.'
'I'm gay. And straight. I'm bisexual.'
'I just want everybody here to know, I'm fucking gay!'
'Now you know the truth, I'm gay.'
'That's why you act out, because you hurt inside... everyday.'
'I'm trying to find my way.. Like most kids.'
'I'm just too tired. I have to just be me.'
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7 янв 2016

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@kingdanny2210 7 лет назад

dear all parents in the world you are making me afraid to be who I am.

@crazycatalina4409 6 лет назад

king Danny agree!

@karridannamunoz5972 5 лет назад

crazy Catalina 💔yup I'm scared to come out

@heavenlymxss4198 5 лет назад

king Danny not all parents, that’s completely unfair. I understand that your parents aren’t, but that doesn’t mean others aren’t also. My 11 year old cousin just came out and my aunt 100% accepted her, my mom doesn’t use pronouns when speaking to me about relationships, I have multiple friends who are lgbt and so proud of it because their parents don’t think of it as being different, they think of it as nothing, just that, “oh, you like boys, alright.” I’m really sorry that you don’t have supportive parents, you just don’t get to pin it on every parent.

@baekhyunxixee4025 5 лет назад

I agree I feel this every day

@Jackie.Gone23 5 лет назад

karri Danna munoz same

@gallavichpost1106 8 лет назад

"I just want everybody here to know, I'm fucking gay." best way to come out since Ellen.

@kieranblundelll9906 3 года назад

Micky Milkovich is a legend

@thisisnuriaforyoy 3 года назад

@@kieranblundelll9906 Mickey

@mia-hx1sr 7 лет назад

santana's coming out will always be the saddest to me because she wasn't ready to come out and finn outed her (i loved finn but that was a douche move of him) and it always breaks my heart hearing her story.

@katerik.9642 7 лет назад

#1 meme luver that made me lose a lot of respect for Finn. Just like with Ian and Mickey. Ian used the love Mickey had for him and forced him to come out even though Mickey wasn't ready.

@mia-hx1sr 7 лет назад

Kateri Kaufhold yeah I was really upset about that too. i would hate it if my partner forced me out, i felt so bad for mickey

@AlyssaYolanda 6 лет назад

mia yes I did not like Finn did that

@musicalmaiden1413 5 лет назад

Kateri K. At least he didn’t out him

@pixelbatgamer6598 5 лет назад

exactly what happened to me, so I relate 100%

@jordync.3538 8 лет назад

Physically I'm fine but emotionally I'm unstable

@gabijanorvaisaite677 6 лет назад

jordyn ! I'm like neither dude like I'm a year late to respond but like better late than never? But yes I'm sick and this gayness makes me cri rn

@yoongisyana5521 6 лет назад

jordyn ! Kpopper:’)

@jadewu111 4 года назад

jordyn c. yes...

@notwerkinginthishouse8634 4 года назад

@@gabijanorvaisaite677 wait,what..? Ik u wrote this 2y ago but i don't understand, English is not my main language I am a type of person who will accept people for who they are, but u can't force the world accept u if u don't love urself, u create ur own happiness

@gabijanorvaisaite677 4 года назад

@@notwerkinginthishouse8634 I was simply saying the video made me sad because I could relate to it buddy I am in fact a homosexual, I find your message sweet though

@cameronwalton436 7 лет назад

A few months ago my mom saw the cuts on my arm. She asked me why and then when I started crying she said, "are you gay?" I just nodded my head and cried for a good half hour. I thought she would be accepting since she started joking about it and saying things like, "so that's why you weren't telling me who you had crushes on!" I should have known better than to think my parents would accept me. They started praying over me and reading the Bible to me and making me go to a Christian therapist to "fix me" at this point I've had enough and I told my parents I have a crush on someone in my church group. They were so happy since now I can "procreate" and do gods work. I have to lie everyday about how I feel and it makes me feel sick. my parents will never accept me

@ifeomaazikiwe8965 6 лет назад

Cameron Walton same ❤ don't worry your not alone.

@issysacristan9128 5 лет назад

Cameron Walton I'm so sorry you have to go through all this. No one deserves that. And I know it's a lot for one person to do, especially without their parents' support, but please keep pushing through as best you can. Even if it takes years, the end will come. For the sake of your future, stay strong. ❤

@alexvillanueva50 5 лет назад

update please 😔

@mooneymagic4521 5 лет назад

I'd run away with you if I could.

@saanvisudesh2873 5 лет назад

Ik I’m a little late considering this was written a year ago, and I hope things have changed in the past 12 months, but if not, I want you to know, that regardless of how your family feels now, things will change eventually, and until then, you have the support of the 1000s of people just like you, and 1000s more who understand that you should have no reason to be afraid of who you are. And who you like does not affect that. Everything will be okay. Take care.

@kingdanny2210 7 лет назад

"I don't know what normal fells like anymore" same

@lilianaaburto9122 5 лет назад

king Danny yes same.......

@notwerkinginthishouse8634 4 года назад

@@lilianaaburto9122 sometimes being normal is boring

@zeeeefineass1930 3 года назад

I never did know .

@DragonRaider-du4li 7 лет назад

As a closeted lesbian, I just want you to know that this has touched me more than you can know. Thank you for this!

@brayffraza2513 3 года назад

How are thing going?

@lovemyself6441 3 года назад

Same closeted gay

@zeeeefineass1930 3 года назад

😞

@extrastrangers5566 2 года назад

I was closeted 2 years ago but I finally came out to my mum. She accepted me

@barbara9267 7 лет назад

Santana's voice over Mickey's scenes just fucking killed me 💔💔 Them and Kurt are my babies 😭😭😭😭

@nia930 7 лет назад

Bárbara Oliveira who is mikey? from which tvshow/movie

@eshaxee 7 лет назад

Tania Tani mickey milkovich from shameless (tv show) 2:52

@anasemelianova5759 8 лет назад

THEY SAID THE B WORD! THE B WORD. WE HAVE BEEN ACKNOWLEDGED!!!!

@sleepyarii6170 7 лет назад

Silent Whisper YES

@hannahriley7274 6 лет назад

Yes!

@jennixcxc 6 лет назад

YESSSSSS

@heavenlymxss4198 5 лет назад

Silent Whisper ikr 😂

@_whitewolf0009 5 лет назад

have u watched Brooklyn 99

@victoriahaunter3237 6 лет назад

I'm personally finally accepting that I'm gay. I've been so sad ..... Update: I'm actually bisexual. Another update: Im gay.... Like really gay......I like guys but just not like THAT. Accepting that doesn't make me sad, I'm not sad anymore. Saying Im was GAY just fells so normal which is why I was sad. Saying I'm bisexual feels so wrong because I know me better than anyone. I've never romantically been invested into any guy and although I'm not ready to tell everyone, it feels good not to be at war with myself. update: im bisexual...... why is self acceptance so hard?

@lookidoop6225 5 лет назад

take your time buddy! you will find out soon, i believe in you! just 1 thing: never be afraid to be who you are! unlike me😊😂😅

@_whitewolf0009 5 лет назад

for me its the opposite i wish i was just bi not lesbian idk just saying im lesbian sound weird for some reason....

@emmamays 5 лет назад

Oh my God this comment is 100% what I’m like rn. I can’t seem to work out if I’m bi or gay. Ive been in between for the last 6 years and I really just want to know the answer 😥

@mooneymagic4521 5 лет назад

Girl, the more you think about what you are the less likely you are to be happy. I tried to label myself for so long with things that didn't feel right, I knew I wasn't gay, I thought I was Bi but then I didn't. I was so obsessed with trying to figure out what I was I got angry at myself for being so confused. I read articles about it not mattering but I had it in my head like "I HAVE TO KNOW! " until one day I was too exhausted to care. I was like, "you know what? I'm not all straight, I'm not all gay and that is totally okay." If you feel like you need a label that's fine, but don't stress about it too much, just take your time in exploring who you are and what you're into, there is absolutely NO RUSH! take care xoxo.

@dr.watson226 5 лет назад

omg you are so confused lol

@verytiredleo4694 8 лет назад

Nice on all of the lesbians, not just focusing on the guys! This is so sad :(

@imee8644 8 лет назад

omg I relate to the bisexual girl so much :( this video touched my soul!

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

+xxlonely cloudxx thank you!

@fernthegreenfairy 7 лет назад

xxlonely cloudxx your profile pic

@audreyedmunds9542 6 лет назад

xxlonely cloudxx Me too. This is so sad. Because I have been with a girl, not even for a day and we did kiss, but I had to end it the next day. It hurt me so much and her but we are better now.

@elijahmagnussen6880 7 лет назад

Ian and Mickey oml :")

@IBeBradleyy 8 лет назад

ian and micky

@asuuulkz5688 8 лет назад

😭😭

@kingdanny2210 7 лет назад

IBeBradleyy yesssssss shamless

@someoneoutthere2333 6 лет назад

i love mickey

@babylee1849 7 лет назад

Ian and Micky.. I'm crying ):

@gokceylmaz8402 8 лет назад

Santana's science make me cry every single time. Micky and Kurt are so brave I'm proud of them. I love this video congrats ıts amazing. and Dave, youre gay dont shame of that. sorry I talk much again but I love all characters in this video. I wish we see Alec and Magnus too.

@fragilelittleheart 8 лет назад

THIS IS WHAT I CALL A MASTERPIECE. The way that you captured all these emotions and all this storylines is just perfect.*A ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO YOU.*

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Omg thank you so much hun!

@fragilelittleheart 8 лет назад

ilselientje you're so welcome! YOU DESERVE IT ♥

@user-vf3ro6ks8w 7 лет назад

+fragilelittleheart Oh my god your profile picture - is it Jaspenor??? * - *

@marina_epub 7 лет назад

I'm crying this is so sad

@brovidiu 7 лет назад

Marina Panda me too

@heybye6212 4 года назад

This hits different. We will remember you Naya, you helped so much of us. Rest In Peace

@milleniaaaaaa 8 лет назад

this is amazing!! seriously, your editing is incredible and I love the whole colour fading idea from black and white- it's unique love the video

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you so much!

@nak4350 5 лет назад

Mickey coming out was the most shocking yet beautiful thing for me at that time (still is tbh) because I knew how hard it was for him to do that. He did it because he didn’t want the guy he loved to leave. He was brought up by a person who hated gays and he had to hide being gay at all times. The shit his dad put him through was unbelievable so for him to be able to come out infront of everyone, including his dad, was honestly amazing. Ian and Mickey complete each other🖤

@jamesmattkingston6309 4 года назад

I lost many friends, because I told them that I like boys

@ryuwu7226 4 года назад

Garret W. That’s no friends then because friends support you all the way through life

@s0phia71 3 года назад

Aw im sorry :(

@Hurremsera 3 года назад

Great you throw garbage

@quentinlomelino1007 3 года назад

Same

@randomperson9876 3 года назад

Stay strong you deserve better than them

@rexslvt 5 лет назад

To you my fake bestfriend who told me that it wasn't right for me to have a boy haircut because im a girl...

@_klaaris_9747 7 лет назад

Gallavich just breaks my poor heart over and over again.

@lachainedemanon7495 8 лет назад

IAN AND MICKEY

@kristagreenfield528 7 лет назад

I'm speechless this is so real

@j.6845 3 года назад

at this point, i feel like i’m always gonna be hiding, and trying to deny the truth. but to be honest, i’m scared. i’m scared of how my family will react, how my relatives will react, how everyone will react. and it’s so hard because i can’t change who i am, i can’t control my feelings, and i know that my parents will tell me that it’s just ‘a choice’ and that i can choose to be straight, but i’m just not trying hard enough. i’m scared.

@wrecked2441 3 года назад

You're not alone

@katt17yearsoldneko34 6 лет назад

Santana and Dave ♥ I cried every moment I saw the scene Santana told her grandma she's gay...♥♥

@AryannaMusic 8 лет назад

I cried so much. Thanks for doing this, it's amazing.

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@emmaQlife 8 лет назад

OMG I can't see through all my tears! this touched me so much, it's perfect! i can't even.. speechless.

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you dear !

@amandaass96 8 лет назад

i don't understand why emma is here, but this video is amaaaazing

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Because her quote fitted with the theme of the video.

@ragerteenager968 6 лет назад

Bitch me too

@freshcorndog1006 6 лет назад

Too much blood has flown from the wrists of teens who are ashamed of who they choose to kiss.

@xiimipa3_gunawanpratama176 3 года назад

I'm a closeted Gay and currently live in a very homophobic country, i just don't know what to do, would be impossible to come out to anyone. Well i guess what I'm trying to say is that if you have a chance, safe environment, be brave To your self, don't let other determine your action, show them that you are worth living as who you really are.

@jamalyussuf9228 4 года назад

The fact that straight people will never know what it’s like to feel your heart is about to rip out of your chest cause your about to let people know who you truly are... and it doesn’t stop there you go your whole life knowing you are different and from time to times you start hating your self for being different. To all heterosexual people out in the world we do not choose to feel alienated we want the same normalcy as a heterosexual man or woman

@em-pr5jv 2 года назад

The fact that straight people will never know what it's like to literally feel your heart pound in your chest as hard as a drum whenever you're about to come out. Straight people will never know what it's like to cry and cry every night because you're so afraid.

@lovemyself6441 2 года назад

I could like this million times,if I could. It hurts and I can’t even describe in words.

@PositivityGleek 8 лет назад

Oh man, I have goosebumps! This is SO beautiful! I'm legit crying right now! Thank you so much for making this

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank YOU for watching it!

@daniela13 8 лет назад

This is so stunning. I loved the way you dealt with the quotes, the sequence of events and the way you made me feel. Just, beautiful ♥

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you so much!!

@randomperson2777 3 года назад

I love how the colors slowly begin to seep into the scenes, ✨PERFECTION✨ as far as I’m concerned. 😌

@Supsi85 8 лет назад

This is so freakin' incredible, the way you captured those moments of truth. I'm blown away!

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you so much!!

@THEMANWH0RE 5 лет назад

This is a little question to all parents who think shutting out their kids for loving the same sex or both. Would you really want to loose your childs trust and love over the bible? Over something that other people tell you? A child is a blessing. A child is not a puppet. A child should feel loved and understood not alone and sad. If you really want to be what god created you then get yourself a heart. My mother belives in good yet she accepted me telling me that she was okay and so did my father. My mother told me something that I'll never forget "God created you this way. So i will accept you this way."

@lifexintechnicolour 8 лет назад

this is SO amazing ilse! so unique and original and i just love everything about it

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you so much Char

@ebbalindberg2590 8 лет назад

the most beautiful video i've ever seen. thank you for posting this. loved every second of it.

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@seoyumi 8 лет назад

This is just amazing, I can relate to all this characters so much that I was almost crying while watching the clips. Thank you so much for this video, it's the best I've ever seen

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Same.. Thank you!

@laurachambers9447 3 года назад

The girl I’m seeing her parents dont support her being gay and when they heard about me they weren’t happy at all

@codathompson342 6 лет назад

there is a fucking campaign going on in Australia rn for marriage equality and im bisexual and there is rainbow flags everywhere and that makes me smile its just that most people are saying no

@ImaginaryLove 8 лет назад

Wow! This is beautiful! Not only the editing but also the subject! Really, great job!

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@annapolk9361 5 лет назад

“You have been making me afraid to be myself” Aka how all my friends make me feel with their homophobic “jokes”.

@jstitely1 8 лет назад

wow this was just so emotional and stunning

@giaayala7972 5 лет назад

Santana was forced out of the closet and everyone says that it was cuz of that ad that was gonna run but the ad wouldn't have been thought of it Finn didn't out her in the hallways

@vannylueke4471 7 лет назад

This video is really amazing and expressive. Thank you so much!

@mohamedgermanotta 3 года назад

RIP naya . you will always be remembered as an amazing pure soul

@renshedd_960 5 лет назад

I can’t stop crying..... I didn’t think I was gay but I watched so many videos out of curiosity and that made me realize.... *I’m not straight* I learned to accept it.... and I’m happy this way

@VioletteStrange 8 лет назад

I litteraly love you even more! this edit was so emotional, I was so close to cry. ugh. Maybe it's bc I know very single scene, bc I am a little addictet to tv show, ups, but maybe it's bc you edited it so good. rly!

@VioletteStrange 8 лет назад

*every. not very haha

@karolinax5716 8 лет назад

what are the titles of these tv shows?

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you so much!

@VioletteStrange 8 лет назад

+cara x, i'ts Glee (Emma), Pretty Little Liars (Emily), Glee (Santana), Faking it (Amy), Shameless (Mickey), One Tree Hill (Anna), Glee (Kurt), Shameless (Ian). Yeah, in order, haha ^^ But I didn't wrote the same people twice, so.

@ginathib 3 года назад

My siblings are always telling me to stop rewatching Glee. No. It is my comfort show because Santana Lopez is litteraly me. I like girls and that will not change. Fuck heterosexuality and anyone who shoves it down my troat.

@MiaWinchester794 8 лет назад

Omg This is just so damn perfect I loved it!

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

+Mia Winchester (Mia794) Thank you so much!

@katie8881 7 лет назад

Love is the best thing humans do. It redeems us even when our collective acts of cruelty seem unforgivable. Love promises that the good in us shines brighter than any darkness we must overcome. To deny love in any form is to deny our humanity. To deny our soul. Our purpose. So even when you're confused or afraid or sad, believe that love is the way forward

@madisongosselinn 6 лет назад

pshhtttt, totally not crying my eyes out right now.

@VioletEmerald 8 лет назад

This is SO emotional and well done!! So beautiful!! Thank you for making it. This vid reminded me... I don't love how One Tree Hill had a bisexual character who understood her own bisexuality still calling herself "gay" but I guess it was groundbreaking still in terms of bisexual representation. ;)

@ilselientje 7 лет назад

It's a improvement that someone called herself bisexual. But it is unacceptable that she still called herself 'gay'. It's like there's no bisexual people on TV ;)

@kieranblundelll9906 3 года назад

Micky and Ian make me feel so sad yet so happy

@strawwberryx 8 лет назад

Amazing video, really original and stunning editing

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@letiziapregno4691 7 лет назад

Gallavich❤️

@lexmartel3470 4 года назад

im crying this is so beautiful

@fknforsberg1226 6 лет назад

i cant see mickey or ian in one of these without crying

@777Rowen 5 лет назад

Accepting yourself is the first step to healing. Don’t let anyone stop you from being yourself! LBTGA+ pride!! 🌈 ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗

@bella4510 3 года назад

The pretty little liars one I can’t do amazingggg ahhh

@angelarobertson2668 Год назад

Santanas and Mickeys broke me the most ❤😢

@faonzila5605 2 года назад

Mickey cry scense always make me cry Oh god I love it thanks

@sleepydevil1935 4 года назад

The sad thing is that some people live in fear because of their sexuality

@wildestdreams7372 8 лет назад

Thanks for this amazing vid

@zorenwolfe27 5 лет назад

I don't feel comfortable coming put to my mom cause she keeps pushing it asking me to talk about when I don't think I'm ready and I wish she would just stop

@notyours1382 5 лет назад

Coming out shouldn't be a topic for sadmultifandom, but still a great video.💛

@pipsta 5 лет назад

I dont know if im straight or bi or gay. I have no clue. I've never been on a date or anything.

@patrickhorton239 5 лет назад

I’m gay and I’m proud. I’ve been struggling for six years to come out, but I started coming out to some of my friends and then I finally came out to my family. I loved the video.

@00CrazyForBarbie00 7 лет назад

Got tears in my eyes...

@zackarymass4789 7 лет назад

seriously amazing !

@camprock2468 8 лет назад

Omg this was amazing! Beautiful!

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@xoalwaysandforever3754 8 лет назад

This is beautiful

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@petrichor.9271 8 лет назад

This is beautiful well done ❤❤

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you!

@00CrazyForBarbie00 8 лет назад

WOW!!BEAUTIFUL!

@randomperson2777 3 года назад

Don’t lie, Mickey was your favourite part of this 😌

@ileftmyfamilyinchinatoget561 4 года назад

*me, crying* i'm not crying i swear

@jordync.3538 8 лет назад

Oh my god this is amazing

@GlowingAprilSky 8 лет назад

Wow this is so gorgeous. I love the whole idea so much. I love the coloring and the bw fading to color, it looks so good :) ANd i love voiceoevers, Anna from OTH brought back all the early seasons oth feels ahah if that makes any sense. What's the episode with her at 3:7? The one with just trying to find my way is capsule episode, right?

@ilselientje 8 лет назад

Thank you hun! It's 2x17 and her quote of trying to find her way is indeed the timecapsule episode :) The one where her and Mouth try to change the time capsule.

@aoife5274 7 лет назад

Emily MY SMOL bean

@DeadpoolGames19 3 года назад

As a closeted lesbian nonbinary. I'm so scared. Scared of how my parents will see me as a nonbinary person. I love women. I feel better if I am with another woman. I want to be accepted. I want to be loved so much. Santana and Kurt have helped me so much to adapt my identity to be me.