Shit I am having flashbacks. I saw her dancing and really enjoying with someone else at our University annual dinner. I couldn't help myself so I went to the bathroom and stood near the sink while this song was being played outside. It just feels like I will never be able to love anyone else to that extent. She was my first and last. I hope with whomever she is, she stays happy and fine.
my ex used to play this song all the time. It was his favorite and now that he left this song plays at a Walmart I work at, and whenever it plays it takes me back to the days/nights we’d spend going to pick up 🍃 or do postmates, he was really great. But he cheated on me and constantly disrespected me through out the entire relationship. I know I shouldn’t miss him and trust me I’m finally at peace knowing I won’t be going thru that anxiety of finding or seeing something on his phone that I don’t like. But everytime this song comes up it just takes me back to that house, that city, those fucking moments I wish that didn’t have to end so fast. But sadly they did. I reminisce and let myself go in the nostalgia of that song. I just wish it would’ve worked out. I wish that he didn’t have to do all that. And I just hope he’s okay.
Let me tell you something. It's ok to let the toxic relationship to end. Believe me She was the love of my life. And I think I will never be able to love anyone else like her. It just feel so holy but when you know she doesn't love you the same and constantly hurt you. It's time to Let go. It's time to to know your self worth. I hope if you read this, I want you to know that you are a wonderful Human with a pure heart.
@@muhammadafzalhussainkhan5689 I know. I know I should let it go but at the same time i wish he would change. I know I’m so dumb to believe he will but that’s how I spent my life in that relationship, hoping he’ll realize he’s making a mistake waiting for that change /:
