Sad Type Beat - "I Miss Me" Emotional Piano Instrumental 2021 

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I was so numb to the core I couldn't feel shit anymore Tear drops kept falling on the floor So much time we had before You know I wish we had more I thought a time would come when we both forty four Remembering the essence of our youth Always in search for the ugly truth Stuck inside this loop You escaped when the skies turned Grey, it was raining for days You were trapped inside a maze of pain, your soul broke loose with a noose I was so fucking confused Heart abused And bruised How could this be? You were always there for me But where the fuck was I? Probably somewhere getting high As you fell to your demise Never had so many tears in my eyes Couldn't even say goodbye You were so strong Pretending to be happy All along I guess I was wrong

Take me back to the days, where I was okay, and didn't care about what people had to say, take me back to the days where I wasn't judged off of the mistakes I made, and wasn't filled with so much resent and hate, and wasn't trippin bout the little things, take me back to when I had no worries and was young dumb and broke, and was happy and still had hope, and didn't envision myself hangin from a rope, I have a lump in my throat and a knot in my chest, and I cant seem to forget what you said, need some Tylenol for my head, some weed for my stress, and maybe then I’ll be able to rest, peacefully, and not have all these thoughts and demons eating at me, all I can remember was when my mom was screaming at me, my past is a sick tragedy, and nobody seems to understand, that I feel like this pain that I have is more powerful than anything known to man, I just don’t look for help, or stretch out my hand, cause my mind is telling me that nothing will help even if it can, even I can’t comprehend how I became such an awful person, I still feel Like the old me is out there lurkin, wondering when they can come back up to the surface, but I’m to afraid of losing myself again and feeling even more hopeless, to busy being everybody friend to be my own, so, it’s no surprise that when it comes down to the end of my road, Ill be alone, I miss me, sometimes I wish people could give me at least some typa sympathy, but they can’t give sympathy when they don’t have empathy, I feel like this depression will be the death of me, no matter how hard I try it still gets to me, sadly this won’t be a happy ending.

man I miss me, I miss how I used to be take me back in time please I wanna rewind all of these things that keep reminding me how i wanna be free from my mind to the point that I, constantly try to avoid going to sleep because all of the noise violently tries to silence me and it lacks compliancy so when I sleep theres rivalry and these things can't act quietly I wake up and here comes the anxiety wasn't sure how to continue this at the time

I’M BOUTTA BE THE GREATEST ARTIST EVER 🚀👀💯✈️

I've never heard of this music until I heard one on Tic Tok and was searching for it. It's not usually my style...until I clicked on this one. Omg I love it.

Your the reason why the sun ☀️comes Up When the moon 🌑goes down You have all the birds 🐦 singin I looked for you 👁 And I seen your crown 👑 The king of all kings Jesus Nothing ever more great equal Sometimes I wish the world can see you !! So I’ll open up that door 🚪 You saved me on the path I was on for living wrong , and ever since that night I’ll never question your my god! 🙏

This piano got too much emotions in it bro 🔥🖤

It's hard to keep slow beats interesting but your arrangement and vocal usage and the chords keep this one going. Great job.

Man I miss the old me You say you want my trust Nah girl you gotta show me Imma try my best so please don't fold me Baby and I'm hurt I just hope you hold me Man I miss the old me You say you want my trust Nah girl you gotta show me Imma try my best so please don't fold me Baby and I'm hurt I just hope you hold me I been on my own for a few Numbing one feeling at a time Getting plenty of mine All I ever wanted was you My feelings directed towards you too

Thank you. This song touched my spirit deeply. My brother recently passed away and I would love to use this track as a tribute to him.

We all experience pain And we have our own struggles It's all about how you come out of it What don't kill you make you stronger

Awesome Dizzla! Working on this today! This is great! Keep on making beats! ❤️

55-56:I was so numb to the core You know how I was before Rethinking life and all this shit I wish we could've been some more Promises were broken and I thought that we were meant for sure Listened to the lies I said I wish I took them back in horror I hurt you completely Left you almost weekly Came back like I did nothing I'm sorry for this discreetly I take back all that shit I said I'ma own up to the bitch you had Dealt with me for 3 years I heard you cry some free tears 1:18-I spreaded all these lies to make you look bad and I'm warry To all the time I had before I shoulda said I'm sorry You took me back too many times and all I did was hurt more dimes It ended being quarters of a hundred million reckless rhymes I wanna say i love you and I hope you doing well Apologizing for all the mistakes I put inna spell Wishing you hope Regardless, I'ma cope I wanna take back what we had And toss it in the trash I wanna start all over for all the regret in our past Show you some love, Affection from above, Anything from keeping you Hurting but in love I was stuck inside the truth Baby it was just a loop Skies turned gray and hearts weren't made I'm sorry for this sake Tears were left in puddles that shed from both eyes that were made Too late to apologize I wish I woulda stayed 2:24-Waterfall after waterfall I hope that I'll change For now I gotta wipe my tears It was my fault anyways I shoulda apologized I knew I should've said goodbye I hurt you under that mask that you created I wanna hold you tight, I wanna treat you right Do it all again and make this right Tell you I love you Appreciate you and hug you Nothing completes me unless it's presence of you I listened to the shit on you Now I know it wasn't true 3:06-I'm tired of how I hurt you I can't sleep at night because of you I think bout what we had and how I kept ruining the fun of you Blaming shit on you Fucking for the truth Baby I shoulda knew you were worthy from a clue You were so confused All the shit I had used I left you broken when my decision was the ruth Take me back again so I could heal the cuts that you had on you Kiss them for you And tell you I love you

I am speechless brother. No words to express your music, can't define.

I have been through so much hardship and I miss me, just being me. Listening to the music makes me wanna get back to me. Thank you so much. It's on repeat.😢

I feel grateful with lots of joy in me. Using this lifetouching beat makes me feel like the GOAT of Africa music

I miss me, the person I used to be, man I miss me the person you’ll never be able to see. Damn man this shit is hard 🥺

What is this man!!!!!!🔥🔥 You are not only a beat maker,you are heart winner.❤️❤️😭

The melody is too chill ❄

This 1 ain't about you this all about how you tore me through.. Shredded I'm lost in my head random voices and fragmented memories keep me alive like a life support dear christ I'm losing this fight! I miss the old me the one who laughed through life with no care look what you did to me. I miss the old me that made an effort to hang out, to leave the house with out doubt. Second judging what must they think of me why are they leering at me, dear christ what i wouldn't give to be the old me whod walk past without even a notice. I miss me the one who woke up full of hope and aspirations for the day not this worthless pile of... that I'm feeling now I had dreams before i met you now my mind is dark and empty look what you did to me. I miss me the one surrounded by family and friends who all believed in me who kept the light at the end of the bad days to help me see. I miss me the 22yr old version happy no cares no responsibilities just myself to look after now look at me 34 next week and theres all this shit around me so many stupid decisions made on bad days for worse reprocautions all of this is traced to thee dear christ I miss me !! You took my choices away tore away the 1 good thing that came away from us and force me to live with it. Making look at siblings that look just like him but him I'll never see My Pain is real my hearts shattered ffs I miss me! I've been down all the roads been to every meeting met with those who say they wanna help but really it all just gets political my voices keep me alive in the darkest of nights and with out them well I simply wouldn't be taken half a second though of course you can take them all away if you promise me the old me, if you cant then please just stay away I dont have the patience to have anymore chipped off me I miss the effort I used to have for this extritentional life we have were I had hope and prospects choices of where to go and what to do, I miss the guilt free days of who's asking what and what ever did he do, I miss the walks through town and people who barely know weren't glaring I miss the long nights sleep that feeling of proper rest the morning after the night before instead of the boozed up sombering fact of oh we did that again did we "how bout you leave" "shut the door your way out" I miss the days where a stranger didnt need to fill the void I miss the old times where laughter filled my life instead of silence I miss the days that felt like months I miss the bright i saw the world and everything in it i miss how my mind wasnt screaming at me daily to do something stupid i miss how i wasnt covered in its and bruishes i miss the smile on my face and the fact no 1 could change it but most of all I miss me!

Vivo pensándote Y ya no sé cómo olvidarte Hize todo para amarte Pero tú nunca me dejaste Te fuiste te marchaste Como un perro me abandonaste Mi cora rota y yo soy el culpable Por jurarme no fallarte y nunca saber cuidarte

Sin juegos ya está comprada por este men 🤝🏻🔥🇨🇱

When tears cry😢 It's something that's always along But yet so strong A soul in its own With no understanding destination or home The first thing we do Is look for the answer that's gone While leaving a heart filled with more... When tears cry😢

Damn man, major killer... Much love for y'all artist popping up with dem killer lyrics on the comments✊🏾

The day we said good-bye hurt me a lot... Never new what you been through to tell you the truth it hurts a lot.. Misery and lonely nights.. Street lights fade.. Sippin henee as the hour glass fades.. Minds broken off the beat in path.. Little less hungry.. Thoughts through the roof.. .

Wow wow wow! This is spectacular. Wow! I am just in love with this beat.

RIP BIG TWIN Comme il est difficile de rédiger cette note, pour te rendre un dernier hommage mon pote. A cet instant où je t'écris ces quelques mots d'adieux, je t'imagine parmi les anges, je t'imagine dans les cieux. Je ne réalise toujours pas que tu sois déjà parti laissant derrière toi épouse, enfants, et amis...

Respects to those still laying down on some heavenly hipotamous of strength of the devine one love

When l listen to this beat ,l feel something that drove my life from deprived childhood background

This So powerful 👏! beat U helped so many people! amazing work/artist U are . Brother 👍

Bruh this beat is alienated🔥🔥🔥! Praises to the Most High, this beat will make peoples soul sing.🎶🎶🎧🎧🤍🤍

I've Always inspired your music tbh it helps me think about everything and etc..I'm really thankful for this 🙏🙌❤much love for ya

Mane!! I can rap whenever u put on this beat customers I think u made it just for me neo and it's legit by the way

My life been messed up lately.. But there's no one to hold me.. Was so afraid of being alone.. Now look at me ... I'm all alone! "Incomplete" :)

It’s been a while since we’ve talked You didn’t really reach out it seems like you didn’t try hard enough I guess I just wasn’t the one You truly loved And it hurts me so much To know you don’t feel the same I should just give up I think about you every day It wasn’t just lust I had hope for us So I don’t know why you walked away I so pose it was because I was boring or lame You never posted me on social media And said you loved me by name Or drew a heart around my face I felt like a mistake you wanted to hide away I showed you all my secrets And you did the same And when ever you needed me I was there But things seemed to have changed I wanna be there with you but I can't And its causing me so much pain So much pressures weighing down on my brain Hoping we'd be together when I hit fame But that kind of attention is a stain So I just try to bury my feelings by working all day And if anyone asks I'm ok Trying to peace myself back together with clay Shove my mentally in the oven to bake So I can create a brand new me I wanted you by my side But I'm stuck in reality

Times get rough but know that God got u

Take me back to the days when my depression wasn't just some game I can't seat here and feel like I'm the blame my memories for u hurts when u can't even take the pain wondering why im seating here choking on the words damn I just realized im in so much pain the memories of u are dead plz don't call my name heavenly lord all I'm trying to say is I'm just trying to pray hold my hand down the road to success only being able to see her when she took her last breath

Sunny on a sad day aye Grey like this yeah i’m okay Red and green but the lights dont change Blue and black yeah on my face Who is that on my page All made up, all of you - yeah you gave up All that makeup - didn’t make much Yeah you’re souls crushed Can’t hide my disgust for the makeup How I may lust but its dangerous, Danger for us in that conduct So I keep my chin tucked and don’t ever rush Won’t ever trust, loved you but you gave up For the makeup, no more make ups Yeah I know I made us corrupt It wasn’t fake love I just didn’t want to reconstruct Now I’m so fucked, everybody I’ve touched They’re like a compass to numbness Its you in the sunset, its you, but I plunged us into the numbness Cause it’s always Sunny on a sad day Grey like this yeah i’m okay Red and green but the lights dont change Can’t lie I’m okay, okay? okay!

Just can't stop my tears 😌❤

I looked in the mirror, I can't see myself, I know its hard but there is nothing left I can't light up the candle, Turned up the volume, But no sound came, I, I don't know who I am, There is lovers who miss each other, But I have No one but myself, My only company, myself And that's why I say I miss, myself I miss the way I smiled, I wish I could be myself Again that sweet candy girl.. Super high level dreams I had but none came True, The last thing I want was cries But it came through, No need of money nor myself lonely, Put in through this is hard... I, I don't know who I am, There is lovers who miss each other, But I have no one but myself, My only company myself, And that's why I say I miss myself I miss the way I laughed, I miss the dimples on my soft cheeks, Again that sweet candy girl, I wish life didn't make me cry..

Die Zeit steht still, wenn du in meinem Armen liegst/ durch Dich finde ich mich weil Du mir Kraft zum lieben gibst. Du bist die reine Luft, die ich zum atmen brauch/ und wenn Du gehst, geht mir die Luft zum atmen aus. Du bist mein Horizont, der Stern der mir die Wege zeigt/ der Fels in Brandung, der mir hilft wenn mein Herz nach Hilfe schreit. Ich finde nun zurück zu mir, durch Dich bin ich nicht allein/ ich schließe meine Augen und wünsche mir es wird für immer sein 😙

Just use your ears what do you hear... Eyes tell the lies the sounds are clear... Rain crashing down... all around my feet Sky dropping tears the fear of eternal sleep I miss me who I was before.. with you... Nothing is the same colors are a dull blue... What am I going through looking for a change Everything moves so fast flying through my brain Do you even miss me Do we think the same Am I caught up in this game or am I really insane... Broken hearts... will always be different Put together the wrong way you know if you've been in it Can I ever be who I was before the clouds Blocking the sunlight... lighting come down... Light the way for a new path I can see Open a door I can't seem to find my keys Lost in the world the hate is so strong... Ready to fight each other dusk until dawn.. On my own once again I have my own back Looking over my shoulder waiting for the attack.. War is definitely coming I know we all feel it Armed to our necks Need to quiet the realists Each life we live we should try to do better Each day is another chance a moment forever Caught in time space is an illusion Up for grabs someone leave the conclusion...

awesome beat ! This feels so light but the bass is perfect! Great job!

I believe in you. Your here for a reason you will be the greatest ever at your craft. Peace love and light

Never let you go.. Took you from me more than a decade ago.. Some say inseparable, some never knew... Now they'll never know... Bro, I'll never let you go... When I looked at you I saw me.. Now when I look at me I see you... Being a twin is hard to bare when you're not there.. Feel it's not fair nobody cares more than I do... I love you bro and I'll never let you go...

Best beat I've come across no cap,, keep it up bro💯,, we need more beats like this😎

Excellent as ALWAYS

Awesome Sound🔥 Great work🔥🔥

Bruh🔥 This Prod is So Emotional🔥🔥🔥

Frozen head, laying in bed Can't get out, a lay about Lost all motivation Living in isolation No salvation, my mind wasted Write a song, try and get it on fucked up so bad messed up so bad Constantly thinking about what I could have had Now I feel death the only way out How the hell did i go down this route don't wanna leave my girl stressin But It's fucked up cos she caused this mess I'm in Love her and hate her like the game Life never been the same since the pain Corona brought I got caught Still love her though got side tracked by the furlough Lost a sack through being slack Thought it would all come back It did but I let it go Regret killed my ego Pride before the fall is what they say Took a huge L while out to play Careful of intentions of those who whisper Shit in your ear then so quick to disappear Should have kept my eye on business Now I'm trapped in a stupid mess No shit but I'm out for hell Only way out gotta make this sell Or should I say a sale Get rid of it all and bail On life once I had my last flight Of fancy, time to say goodnight Tried to find God in my final days Thought it might help me but I lost the way Gotta have that belief Time to wrap it up and leave Memories flood me like you won't believe Mind telling me I'm on the brink Titanic boy bout to sink Down I go with this ship

Remedy to sleep and stress I prefer instrumental cos it allows me to focus

Nice work. Really feeling this beat👌👌

I love this beats... I truly miss the old self version of me... Keep Uplifting us up 💟🤗

Best Beat For real. The lyrics and the vocals just pouring out

Like water flows from a fountain.....Tears flow from my eyes. Such a beautiful,powerful & super emotional song !!!

oh man, this is amazing

Sounds great - loving the vibe

This one is def going on Repeat. Freaking awesome 💯❤️

Thara bhai Dazzla d beater is back with soo tagda beat😱😍😘🔥🔥🔥

Very emotional l love it 🔥🔥🔥

Very emotional sad ..I love it ...❤❤👏😍

sometimes i wonder what it’s like on the other side But to know the fact that your in a good place Makes me happier to know your doing better You and I were like close friends a farther a mentor You taught me well when I choose to fuck up You tried to be there but I chose wrong places Uncle Alvin you were my best friend I miss you everyday and not a day goes by its hard Hoping you doing fine see ya soon You papa and nana love ya rip I remember like it was just yesterday as a kid Growing up having fun with y’all time moving on It’s hard down here without y’all But just know gotta live strong and push through it I miss the river banks and fishing Good time good memories

I liked this one... The fine print tho!👀😬

♥️ you killed that !!! 🔥🔥🔥

it's pretty good , you're incredible....thank you for that

Hey, Where do we go from the place where the faces are still How do I run from the pain if its the only thing I feel yeah I tried my best to put your misery to rest But in the wake of it all I only started feeling depressed and stressed out Can’t feel alive, so I’m starting to press down On you, as if you can tell me the way out But I’m way too into this I can hardly remember your love Since the first time that we kissed I never knew I would fall this hard And I never knew I would break both our hearts And I guess I never knew This was start of the blue I tried to play it cool but then I was only a fool for ya But what did you even know about me? Except for the things that they show about me A couple of mistakes and they’re all about it I came from the bottom but nobody ever talks about it And then there was him you were hanging out with While I watched you from a distance with a grit in my teeth Was he with you the same way we are in these sheets I can feel the ground slip away underneath my feet, shit Is this what they call losing ground I only wanted us to be mentally sound Spacebound, and the body will follow Coming through like a greyhound day, like you're somebody that i know Our souls intertwined We aged like a fine wine When you go i'd barely move When you here I rhyme right

BRO U R THE BEST

In my head the melody is singinging " Maia...." its comforting 😇 even though Im only imagining.. Love the male & female type voice... the male is answering her ....

Seeing me as a baby really hit the spot, i was crying like a baby up in 02, keep it solid T, be real thats what partnas do. 3,,

I listen to it and wrote down a couple lyrics and made a song even though it's not my beat I give all credits to you for this amazing and awesome beat I love you so much this beat is dope and I hope you have an awesome day

This beat is worth millions BEAST MAN SERIOUS JHEEEZ

🔥🔥🔥🔥👌🏼This is it💯

Reich und schön? Nein, das bin ich nicht Ich bin der Falsche, falls dir das wichtig ist Ich habe nur mein Herz und meine Ehrlichkeit Und es tut mir leid, weil es für mehr nicht reicht Reich und schön? Nein, das bin ich nicht Ich bin der Falsche, falls dir das wichtig ist Ich habe nur mein Herz und meine Ehrlichkeit Und es tut mir leid (yeah), weil es für mehr nicht reicht Mit dir an meiner Seite wurde mein Traum wahr Jeder meiner Freunde sagte, wir sind ein Traumpaar Ich muss mir nicht mehr die Nächte um die Ohren schlagen Weil Verliebte in der Disko nix verloren haben Du nahmst mir all den Hass und all die Wut in mir Ich glaub', das Schicksal meint es endlich gut mit mir Ein Mensch, das bist du nicht, nein, das wüsste ich Du musst ein Engel sein, darum beschützt du mich

Yooo i Never got goose bumps while Hearing a beat good job man ☝🏻

This beat is dope 🔥🔥

These beats slap hard❤

🔥🔥🔥 this already got my head gone. 💯 Verse slayed & sleeping to it 😏 very much appreciated. GN yall

This beat is 🔥🔥🔥

stay solid gabe, your in heaven and your perfect like a tombstone more beautiful than woman. NE..

You're the best bro

I love this music so much, what a nice music. 😘😘😘🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖❤️❤️❤️👍

Enough crying, tears can't erase all that pain Stop lying, on yourself that you won the game Yeah i gave them my heart on a cheap plate Never took a permission to skip a date Cause i wanted to be loved, to feel okay, perfect I was dumb when i hid it all inside Felt nobody giving shit to me in real life I'm so tragic that I lost my faith and insight, oh shit

NICE BEAT BRO AAAYYYEEEE

I love this instrumental,hits hard

How did yuh create such a heart ☹️touching beats lots of love Keep comming back ❤️

I LOVE THIS BEAT

That was on another level ...Good work brother I ❤d it

This got me...nice work

Встретил я её в парке Ынтымак Глядела на меня словно влюблена Искал ее взгляд, чтоб не потерять Чтоб потом найти, чтоб номер взять Ее карие глаза, были словно океан Смотрела на меня как будто влюблена Я смотрел в ответ Сенин коздорун кантет Будто бы рассвет Мага сен гана керек Здесь она сидела, хлопая руками Имени не знал, но потом узнаю Встретил я ее тогда, но не смог сказать Мага жагып калганынын жашыра албайм Песню не закончил, она уже уходит Хотел я подойти, но Видимо не хочет Но все же повернулась давая мне надежду Ты хоть подожди, захвачу свою одежду Чувстами радости, покупаю сладости Мило улыбается, прыгает от радости Ростом не большая, красивая такая Кажется святая, будто неземная Чувстами радости, покупаю сладости Мило улыбается, прыгает от радости Ростом не большая, красивая такая Кажется святая, будто неземная Ее глаза словно океан, посмотрит на меня и я пьян Ее карие глаза подобны Багдаду Выдержат они любую осаду

Look at me like a mirror Don't u see the end product of your bad love Oh love oh girl oh girl I'm not myself anymore Shattered like a glass I took the fall Why girl oh no oh no Look at me in pieces Never knew this day would come Why did I pick the callllll to this deadly mission Everyday you hurt me When I complain you say is not your intention Don't even miss me You don't say it but when you're sleeping you mention You don't go to the kitchen

You got me with this one hear fam

Thus is special my G

Had to create a new hit, ill be devastated, if i was banned from this, this is the expression of a rap i confess with this.

Could never fit in, always feeling like an impostor Angrier by the day fearing not to turn into a monster Started to learn how to be alone, to work on myself Just like i got used to seeing no food on the fridge shelf Stronger by the day, counting my blessings i started to see That the third most hard working person i know is me I know hard work, pain, happines and i know struggle But sometimes a good time can pop like a soap bubble Grown up too fast, seen the ugly too early Some of the shit one goes thru can make your skin curly

As a R&B singer you speaking my language

This beat man 🔥🔥🥺😍

hey love, love your content. So are you charging for royalties or just the one-time payment to get the beat?

This Beat Makes Me Feel. Great Fucking Job Keep That Shit Going.

this is beautiful!! it gave me chills ... thank u