This is so beautiful, I'm broken. I have been in depression for my teenage. I have gone through so much trauma in my life. It's make me cry this really masterpiece!! Yesterday, i saw her my childhood lover when i was 15 years. i had crush on her . But couldn't talk to each other. After 1 year, i met her again . But my luck wasn't on my side again nothing happened. Within 6 years we met 3 Times but never talked to eachother, we just used to look in eyes. Even, i tried to talk but couldn't go close to her never in my life. After that i turned in 18, and went to college. Met a girl became friends, slowly she start love me eventually i fall in love with her and forget to my childhood lover. I thought me, and my childhood lover only were coincidence. Destiny 💔 never was our side . That girl who was my college girlfriend , she cheated on me and left me. Because of her i had to lose everything. I left my college came back home. People starts to tell my parents, " your son is totally bad and he has ruined your money and came back home now he is finished". My father never talked to me they left me i spent my 4 years in depression. What was my mistake? Is this i loved someone so much and trust her? What i got only pain, misery, agony, loneliness. Now, I'm 22. Yesterday, i saw my childhood lover again, i was crying inside, and thinking. If i had been met her that day, maybe i wouldn't have gone so much this. Wish, luck was on my side that day when we first had met. Then i Also would be normal like others people. I'm writing this while crying 💔 please!! i need your prayers people. Pray for me i could meet to my childhood lover . If it's happens, i might forget my toxic past.
I've been trying to get ahold of you every since I lost you and I ate the last time I saw you trying to get ahold of you I've been texting you and I've been on your messenger and your Facebook and RU-vid I've been all over trying to find you
