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sasha sloan performing dancing with your ghost (slowed n reverb)
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@mariapershaug6350
@mariapershaug6350 3 года назад
Idk who needs to hear it but it gets better. You’re hurting cause you’re growing. It’s growth. You can’t stay the same so the universe gives u challenges it KNOWS you will survive. You need to look at your problem from a different perspective. Remember life is what you make it. You’re thoughts are your life. If you’re not happy with your life. Change it. I know it’s hard but it’s worth it!
@shayfeehan
@shayfeehan 3 года назад
i need this c:
@cydthestrangee
@cydthestrangee 3 года назад
I needed this ;c
@cb8022
@cb8022 3 года назад
❤️
@mur2721
@mur2721 3 года назад
How ? :)
@mariapershaug6350
@mariapershaug6350 3 года назад
Marsya Munirah wdym?
@aminalesbekovaa
@aminalesbekovaa 3 года назад
my mom didn't carry me for 9 months to see me here crying over my life. i'm not showing her my tears and my desire to fall asleep forever. i'm here for her. god help me.
@zahraaamardinaa
@zahraaamardinaa 3 года назад
please stay strong. whatever it is that you are going through at the moment, you're strong and you can overcome this. things would get better for you soon, so please keep going
@macyjulia135
@macyjulia135 3 года назад
You can't even capitalize the "G" in "god."
@alliyahbriggs7768
@alliyahbriggs7768 3 года назад
Ok and its a common mistake everyone makes mistakes but go off I guess☺😘
@char8190
@char8190 3 года назад
i’m proud of you (:
@lilyyyd.4739
@lilyyyd.4739 3 года назад
same, i had MAJOR family problems my whole life. i learned how to say “i don’t want to live anymore” to myself at the age of 8.
@klavia6919
@klavia6919 3 года назад
This made my depression depressed
@kairimn9240
@kairimn9240 3 года назад
Same
@rukhoshangne6835
@rukhoshangne6835 3 года назад
Lol! But it may be true what u said.
@save.the.earth7367
@save.the.earth7367 3 года назад
Mine too 😪😭😔
@notdonyet4130
@notdonyet4130 3 года назад
maybe there's peace in that too
@louisemacbrayne6165
@louisemacbrayne6165 3 года назад
Same :(
@aronnnn.
@aronnnn. 3 года назад
Playing This at 3am Hits Different
@stefanvalentinivan4019
@stefanvalentinivan4019 3 года назад
Aaron John BV at 6am after a long shift hits alot more different
@macyjulia135
@macyjulia135 3 года назад
And you capitalizing almost every first letter hits different too.
@maram2806
@maram2806 3 года назад
Back it up FBI agent how did u know
@aryaghai7701
@aryaghai7701 3 года назад
@@stefanvalentinivan4019 just played this at 6am hit different 😩
@garlandtelcide
@garlandtelcide 3 года назад
2am right now 😭
@Charlie_222
@Charlie_222 3 года назад
*When I die, Don't come to my grave and sit there for hours, Telling me how much you loved and missed me... Because I wanted to hear that when I was alive...Not dead.*
@stassi.faithh
@stassi.faithh 3 года назад
love you fam:)
@gayalien6450
@gayalien6450 3 года назад
When I'm dead I don't want people to know that I died.
@user-gm7yw4tw4h
@user-gm7yw4tw4h 3 года назад
Same here...but, you will believe me if I tell you that I would want to meet every ARMY and give the a tight hug because they believe me about my depression when my mother didn't...So, even if you die I would feel something missing in me cuz you are now in our family who love and support each other till eternity and even if we don't meet it doesn't mean we don't love you 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@shan3622
@shan3622 3 года назад
(T_T) TRUE
@smackmyasslikethedrum5912
@smackmyasslikethedrum5912 3 года назад
Damn this hurt a lot
@ps9879
@ps9879 3 года назад
Son: Why always the good people die? Mother: As you stand in a field, which flowers do you pick? Son: The beautiful ones...
@oops3795
@oops3795 2 года назад
I would pick the ugliest
@shiny6583
@shiny6583 2 года назад
@@oops3795 even the ugly one are beautiful but they prefer to hide it. only those who understand their true meaning will love them...
@kanakkaradbhajne7105
@kanakkaradbhajne7105 2 года назад
@@shiny6583 beautiful.
@glitteringdusk9651
@glitteringdusk9651 2 года назад
Why pick flowers? Beauty is to be admired for its impermanence
@rahelanoormazumder2311
@rahelanoormazumder2311 2 года назад
Ah thats hurt 💔
@jilliancabrito4453
@jilliancabrito4453 3 года назад
The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. -Carroll Bryant
@hoshina1294
@hoshina1294 3 года назад
Yeah
@ariameehan2655
@ariameehan2655 3 года назад
I- wow
@rachelohlson2583
@rachelohlson2583 2 года назад
Double wow👏👏 for you comment
@divyanshverma495
@divyanshverma495 2 года назад
@@archanakeerthy9045 No don't please!!!
@divyanshverma495
@divyanshverma495 2 года назад
@@archanakeerthy9045 don't give up don't loose hope !! Ik its hard, but there are thousands of reason to keep your life going.
@Lily-od2tn
@Lily-od2tn 4 года назад
1:03 your welcome 🥺
@dorinaorcic6670
@dorinaorcic6670 3 года назад
Thank you omg
@skyswann7943
@skyswann7943 3 года назад
Thanks
@kamaloday9828
@kamaloday9828 3 года назад
Noo thank you
@holy_marijuana
@holy_marijuana 3 года назад
Ah, The Saviour!
@unzala
@unzala 2 года назад
ily
@FuwaNemui
@FuwaNemui 3 года назад
This hits different when you fall in love with a fictional character. 💔
@sassy_artist9107
@sassy_artist9107 3 года назад
I am a fucking weeb, I fall in love with every non existent character bro
@miyukomiya8286
@miyukomiya8286 3 года назад
Indeed
@maifujo4837
@maifujo4837 3 года назад
No don't do this to me
@isannahouwen654
@isannahouwen654 3 года назад
Or when your favorite character dies 😀
@petrac.9056
@petrac.9056 3 года назад
yup.
@sophialinares6943
@sophialinares6943 3 года назад
Am I the only one who thought I would never get my heart broken.
@vareeshakhan191
@vareeshakhan191 3 года назад
Same
@megane5706
@megane5706 3 года назад
You are not the only one
@genjimain1150
@genjimain1150 3 года назад
Nah put me in 😂😂
@rishantkushwaha458
@rishantkushwaha458 3 года назад
same ...u are not the only one..
@vixletaura
@vixletaura 2 года назад
No... you're not alone...
@itsNotevenAllthat
@itsNotevenAllthat 3 года назад
My beautiful boyfriend passed away Aug 9th 2020 & this breaks my heart 💔i miss him so much this pain is so unreal. I watched him take his last breathe. Every night I’m truly dancing with his ghost 💔
@summermarie3387
@summermarie3387 3 года назад
i’m so sorry🥺💖
@zg6885
@zg6885 3 года назад
That's my birthdate and im so sorry for your loss, which i know you must be tired of hearing but i truly am. Stay strong and know that things in life happen for a reason. You are strong enough to get through this. I believe in you and I love you so much :)
@haeunaaa
@haeunaaa 3 года назад
I feel you .. my lover passed two months ago. My heart is with you. Stay strong
@aliciayu7438
@aliciayu7438 3 года назад
@Maja Malinowska that's really insensitive of you to ask.
@christiannarzl8982
@christiannarzl8982 3 года назад
I am really sorry for your loss. It will get better just let the time pass.
@kennethbandong6287
@kennethbandong6287 3 года назад
I asked her, do you still love me? But then she said "It's not like before"
@killervfrost7260
@killervfrost7260 3 года назад
Hope everything got better for you...
@neko-musume1989
@neko-musume1989 3 года назад
you okay ?
@deniseaudreyribo3034
@deniseaudreyribo3034 3 года назад
:(
@laila-wq1jf
@laila-wq1jf 3 года назад
I’m here for you
@danelisebloemhoff1480
@danelisebloemhoff1480 3 года назад
Hey man, u deserve better. I promise it'll get better :)
@khushi8201
@khushi8201 3 года назад
jus imagine, your younger self runs to you from behind your back, you see how happy you were and that you were just a kid with dreams, you see yourself running around and playing and your younger self has no idea who you've become now. imagine a conversation with your younger self. all you want to be again is a kid. you dont want any of the pain you carry in the present. you want to dance with your own ghost. ghost of the kid you were once. everything was so simple back then. when did it get complicated? when did we all become broken? when did our smiles disappear? when did our souls get lost? why do we grow :(
@hussaingandhi8469
@hussaingandhi8469 2 года назад
Life was beautiful back then ngl :/ but nvm we can't go back in the past so gotta make the present beautiful
@Samin-wq6dp
@Samin-wq6dp Год назад
This comment is fking underrated
@ashu1992nd
@ashu1992nd Год назад
💔
@harshd7742
@harshd7742 Год назад
Okay,now wipe my tear!
@soumibiswas5394
@soumibiswas5394 Год назад
It hits different bro💔💔
@xloesub
@xloesub 3 года назад
the fact that your reading and liking every comment 🥺🥺 btw this is UNDERATED
@dolanaxoxi1124
@dolanaxoxi1124 3 года назад
The dislikes were problaty the ones who weren't dancing with ghosts 😌
@sweettrush2366
@sweettrush2366 3 года назад
Probably*
@notdonyet4130
@notdonyet4130 3 года назад
Maybe because they too, lost their ghost :(
@parth...9249
@parth...9249 3 года назад
Ghosts to left them😶
@parth...9249
@parth...9249 3 года назад
@Potato op yea same with me❤️
@jeff-qn6qr
@jeff-qn6qr 10 месяцев назад
Dislike button. Is now a ghost
@KL-xl3xu
@KL-xl3xu 3 года назад
I stay up all night, tell myself I’m alright That hits hard when u can relate
@alenamoua1129
@alenamoua1129 3 года назад
Mhmm
@KL-xl3xu
@KL-xl3xu 3 года назад
Alena Moua lol
@fluff6612
@fluff6612 3 года назад
yeah it hits hard as hell and i always remember all my heartbreaks when i hear this song🙂🔫
@KL-xl3xu
@KL-xl3xu 3 года назад
@Citlaly Calvario-Cornejo nope. But yeah. 🌚🌚🌚
@KL-xl3xu
@KL-xl3xu 3 года назад
@Citlaly Calvario-Cornejo yep. 🌚
@evaang8003
@evaang8003 3 года назад
Why do i like this more than the original
@lilghosty6532
@lilghosty6532 3 года назад
Same
@LyzeofQill
@LyzeofQill 2 года назад
Same
@lanyaluay6275
@lanyaluay6275 4 года назад
This deserves more views. It’s really good ☺️
@mohitmax00
@mohitmax00 Год назад
😭❤️
@mivaanagarwal4549
@mivaanagarwal4549 10 месяцев назад
Damm trueee
@crackerjam4238
@crackerjam4238 3 года назад
Songs just hit different when you’re crying
@kiemidemdamn
@kiemidemdamn 4 года назад
It's really heartbreaking 💔... It's my favourite version of this song🥺
@adorkari
@adorkari 4 года назад
Same! 🥺
@rabiatuladawiyah7079
@rabiatuladawiyah7079 4 года назад
I feel like floating at the sky peacfully😌
@mariamgergidze1988
@mariamgergidze1988 3 года назад
This is one of the most relatable song ever and it hurts like hell.
@btsarmylovejimin4489
@btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад
Vaa armegona aq tu qartvels vnaxavdi, Hurt like hell sac mousmine
@gretchenkinnamon7306
@gretchenkinnamon7306 3 года назад
Listening to this at 2 am with your ghost filling your side of the bed hurts different. I can feel your touch, your sleepy breath on my neck, and your gentle forehead kisses as I fell asleep... sometimes I feel like I regret loving to hard then I remember what you do to me and how much better my life is with you in it. thank you and I hope you are as happy as you can be where ever it may be... [edit:] if this is annoying please lmk I’ll delete but I don’t mean to rant I’m just literally writing in tears
@aryaghai7701
@aryaghai7701 3 года назад
I could feel him too!
@erionakonjusha
@erionakonjusha 3 года назад
no darling express it.Im here to listen dw
@ceresor5261
@ceresor5261 3 года назад
darling it's okay, don't hold your feelings back.
@vaidehipatel1816
@vaidehipatel1816 3 года назад
❤❤❤
@crescenttan
@crescenttan 2 года назад
sending much love to you🥺💙
@annelisemucoolname9225
@annelisemucoolname9225 3 года назад
My dog died on 2nd Feb 2021 and I'm still holding on to her memory so hard. I have no regrets, I loved her the most and I held her till she took her last breath so she would never know a moment alone. But I just can't move on. Everything hurts, I can't even listen to the songs we used to listen together.
@ejune0381
@ejune0381 2 года назад
My dog of 3 years died yesterday. I am completely broken. I just look around me and everything reminds me of her. Hoe did you cope.
@toe_salad3631
@toe_salad3631 2 года назад
Damn that made me remember my cat that died when i was in fourth grade
@sophiarodano6403
@sophiarodano6403 3 года назад
I am not depressed but the more I listen to these slowed songs makes me feel like I am depressed...slowed songs just makes you want to listen more and relate while reading the comments
@sanskritiagrawal2329
@sanskritiagrawal2329 2 года назад
Exactly
@shaanvisamsuri1951
@shaanvisamsuri1951 2 года назад
This hits different when you've lost your first love :)
@hatdoghahaha7312
@hatdoghahaha7312 3 года назад
"I feel kinda bored with the same life everyday."
@btsarmylovejimin4489
@btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад
EXACTLYYYY
@epiphany5
@epiphany5 2 года назад
Yeah I'm gonna give up I'm sorry
@btsarmylovejimin4489
@btsarmylovejimin4489 2 года назад
@@epiphany5 what u mean give up? I hope it isnt what i am thinking rn
@madalasaiamrutha2207
@madalasaiamrutha2207 2 года назад
@@epiphany5 heyy! You good??
@rachelohlson2583
@rachelohlson2583 2 года назад
Join the club honey.. ☹️
@Farah-xr2on
@Farah-xr2on 3 года назад
When u fall in love w someone who will never love u back 😐💔
@btsarmylovejimin4489
@btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад
Like kpop idols
@funclips6549
@funclips6549 2 года назад
True man
@h.ngoooooo
@h.ngoooooo 4 года назад
this is slowed to perfection, thank you youtube for recommending this at the exact perfect time :(
@lol-yy1xf
@lol-yy1xf 3 года назад
"I gotta moved on, But its hurts to try" damn..ify🥺💔
@chloec5133
@chloec5133 3 года назад
this song never fails to make me cry
@kairimn9240
@kairimn9240 3 года назад
I stay up all night tell myself i'm alright
@hadasanueve7704
@hadasanueve7704 3 года назад
1. あなたはこれを通り抜けます、これは通過します
@kairimn9240
@kairimn9240 3 года назад
@@hadasanueve7704 はい🥺
@deepaksrivastava1553
@deepaksrivastava1553 Год назад
Many people will dedicate this song for their beloved ones . But i dedicate it to my life , its hard to live with dreams and you can't see any path going towards your dreams. I hope God answers my prayers 💕
@user-sb4rr8oq3u
@user-sb4rr8oq3u Год назад
I know what that means and I think many of us know too... I fell in love with the language but I can't learn it because everyone in my family is making fun of me and it. Also the language is hard it self... new alfabet and new all. And I have no one to help me with it also I am going to high school... And I will have to learn another languge and I won't have time to learn by myself this really hard language... I might have time for it after high school but it is not said...
@leajascintafoo4083
@leajascintafoo4083 3 года назад
"comitting suicide doesn't stop the pain" "it passes it on to someone else"
@geethikavenkatesan2627
@geethikavenkatesan2627 3 года назад
does it tho? cause one of the most popular reasons commit, and i know this from experience, is because people didn't care in the first place? I'm not sure. its my opinion. I'm probably wrong as always
@geethikavenkatesan2627
@geethikavenkatesan2627 3 года назад
*people commit is what i meant to say
@koutarowifey7311
@koutarowifey7311 2 года назад
Your comment saved my life
@dinmemarak9476
@dinmemarak9476 2 года назад
You are very right my friend😔
@nessie9873
@nessie9873 2 года назад
from my experience i can say that's so true
@beccabre7844
@beccabre7844 3 года назад
I realized that I need to let go of you now I know you’re not coming back anymore I miss you... always
@melanieyang2909
@melanieyang2909 3 года назад
Felt😔🤚I beg once but i will never beg twice "I gotta move on but it hurts to try"🥺
@YTdude562
@YTdude562 3 года назад
Hardest thing in life, letting go of what you thought was real..
@embrace7052
@embrace7052 3 года назад
Sasha sloan songs >>>> Honestly her songs helped me a lot through my sad days and they still do. She is a saviour, but she is underrated
@megoomarcoo5952
@megoomarcoo5952 3 года назад
“I stay up all night, tell myself I’m alright Baby you’re just harder to see than most” that line. The tears aren’t stopping
@NightShadow1932se
@NightShadow1932se Месяц назад
me to😢 this hits so hard i can’t stop crying
@ayuirhamna8391
@ayuirhamna8391 3 года назад
I miss my mom n’ dad deeply
@jessa7027
@jessa7027 4 года назад
Im obsessed, have been for a while. I listen to this on loop.
@alananiko5908
@alananiko5908 3 года назад
Losing someone is hard and difficult but remember the love that you guys shared hasn't left the atmosphere. Never stop loving them. And if your hurting take some these tips. 1- Control your breathing 2-Think of the good memories 3-Let it all out!!! No matter who you are or what you have done I'm still supporting you!
@8_bug094
@8_bug094 7 месяцев назад
Tysm dear it means a lot!
@clhaine
@clhaine 3 года назад
that types of music makes my heart slowly dying and me still crying for an hour now (sorry I am french)
@elliott915
@elliott915 3 года назад
Hey your fine. I fully understood what you were saying. If anyone says anything rude, their just ignorant people. Your better than that. Always remember that.
@clhaine
@clhaine 3 года назад
Elliott Ernest Hi, thanks for understanding me, it’s.. great and peaceful to have people for understanding you, I’m mean in my city, no one understand me. It’s kind of sad and annoying but it’s okay, I’m okay. But whenever I am with I feel lonely, by the way, I hope you can understand what I am saying, sorry French is kind of difficult so one more languish... I clearly can’t lmao, so. Thank you, I promise I will remember of this sentence. Well have a good night/afternoon/ morning, in my country it’s raining. Look like the weather is supporting me :) (sorry for that BIIIGGGGG text, really sorry)
@Mika-bo8ed
@Mika-bo8ed 3 года назад
@@clhaine aw t'as lair trop gentille ne tinquiéte pas tout ira bien si ta besoin de quelque chose tu peux me parler je peux meme te donner mon insta j'aispaire que tu vas mieux tu mérite detre heureuse bonne chance je te soutiens
@clhaine
@clhaine 3 года назад
@@Mika-bo8ed hehe merci toi, oui ça va mieux, j’ai retrouvé quelques personnes pour m’écouter, je suis bien entourée maintenant je pense. mais c’est adorable, merci beaucoup, ça fait du bien hehe. je vais mieux mais toi n’hésite pas si tu te sens pas bien ig : asatsuyuu_
@hannahbriseno6879
@hannahbriseno6879 3 года назад
it sucks to be in love with someone and you’ve never been good enough for them ONCE for a year. i just feel pathetic.
@elliott915
@elliott915 3 года назад
Holy shit I can totally relate. I fell in love with a girl and for two years was always told by everyone, "your out of her league", or "you can do better" but in reality I can't... I love this girl, what that means is I'm not gonna meet someone and then just get feelings for them; I already have deep feelings. And the worst part is when they control your life by telling you these things so much, that you start to believe them but then about 2 to 3 months after they let go, the people's who told you those things te you,"you know, the reason she didn't feel the same way was because she felt she was more important if a person than you." Now those people try to get me to actually believe that the girl is fucked-up and felt that way about me but in reality, the reason she let go, was because I kept messing up and she just wanted to give up trying to make anything work. I hate the fact that I don't have a girlfriend because people, even my sister, told me that I wasn't good enough for her, and then when I lost all communication and trust with her, they tell me, it's HER fault you didn't get together, if you would just talk to people, you would find someone. I'm over here like, I already did, and anyway, what's there to do with people other than this girl? Barley any girl even gives me a chance and always just falls for other guys and it's a never ending process, but this girl... I wish it would've worked out. I wish I wouldn't have been so stupid. But what I'm saying is, no girl talks to me or hangs out with me. I don't mean anything to other girls. I think someday I'm going to get my revenge on these people.
@btsarmylovejimin4489
@btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад
@@elliott915 oh damn, i am so sorry for you, sorry for that stupid people, that is example why people should not listen to others opinion, everything will be ok, stay strong, Each descent is followed by an ascent ❤
@yoursbyash
@yoursbyash 3 года назад
NOT ME PLAYIMG THIS AND NOT REALIZING TEARS ARE *FLOWING*
@kaylab4833
@kaylab4833 3 года назад
My grandad recommended this song when he sent a letter to me while he was at war before he died 😢
@yourries9945
@yourries9945 4 года назад
I cried. Thank you 😭
@FilmCastSystem
@FilmCastSystem 2 года назад
"I gotta move on but it hurts to try" That kinda relationship or friendship where you're both so close and sleep on calls and you don't judge each other in a negative way just jokingly. 📖
@cailinmccann5311
@cailinmccann5311 3 года назад
I'm listening to this at 6am when its still dark outside and you can hear the rain pounding. It's a whole vibe.
@saishu1428
@saishu1428 3 года назад
This hits different when you're in love with someone who loves you back but can't be together....
@waseem2762
@waseem2762 2 года назад
The same pain is killing me too , i have a gf who's from new zealand , but I'm from syria , she's just too far to reach , tho we love eachother to death , I'm praying every night to see her but I'm still concerned if I ever will 😔💔 ...
@rianmae2112
@rianmae2112 Год назад
Same🥺
@n8na22
@n8na22 3 года назад
you know that feeling when ur heart is crying..
@rohannanda2739
@rohannanda2739 2 года назад
4.44am Raining outside, i am under my blanket Head phone High volume Hits different 💯
@michaelkim8954
@michaelkim8954 3 года назад
This song was written in the perspective of losing a loved one but I have 3 alternate stories. The first is my past self talking to my current self, after I passed away, most likely after I killed myself because this world was too lonely for me. He(my past) knows the future and that I will die. Lonely and alone. Everyone I loved turned their back on me. And he's so angry at the world for letting me get to that point he is screaming in agony. He is my ghost, the past. He held onto me so tight because I was his future he wanted, but now i'm gone in the clouds, in heaven. How can he love anyone or trust anyone after knowing that they all left me to die like that? And to sleep a little better at night, he tells himself that he will be alright, that he truly sees himself unlike others. He tries to start loving himself more right now. Because that's all he has. Counting the days till fate touches him, he plays our favorite song and enjoys another dance, alone. Scared and alone, but he's all we have to dance with, to hold onto. The only one who will love him. I never got to say goodbye, and he knows he won't be able to too. How can he move on to a future like that, where destiny drags him down a path he fears.... In my mind as sad as this story is, it's beautiful because he might be able to love himself just enough to change fate. If this gets a like, I'll drop part 2 and 3 :)
@michaelkim8954
@michaelkim8954 3 года назад
The second perspective is the present. It's a cry from my current broken self to the old me that was once whole, caring, ambitious, and loving. When I look myself in the mirror, when I look into my own eyes, I cannot find any trace of who I used to be within now. I'm lost without him and no longer myself. Or at least the me that I once loved. To see my self disappear, to feel like I am losing who I once was tears my soul and leaves me to scream at this world. I thought I would always be that person, but I guess some things will leave you no matter how hard you grasp onto them. Maybe to dream that I could stay perfect and love myself was too much, but I did so because I believed that my old self would be someone worthy to go to heaven. Not now though, not anymore... How is it that I am supposed to love myself when I am no longer him? I can't trust someone who doesn't love me, and that is who I am right now. And as I lie awake at night, I lie to myself that he's somewhere in me, just a little harder to find. As I sway to the music and hold my arms out, I dream that when I open my eyes, I will find him once again. A ghost that I long to hold, but a figment of my mind that assures me and helps me sleep at night. You see it's so much harder to accept that I lost him because I never saw it coming. There wasn't an incident where I began to suddenly stopped loving myself. I simply slowly fell out of love. Too much, too late. It hurts too much to try and I can't find myself moving on because I cannot allow myself to love someone so broken and undeserving. Who could love me, when I can't love myself, so I sit here at night in the arms of my ghost, in the empty warmth of his arms, to find comfort until I too become a ghost. In my most trying times, I look to who I once used to be. I'll rather live a lie that helps me sleep than accept that I cannot be loved. Because maybe one day that lie will become the truth. Maybe then will all this pain be worth it.
@freakmania2771
@freakmania2771 2 года назад
@@michaelkim8954 bro what's the third perspective
@akatsuki-ge8hu
@akatsuki-ge8hu Год назад
Plz 3rd one😭
@anjutripathisinghare8309
@anjutripathisinghare8309 Год назад
Plssss wlthe third perspective
@justhinevillanueva6169
@justhinevillanueva6169 3 года назад
I'm in love to a person who doesn't know I exist, and to a person who really doesn't exist.
@vimonarchiv7433
@vimonarchiv7433 2 года назад
"When you lose someone that is everything to you. You come to the realization that you just lost a soul that you spent time with, made memories with, loved with. Things irreplaceable. Someone irreplaceable. And yeah, it hurts."
@luckyaphi418
@luckyaphi418 2 года назад
Some ppl are talking about their lost lovers or friends but it makes me think about how I've slowly fallen apart from my healing state of mind and how i lost that smile of mine 🍂
@evaroesell4815
@evaroesell4815 3 года назад
Castiel: "You changed me, Dean." Dean: "Why does this sound like a goodbye?" Castiel: "Because it is. I love you" Dean: "Don't do this, Cas. Cas..." Castiel: "Goodbye, Dean."
@jeffextremehardy3031
@jeffextremehardy3031 2 года назад
Whats that story anyway
@evaroesell4815
@evaroesell4815 2 года назад
@@jeffextremehardy3031 It's a show called 'Supernatural'
@ejune0381
@ejune0381 2 года назад
Ugh the feels that was so traumatic to watch.
@andreygirl
@andreygirl 2 года назад
YO A TI CAS😭😭😭
@YaniiZi
@YaniiZi 3 года назад
This brings back memories that i never had but wished i had😔
@jaybee4346
@jaybee4346 3 года назад
First thunderstorm of the year here, I feel comforted, listening to this now.
@tasfiatabassum5987
@tasfiatabassum5987 2 года назад
This is his favorite song😔 And i still listening to the song 😭💔
@antonettegrace4071
@antonettegrace4071 3 года назад
This hits different when you like someone who can't be yours *and you know he/she wi never be yours*, you can't tell him or her your feelings because you don't want to ruin your friendship.
@dollymomin8085
@dollymomin8085 3 года назад
It's easy to be born a fighter. Hard part is that you gotta keep that going even when you're done inside out. It's not only that a bad relationship breaks your heart but life has many more to offer to knock you done. And I stay up all night just to tell myself I'm alright and everything's gonna be ok. And that emotional pain hurts me physically now.
@brionxzachary9153
@brionxzachary9153 3 года назад
I'm scared a lot of ppl will know this song :( and I'm listening to this for 6 months everynight until now it got vibes and everything this song deserves more recognition than anythingggg!!! fight me
@maddieblair4537
@maddieblair4537 2 года назад
When I listen to this all I can think about is the families who lost there loved one this week in Afghanistan💔 literally makes me so sad . Rip to all the Heros🎗
@M.Umarzazai7
@M.Umarzazai7 Год назад
Being afghan 🇦🇫 it's so sad 😢 Long live Afghanistan 💓🇦🇫
@ayash1717
@ayash1717 2 года назад
this reminds me of how much I love her then and now :(( this is truly hits me hard, how I being together with her then :(( I miss her so much rn
@megane5706
@megane5706 3 года назад
We are all glow sticks we have to break before we glow
@thatsabop3999
@thatsabop3999 3 года назад
spine go cracc
@eivarclein8630
@eivarclein8630 3 года назад
this is heartbreaking I still have this feelings for her,it's been 4 years and still I'm hoping that one day I can be her girl. yes I'm a girl.
@sabrinaz9023
@sabrinaz9023 3 года назад
I know exactly what you mean.. same situation.. four years for you???? Thats a long time!! Woah!! I hope of you ever tell her she will feel the same...
@aaronmansell464
@aaronmansell464 2 года назад
I loved a girl for 4 years told her how I felt only person that made me happy only person that understood me but I get rejected
@s4v4ge167
@s4v4ge167 2 года назад
Be my girl?… :(
@educaterclub1950
@educaterclub1950 2 года назад
Aww
@xiaolingliu1623
@xiaolingliu1623 Год назад
ew lgbtq looking ahh
@brendapicart8216
@brendapicart8216 2 года назад
This song hurts me more now than I lost my fiancé. He's in heaven now but it's hurts so bad. The lyrics of this song is exactly what's I do every night since he passed away and damn it I don't know how to be alright without him. And I'm felling so stupid to dance, sing and talk with a ghost everyday
@tokiarven
@tokiarven 2 года назад
Just wanted to drop in and say I hope you're doing okay. I lost my partner suddenly and with no explanation on the 24th September. It's a pain that's suffocating, and I wish you, kind stranger, weren't having to go through it. I wish I believed in ghosts and an afterlife so I could feel he was still with me in some way. Keep strong
@brendapicart8216
@brendapicart8216 2 года назад
@@tokiarven Hi, I just saw your answer. I am very sorry for the loss of your partner. I hope you are well, kind stranger, the pain you and I and a lot of other people will experience is horrible and it will never go away. In time it will become more bearable, but it will always be there, because we will never forget the person who left us. So if you have to believe in ghosts to feel them still around you, believe that. Only heaven knows where they are now, but the loved one will always be in our hearts. He will always be in mine, even if he is broken everlasting I wish you the best, kind stranger
@Christian.goth.
@Christian.goth. Год назад
This song after a break up just hit different
@lolitabunnyta
@lolitabunnyta 3 года назад
You know..when you break up with the person that told you that would be with you even in the worst... and then when the worst happened he left you...😢💔🔪 (I don't know good English so don't judge me about it)
@Sm-mz5pc
@Sm-mz5pc 3 года назад
Don't worry you will find a way better person that won't leave you no matter what. I recently broke up too with my 8 months relationship, he was using me but when I realized I tried to push him to break up and we did. I felt really bad but I knew I had to do it and move on, it's been 4 months from our break up and I really shouldn't have felt bad, it was a waste of time but I've learned from that experience and that's the most important but you gotta move on, if you stay there feeling bad you will slow yourself so what you must do is to stand up on your feet and show everyone how strong you are. You got it😉💝💞❤️
@lolitabunnyta
@lolitabunnyta 3 года назад
@@Sm-mz5pc thank you 😪❤
@macyjulia135
@macyjulia135 3 года назад
Why have "depressed. girl" as your channel name? Call me rude but TBH that's edgy.
@lolitabunnyta
@lolitabunnyta 3 года назад
@@macyjulia135 I was 11 when I changed it and made it depressed girl i dont know why, and i haven't changed it bc I dont know how😂
@Anjali._.Sharma._.
@Anjali._.Sharma._. 3 года назад
Going through same :(
@eazylser6565
@eazylser6565 3 года назад
I really love her man😖🤧
@abdulrahmanelhadi3583
@abdulrahmanelhadi3583 3 года назад
I know me too but they always live
@adarsh_meshram
@adarsh_meshram Год назад
Best song to cry instantly
@sheeesh995
@sheeesh995 3 года назад
dude i just finished "the galaxy is endless" :((
@miikages1212
@miikages1212 3 года назад
*t h a t f i c d o e 😭🤚*
@sabrinaz9023
@sabrinaz9023 3 года назад
OMG... ITS SO SAD...
@user-he5rg4rk4i
@user-he5rg4rk4i 3 года назад
I'm here listening after my parents fight :>
@rinstiic
@rinstiic 2 года назад
This comment section just made me cry . Stay strong y'all , Life is full of challenges try hard to win those but if you lose don't let yourself down there's still a hope that you can win the next challenge ❤️
@joscakiziaminakibila8682
@joscakiziaminakibila8682 4 года назад
So relaxing and I listen to it every single day!! 100%
@shashankm416
@shashankm416 2 года назад
Listening to this masterpiece while reading these comments 😌. Full of nostalgia ✨✨
@Wheels_in_wild
@Wheels_in_wild Год назад
Me too bro
@elodie5026
@elodie5026 3 года назад
I love him. But he’s a fictional character. I can fall in love with every single person I read about. But knowing I can’t ever have him, rips me apart. He isn’t real, he never will be. I just want to be with him. I can’t. And it’s killing me. And I can’t even freaking shift to hogwarts to see Draco. I just want to hug him.
@sabrinaz9023
@sabrinaz9023 3 года назад
There is a word "Hiraeth" it means and longing or home sickness for a place that does not exist or that you cannot return to i think it explains your feeling quite well.. I understand how you feel... its sad that you feel more comfortable with a person who doesn't exist.. at least not in this world.. its funny how amazing fictional characters are.. have you tried shifting?? Personaly I would like to try.. for me its the same reality.. personal sirus black is who I would give almost anything to see.. to hug... to meet.. he's like a father figure to me.. I wish we could see them..
@cabisenpai12
@cabisenpai12 3 года назад
I think fictional characters is amazing and always are the best than ppl in this world. I hope to meet one like my husbu too. But I think its rare to meet ppl like that
@itbelikethat5437
@itbelikethat5437 3 года назад
Shift to him and be with him ^^
@lilith_534
@lilith_534 2 года назад
Anyone here, not crying but feeling the pain in their chests, their throats, in their every part? No one? Only me? Okay.
@soumibiswas5394
@soumibiswas5394 Год назад
No bro. I am here too🙂🙂
@rishaaaaaaaa1111
@rishaaaaaaaa1111 3 года назад
I'm just sad my parents don't understand that I'm going thru puberty I wish i could just scream to them "mom dad I'm loosing my dreams'
@SColorfy123
@SColorfy123 Год назад
"How do I love: "How do I love again:? This word broke my heart💔😢
@florensiabajat2728
@florensiabajat2728 3 года назад
I don't know what's wrong with me. I just feel like crying 😔
@EmmaLow-bs6pc
@EmmaLow-bs6pc 3 года назад
Man these lyrics are everything 😭
@Vxiril
@Vxiril 3 года назад
It is better for your heart to remain completely empty than to be filled with the wrong things and temporary delusions🖤🖤
@madhusreebose6472
@madhusreebose6472 3 года назад
It's hard that once u used to see forever with a person is just now a memory and u're dancing with his ghost rn in the back of ur mind💔
@anyaraghuvanshi4480
@anyaraghuvanshi4480 3 года назад
I came here to cry
@nikhilbasforr
@nikhilbasforr 2 года назад
I stay up all night, tell myself I m alright✨ Can relate this af with the dream broken due to some responsibilies!🙃
@yajumgumsar2539
@yajumgumsar2539 2 года назад
There will always be that one song that reminds you of the memories you use to have someone 💟and for me this song is too special 💓💓💓
@jelenalena2043
@jelenalena2043 3 года назад
Well, i don't know that the original version could be more sad. Well here i am vibing with the sadder version :) ur so talented. God Bless you 💕
@abjyoojiah9719
@abjyoojiah9719 Год назад
"How do I love How do I love again How do I trust How do I trust again" Relatable...never thought I would ever relate to this
@yepyep6570
@yepyep6570 3 года назад
listening to this after i got ghosted. why u guys do that hahaha
@erica.5620
@erica.5620 Год назад
Thought I'd share because I saw some other people doing the same. When I was 9, I woke up rolled up in my blanket, like a little sausage roll. I was quite baffled as to how tf I managed it but got up and went downstairs. I told mum about it, and my older sister came downstairs telling me that she came home late last night and saw me lying on top of the bedsheets. Tried to tuck me in and I ended up slapping her lol, so she just rolled me up. We all laughed about it. As it was the weekend, my younger siblings and I usually went over to our nanny's house to stay. A farmer was walking his dog through the mountains and came across an odd figure wearing sunglasses, and smiling. Suspended by a rope. That was the last time I saw her. Smiling. I hope you're doing okay now Asaya. The pains gone so you can rest now. I only wish I could have given you one more hug. I love you.
@alina8938
@alina8938 2 года назад
healing is so painful, when you know that you still love him, but can’t have him and you die every single day😶💔
@XpZluffy
@XpZluffy 11 месяцев назад
She shred my heart into pieces but still each piece love her more and more every day ❤️‍🩹
@siraaaj3464
@siraaaj3464 2 года назад
*How do i love again* *How do i trust again* Hits hard
@strawberrysauce4174
@strawberrysauce4174 3 года назад
this song is basically for wanda
@humayunchokder159
@humayunchokder159 3 года назад
This describes myself every day and night
@humayunchokder159
@humayunchokder159 3 года назад
I lost the love of my life but He also left me the most precious gift ever 'a daughter' and now i am a single mother at the age of 17 with a 3 yrs old girl, gave birth to her when i was 15 and he was with me for 1 year and 3 month but then in a blink on eye he was gone
@narnianash7229
@narnianash7229 Год назад
I’m in love with this song ❤
@malachi__
@malachi__ 3 года назад
dear alex, hi, i'm assuming you're reading this on your birthday so happy birthday! i'm not a fortune teller but chances are life is rough right now, when have they not been? if life is going smoothly, yay, the world is finally giving you the treatment you deserve! i'm so glad to have met you, to get as close as we have in the limited time life has given us so far. you've made me realise emotions i forgot i had, encouraged me even if you weren't in the best state. you're so amazing. you are selfless enough to help somebody when they're weak. you do stick with people thick and thin, even if you don't believe you do, but it's natural to hesitate too. you are still alive even if life is tough and it doesn't always work out the way you want. you're independent, maybe not because you want to but nevertheless, you inspire me in that way constantly. you give me so much hope even if its just your presence. theres no particular reason, you just make me hopeful. its hard to describe even with the 171,476 words in the English language I could be using. I know that I can relate to you in so many ways that sometimes, we can just have this nice silence maybe and just sit and enjoy each other being there. well i want you to know that you have accomplished so many things and continue to shoot for the moon because if you don't get there, at least you'll land in the stars with me. no matter how you're spending this day, i wish you only the best and happiest things and that applies beyond this special day. this is the first birthday i get to spend with you whether we call or just you reading this. most importantly, don't let negativity weigh you down today. today is your day and you deserve that, even if you don't think so, and so much more. happy birthday best friend, client of my totally amazing therapy and lovely human, love you :) -me something I wrote for my best friend for their birthday whilst listening to this. sorry for the long comment and also, alex is a she xd
@rubyx2948
@rubyx2948 3 года назад
slowed songs have 2 moods; IM CRYING. or IM IN LOVE. what mood ur in. i love u guys
@JUST_BTS7
@JUST_BTS7 Год назад
Idk but for me the slowed version of this song hits the most 💜
@ariameehan2655
@ariameehan2655 3 года назад
this is my favorite song for so many reasons it has so many different meanings to me like I don’t hear this song with my ears it goes straight into my soul if you know what I mean
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