Satan's Strategy to Accuse and Paralyze You With Doubt - Ask Pastor Tim 

A mature Christian told me, "If a voice is DEMANDING you DO IT NOW (or else), you can be pretty sure it's the enemy. God is not a dictator. God is the author and painter of your life; the bridegroom and lover of your soul. He is not a general giving impersonal orders to insignificant soldiers to achieve goals that have nothing to do with their own interests." His lordship could not be more deserved! I pray you (everyone) and I learn this more deeply every day!

I wept to this message because satan has been convincing me God isn’t a good and merciful God but that couldn’t be further from the truth. Thank you for this message!

In a season right now where I'm on again off again CONSTANTLY. Good day on fire for God, then next a bad day broken and searching for him again. In the Morning I'm praising his name with the biggest smile I got professing how I'm so thankful that he has sealed me, in the afternoon I'm questioning whether I ever truly repented and accepted him in the first place. It's so frustrating because when I'm in the off moments it feels like the on moment was so long ago. Kind of like when you're sick or in pain at some point it feels like it's been forever since you were healthy even if it's only been a day or so. I know it's Satan's attacks, I'm glad you mentioned he tries a variety of attacks when one doesn't work. First it was "You went back to that old sin, now there's no going back" then it was "You could go back, but you don't really care, keep asking for forgiveness it doesn't matter you'll never mean it." Then it got all the way to "He's not even real, you're wasting your life on a lie, go out and have some real fun again!". Although life has sucked lately God has given me some awesome victories and days in between the struggles, also it's funny to see how desperate he is to get me even though Christ already promised he'd never let me go and has shown that 😁

I've experienced these very attacks. They are crippling but often bring me back to faith. God uses Satan's attacks against him.

I've so glad to have come across this. For years I've been thinking I'm the crop that is being chocked by the thorns, and ultimately I'm going to go to hell. I've been a Christian just over 10 years and I've done things I never should have, I do still sin but I hate my sin and daily battle against it. Back to these attacks though, I have thought that they were God telling me I am predestined for hell, and that God had made it known to me. How the author describes his experiences in how he felt completely matches how I feel, a total sense of hopelessness and dread like none other surrounding my soul. The attacks come over me as if I my soul is being stabbed again and again. This has lead me to not only become depressed and anxious but to feel as though sharing the Gospel to the lost (which I felt was my calling as a new Christian) was a pointless task because God, I told myself, new already who would be saved anyway regardless. This lie and these attacks have so hurt me, but I am recovering from these lies and I am again for the first time in years sensing the Lord calling me to become His evangelist once again, specifically to go and share the Gospel in Cheltenham where I live. As well as this my mood is improving, and only until I watched this video, hearing those quotes from that book I was only somewhat sure that these attacks and voices in my head were of the Devil, they are so so, so decieving. Thank you for sharing this video, this topic of the strategies of Satan is too under heard.

The thing I'm struck by is I found myself laughing with joy at the video, because when you were explaining it seems so ridiculous to think that over one thing we did or did not do God would condemn us when that completely goes against his character, but at the same time when you're the one experiencing the attacks these thoughts feel so real. This video was very helpful though, definitely going to try to remember this in the midst of a trial. Thank you!

THIS IS ME. Praise the Lord for this video, this way of life is a living hell - every thought that comes in is a challenge, and the terror of obeying and not obeying makes one despise life itself. For those who also suffer from this, realize this, to produce fruit for Christ is never of our own will power, but an act of grace from Christ. Refocus your mind on Christ and away from yourself

This video has been a blessing to me! Help me Lord to discern your voice from the devil's voice in Jesus name I pray Amen.

Anyone else have some praying to do? 😂

I struggled with this for a long time. Many years...especially while I was in the charismatic church. I am out of that church but even years later, I struggle to a certain extent. I began to ignore these "promptings" then feeling guilty for not following the promptings. It is hard for me to discern between God's rebuke or the enemy's...I believe (yet Lord help my unbelief) I am the Lord's. He is my only hope. He is the only one who can take away my sin.

The Lord used this to encourage me today. I never considered Satan might tell one to do something good to then accuse them when they don’t do it. Wow. I need to repent of allowing Satan (or maybe my own unbelief) to skew God’s character in my mind. Praise the Lord for His long-suffering and compassion!

This started happening to me when I drifted away from the Lord to study for a nursing career to quiet my parents. 😭. The details are so painful to share that The stuff i was deceived abt and couldn’t discern because I was away from the Lord. Now I have anxiety talking to ppl and anxiety about my salvation. I let go of prayer time reading time I’m not blaming them but I know Jesus said forsake everything to be His disciple and now I know. (DONT EVER LET GO OF PRAYER AND READING HIS WORD BC WE MUST ABIDE IN HIM TO OBEY HIM & LOVE HIM) I’m working towards His presence and forsaking all because I desire Him most. I know His presence is enough for everything to be right.

Please pray for me to have saving faith, thank you

I can't even believe this, this has happened to me for a long long time, God's timing is perfect! Praise Him! I can't even count the times i was accused of not loving God, hearing the roaring voice scream at me "If you love God throw your computer out the window right now!" I can't believe this, this is shocking and liberating at the same time

God has truly used Tim Conway as a speaker for Christs sheep, He uses scriptures as a sword should be. It cuts so deep in the heart that the sin and deceitfulness bleeds through. The devil trembles before God's people.

I EXPERIENCED THE EXACT SAME THING YESTERDAY ! I literally heard a voice telling me "Say to those people that God loves them. SAY IT!" but I talked myself out of it. Now I feel so paralyzed, deeply sad and defeated because I know I am a coward and think that I won't change just by faith and love of Christ..... God hates cowardice 😥

guys please pray for me. I have been going through demonic oppression. Before I got baptized i didnt experience this. I loved reading my bible and it came alive to me. I have been going through this. I am so weak and I have such intense demonic oppression and i can literally feel something gripping me and it causes me pain. please help me.

Never be ashamed of the gospel .. but deny our own selves and understanding and look at things from His perspective to understand others may need saving .. prayer. The days are evil. But doesn't mean you have to be a part of it .. the reason God puts His spirit on us in those situations is because He didn't. In a time of adversity a brother is born. .. it's not when everyone agrees.

Finally feels like someone understands this. I went through similar experiences in life. The biggest blow was in the last 2 years. True that God was holding me and the enemy had to flee. God put me through situations where he made me realize and truly accept my worth in Him and His everlasting love. He loves me so much. He is a good Father. 😇❤️

I really needed this video ... a lot of people struggle with attacks in the form of thoughts that we don’t even want to think and we’re like what the ... where did that come from, there’s always gonna be knocks at the door but we don’t have to answer or let them in ... 🙏🏻

I can relate to this. I was sure for a while the Lord has truly saved me earlier this year. He had changed my heart and my eyes were open after my childhood has been spent in church without my life being changed. After a few weeks I sinned in areas I had felt freedom from and failed to share the gospel with two teachers at my school that God has put on my heart out of fear. I’ve felt distant from God for awhile with only small moments since where I’ve felt his presence. I was recently overwhelmed by how much God still cares even though I’ve failed him since his grace was shown to me. I’ve learned that a lack of time in prayer in the Bible can really allow Satan to mess with you as well if you’re not fighting back with biblical truth

Thia video was really helpful for me . I get very anxious thoughts and feel like I have to do something right now or God will squish me ... It makes me very anxious and upset . But it must be the enemy messing with my mind because I really relate to this man's struggle. In those moments I fail to remeber who God really is and I believe the lies. I definitely will be praying more about discerning God's voice vs the enemy .

Remember true faith is resting on believe in christ. Not he who worketh. Sometimes letting go, trusting Christ finished work, and not feeling the need to continually fight Satan or yourself is how you grow in faith. Sometimes true strength and faith is not feeling the need to fight every question or thought.

I am grateful to say that I am a born again Christian and have been since I was 19.......yes indeed i enjoy listening to this dear man of God and I much pray God's peace and comfort on him and his family each and everyday and that God uses him and his ministry mightily to much glorify and lift high the king of kings and the lord of lords!!!!!! to God Be All The Glory!!!!! Great Things He Hath Done!!!!!! and all hail king Jesus!!!!! the king of kings and the lord of lords!!!!!! however folks these days are getting darker and Christ is coming soon and if you don’t know Christ as your savior then it burdens my soul to think that you are headed for a terrible place called Hell where the Bible says the fire is never quenched and the worm dies not! Folks you are not promised tomorrow! If you want to know how to be saved from this horrible reality then please by all means don’t hesitate to comment right back so I can lead you to the savior! 2 Corinthians 6:2 clearly states “now is the time of God’s favor, now is the day of salvation!” And Hebrews 3:15 clearly states, “Today if you hear his voice don’t harden your hearts! it is not me but the Holy Spirit that I pray reveals to you the truth of his precious gospel......John 3:16 says for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes on him will not perish but have everlasting life! V 17 says then V 18 says whoever believes on the son is not condemned but whoever does not believe on the son is condemned already because he has not believed on the son whom God has sent! Also Acts 16:30-31 what must I do to be saved? And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house I am not threatening anyone but just warning them what will happen if they reject this precious gift of eternal life! Christ died a horrible criminals death! He was beaten brutally mocked spit upon and endured countless hours of torture pain for all of our sins! Ppl go to hell because they reject that pardon for their sins! And Jesus is saying to them in Matthew 25:41 depart from me you cursed into everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels! Hell was only prepared for Satan and his angels! It is not God who threatens anyone it is the craziness of rejecting the free pardon of salvation! It’s like if you’re in court you’ve committed a crime say you murdered someone! Now if you say to that Judge hey I know I’ve done a terrible thing of murdering that person but I hear you’re a good judge and so I know you’ll be fair to me...... the judge is going to reply well yes you’re right about one thing I am a good judge and because I’m a good judge I’m going to see to it that you’re punished and that justice is served! Well then all of a sudden someone you don’t even know comes forward and says you know what I know he’s committed the crime he’s committed and he deserves to go to jail but I really don’t want to see him go to prison so I’ll just go to prison for him so he can go free! So if you accepted that offer you’d be free to leave the courtroom but if you didn’t well you’d be crazy and go to prison yourself! Well that’s exactly how it was 2,000 years ago! He is God in human flesh and he came to this earth lived a perfect sinless life and even though he knew that we had sinned and because of our sins deserved to die miserably but he said no I don’t want to see them suffer so I will go and take their punishment for them! Even though he did absolutely nothing wrong still he chose to take the punishment for our sins so we can be set free from the power bondages and consequences of our disobedience to God! Romans 5:8 says For God commends his love toward us that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us! 1 John 2:2 says he was made to be the propitiation for our sins! And not just for our sins but the sins of the whole world! 2 Corinthians 5:21 He who knew no sin became Sin for us that we would be made his righteousness! The truth is if you had to get to Heaven by your own effort then you cannot do it! Because Romans 3:10 says there is not one that does good! No Not One! Romans 3:23 says For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God! Romans 6:23 says For the wages of sin is death! But the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our lord! But the good news is Romans 10:9 If we confess with our mouth and believes in our hearts that Christ died for our sins then was raised from the dead we will be saved! V 10 For it’s with the heart we believe and it’s with the mouth confession is made unto salvation! God gave us 10 commandments to follow and we’ve broken every one of them! And because God is a good God he cannot allow our disobedience to him to go unpunished! Well then like I just mentioned above his son Jesus stepped forward and said no I don’t want to see them punished so I will take their punishment for them! And also like I said he died a terrible substitute criminal’s death for us on a cross so now all we have to do is accept that payment for our sins and we can escape the terrible wrath of God that is to fall on them who do not accept this atonement that was sacrificed for our sins! Praise the lord Romans 10:13 says Whoever calls on the name of the lord shall be saved! And 1 Peter 1:4 you’re an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you! Christ clearly said in John 14:6 I am the way the truth and the life and no one comes to the father but through me! Acts 4:12 clearly states that there is no other name given unto Heaven or earth by which we must be saved as there is salvation in no other! Jesus clearly states that there is clearly only one way to Salvation and it’s him that’s it! There is no other way! God Bless everyone who reads!

I wonder how many times that I have given in to temptation not realizing that Satan was about to flee too. That's just good teaching that it's God's power who holds us up, Satan doesn't have that power, what good assurance that is!!

My walk with Jesus is so confusing sometimes. I'll see Him clearly & I'll want Him. For a sort time I'll feel alright, but then the doubts come in & I can't stop them. Suddenly I forget how to call on Jesus's help, & everything gets foggy. Now I.. don't know what to do. I know that I can't walk without Jesus, but Satan has blinded me- ugh

This flash of lightning on my conscience happened to me. I was a new Christian, diligently searching the Word of God to learn more about who He is and what He says in His word, when I came across the binding of Isaac. When I saw the tremendous faith Abraham had to demonstrate before God, I thought He was showing me what I had to do, except with my mom, whom I love dearly. I felt paralyzed and terrified and didn’t do it, and immediately after felt condemned.

You're a great pastor. I like the fact you refer to scripture for your speech.

I have experienced the same, exactly the same

Wow, so timely! I needed to hear this!

This is much needed.

Glory To GOD!!! Thank you Tim for sharing this!

I'm in this right now. I've been dealing with sexual sin for a long time and I came across a Desiring God video about sexual sin and how there is a "point of no return" with sexual sin, told with the story of Esau in Hebrews. That flash of lightning hit me back in May, and I was convinced that I was like Esau. I thought God hated me and didn't want to grant me the gift of repentance. The Lord has helped me over the last few months, but I feel so depressed. This has been the hardest year of my life spiritually and I'm finding it harder and harder to read the Bible and desire God. I'm anxious all the time. Please pray for me.

This is happening to me right now please pray I have repented of everything but I got a sudden blast to my conscious and I obeyed it and then it kept going and now it’s to make a public confession video of all my embarrassing sins possible sins and deep secrets. Indont want to do this but I will if God is telling me I just feel Guilt feelings and shame 24/7 and can’t shake it. Please pray for me

A book that helped (still helps) me a lot was Martin Luthers commentary of the letter to the Galatians. Luther himself always struggled with that kind of stuff. His conscience was constantly under heavy fire until the Gospel (the truth) set him free.

Be blessed in the Lord for encouraging us to keep our eyes on Him, brothers

I love the creator of all. Don’t loose sight of The most high. God does answer prayers. Even if it takes a yr. Grow as a person and always give thanks even for the bad things because it is all Gods will and the purpose for you

Thank you, I've had this same temptation very often on buses. So much so that I feared to be on buses or sitting around others because I felt that I would be failing God and loosing his good pleasure if I didn't speak up for Him. How wonderful it is that we rely on his loving kindness and steadfast love towards us through Jesus rather than our own merit and status.

That was amazingly helpful. I thank God that He is so gracious, merciful and slow to anger. The Jonah reference is awesome.

Thank the Lord for you guys, I needed this very badly. Love ya!

God is so real y’all, So, in the past week, God has been teaching me how to recognize His voice, Because I’ve been fooled by the devil so many times , thinking it was God. This made me start doubting God(You see, this is the devil’s real aim- to make us doubt God), So back to my story, God was showing me how His own voice sounds, It’s the voice of Wisdom! Don’t do anything that makes you question your sanity, That is the devil! God’s voice is soothing and calm, you’ll think you’re talking to yourself because it’s calm but when you recollect what that voice has just spoken , you’ll come to realize these two things; 1. “It can’t be me, because knowing myself I’m not as wise as that” 2. And lastly, the words spoken will make PERFECT SENSE. So, why did I start with “God is real”? It’s because He’s been telling me about discerning His voice , since the past week till this morning , And lo and behold, He brought me to this video, After He asked me few minutes ago to go to“I’ll be honest” , He then brought me to this video, To establish the fact that He’s the one speaking, What This pastor spoke about , I’ve been battling it for a while now, I’ve never told anyone ! But now I have CLARITY! Guys, who is this GOD THAT KNOWS MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS THIS WELL! He is real!! Glory to the Lord.

I am just halfway through this video on the book and it is sad and scary to say I go through the exact same attacks the author is writing. It is so tiring, I hope I had not blasphemed the Holy Spirit. I keep on fighting and fighting to cling to Jesus. This is so real, the demons are real. Too bad the book is 27.00. The author makes it through gives me hope tho...Thank you Pastor Tim, you speak so eloquently on matters so important in the life of believers. God bless.

I'M FIGHTING ALWAYS I NEED TO GET BACK INTO JESUS AND TAKE HIS YOKE AGAIN. MAY 15 2018 SATAN PULLED THIS ON ME GOING INTO HEART FAILURE HE STARTED WORKING ON ME GET BEHIND ME SATAN IN JESUS CHRISTS NAME AMEN

I am learning so much from these videos and there is always someone in the future ill share what l learn. These videos help me to shape a biblical worldview. I am getting the book.

Thank you so much for that timely reminder🙏🏻😇!

Its all about your heart, intents, and will. Thats what God sees and judges us by. Our minds sometimes can have i trusive thoughts that we dont always like. Our thoughts sometimes are just created by our brains. Talk to someone with ocd or depression. They will tell you. Just remember true faith sometimes is not fighting every intrusive bad thought because you have a deep rooted faith in Jesus. Sometimes tests of faith are hard because your going through them alot and dont even fully realize it

Just started watching this.... have never heard anybody describe this phenomena so real and on target... thanks Pastor Tim and James.... continuing watching now... ...finished watching... very encouraging... one of the most encouraging ones. -- "even now" Seems like wise understanding about God -- "building a case" ... "slowly" ... from the Bible, from other Christians, etc. bit by bit; until you know it's God's voice.

God is so good. This was truly a blessing! Thank you Jesus!

Thank you for this timeless teaching.

I really needed this, I've been wrestling with this for over a year now

some awesome stuff!! definitely seeing where i'v probably been in bondage,most of the battle is fought in the mind and this is exactly what i needed to hear be set free

My goodness, I need this book! Thank you for your interpretation and ministry! 💛

Your last statement regarding Jeremiah 20:9, I had that experience recently to give a message to our friend and I held it in and held it in and it became so powerful, that I couldn't hold back any longer and called her to come sit down, so that I could share it with her...She wasn't a Believer but, for whatever reason, she sat down and listened intently and thanked me for sharing God's word with her...I was utterly blown away that she actually listened and didn't stand up and walk away...it threw me off like nothing I had experienced before, I even asked my wife, what she thought and she said...I didn't expect that reaction from her...See, the following day she was moving into her new apartment and has been returned to see us since then. Wow!

I've struggled with this same thing for years. Thank you so much for this video! God bless you Pastor Tim!

Love you,so encouraging. May God's spirit continually speak through you.Thanks

very encouraging and life giving. God Bless you

Glory to my gracious Father in heaven!🙌 The LORD is worthy! PRAISE THE LORD!

I’m amazed how accurate this is in my life, thank you for this video hope it help many others. God Bless!

Very helpful. Praise the LORD for this great video💖✝

I’ve been dealing with this right now. These past two weeks I’ve been severely doubting my salvation, and I feel like in order to repent I need to pray silently on the ground in the walkway of my school cafeteria. I haven’t done it because I’m too scared of what people will think of me. And when I don’t do it I feel like God is going to judge me and I’m going to hell. One of the Bible verses that makes me fear more is Proverbs 29:1. Please pray for me; I would greatly appreciate your prayers.

One of the fruit that prove that u r really a believer is when you sin...although ashamed u dont rest on your performance(the shame though its there) but u ran to Christ in repentance and ask for forgive for..." if we say we have no sin we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar,and his word is not in us."1JOHN1:8-10

Thank You, Lord!

Thank you so much for this I greatly needed it!

Such an encouragement..and blessing..

This is an EXCELLENT message!!!! We need more of these! Thank you, Pastor Tim! I ordered that book; almost couldn't find it at a reasonable price.

All glory be to God!

SO GOOD!! Thank you.

This video has been very encouraging and reassuring. I've been dealing with random panic attacks in church and extreme anxiety when I go to the store, to see family, etc. This past Sunday was the worst. I couldn't get my thoughts to slow down and it was a struggle to hold onto His promises. The church was taking communion and the thought came up in my head beforehand "look at you right now, being anxious and sinning, you can't take communion. Don't take it." So I ended up not taking it and have felt extreme guilt and embarrassment since. And I know what scripture says about anxiety and that I can trust Him. As a new convert, it's been hard to learn to just simply surrender myself to Him and lean wholly on Him. This video has very important reminders and by the grace of God alone, I can and will overcome this. If anyone can offer any encouraging words or prayers, I would deeply appreciate it. It is God that's holding me up in this race and I know He's not going to let me go.

My battle is extreme I so needed to hear this 😭😭 God bless you so 💕💕

Good video. Thanks for posting it.

Thank you lord that you showed me this video snd this lovely pastor

This is so helpful. Satan is jealous of our joy and peace. The example of the man on the bus reminds me of the time when Christ was tempted in the wilderness to throw Himself from the top of the temple, and I've always thought that a normal Christian (i.e. not Jesus) would have been left feeling like they were a coward who didn't properly trust God.

Thank you for this, informative and encouraging.

Second time I've listened... this is SO helpful. Thank you.

Please pray for me I’ve been suffering from depression and constant headaches

If one temptation doesn't work, the devil will be trying another... And he ll keep on trying. In some situations he ll be using some Bible Verses to deceive us

I need this!!!

I think in this system of Lordship Salvation I don't believe a lot of people are going to have a "Peace of Mind" Because they're scared to death that if they don't repent of all their sins then they may not even be saved or are not saved in the first place. Do you want to know how to really be not paralyzed with doubt? "God so loved the World that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believeth in him shall have everlasting Life" John 3:16 "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved" Acts 16:31 *God Loved you so much that he would rather die than live without you* he proved that on the cross and all he asks is that you believe in his son Jesus who was a sacrafi e for all your sins who died and rose again and you will be saved. You don't need to "do" something to prove your saved Jesus did it all. Simply believe and focus on Jesus and watch the doubt fade away. And no your salvation can't be lost "and I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand." John 10:28

Wow this is describing how I feel to a T.

Wooooooooooow....,,,...................................... that’s what happened with me from 9 years ago. Oh my God oh my God. But the lord helped me every day

Amen!

Loving

I don’t resist ultil the devil leaves. I just call Father and He comes for me.

Excellent information from God's precious Word in addressing the issue in how to overcome Satan's strategy on how he attacks and falsely accuse us! We are overcomers by the word of our testimony and in faithfully using His Word in spiritual warfare! May the Lord continue to bless your ministry!

This was a usual occurrence in my life when I was younger, it literally hindered me from everything I was excited to do, so much so that I was expecting it every time I had the opportunity to do or receive something I like. It made me tone down my love for things, I quit getting excited about the things I loved. I even get surprised whenever I don't get this feeling when some I like was happening to me. I felt it when I wanted to go to school, I felt lost while in school, kept wishing I was like other students who weren't as scrupulous as me. Literally filled with fear each time I was journeying back to school after the holidays. It was real torture, affect my life. Got scared whenever I hear teachings on Gods voice or leading of the spirit etc. It was horrible, I wanted to please God, love him but what I perceived as his voice wasn't kind to me.

I am getting sick and tired of doubts. I got saved stopped weed, sigarettes, porn, wordly music etc. After this happend i got severe panic attacks and anxiety i even wanted to end my life. I even Jesus in my dream. Even Satan came to me in my dreams. But now 5 months later i doubt even if Jesus rose from the dead and i feel so horrible about this. I hate myself for thinking this. Is this normal? Can anybody help me with some advice? I feel so lost because i believe in God but why do i doubt Jesus all of the sudden? Does God hear my prayers in doubt? God bless you all people!

No lord is alwayes patient with us

God never punishes His children by withdrawing from us!! Only Satan wants us to hide from God in shame. God lovingly disciplined His children and gently corrects us. Only a religious spirit would compel you to do your “Christian duty”…or else!😤 That is so oppressive! God gives the willing & the doing of His good pleasure 😁

I need a prayer partner I have heard to be healed from the curse of sexual sin I need a prayer partner else I must forget so I am worried. I need a prayer partner

So true and a very scary tactic one day I felt very doubtful that someone like me could ever hope to be a disciple of Jesus and I saw how wrong my life was all along and I had a thought that I should renounce Jesus as my Lord because I have put the crucifixion of him to shame by backsliding and I felt like Jesus himself declared he will never forgive me and I was crying

There's alot of good Christian books out there. I feel like it could help me grow more spiritually by reading them, of course the most important one is the Word but I've been greatly helped and encouraged by listening to Tozer. You can get his audio books for free online and people like D L Moody. There's alot of good literature out there.

My question would be. If no man knows the thoughts of another man except for God. How can satan know that God put in your mind to witness to somebody in the first place. I know that Satan is not a man. But he is not God. How would he know to send that feeling of condemnation. For your refusal to God. If he cannot read your mind. Therefore cannot know that you rejected the call of God to spread the gospel. Thank you for your help and understanding. The Bible tells us. Satan sends fiery darts to inspire wrong thought. But not that he has understanding of our thoughts. He can see our physical reaction to his lies. And can use that to further influence us. This may be why God asked Cain why his countenance had dropped. To show us the importance of your disposition. (Keep a poker face) if you will. But again it was not told us that Satan or his Demons can read our thoughts. So perhaps the immediate thought of condemnation after our refusal of Gods will. Stems from a lack of biblical understanding of salvation. If in our minds we have true faith and understanding of, and in salvation threw Jesus. We can not be made to feel condemnation. Nothing can separate us from the hand of God. Romans 8:38 38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[a] neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. Perhaps the feeling is not that of condemnation. Rather a conviction of the conscious from the Holy Spirit. God rebukes and corrects us for our sin. As a loving father. We as Christians need to learn the scripture deeply. The closer we walk with God. The further we are from The effective reach of Satan on our mind. This is not to say that he cannot still reach us. Because in fact the closer to God you walk. The more of a threat to Satan you become. So you become a greater focus of his attack. But with an intimate walk with God. Threw understanding of him, by his word. The effectiveness of his attack on your mind is greatly Diminished . And comes with immediate guidance from the Holy Spirit on how to handle the attack. God bless all my beloved brothers and sisters. Peace and understanding be your blessing from the father. In Jesus name I ask. So be it.

Always test the spirit or prompting by asking it if it believes that Jesus is come in the flesh. Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. 2 By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, 3 and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. 1 John 4

I have the same problem as that young man

if you believe false doctrines...( your faith must be put to the test) and if you sin breaking his Commandments. Then you are walking in the kingdom of darkness. You are not freed yet. Satan has authority over your life. You are bound to suffer, be confused, depressed, doubtful , be in a hateful environment, encounter false friends, keep you in poverty or enslaved to money, and hopeless. In order to be free from his power, you must pursue the truth that is not found in Christianity but in the Scriptures. Just read it for yourself and allow the Holy Spirit touch your heart to repentance and guide you into the truth that you will experience it as a something strange and extraordinary. Your destiny will change to a higher calling and optimal joy from the Lord. You will have a true peace in your heart and around your life.

James Delinois said Satan used my own family and neighbourgs against me to target .

I need to learn how to fight the devil do you have any illbehonest videos please list them below

Or self inflicted or induced attacks...

Satan is doing this to me. I’m in a marriage where celibacy has been forced upon me. I’m able to self pleasure without porn or wandering mind but rather I just enjoy the feeling as I think about my wife and being intimate with her. If I do this, I’m attacked with guilt because “Christ would never do this, nor Paul or any of the apostles” However when I don’t do this, my sexual urges attack me and every time I have a sexual thought I’m am attacked that a true Christian wouldn’t be having these thoughts even as I struggle to push the thoughts out of my mind. I pray for help but now my wife has filed for legal separation which will leave me bound to celibacy for the rest of my life. She won’t divorce me so I’m chained to this feeling of my soul being hung over the burning of hell. My only chance is if God changes my wife’s heart but the more I tell of her Christ, the more she hates me.

I need to learn to fight the devil are there any illbehonest videos on that if so link them below please