My suicide attempts were spred Out. Months or more. Jesus I bet frowns on what i tried. I understand alot you have Expressed. I have this deep Down feeling for you. Love? Never happened before. You are my first and last Feeling before i sleep and When i wake up. I will be your love and friend Until i die. Please know tbis Is a fragile time for us. I do my thing when i feel unsteady. I am Strong.but i recently found More about me, thinking deeply. Lucia has understood more About me. God has opened my Eyes a bit more. Be honest with me. I will be what ever i can for you. Lucia love friend