My feelings towards Triviums In Waves. The sing itself is very dark almost suicide note like of ending it all for the world to see. But the song over the years is played at the end of the live shows, and in seeing the comradery at the shows, idk, tween the band being us together and the fans enjoying one another and the song is the last one to go out with, the vibe changed to "I used to be that way, but I'm better. This just helps me remain grateful I'm alive and remember the time I almost wasn't".
This is what I hear when I listen to this song. It's like bleeding out, in pain, yet releasing that pain when you listen to the song. You're bleeding, but at the same time you're healing. It's weird, but at least I'm healing.
Lyrics: It seems like every day's the same And I'm left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray And there's no color to behold They say it's over and I'm fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I'm dying here And I am aware now of how Everything's gonna be fine one day Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now, Seems everyone's gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire And there's no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar 'Cause I can't seem to get this through You say it's over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I'm dying here And I am aware now of how Everything's gonna be fine one day Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now, Seems everyone's gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I'm not scared now. I must assure you, You're never gonna get away And I'm not scared now. And I'm not scared now. No… I am aware now of how Everything's gonna be fine one day Too late, I'm in hell I am prepared now Seems everyone's gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I am prepared now, Seems everything's gonna be fine for me For me; for myself. For me, for me, for myself For me, for me, for myself I am prepared now for myself I am prepared now and I am fine... again