Yesss! On point totally, but not as broken as I thought I was going to be. In fact feeling fabulous! And no moving on, not going to waste my energy to try again.
You're also describing how the relationship played out. I love you, I don't, I love you, but I'm not going to invest. I ended it when I found out he was monkey branching. Broke my heart, but I know my worth. Thank you for the read. How joyous you're travelling so much. It can expand your mindset so much, can't it?!
So cool you're in Cape Town, one of my favourite cities. I am originally from South Africa so biased. Have a fantastic time Wolfman. Interesting reading - curious to see how this pans out. We didn't end things but it's been wishy washy and it's very complex. The connection is magnetic for sure. And I love him. But I'm not going to carry the relationship on my own anymore. Hopefully he's realising what he's going to miss in time as I'm on the fence. I'm tired. And although I'm not out there dating, there is real interest shown by a stable interesting person. Not entertaining it for now but the clock is ticking. Do go to Boulders bay to see the penguins - very cool ❤
I was in a long-distance relationship for 5 months, all of a sudden, he tells me to move on... then 2 months later, he wanted to apologize for how things ended, but also that he doesn't want a relationship???? Confusing AF!.. the reading totally resonates. The truth is I was angry at him but I feel I still love him. If he wanted to work things out, I would totally do that ... I want to reconcile for sure.. but since he don't want a relationship? IDK what to do.. I kind of walked away and said no to hooking up with him .. he planned a date despite me saying no to hooking up... and HE CANCELLED the date OMG SMH WTF ugh!!! Thanks for the reading :)
I’m sure he is ,toxic af ♎️ and abusive narcissistic behavior, I had to break away it hurt so much to walk away because I wanted to help him heal because I loved him but at some point I have to do what’s best for me and practice self love ❤️ heal myself and move on find the right person
