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when no one notices that i've lost weight or have gotten smaller, i feel like that means i'm not starving enough.

im sorry but I watch these for motivation and to trigger my ed

"Are you sure that fits?" "You should get a bigger size" "That's too small for you" One of the many reasons I starved myself

when your scale becomes your best friend/ biggest enemy because your always wanting it but never happy with it

3 weeks ago mom said "I think you're looking too thin." 1 week ago my aunt that I havent seen in 3 years said "When did you get so skinny!"

You know it’s back when u start watching these vids again

Its annoying when people say overweight people can't have an eating disorder 🤦🏽‍♀️

isn‘t it insane that part of me only starved myself for anyone to finally notice?

My whole family is telling me am getting fat and it really hurts me

When not even your mum notice it

When I was anorexic EVERYONE was "worried" and caring but most of them liked me, boys would smile at me, I had lots of friends, I was on honor roll in highschool...I was happy with myself, the way I saw my bones and the was that I had more and more friends each day. Then...I was hospitalized for 2 months and I recovered and I lost everyone, no more friends.. at all...no more smiles from anyone. All of that caused me to became extremely depressed and I started overdosing, bad grades, isolation, over exercise... It's horrible how people can leave just like that... 💔

I once had a doc in a psych ward tell me i wasnt skinny enough to have an E.D. when i told her of my habits so i figured it was ok to continue.

When you see something beautiful in someone, tell them. It may take a second to say, but for them, it could last a lifetime✨

This song gives me pll feels😭

I was here one year ago and I'm here again and I guess that's not a good sign

it went from "why are you eating all of the food in the house?" and "you're too fat" to "please eat" or "you're sick" WELL WHICH ONE IS IT?

I've been binging the past three days so I came here to make myself restrict again idk what I'm doing

no hate but the worst part about this video for me personally is that all the people in it are beautiful but honestly, beautifully made, thank you

It makes me incredibly emotional that you have included a male sufferer, barely anyone does this here. Eating disorders are a genetic accurance within my family so alongside my mum and I (anorexia), my male cousin has bulimia - a topic which is never ever spoken about 💗 Thank you so much

I have this video memorised because I watch it so much :(

growing up as the "fat kid" traumatize me. and now, i don't want to eat anymore.

i ate dinner with my family and now i’m in the toilet... i feel so bad rn because i can’t purge too

I used to watch this to self trigger my Ed, I just got out of recovery and now I use it to show people it's not a mental issue you want.

THIS IS LITERALLY SOMETHING I NEEDED LATELY AND I CANNOT BELIEVE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE EDITORS DELIVERED👏🏽👏🏽 I LOVE THIS SONG AND ALL THE SHOWS/MOVIES. I AM LIVING

You are such an amazing editor like this is art

the thing what makes me sad is, if I eat 50, 100 or 200 calories per day, or if I fast a day, it’s normal. my doctor says all the years your not ill, you’re okay. it started when I was 13, slim down my food, taking pills, loosing or gaining weight. but no one noticed. they always when they see thin people, in anorexic movies or on the street, „she or him need to eat“ but when I do it, as a Chubby Girl who was always Chubby, they’re like. „You make a good diet“ it’s not a diet what I make. it’s counting calories, weight myself everyday making me crazy if I gain one kilo, or less. But always hearing „it’s normal“ triggers me. I continue. I hate hearing from my family „you don’t look good in that dress“ „don’t wear this“ „don’t eat this“ it hurts. it kills me inside. but they will never care. never..

ik i´m really late but i´m glad you included boys in this video. often when i tell people that i have an ED (mostly family) they tell me that i can´t because i am a boy and only girls can have an ED

"you're gonna eat all of that?" "That's too much food" "save some for everyone else" .... "Are you not hungry?" "That's not enough to fill you up." "You need to eat" "please just eat". They judged me, and when I changed something, when I finally did something about it, then they started to worry

So powerfull and emotional. Incredible work

"come work out with me!" "how many did you eat?" "your so lazy" shoutout to my parents. i cant look at food the same now.

You are an artist! so beautiful!

Am i the only one who still watch these to trigger them self

U're so creative ❤️ I hope one day we just stop all the hate and start loving our selves 🙁

I'm crying. It's a great video and you're very good💕

They say I'm getting fat as a good thing but my sick mind says horrible things about my body

i had bulimia and began eating normally again. i forgot about it all and started eating without purging. i feel so big, and large now and watching these edits help me and i’m pretty sure a lot of us to continue doing what we’re doing. i hate to admit it but watching these trigger me which is what i want

You’re videos are always d’or amazingly edited. This is fantastic!

this is really beautiful ^^

I really love all your videos. They're deeply intenses. 💕

I love the fact that there are boys in here as well :)

My problem with restricting is that I can do it really easily 'cause hunger doesn't bother me but then I can't stop thinking about food, I literally can't focusing on anything else and then I eat and feel like shit and can't concentrate again. I hate myself

Im not anorexic...but i wish i was. Im just so fat and i cant look in the mirror without crying. I want to try but i physically cant trow up and all i think abt is food.

i told my mom today that i didn’t eat anything and she didn’t care but when my older brother who’s skinnier than me eats nothing she tells him to eat i feel like everyone thinks i’m fat so many people told me i’m fat and i’m starting to believe it lol they don’t realize how much words can hurt

you know it gets bad when you start watching these videos again

Low key crying right now, this hits home💔

This is so beautiful

I feel like I’m about to relapse after over 2 years of being clean. I’ve gained so much weight and I hate myself because of it, not to mention my depression and anxiety are out of control I feel like I have no control over anything anymore.

crying this is beautiful

I hate seeing comments from immature kids who miss a dinner and think there anorexic

So sad and beautiful 😭😍

Everyone tells me I’m fat

I don't know why I'm starving they said I'm pretty and that's why they like me the most but then why I'm uncomfortable.... I want to eat at the same time I'm not even hungry... Eating is frustrating...

i use to watch these to trigger my ed and now i just watch these to feel less alone. i wish i never did this to myself.

Extremely cool video! Nice job!

Amazing a masterpiece

At work, I say my weight and they make fun of my small size. So I restrict. To prove them wrong, and that I’m not just a kid.

So beautyful 😍❤

The thing I hate the most is when someone tells me I'm not fat only to make me feel better after I say I'm fat. It hurts because they only say it to make me feel better not because its true.

My mum would comment on my weight months ago, asking me to "not lose anymore weight" and to not "exaggerate" , I think she was worried.. I lost more weight though, now she doesn't say anything at all anymore.. I think she's in denial, she doesn't want to believe what I am doing to myself.. I feel bad about it, but I can't help it

I'm crying😭😭😍

Great video!

I tried to talk, I really did but they just didn’t notice.

wow great edit

The thing I hate most is eating in front of me.

Для кого мы живём ,кого мы по настоящему любим без приколов и рофлов? Жизнь мимолетна я разрешаю тебе совершать ошибки ,но запрещаю причинять себе боль как физическую так и моральную ,ВСЕГДА слышишь? Верь в себя ,верь что ты в этом мире не одинок , ты лучик света ,ты воспроизводишь все свои мечты в РЕАЛЬНОСТЬ ,полюби себя ,хорошо если ты себя ненавидиш то помни что я да я ,Я ЛЮБЛЮ ТЕБЯ ,Я ВЕРЮ В ТЕБЯ,У ТЕБЯ ВСЕ ПОЛУЧИТСЯ ♥️🌌

and now i have an amazing gag reflex

I wish I could edit as well as you do

I really liked your editings but plz the name of them all ❤

idk what it is, but something about this specific multi fandom just hits different

"You don't need to take care of me." What's that from?"

Ok so my family teel me i look skinner i actually trying to recover myself for that i havnt purged in 2 months until last week i relapse after 2 months clean y have a relapse my family in these days is telling me i look skinnear an they are congrating me for that (in my family is always been a “competition” of that) but i actually had seen my self fatter and fatter evryday

pls stay safe.

I don’t feel like myself anymore

When people notice but nobody cares.

This is beautiful 💗

todays calories -0

Waking up on the bathroom floor after purging all 3 bites of dinner. Guilt is still there. You go to your room and inspect your body in the mirror. Not enough ribs, too much fat. So you watch super size vs super skinny as you do crunches on the floor. Cigarettes, monsters, and 200 calories a day… no- 100… no- 50… eventually none. Youre literally wasting away but you want more. Eventually you realize you don’t wanna die you want help

I think everyone expects me too be the one whos always eating so i hide not eating by letting them think im eating alot to not be suspicious.

i've been told i was skin and bones before, but i would believe that once i look in the mirror and see something i want to see.

instead of my mom worrying she got mad at me for being ungrateful she kept asking who’s making you do this but continued to called me a pig and fat when i’d eat a lot she says she’s joking but she doesn’t realize that i don’t process it that way she’s knows i have issues but refuses to accept it and then blames me for everything

Im in pain. Im not fine. I dont know what can i do for myself. Im loser. I cant stop binge. Sorry for my english. But i need help. I have to start new life but this is so hard. I tried but results so bad. My heart getting colder and colder

I miss school Before you call me crazy I have a reason... At school you don't have to eat lunch or breakfast and your parents won't know so you can go home and tell them you had a big lunch. See mathematics (not really math lol)

I really wish I was skinny like them

I've dropped 10 pounds in 3 days and my mum hasn't notices anything... I've been starving myself for 3 months now

I start a program for my eating Monday that last 6 weeks, and I’m scared as fuck. They’re gonna make me eat, it’s become so much harder for me to eat recently. I can’t do this.

lol seeing my comments from 2 years ago and realizing how ive come full circle even after 7 months in a residential facility where they forced me to eat is so fucking sad. why do ppl still think forcing ppl to eat wont just change the mental part of the disorder??? i only ended up binging for a year and then relapsing and losing 60 lbs and now im fucking stuck even tho i NEED to get to my ugw by my bday and its coming in only 2 months and ive only gained since i was at my lw UGHHHH i actually wanna fucking die but im determined to do whatever i can to lose this fucking weight istg

how do i make my parents believe i’m eating when i’m not? pls help, it’s hard now that we’re always at home.

I starve my self and after I feel like I have to eat everything. I ate horrible and took a shower washed all the smell of food. For the first time I throw up and for once I was in control.

I have anorexia, bulimia, ptsd, severe depression, anxiety, adhd, etc. yeah and it fucking sucks

the thing is if I can't find any other way to commit suicide I cut and starve myself, now I can't cut cuz they hid all the blades so I starve myself more and I purge... U can hurt urself with basically anything so how do they think I'm gonna survive without being in a hospital like that? But no, if I go back to any hospital ever again it's cuz it's "for attention" not that I actually just need more time there cuz I'm definitely not better and I'll admit it I don't even trust myself so I can't even ask for help I need someone to turn me in if I'm ever gonna get it. Or we could wait till I get actually sick and they realize I'm not doing it for attention. Fml.

This is kinda triggering not gunna lie

To I hate lying to you but I don't want to live anymore your the only thing that makes me feel human

I’m relapsing. I know it because I’ve watched these a million times, just to keep myself from eating. It’s ridiculous how aware I am of myself dying. I get it. I’m sick. And I don’t fucking care.

My mom said one year ago I'm fat and my step dad then my aunt said I'm fat and then I don't eat mutch and my aunt say why don't you eat you always eated so mutch and know you barely eat.... I can't eat because I feel like I'm going trow up......

My father and my sister told me everyday that I'm too skinny . I have eating disorder I'm sick

Why life its so hard?

Very lovely

Uh oh I’m back🥰

I have anorexia and it's not easy getting over it

Which show is the guy at 1:15 saying "I just didn't drink enough water, that's it." from?