I- how could you I- I’ve been crying the last few nights because of the spoilers on how cruel Jason’s death was. HOW COULD THEY SHOOT HIM *SEVERAL TIMES* AND THEN *STAB HIM*- EVEN MY YARD SUPERVISOR AGREES WITH ME
Nico blames himself for every death he tries to forget it, but he can't he blocks others away he's happy for a second, then he sees something that reminds him the he's sad again
When Jason died no one thought about how Nico would have felt... Jason was the first person who he (didnt exactly come out to as being gay but like found out, understood and was accepting) he was like an older brother.....
Pin me please Let me show you the list of what horrible things happened to nico 1. Losing his mother at a young age and almost being killed 2. His memory being wiped 3. He and Bianca being attacked in an alley in DC 4. Being attacked by the Manticore 5. Bianca joining the Hunters 6. Watching the Camp Half Blood orientation video 7. Finding out Bianca died 8. Finding out he had a crush on Percy 9. Being manipulated by King Minos 10. Almost being sold to Kronos 11. Bianca telling him not to talk to her 12. Being sold by two dracanae to be sold yet again 13. The only one Not being addressed by Pan 14. Almost dies of exhaustion summoning ghosts in BoTL. 15. Saying goodbye to Bianca 16. Being turned into a dandelion by Persephone 17. Seeing a vision of his mother from Melinoe 18. Being grabbed and yelled at by May Castellan 19. Watching Percy almost die in the River Styx 20. Nico thinking Percy doesn’t trust him 21. Hades telling Nico he wished he died, not Bianca 22. Finding out that Zeus tried to kill him and killed his mom 23. Being shunned by everyone at Camp yet again 24. Finding out Bianca had chosen to be reborn 25. No one liking him at Camp Jupiter 26. Percy going missing 27. Finding Percy, having to hide secrets from him and a secret crush 28. Falling into Tartarus 29. Seeing Tartarus without the mist 30. Drinking from the River Phlegethon 31. Meeting Akhlys, telling him how miserable he is 32. Being captured by Gaea’s forces 33. Being put in a bronze jar for a week and nearly starving to death 34. Being so traumatized and weak that he could barely walk 35. Watching Percy and Annabeth fall into Tartarus 36. Banging his head against the wall of the ship 37. Watching Hazel almost die of poison 38. Being turned into a corn plant 39. Barely eating anything a day 40. Being touched by Jason without his permission 41. Being turned into a wind 42. Watching Jason be tortured by Cupid 43. Being forced to come out to Jason and almost cried 44. Thinking Jason will expose him 45. Being frozen by Khione 46. Watching Percy and Annabeth together and feeling alone 47. Pushing himself to the limit while shadow travelling 48. Albania. 49. Finding out that one of the Seven will die. 50. His aviators jacket being shredded and being attacked by Lycaon 51. Reyna being captured by the Hunters, thinking he will lose another person he loves 52. Getting a stupid Hawaiian shirt 53. Watching Reyna be blackmailed 54. His rage exploding, showing Reyna and Hedge his memories 55. Going into a shadow coma for 3 days 56. Letting Octavian off himself but watching Leo die, feeling his death 57. Thinking Will thinks he’s a monster for letting Octavian off himself 58. Not hearing from a now alive Leo for five months 59. His friends from Camp being captured by Nero 60. Passing out from overexerting himself yet again Statistics: 3 before the series 5 in The Titans Curse 7 in Battle of The Labryinth 2 in The Sword of Hades 5 in The Last Olympian 3 between the Series 1 in The Son of Neptune 8 from The Mark of Athena (and between the books) 11 in The House of Hades 11 in The Blood of Olympus 3 in The Hidden Oracle Total: 60 I'm dead after listing this
No Nico It was naver your fault He was a hero made She was a hero made And your mother made heroes They are so proud of you And i know I miss them too I miss so so much And i know That no one understands us But it wasn't your fault I could never have been
I- I really don’t know what to say , but it’s not his fault . If I ever had met him my first words would be , “it’s okay . It’s not your fault . It really isn’t”
