@@johnchipol7716 you are correct. It's not on the actual Harem album but on the rarities volumes. The history of the song gets kind of blurry as many of the songs on the rarities are outtakes and demos from "fly" and "harem" but as far as I can tell, this song is an outtake from "harem". I remember reading about it in a sarah brightman interview where she mentioned this was one of her favorite outtakes from that album
