It that feeling, like yeah i'm second but i was just SO CLOSE to winning. It makes you unappreciative about how u are on the podium cuz ur too busy getting upset about being so close. Happened to me in my race when i was in the finals. 🩷
when your first, you’re actually filled with joy and VERY proud. if you’re *third* you’ll think that at least you got on the podium. but *SECOND* … so close. It makes you upset with yourself. Thinking that you could’ve put a more effort.