I was literally trapped at home for years because I couldn't make enough money. Both my parents were depressed, and I was too. Even visitors could tell something wasn't right. In the end though, the wisdom I got from that... I wouldn't trade it for anything
To make a long story short, you don't need anybody to love you. No relationship will save you. No woman or man can truly understand how much you are hurting within. Only you can feel all your bad emotions. Never run away. After every dark episode, you gain more 'territory' of feelings. In time, it turns into a reliable intuition that you will depend on in your life, for a lot of things, but mostly to make money in your business. And it's trustworthy, unlike other people's intuitions. And that's your Saturn's reward for suffering in childhood. An intuition that is strong, and it works
As someone with this placement, I found a gratitude journal was the most powerful way to make the shift.... because we know what doesn't kill us ...makes us stronger...but slowly we can rewire our circuits to recover from the various traumas we experienced...also self worth affirmations...very healing.... Another excellent video ❤ well done.
Best Saturn in 4th house video on RU-vid cuz it so clearly and sufficiently mentioned "what and how" to deal with it. I'm so grateful sir!❤ Thank you thank you!!!
Great video. I have my moon in capricron house 3 and capricorn in house 4. Everything you said I can relate. Hard working family, work always come first. Not much emotional expression and in general cold relationships with the family. My number one priority in relationships is security, loyalty and emotional stability. I'm fine by myself and I am my own safe space. It's hard to trust people and I shut down very easily if someone doesn't feel safe. Really nice analysis. ❤
I am so grateful to have found this video. So far it was the best description about this aspect with very significant content. Now I understand why everything repeats itself in my relationships and attracts similar people or similar circumstances. It's all very apt. My mother left us when I was 2 years old and my father was absent on all levels and, above all, emotionally unavailable, he only looked for mistakes in you and was very cynical. It's really very hard but now I can have more understanding for myself. Thank you so much 💫
I also have Neptune in house 4. If you look at it that way, no one was there. My father only looked after me and my brother and there was a lack of attendance.
I have this placement and have worked very hard to learn the lesson of Saturn and find peace within myself without the need for external affirmation and nurturing. Interestingly, Marilyn Monroe also had Saturn in the 4th House. Her father abandoned her mother before she was born, and then her mother was in mental hospitals most of her childhood and she was shuffled between foster homes and orphanage. This led to profound sense of insecurity and loneliness and deep psychological wounds. At 16, she married a good man,Jim Dougherty, who loved her and gave her stability and a home. But she couldn't appreciate his sincere love and divorced him to go chase fame and adulation in Hollywood. She went from a stable marriage with Jim to a life of abusive relationships and casting couch exploitation. And though she achieved the fame she craved, it couldn't fill the black hole inside her. Marilyn died miserable and alone in her bed at 36. There are many lessons to learn from her -- most especially when you are given love by life, take it. She had a chance to heal her wounds with Jim, but she threw it away,
I have the Saturn in the 4th house, conjunct with South Node ++ both are retrograde ++ has opposition with my Sun It seems like it will be a challenging journey, and I will need to learn more and more about myself and my ancestors... I've watched many videos, but I really like the way you explain, and gave important details... I listened to it without any distractions. I subscribed to the channel in the first minute. :) Thank you for the guidance and positive vibe💫
I also have Saturn conjunct my South Node in 4H. I have heavy 8H & 12H as well. I come from a dysfunctional family and I don’t mean just mother & father. The whole lineage is rotten to the core and knowing that I distanced myself from them from a very young age; somehow they kept dragging me back in and I ended up supporting them and them acting like it was my duty, like I owed them something. I couldn’t make any progress in life until I finally pulled the plunger and freed myself from this heavy karma. Apparently I’ve been programmed in believing that I owed them something so I had to free myself from all belief systems and focus on myself and what makes me happy.
Depending on the house system, I would have 5 planets in Capricorn in the 4th house. Saturn, Neptune, Venus, Mercury, and Uranus. I'm trying yall. I'm trying really hard. Plus Pluto in the 1st.
