I'm crying hearing this :( I remember all the memories that used to be, I just want to go back to the past because my current days are very difficult ❤️
feels like leaving a place that's full of memories that you know you'll never come back to or maybe even its kinda that feeling that everyone has moved on and not feeling welcome in the place you felt you owned
We all grow up. Eventually. And when we do, all we can do is remember the good times. Sometimes the bad. But yet, they are the times you hold dearly, no matter how much they hurt. So go and make new memories, memories you'll look back on, good or bad. Just make new ones. -Written by me (Max)
crying at the fact of how far I’ve come these past few years, it feels unreal to finally be with someone who truly makes me feel loved and gives me a reason to keep going everyday. :’)
This audio feels like when you’re coming back to your hometown and it suddenly hits you that all the memories you made as a child are long gone and things will never go back to the way it was
This song reminds me of my grandma who recently passed away. November 17th 7:55 P.M when I got the news... I went to Mexico for her funeral and oh man. She didn't look like herself. This song reminds me of when she was still around. I miss her so much she was going to turn 71. Que En Paz Descanse (May she rest in peace) Silvia Galarza November 29th, 1951- November 17th 2022
This is really well put together from Phoebe, it really does sound like pure sorrow and grief. The small sound effects in the background, to remind you of your childhood. It's a very raw emotion to express and I've cried a lot to it. Very good stuff :')
This feels like a goodbye. Three years passed by so fast, I've changed a tremendous amount. I've been left or I did the leaving- the memory of the people that made me into who I am today will never leave. I just wish I could experience the love of all my lost friends for the first time again. The train whistles makes me think of finally leaving my past behind, no longer letting the ignorant, painfully unserious me define my future. The young me that took everything for granted. It took so long for me to come to terms that nothing will last forever. All those people I've known are gone, living their own lives. However, I am grateful for the people I watched grow up, and decide to stick with me, I thank them so much. I bid farewell to my old friends, my old ways, and everything that is meant to stay frozen in the past. Maybe there'll be a time I can be proven wrong, and things can rewind, becoming new again.
I just can’t forget how easily replaced I’ve always been. Even my childhood’s friends left me years ago, what was actually the worst breakup of my life. I can’t deal with with the fact that they will have the life that we had always talked about, a life that I don’t want anymore though, but it’s still painful. I can’t deal with the knowledge that childhood’s is over.
to me this song sounds happy and relieved, like you just got through a terrible time in your life, and as the sun rises and everything is still you are outside looking at the clear sky and you know that it's over and the next chapter is beginning
March 1980 Dear Dean, I was thinking about shells today. I saw a woman with a shirt that had them, and I remembered the beach, and you, and this box. I went back and read through all the letters, and for the first time, in a long time, I wasn’t sad about it - not in the same way. I’ve been so tired lately. I’m so tired of being angry, and sad, because that wasn’t the point. I’m sad because I’ll never get to tell you certain things again. I’m sad about that, but I’m not sad like I was when you left. I think I held onto that too long. I confused it with loving you, and those aren’t the same. Being sad about the things I miss isn’t loving you. It never was. Loving you was so much bigger than that. I don’t think I can stop loving you. I think it’s a part of me now, and it’s never leaving. It makes me who I am, and I used to think this crippled me, but I don’t think it does anymore. Loving you has given you back to me. I’ve missed you. The old you. You never really came home, and I understand that now, and I know it wasn’t your fault or mine or anyone’s. It was just circumstances we couldn’t avoid, but I’ve realized that just because we ended the way we did doesn’t define what we were before. To have those memories back is such a precious thing. To have that part of you back with me - it’s unimaginable. I was thinking about shells, and I was thinking about that day at the beach and I can remember sitting on the blanket looking at the water, and you asked me what I was thinking. I was thinking about how afraid I was that I was never going to love you as much as I did then. That the moment was going to get washed out, that I would never be able to experience what it was like to know that I loved you as much as I did again… I’m sorry that things didn’t work out the way we wanted them to. I’m sorry - I’m sorry we weren’t as equipped to deal with the hand we got. The fact that we didn’t get to do the little plans hurts more than the big ones, sometimes. It wouldn’t have mattered about a house or the island. Sometimes I stop myself at work and realize I’m never going to sit in Van’s noodle house with you, and I don’t know exactly - I’m so terrible at letters, Dean. I’m glad you never had to read them when you were in Vietnam, they were all so terrible and boring and wordy. I think - I think that, the point of it all, is that the moment at the beach? I had never really understood who I was until then. That’s who I am. That person, and there, right there, next to me, that was you. That’s who you are. It’s so wonderful to know that I didn’t lose you. That we were always right where we were supposed to be the whole time. This whole time I thought I’d lost you, and there you were… Memories are good that way. I can remember us, and I can keep living. I can keep going and always know right where to find you when I miss you. I miss you all the time. I want you to realize this someday. All of that about us. You don’t - you don’t have to be guilty, and I know you are, and I understand why everything happened the way it did. It just happened. We just - it just happened, Dean, and it’s alright. I’m alright. I’ll be okay. Once, you told me it didn’t seem right to say goodbye. Not really. I thought I’d have to - I thought I’d have to let go of everything I loved about you, but I don’t, and you were right, and wouldn’t you be pleased with yourself to know. The truth of it has never been clearer to me, my darling. And you are, always, my darling. Yours, Cas ... See you then.
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I know I’m late, but I really want this to be played at my funeral. No matter how old the song is. I want it played, bring some memories to the loved ones that once heard me listening to it.
the end of this gives such strong coming of age movie ending vibes omg "so there we are, the end of high school. all the good, the bad, and the sometimes crazy is over. we've become adults, thrust into the unknown world that is our future. but that's okay, because i've had the greatest time of my life. in these last four years, i've made so many memories and finally figured out who i am. i'll miss this place but i know that my life will be okay, because i've got everything i need, my friends, my family, and myself. so this is really it, thank you for everything and i cant wait for what's to come. "
I know I'm very late, but I need to say this. I grew up in New York early in the years 2012- 2014 (Ish) when I wasn't afraid of New York. But now It's the people who make New York such a 'scary' place, you're now afraid of walking down alleyways, to walk alone at night, just walking past a group of people in a sketchy part of the city. This song reminds me of those times when I used to be able to run around in my front yard and get the daily ice cream truck without a care in the world of what could happen, damn... Where did the time go...? (I've cried reading all of these comments)
This song is a reminder for me, the whole time i've flashback to the memories me and my batchmates did. All the crazy stuff, happy times and sad. I cry for my classmates, my friends and especially him. i can't handle change, we're almost graduating i can't do this anymore.
This song is the feeling you get when you finish a book or its series and that’s it. It’s the end. And you just sit there kinda soaking it all in, realizing that these characters are just words on a page. That they gave you the best company and that after everything, after all the adventures they took you on, it’s the end. For them, for you, for the story. There is no way to unread what you’ve read and you’ll never get the feeling you got the first time you read these lines. You can reread it but it’ll never be the same. You just have to let go. Just hold onto the book and let them go as they tell you, “anyway, don’t be a stranger.” 🥲
i know im gonna ball my eyes out at my graduation next year, especially thinking of all the wonderful highschool memories while listening to this song 😭😭
I remember listening to this when i was laying on the bed with my ex and cuddling but now things are different listening to this feels so different it feels like the memories just start to fade away and it feels like im letting everything about her just go and shes fading away from my memories
I commented 10 months ago with what was essentially a suicide note. Tonight I've found my way back here and I am still alive. Loudly, gloriously, vibrantly alive. I love who I once was so much. I love who I am now. I'm laying in bed listening and my fan is blowing like a night breeze and all I can think of is that I made it. Came so close to the end and I still made it. What a feeling.
This song makes my heart break. I miss when my dad used to come home and I and my sisters would ride our bikes down the hill waving at him and laughing. I miss when my friends were younger and kinder and everyone got along now we are all strangers. I miss waking up early to read Harry Potter books on my bed so I could be the best reader in my class. I miss Saturday mornings when my dad would cook fried eggs and toast and we would bring breakfast in bed to my mom. I miss when my sister and I would play dolls. I miss begin the cool big sister when my sisters were toddlers. I miss ballet classes and afterwards we would get hot chocolate. I miss when my dad was home more. I miss my childhood teddies and house. But it is time to move on and look towards the future . I’m aiming to get into college soon and it breaks my heart knowing I’m not a little girl anymore. But good things are ahead and those are just memories now. I’m glad I had a nice childhood. Thank you mom and dad for an amazing childhood . I love you forever
I think when we are born we are all given a light in us. Sadly Im slowly lossing it and one day it might come. When that tiny spark vanished for good... I hope your's fine...
Im almost done with my cancer treatment and this song makes me think of how ive gotten through my lows and the unknowing if im going to die young. But im still here :) so lets live
I'm thinking about all the pain the pain has caused me. Broke my heart, even though my job was to protect all hearts. I didn't deserve all this, the bad words that I should die, it couldn't have been better if I burned. Sometimes I wonder why the people who feel the most and are sensitive to every living thing suffer so much? It hurts when I see someone sad, yet the world makes me cry. And I wipe the world's tears. I will continue to be kind, not losing my heart and my personality. It hurts, yet, I will remain true to my pure heart. I only wish for people who love me ... And here's what I want to say to myself: you're great, be aware. What people say and judge about you is not you. Be glad you have a unique soul. I love you just the way you are. I'm your best friend. Be true to yourself. And remember, even if people on Earth don't value you, the Earth, with all its flowers, the sky, with all its clouds, appreciates you. The night with all the stars. Be aware of love, fortunately you're here. I believe in you, keep up the good work.
This is what wanting to run away from everything and run back to everything you miss from the past all at once but you know it’s impossible to do either feels like.
i sadly didn't enjoy my childhood until now i turned 16 still sad and i became quiet introvert and insecure about myself because when i was a kid i was always happy and loud i usually makes my "friends" happy but i just get bullied anyways but then now i missed it i wish o have enjoyed it but just avoid them i wish i was still happy until now.
“If anything happens, just know I love you”said by my oldest step sister who I don’t view as step. She was losing a lot of weight all of a sudden and struggling with mental problems. I try my best to listen to her rants and provide a listening ear to whatever she wants to talk about and always show kindness to her no matter how little the gesture is. But my heart shook when she said that. I understood what she was probably going to do next. Me and her stayed in a hug for a long time and I made sure to remind her how much I loved her and how great she was later that day desperately hoping she’d change her mind and maybe find enough value in the words I said. That maybe she would just, maybe just grasp on to those kind words and hold on a little longer. She’s gone through a lot and I am so proud of her. It hurt to hear her hinting at such a thing. My life would fall apart if the tragedy occurred. However it is weeks later and she is still here❤she held onto my words and stayed. Remember, words matter.
I went to the canal and the connecting reservoir with my friends, my crush and her friends through fields and farmland during the late evening when the sky was orange and I listened to this song for a few moments while we were there and felt so at peace
This song gives me some good memories from when i was younger the sound of the train bells nowing im going through a bad time in life right now me having to leave my dad beind nowing that it’s nott going to be the same without him
Makes me reminisce on all the years my dad took me racing and how I look up to my dad and how to me he’s basically iron man And I know all the things he’s been through and how difficult his life was growing up, and that instead of turning into a nasty person and giving up he kept fighting If my dad for some reason sees this, I love you dad, your my hero and my inspiration to be better, I look up to you everyday and aspire to be like you, you and mom have given me some of the best memories a kid could ask for, I love you dad And thank you God for blessing me with such a wonderful family And dad… I won’t let you down ❤️
This song makes my heart ache so bad. It aches for the death of my innocence, hope, and will to live. Every now and then I cry while I listen to this song, thinking about what could’ve been if things were different. But I guess that’s life, terrible things happen and it doesn’t always go the way we want it to be. So goodbye, to my younger self, the one who had so much life and hope. I know things aren’t the way we wanted it to be, I’m still far from reaching our dreams, but I hope you’re proud of me for still being here. That I’m still fighting when I thought life would end at 16. I’m 24 now, idk where life would take me or what I’m supposed to be doing. But I hope you’re proud of me.
Halo mba daun, siapa tau kamu baca ini, semoga kita bisa kembali lagi kayak waktu dulu hehe, cukup mustahil tapi ya gk papa lah ya, semoga bahagia selalu 🤍
Looking at the picture of me snuggled next to my grandpa on a garden bench when I was about 2/3/4. I miss him, i have that picture of him next to my bed on my notice board so he watches over me as i sleep at uni
This song makes me cry every time I hear it always reminds me of my grandma, my grandma is one of the best grandparents I have she knows me so well, she knows what I like she knows my favorite food my favorite color she knows everything about me. And it makes me sad beacuse my parents and grandma aren’t on good terms and beacuse of that I can’t see my grandma and I want to see her beacuse i know she won’t be here for ever and I wanna spend ever moment with her beacuse she’s always been there for me sense i was little and she understands me. She always makes me feel better. :(
"this month will be my last month with my Friends , teacherr and my classmate .how can i late realizing it we all will be separated by our career after this .
damm cousin you been dead for 2 years and I still think about you everyday i wake up every day thinking this a nightmare and you’re really not gone i miss you so bad ):
Lying in the bed and sobbing about the fact that i can’t get over about how bad my mom’s words to me. Maybe her life would be easier if she return to my step dad, and enjoy her life with her new family.
