Sesiko - Curse Me 

All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.
(Lyrics)
Will you curse me or not?
Not the tears but the musical notes pouring out
Like a breast bled terribly from your cancer
This figura of catabasis, a passus duriusculus
That I wrote in grief beside your funerary urn
Do you curse me or not?
My music flares up from your demise
And the melody that is you, it never dies
Do you curse me or not?
As I sing to soothe my tearless cries
Instead of your voice, vanishing to the skies
Death ignites my imagination
So let it burn as like your cremation
More of a roaring flames in the chamber
How it sounds like relief from suffering
No, I can't resist myself from writing
Those musical notes on the rampage
Forgive my audacity
I'm no longer sanity
So let the instruments roars in fortissimo
Moreover it make the sound screeches
Of its beauty amidst the misery
Forgive my audacity
I'm no longer sanity
Will you curse me or not?
Do you curse me or not?
My music flares up from your demise
And the melody that is you, it never dies
Do you curse me or not?
As I sing to soothe my tearless cries
Instead of your voice, vanishing to the skies
(日本語)
お前は私を呪うか？
涙こぼれずとも音符は溢れ出す　
まるで癌からの出血のごとく
この譜面が示す私の苦悶と嘆き
お前の骨壷の傍で書き綴った
呪われるか否か
喪に服さずとも舞い上がる音楽
その旋律だけはあなたを死なせぬ
呪われるか否か
あの美しい歌声は空へと消え去るも
似つかぬ私が泣かずして歌おう
死が私の創造性を煌めかせる
ならばその火花を散らして燃やせ
さらには燃えたぎる焼却炉のように
安らぎもたらすあの轟音唸らせ
ああ、もう自分自身を止められない
音符がひたすらに暴れ狂っている
私の冒涜を許しておくれ
もう正気ではないんだ
ならば全ての楽器に轟音を鳴らさせろ
かくなる上は哀しく気高い悲鳴を
悲劇のなかにも儚い美しさを
私の冒涜を許せ
もう正気ではない
お前は私を呪うか？
呪われるか否か
喪に服さずとも舞い上がる音楽
その旋律だけはあなたを死なせぬ
呪われるか否か
あの美しい歌声は空へと消え去るも
似つかぬ私が泣かずして歌おう

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