Feeling all of this and pretty deeply. This year has been insane! Seems like a test of patience and perseverance. I have been leaning on spirituality lately.. nothing else brings peace these days.
I feel the duality, I trust in the universe and God. But I'm not seeing the results in the 3d world. So it makes it hard to be 100% trusting day to day when I don't see a change
I can’t make a move away because of my own expectations and thinking I’m justified in leaving but learned that I need to be a better person to control myself first in order to know what I want and how to get it. So many comments here resonated as well that I think we should all have our own Saggi support group! 😂❤
I love you and I dont I trust you and I dont I want you but I dont I care but I don’t I cant live with you, but I cant live without you I regret to ever met you, but u were the best thing that ever happened to me I love you but I hate you You are my best friend but I cant talk to you bc I love you I blocked you bc I need you You admire my strength and you are my weakness I wanna see you but I cant handle When u get close, I run I want let go and move forward but I cant That’s the duality of this TF connection 😞
this reading is exactly where im at.....just listening helped me to know the decisions i will be making in the future....it is about self care...i know what i know...pretending i can tolerate certain things from others when it goes strongly against my own beliefs is self defeating... im ok with others doing what they do... they just cant consistantly make my life frustrating,my job to change what i do and dont allow
16:26 I immediately said, “In-between.”This is serendipitously creepy. I just finished writing my grandfather’s eulogy which, at his request includes one of his most favorite quotes written by me that I had originally wrote and delivered at commencement ceremonies back in 2001-2002ish. The title? I thought you would never ask. It too just so happens to be titled “In-Between.” You know, that thing we call LIFE, and how it happens so fast? Well, DEATH happens even faster. I had not seen my grandpa much lately, to my regret.😔 Now that I think about it, I had also not seen any of ur readings in months, but found this one popped up on my feed. Coincidence? I think not. Don’t be silly. There is no such thing as coincidence. THANK YOU! ❤ btw, he was a Virgo.
This resonates for me and explains all of this intensity that is idling like a paradox, spinning in one spot, eager for forward movement but resisting it at the same time. Aaaggghhh!!!
thats how i feel. i want to but i dont have the means. if i had the means, i could take off and live the dream and finally start enjoying life and getting on with things but i have no way of getting there right now. its exciting but scary at the same time lol. were living in a daydream.
Haha, thanks for the praise - left it out to the universe ! Working on everything - being strong! And yes, it has certainly been very intense and confusing :) Riding the wave.
Wow felt like a personal reading. Inbetween closing a cycle with a twinflame/soulmate where I would get a new start but want the start to be with her at the same time 😂
This is why I made my affirmations channel. So after watching tarot. I listen to robotic affirmations, so i dont spiral out of control but instead saturate my mind after Tarot reading's
I definitely am experiencing it at the depth that you are reading it. If possible. Also, cats have had a very recent significance in my life so I love that yours played a little part in the reading ❣️ I hope that you all stay blessed 🙌🙏
When I was a driver, I rolled at 4:00 AM. It was my favorite time. I knew the sun was coming, a while for the traffic to build. The sun would come up on one side with brilliant colors and pitch black on the other. The guarantee of a new day. A new era is at hand. I understand that. It is confusing. What life do I choose? Two very different paths. Feeling claustrophobic if I think about it. Like picking up a load from Texas, dropping it in Michigan. Wanting to go home. Can't think about what I'm missing. Can't think about how long it's going to take. Just checking my brakes, pointing forward, running the gears and rolling. That's what I'm doing now. Just moving forward, knowing everything will change soon enough.
I just got the knowing that says which road I'm to take. I trust in my tummy and I trust the knowing. And if I'm going where I'm meant to, then the universe will make it happen. Things are so easy and smooth when things are right. And so very bumpy when things are wrong... but I always know when it's time to go and it's time to go... And that's all i know as of today but it's more than I knew yesterday
Yep saggy energy is cool at times-oh yeah😏.But yes then the overthinking starts and distorts trusting.🤪oh well hopefully it will work out.cool reading,love the kitty saying it's ok💥💕
This resonates completely. I don't know what exactly I should leave behind that closing door and what can come with me. So I am in the middle dealing with what is (separation). The past behind me and the future in front of me. I trust in the divine and it's intention, but since there is a human being involved there's also free will. I was guided to leave him and I thought this time it was for good. After some months of healing, it all seemed to come back. The knowing deep down inside, this is not the end. But what if I am wrong? What if I stop myself from moving on. And what does that mean, moving on? Are we at a very necesarry pauze again or are we at the end of what could have been? Here's my lovestory for those who's interested. It felt good to me to wright it all down (the short version at least). Maybe it does something for you. Sorry Ali to use your comment section for this.❤ We've met on 8 21th 2018 (you see the 1111?). I knew him, I came home, I would follow him everywhere (coming from a already very independant woman, always doing her own thing)! I knew his mouth, couldn't stop looking at his mouth. Shortly after that first encouter, it was already so intens, he backed away. It was hurtfull, I felt abandoned and I was clinging to him. I knew I was doing that and that it wasn't going to help. But I couldn't stop myself. I was stuck in the fear of loosing him. I didn't know why I felt so strong. Little sidenote: I have always been spiritual and knew things before it happened. But it wasn't part of my life anymore for years. At that time I was going to the woods to calm down and there was that first connection/talk with the divine. First they taught me to speak to my ego and thank him for protecting mevall my life, and that they have another important job now. Then they taught me the difference between their voice and the voice of my ego. After that they taught me how to get out of my head by grounding properly, so I could hear more clearly. So it became my daily routine to go to the woods, and they were there every time. They explained to me what was happening. They always waited to start the long conversations, untill I was properly grounded. And when I thought I was ready, they said: 'No, Just walk a little longer!' Sometimes I had to walk for an hour, before I was ready to hear them. I could ask all kinds of questions and they baffled me with the answers. I could've never come up with those answers myself. In that same place after a month or so, I connected with him too, but I didn't like it at first. I was laying down my soul there, and it felt much too vulnerable for him to know what I was feeling at the very depts of my soul. This was my forest, my church, where I heal. He shouldn't easedrop on me! So this has always been a guided connection with telepathy, and coming together in the 5d. (We didn't speak in the 3d anymore, he blocked me after I called him out!) After many months of healing our past life's together, having fights, arguments and disagreements, and passionate lovemaking, and me almost giving up, there was a moment where he suddenly chose me, I felt as if I was at a ceremony where we said yes to eachother. Right after that moment, we were thrown out of the 5D by a thundervoice. "We didn't belong there anymore it said". Oh my god that was hurtfull. No contact anymore, it was the most beautiful open loving relationship I've ever known and I lost it! I knew why, it was all explained to me.This lifetime there are no big obstacles like in the past, only small ones, we can come together if we both work on ourselves. So it all really started in the 5d. First we had to say yes to eachother in the 5d, then I had to wait for him to come to me in the 3d, being patient, taking babysteps if he comes. And he did, 3 months later, he did (March 2019). But the coming together part in 3D, never was for long. There was so much anger in him towards women. I never took it personally, but I did call him out on it. He didn't like that and disappeared again. He tried to stay in contact, he really did. But he told me "everytime I was with you, I have to put myself together again before I can reach out again." I never know what to say and that's normally not something I have trouble with". It was just too much! And I was patient, thinking about the babysteps. Untill that day where he wanted to come around, but triggered me with the wrong way of speaking. I didn't like that and he couldn't control his anger. He hang up on me, and didn't speak to me for 1 year. He didn't block me anymore, but he never responded to my messages. This wasn't suppose to happen, but it did. The divine told me, it was going to be alright. But I was hurt, felt left behind again like in the past lifes. The wounds were all opened up again, where we're suppose to close that door permanently, by moving forward together in the 3D. That was the plan of the divine. But he was stubbern (Taurus) and choose his ego. Well you know the readings, for years always stuck, procrastonating, numb. This was a serious period of healing for me. After 1 year I felt a strong urge to call him, but I was proud and didn't want to give in. Why should I, he never responded before? So, I put my phone down on the couch, and somehow (divine work) it fell in such way, that it called his number. I didn't know what to do so I acted as if I didn't know it was calling him. Luckily he didn't answer. I hear the divine, "wait for a few months, he will call back". That was january and yes on March 7th 2020 he texted. "Is everything ok with you? Are you sick? I heard strange noises on my phone?" My heart was beating so loud, I didn't know what to do! I knew if I responded to this, I needed not expect too much of it. I needed not to fall back in that old clinging energy. Was I ready? Was he ready? I called back. He had been in severe trouble. From having a home and a steady job, he became homeless, penniless, abandoned, no contact anymore with friends and family, trusting nobody anymore. At that time he was living at the YMCA, just getting back on his feet, but now he lived 2 hours away. That's why he didn't answer the phone, he had no money! But the old issues weren't solved, he even was more bitter and angry then before. I knew this was a very needed tower for him. A harsh wake up call. A new chance to really work on himself. I tried to be there for him, support him. But he couldn't handle it and really exploded towards me with words in a way I couldn't accept. I said goodbye again. 4 months later he called. He found a job and a room for himself. He apologized for his words, don't want this fights anymore and wanted to talk, to explain, to come over, before he started working again. It took him some weeks to really do so (the longest weeks of my life😂). He came we talked for hours, we cooked rogether. His life was still a mess and he seemed to understand now, that he had to clean up his life. He stayed over, but I didn't want sex (ooohh I wanted it, but it was not the right time). He thought he was ready, talking about a future together, coming together more often. I saw him 5 times in 1 month and it was always good. No fights anymore, long talks, always interested in my thoughts, he started to smile again. (I love it when he smiles, it makes my heart sing). And I gave myself completely! At that time I was having a small operation on my eyes. I spoke to him afterwards and he said with a surprised tone in his voice: I was thinking about.you all day?! After that he didn't come as often anymore. We spoke daily, but he didn't come round anymore. I understood what was happening, so I just gave love and was patient. Thinking back 'babysteps'. The daily talks got weekly talks. The 5 times in a month became 3 months, 6 months. Again, he tried, but the moment the feelings became intense, he disappeared on me emotionally, just to appear again with no change at all. At least not visible for me. And my self-love became stronger then my love for him. This was hurting me, nothing seems to change for the better. We're stuck! He wants me in his life, but he can't give what we both deserve. He needs to love himself first. That brings me back to where we are now. In separation and me trusting the Divine, but not his ability to go through the dark night of the soul. Thank you for reading this. I'm not angry, not even that sad. I just don't know anymore. 😢
I've made the decision to leave the country I'm currently living in and once a decision is made, it's set in stone. However, I have to think abour my daughter and if she will come with me or not. This is HER country, but not MINE. I feel like the decision is making me feel like I am this state of duality right now. You hit everything I've been feeling on the head. Your readings are always the best guidance for us all. Very clear and to the point, it would be impossible not to resonate. It feels like you are just reinforcing how I am always feeling and it's very validating and comforting. THANK YOU Ali. ❤😊
I was in already at the first 3 min ( Leo sun also)...trust the universe eveyting happens in divine time but...knowing what's comming and it takes sooooo long ...fair comes in sometimes.
For me, I don’t know what I’m SUPPOSED to do. I don’t see a future for myself or understand what I’m supposed to do in my life. I’m working on my self love and it’s not clear, it’s a lot of over thinking! I love the critters, they love you so much.
Ali, this reading is amazingly relevant for dear Sagi far from me, whose duality remains close in my thoughts. Have given you a tick for many reasons which applaud well done,👍 by you!
I agree. Constantly being conflicted is no way to live . I think and wonder if it isnt the exact opposite of contentment and inner contentmemt Im told is the source of happiness!? A wise person once told me" If you dont stand for something you'll FALL for anything" or in my case ANYONE, which hasnt been good😄😢
I think my crush is a Sag. So these readings are confusing for me, as I try to discern which messages are for me and which are for him. This back and forth has been going on for months. He ended a relationship and it was painful. I get it. But he hasn’t given me anything to work with. I know he is attracted to me. But that’s all I know for sure. So this reading, in particular is crazy. Crazy because I can see his dilemma
Try researching avoidant and anxious attachment styles. Bring in the present moment and only live there. Not all the readings will be about a specific person. But the fear and attention should be on you and your growth and that person will come along or not. Good luck! I’ve been struggling and I’m a Sag.
I knew i loved you more then horoscopes😂. I'm a trucker. Yes. Amazing driving looking forward to night while partially day behind us. I feel thats life. Moving forward while the past still lngers. 🎉❤
I blocked my ex Aquarius, ppl who bring arguments, and negative energy. I dont need people who don't want to get their life together and just waste my time. I passed on people who were interesting in just sex and maybe they were serious, but I wasnt interested in it. I do have a bit of a crush on someone, but I live with him and his mom. LOL his mom treats me like family, but I'm scared and dont want drama. I'm just gonna sit and wait a bit. I'm so much happier with the ppl in my life. Everyone is so fun and happy now. I love it. She is like my mom. Is just that I have a kid with a heart condition and most korean/Asian family won't accept it. He is so sweet. He even opened the door at the gym for his mom and stuff. I'm like awww were you waiting all this time for us? lol I feel like I'm in a Korean drama.
Dont wait and waste ( time) way in past for me now but I did that gave away half a decade of my life and was played the fool whole time. My dear Dad I can remembet him telling me " the ONE thing you can NEVER get back is time, of course when I first heard it I laughed it off( oh I had all the time in the world) oh was he right, was he EVER! In more than one one way
I’m being evicted and I’m terrified and my baby daddy just abandoned me. I’m terrified I don’t want to end up on the street for a parking eviction. Please I’m losing hope and fear for my children . Please reach out. I usually trust God but I feel demonic or bad spirits surrounded me and don’t know why. I’m trying to be positive but the sign are not showing positive. I’m usually lucky but idk what is going on . Something os not shaking this feeling of hopeless please help
hello my dear friend thank you for your reading, Italy. I have Leo ascending and Cancer in my moon, A Virgo is always in my mind and heart, is this possible???
I am in a duality here and i am dealing with a virgo. I wanna move on but i wanna stay and wait for her. She did something to me something so bad but i wanna say i forgive her. We are in no contact and i think we are both having a hard time on this
I think w out realizing it ure telling me … what i know & need to FULLY AACCEPT Because i keep waiting on divine intervention. Waiting to see if xyz actually happens as if thats when ill know…. The whole lesson and everything i was supposed to learn (according to readings)/ spirit guides is learning to stand up for myself, speak up MAKE A DECISION. I pull back because some readings say xyz & i thi k ok hes sincere he wants to change and be better blah blah. And even tho especially energetically and eye openingly im like THIS IS IT. It HAS to be. I can never be this way again. Wholely. (Holy) funny. So ive just been doing what i can to move forward & “waiting “ for someone / universe to make it happen….
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Thank God that I’ve been given an opportunity to finally have peace in my life without her creating so much emotional chaos. God himself set me free from this prison of weakness, because of my thoughtful sense of duty to provide for someone who cannot be grateful for anything. She doesn’t have an ounce of humility or self respect. She can’t give credit to those that gave her the opportunity to choose in the first place. Selfish desire for free provisions by manipulating her spouse, her twin flame, and demand from them what is not deserved at all. Time for her to realize what she lost. 😊 Single life full of abundance is mine for the taking. Say I won’t!!! 😂😂😂
