The difficult thing regarding Philip is that in his life, his parallel universe he is happy. To try and convince him that some other form of life would be preferable would be impossible. One of the values of Mark's videos is that he humanizes others for us. People we would normally dismiss as creepy, gross, losers ....he puts a face on. He lets us get to know them. Watching the videos they are chatting with us. We see they are people. Like us in many ways. People who have lost their way, become confused, have lost hope, live in delusions. Addicts with little hope who have traveled hard roads. Sex workers who hold onto their humanity with a thread. And, in some little way we come to love them. We begin to root for them. This is the gift that Mark brings to the earth. In his own way he is helping humanity to heal and the viewer probably is healed more than the subjects. Thank you, Mark, for making the earth a better place.
You said it perfectly, Nancy. Mark helps humanize marginalized people. They are humans and they deserve to be heard. If folks don't want to hear this, they are in complete control to move along and watch something else.
This needs to be top comment. People have the chance to share their story probably for the first time in their life. It's hard to read the judgemental comments. Let's just listen for now, we judge others constantly
what i love about these videos is that the thumbnails portray everyone in the same: a black and white headshot. no catchy titles, no clickbaits, you go in with minimal knowledge and you just learn about the person through their stories.
No catchy titles.. "SEX ADDICT INTERVIEW!" lmao Let's be honest..if it said "Interview with Grocery Store Cashier" nobody would be here. That being said I appreciate this channel in bringing light on people not often listened to. But definitely got some catchy titles flying around.
He is proof that people literally freeze in time and are basically the age they were at the time of whatever trauma had happened to them. It’s like they stay that age forever. So sad....
Wouldn't that be age 14 when he first tried to see if he was gay. I have never seen a 14 year old act like this but I guess since he's from a different time, maybe this is the way he act back then. Thing is this only happens to some people. Not all.
It's true. Imagine being the most mature 5 year old. I stayed 5 but I did mature in a lot of ways; but I express myself in what people perceive as childlike. Which I am childlike but I also deeply love history and literature and I am knowledgeable in to some degree. I also enjoy writing while I read. (It's inspiring) The way I act does not come across that way and sadly people treated me as if I was extremely stupid. I like this channel because it's mostly positive, even when dealing with people who aren't considered positive. This channel humanizes many different people. I say this because I'm scared of someone being mean to me. Just hoping people are positive with me as well.
Totally agree, anybody who has the courage and humility to be open about such things and face their wrongdoings deserves respect. Regardless of what they did, because it shows that they arent numb to it and they dont ignore their problem.
@@Morefuego I mean who are we to judge him? Even though it seems he's being open right now in this interview we aren't in his head 24/7, and even though he said it it's obvious he's embarrassed about talking about it. I can't imagine having this addiction. Constantly needing to have sex to feel good physically. Doesn't sound fun. For me anyways.
Putting his sex addiction aside, he seems like a nice guy. He seems to be a people pleaser to a high extent. His childhood was skipped in this interview. Something happened.
It may not have been skipped. He said he was a loner within his family. He started experimenting with men at a young age out of that boredom. He liked it and got caught up in that world. Every case isn’t a result of forced sexual assault.
@Elizabeth Martin .....those body movements are either long term crack abuse or meth abuse. No doubt about it, crack/meth is a part of his sex addiction
I see a child abuse survivor that became hyper sexualized by the ADULT black men he was in close proximity to. This could have happened to anyone, any race, any gender role reversal, etc. It’s just really sad to see he has such a kind heart and wants to please others inherently because of his trauma. Thank you for sharing your story. It’s powerful.
@@erelian_sardonic Maybe because as a 14 year old, he was taught it was okay lmfao. What a dumbass fucking comment. A 27 year old fucking a 14 year old is not okay, was not okay, and will never be okay.
@@JustinJ we all knew it was only a matter of time until a race related response came through. There is nothing wrong inherently about stating an observation. You’re literally the one bringing race into it by your very comment. The comment or was literally just making a factual statement. Stop victimizing yourself.
brooo i thought he was straight till i noticed the nails (obviously straight men can totally wear nail polish nothing wrong with that) but then he actually talked about being gay
You nailed it. These interviews are fascinating for certain, but to just assume that straight truth is being told is naive. This particular one sounded a bit too much like a string of endless troubled teen fantasies.
@@otllc979 while I think that some of the instances are embellished in his memory, nothing in this sounds far-fetched. I know a lot of people in the BDSM community (and am occasionally a part of it) and this is pretty on par with the lifestyle. Obviously, this isn't his entire life, just what he prefers to focus on.
bloody hell I can't believe Philip is only about 8 years older than me!!? also sounds like he was VERY lucky to not catch AIDS. There's something almost sweet about him despite his confessions. thank you for interviewing this man
But he actually spoke about. He said he was a middle child, in a stable home trying to navigate through the world with this new found discovery that he was gay. His brothers seemed to share more of a bond or maybe received more attention. He sought attention, that was maybe the missing link. I'm more curious what his relationship with his mother was.
Oh yeah.. My guess is he had to have had a very dominating parent or parents in combination with some sort of physical, emotional, and or sexual abuse.
The more i watch these videos the more it reinforces that childhood- including adolescence, is the most critical period of human development. The things that happen in your youth TRULY can define your entire life. its actually terrifying. I pray for the kids mehn...and hope they have attentive, loving guidance.
I know they are fascinating from a psychological perspective. I have my own issues with addiction and 100% I think I wouldn't if my adolescence had been different. My life has been very privileged in comparison to most of these people though so I feel bad for complaining. I think it all comes down to stable, emotional support during childhood and teen years imo. Not having that, regardless of your privilege or class, can cause addiction issues later in life
This is true, I lived it and I'm living the consequences of having an abusive (mentally, physically and sexually) childhood which is why I treat children around me with love and respect. I know that when I was a child mean words had a lot of power in me so I never even say bad things as a joke to children, like I've seen people telling children as a joke that they're ugly or fat and that's very very traumatic for children. For example, my old sis was very abusive to me physically but her words caused me more pain, she called me stupid, ugly and fat everyday. I grew up with low self esteem and developed anorexia, binge eating, I become 200lbs one month and then go down to 100lbs and then go up again, it's been a constant battle with food for many years. Also, I grew up in a very problematic household. My step father would drink everyday and cause fights w my mom everyday and my mom...it was like she wasn't there. She never asked how our day was, never sat down w us and gave us advice and she always chose the abusive man. Now we're all adults and all my brothers are into drugs and my parents often ask themselves "what have we done to deserve these kids as drug addicts??" As if it wasn't their fault, as if they were amazing parents who never fought and who gave attention and priority to their kids but they weren't. My brothers are all drug addicts and even alcoholic like their dad. I'm a huge mess with eating disorders, severe anxiety, low self esteem, always depressed and unable to have a relationship w a man so I'm single and without kids. The one that caused me more pain seems to be better. My older sister. She found a good man, got married, have two kids, her own house....the life I always wanted but will never have. Life is funny.
You'd be surprised by how many teens are let.down by their parents. I know childhood is important for bonding and stuff but teenage years are extremely important when it comes to navigating sex, self-esteem, social interactions, etc. If a parent isn't there to guide their teen or a teen feels like they can't openly speak to their parents, then that's brings a whole slew of problems
@@sugarsore again, I disagree. Not in any of the interview did he seem emotionally childlike. I think because his voice is childlike, you are going there. Just my clinical opinion.
I love that Mark treats all the people he interviews with dignity, respect and compassion which humanizes those who are different and or shunned. Shedding light on all life situations is eye opening.
This one honestly breaks my heart the most out of all of them, he’s still so indoctrinated into thinking everything that happened was normal and justified
he's completely child like, he doesn't understand love and what it means to be comforted, so he takes that toll in sexual actions. it is so incredibly sad, and I will pray for this man, I just want to tell him everything will be okay. my heart hurts.
you guys, he's just autistic. There's no changing him - autistic people have fascinations in certain things. Some like history, this guy likes sex. It's just the way it is.
My dad is a sex addict. I witnessed him trying to pick up women while out with myself and my siblings, and when they asked if we were his kids, he would deny that we were his children. He’s white and prefers women of color. He’s lost jobs because of it, and he would get extremely angry when frustrated and sometimes physically abuse me. I noticed a lot of similarities to the way this guy talks (minus the gayness), and the fetish for people of color. I feel that there’s not enough awareness around this subject, and it’s unfortunate that a lot of people who were sexually abused as children deal with it by becoming hyper sexual as adults, and how this behavior is encouraged by society. This guy seems like he is trying to fill a void and has low self esteem. I appreciate Mark bringing awareness to this subject.
My god...I'm so sorry you were exposed to that growing up. When you said he'd get aggressive when frustrated that rang like a bell. An ex-friend of mine had this issue. She was molested when she was young and I think it made her hypersexual and all kinds of aggressive. Magnified when she was drinking which was frequent. She had a very hard time making and keeping friends - female friends in particular. And I never knew if this had something to do with sexual "competition," real or imaginary. But she's abusive. Her life is absolute chaos and it leaves well-meaning people in its wake. It also attracts a lot of people who do not have good intentions. It blights every aspect of her life. This does need to be talked about more frequently in a serious way. I'd like to know your thoughts about how we talk about it now. Lately it seems that any celebrity (male) caught with his pants down claims sexual addiction. How seriously do you take them?
I loved his honesty and how comfortable he was with his sexuality. Some people always like to point out the negatives in other peoples lives. At the end of the day, we all pursue what makes us happy on this earth
@@Mezmer7777 it is the only connection he has ever had with other "so-called...humans". It is frightening and very sad that this is what he thinks life is. The minute his butt or mouth does not work any longer...he will be utterly alone. That is heartbreaking
You are becoming my favourite you tube channel. One thinks that life is full of variety but you just open things up to such an extent that is mind blowing. My understanding of humanity grows every time. Thank you
@Amy K I'm surprised you didn't distinguish the fundamental difference here. KKK are offensive to others so too are child molesters. This gentleman did not hurt or offend a fly. Comprehension is key, Amk K 🤦♀️
@Amy K Stick to what was discussed in the clip. Did he mention underage? This channel is pretty transparant so there's no reason why he couldn't mention this. Why are you inferring or assuming things to fit your agenda? I'm curious.
I disagree. Mark is fantastic at allowing people to talk and tell their story without trying to sway the topic or conversation in a way the he personally feels would better tell the story. He lets these people be themselves and tell their stories the way the want.
When he talked about the one guy he loved...after his 800+ guys, it just got to me. Poor thing. He wasn't able to focus on it in the interview, he just got back to "dicks" and "seed." Sex addiction is just like other addictions. It really overshadows the rest of your life.
This man has been interviewed 3 times so far and each time has been better than the last. He's very smart and he's a good person . You can definitely tell he didn't expect to be interviewed again but I'm glad he has. It's time for another update!💖
Gosh, 14.. far too young. 😞 something happened to him as a child. He was used and abused. I respect the honesty, but feel like he’s trying to “normalize” the trauma. A 14 year old with a 27 year old is NOT okay.
“You know who likes big butts and they cannot lie.” Referring to gay black men isn’t even partially respectful. “The blackest city/the hood” is not respectful... but ok sis
Bless this man. He was molested & used by up to 4 grown men at once. He never found a healthy way to express his sexuality and it locked him into addiction. I believe there is a healthy way to experience BDSM, but this is built on the back of abuse.
lol, BDSM at its core is abuse, there’s no healthy way to experience it, people who are into BDSM are damaged, no two ways about it. Not saying it’s wrong, but don’t act like it’s normal.
@@christoferprestipino7433 BDSM can be experienced lovingly and with great respect for your partner. It’s not a bad thing to enjoy certain elements of restriction or control during sex.
@@christoferprestipino7433 of course it can be done in a safe and harmless manner. I have done it myself. just like hard drugs can be done safe and responsible, even heroin and meth. is it a good idea to try, maybe not, but it's not black and white like you think.
i feel so bad for him, but my god this is the craziest, realist interview I've ever seen, dudes honest and real. just dealing with some rough shit, props to producer and philip.
@Lori Joy Fine Art Channel He was modest, there were times that he said I'm not getting into that. One instance was poo another was with a guy treating him badly. He withheld information to keep things limited. With 900+ guys yeah he withheld information. Which is obvious cuz the video is 52 minutes and no full adult can give you an entire life story in 52 minutes especially with everything the man has done. Although he was graphic in some areas I guarantee it gets much more graphic than what he said.
He’s “OK” with his lifestyle and “happy” because it’s all he’s ever known. I believe there is a lot of trauma that he has blocked out and uses sex as his drug. Drugs are an escape from reality and sex is his escape from reality. When your violated for the pleasure of another you can go one of two ways - 1. Become very uncomfortable with sex 2. Somehow believe that is what your worth is and continue to seek out approval from others via sex.
nice to see someone in the comments being honest for once. he seems like a nice guy but i had a stint in being like him and once you let go of the addiction and stop letting people take advantage of you via “BDSM” you look back and you feel ashamed that you asked for people to hurt you, because that is sincerely what it is. you look back, hurt by your own actions. nobody has ever abused me but i was 100% abusing myself. it is so sad for me to look back and wonder how i suppressed the shame of lying to my mom constantly that facial bruises were from the dog. and again i 100% asked for them and thought it was all fun, hot, whatever. but the fact is you are hurting yourself in the long run. it took me years to stop obsessing over sex and the bdsm lifestyle. i still get stuck in fantasizing thoughts and have to get myself out of it. my grades in college suffered so much and it’s been hard going back to school and trying to work at the same time. but i know in the future i will know true pleasure from being married in a vanilla relationship, happy in a career, doing better for myself and pushing sex far on the back burner. i say, never again.
I'd say you either become hyposexual or hypersexual. When you're hypersexual, sex is not a connection things its an action. A pleasurable one and can be an escape but its an action of enjoyment. Like skydiving or crafting its a rush if you will and a high ypu try to chase over and over.
Phillip saying "I'm a great person to just spit roast" in his cheery voice while proceeding to thoroughly explain what a spit roast was got me dying LMAO
There is something child-like about him, I believe he was violated in his formative years in some way. I feel bad for him.. It’s quite alarming how many black men are on the DL these days.
Go on grindr and you'll see it and its sad because i know in the black community being gay is frowned upon and so they get with women but on the low with men
He said it in the end of the interview - he's craving intimacy love attention and in that moment when you're the only two (or 9 lol) in the room it feels like you're getting ALL that person has to give - noone else matters.
truthfully im a 20 year old man who went through very similar experiences as this man growing up, was taken advantage of early in my adolesence, i'd say about 16. I then got my first girlfriend at that same age. I loved her with all my heart and i enjoyed doing rumpy pumpy with her but there was always a side of me which struggled knowing that i had the urge to have sex with men, which i didn't. I then had my second girl at 18-19 and unfortunately i did. I've had good and bad experiences with sex but listening to this guys stories have made me realise i don't want to go down this path. I still struggle with knowing if im gay or not, i like it but i just dont want to be, i look at women and im so attracted to them but just not as sexually. I think im gonna see a therapist. I also have mad respect to this guy, hes real af and he says it how his life is. All love brother
Reading this as a gay man I actually see how a lot of decisions I made as a young person could have led me down this road. Even now I struggle with sex addiction, and struggle with the facts that I too, asked older men to show me the way when I was altogether too young to be experiencing those things. The most jolting part of this interview for me is how Phillip almost brags about his experiences, you can tell he wears them like a badge of honor and that during his sexual exploits he has intense moments of lucidity that he attaches to. I feel that whenever sexual conversations come up with friends or new people I tend to overshare and the shock factor alone of the experiences of many gay men captivate others. I've noticed I too will downplay my own feelings about events that happened to keep peoples attention. I hope Phillip has a safe life and finds joy in other aspects of his existence. I send this man so much love.
Best comment! And exactly what I was thinking. Sex is literally his identity. He finds value in himself by how well he “services” others. I hope he can find value within himself, without the sex.
@trekofalltrades And this is exactly why mark does these videos, to open peoples minds a bit. I’m glad this has helped you out in a way and hope you do great things in life 👍🏼
I hope none of them dudes is pimping him out. 1 dude bringing over different guys every night. Hard not to believe they ain't charging for this mans services.
@Maur the guy was charging without his knowledge, he didn't have a clue he was being pimped out. He wasn't given an option to make the money. He was completely taken advantage of. If you cannot see that you are blind
He's been so abused he didn't understand. Master rodrick abused him cause brings up the grades dropping. He deserves love! You can tell he needs attention and love. This video makes me sad. Master Rodrick was abusing him and he doesn't understand. Trained at 16 is not ok
@@hisword1296 it so as effected me thinking of him..i had a patient tell me he was dom ... n i dont know why he did many ppl say weird or very sexual things to me n i never get mad but this got me mad cause all i could think about was this guy
What is also sad is that anyone who may have tried to give him real, healthy love, he probably didn't know how to accept it and sabotaged it for the immediate, illusion of love that he is addicted to.
@@KittyKittyBangBang249 interesting that you know. If it were the other way around and they were women would the majority of them be married as well? 🤔
Mark, I'm not sure how you got this man to agree to speak so openly about his sexcapades but whew, I wasn't ready. When does 1 person have time to experience 900 men in 1 lifetime?? Amazing.
What really worries me is that Philip lets the men control how he lives his life. He even does drugs if the person he is with uses them. Philip seems like a sweet guy in many ways, but no addiction is good for you.
To me it’s incredible that these people open up this much in these interviews. I wonder why, maybe it’s because no one usually listen to them. Anyway, this channel is amazing, truly gave me a grasp on how crazy things can be in this world
I find myself with the same question. It is amazing how much we all as a human race can learn if everyone were to listen rather than judge. Just take the information as is and use it to prosper within your own knowledge rather than to prosper entertainment.
It’s their truth, they are recalling what they did and what happened to them. The only way to grow as a person is to face what happened to you and be honest about where your at. Shame is when you hide parts of yourself to fit in. When you do that these aspects of yourself operate subconsciously and are harder to face and deal with.
Exactly! his Sexual Orientation and Appearance affects how a lot of people are reacting Negatively to this. but they are too Judgmental and Hypocritical to admit it.👎
@@naturallaw1733 Possibly. If it were a woman, it may be getting the same amount of negative feedback. I think we all judge everything consciously or subconsciously. That is why we choose to look a certain way, wear certain clothes, choose to be around certain people, prefer certain types of books or movies, eat certain food, etc. Beauty and attraction is in the eye of the beholder unless one would find everything in this world or any other beautiful. Ultimately, I can not judge them for liking, disliking, or being turned off by his lifestyle or his choices. However, that is HIS right as an individual as long as no laws are broken coded by "society" which is an entirely different topic of discussion all together. But yes, to criticize him or have disdain toward this man is completely wrong. I also agree with what I read in another comment. As long as he isn't taking advantage of younger boys as whoever the person was with him, he can do what he wants and likes sexually as long as all parties are in consent and he has no problem with it.
@@__-ti2en I'm sure there would still be a lot of negativity like calling her a slut, whore etc. what I'm wondering is if you would still get the same amount of "disturbing" or "gross" that we've seen here with him??
I think he is addicted to sex because he is trying to make himself feel better. It's a short distraction. He wants to feel something. He has a void in his heart that he is trying to fill. That is clear.
absolutely heartbreaking that his goal in life is to be a sex toy because he is convinced that that is all he is :( having to live in diapers at 45 years old because your stuff dont work...terrible and very sad
you dont know that at all. he spilled his shit on camera. you sit on youtube and make idiotic judgmental comments from a million miles away without knowing him. who the fuck are you? what do you know?
I think he's addicted in the same way drugs are addicting. He's chasing the Euphoria .....The high! I dont think he's unhappy I think he's stuck in a cycle
It's really sad to see how much of his childhood experience haunts him today. He was given an almost uninterrupted hour save a few questions, and his entire life's story is told through a sexual dimension. Outside of sex and his identity in sex, Philip doesn't really exist. There's no stories about high school, first heartbreak, family trouble, hobbies, none of it... just snapshots of one bedroom to another over forty years. Man. Makes you wonder just how many children get introduced to sex like that... unhealthy exchanges with perverted adults that hold all the cards emotionally and physically with distorted versions of sex. He didn't even blink about sex with a teenager, after all, that was his experience. It always repeats itself.
I’ll be honest !! I was expecting to read a lot of horrible comments. Well !!! I was wrong, I’ve read some of the most inspirational and humble comments on this particular video. I’m now feeling happy and warm inside just knowing that earth is full of just nice people, so thanks everyone 🙏. Big thanks to Mark and all involved ✌️❤️
@kevin kelem some of the threads contain cruel comments, but not the clever comedy gold type bullying we all love (or, at least, can respect) Just that 11yo attn seeking r/iamverybadass energy. i am disappoint.
Most of the top comments are kind, or at worst, nuanced criticism.. But some of their corresponding threads are *smh* pretty lame cries for attention.. .imho bullying is always BAD but if one's gonna be a harmful prick, least they can do is be funny &/or original. Bigotry🚫 + Redundancy 📉 =🗣😪 a criminal BORE. 🛑✋👮 🔇🚓🚨
In this channel, some videos feel too heavy to watch, but there are these kinds of videos where I just eagerly listen to their stories and I just feel a mix of emotions. Part of me is angry because Philip's curiosity should not have been taken advantage of a predator. And another part of me is just appreciative and fond of how Philip shares his stories. I could listen to him all day. I loved the life lessons he shared at the end lf the video too.
I think Dante may have been pimping him out after he realised that he was a sex addict, cos he was bringing in different men 4 times a week to work him.
Gosh what I love about these (and I’m sure it’s intentional) is there’s the title and the still photo. You instantly make a judgment about “who this person is” until you watch. Everyone is so much more complex and nuanced and so beautifully human even if you don’t agree with whatever the initial tagline is. I love having my judgmental mind scolded.
@@chlxbear Not trying to play internet psychologist because I get what you're saying, but it seems obvious that it stems from his earliest "experience" when he was 14 and sexually abused. Honestly I wouldn't be surprised if there was some sort of sexual abuse when he was younger from a family member considering how he played the initial question of "how was your childhood" off so quickly. He might just be in denial about it especially considering how he plays off the abuse when he was 14 as just "experimenting". Absolutely disturbing regardless.
Same. He does realise that he has an addiction but does not even think about ending it and he's in denial about the extent of the damage it has caused to his life and possibly to his mental health... too painful to face I suppose. Also from the interview it seems as if there is nothing else going on for him, no other interests, non-sexual friends, hobbies, plans... nothing. Bless him, I wish Philip the best
@Serena Chairs I was observing the part where he said the reason why guys like him is his backside and I thought to myself he truly had to come to that conclusion to feel better about himself and it’s sad cause kids shouldn’t have to experience that. Messed up when hurt kids hurt kids
@@marylougeorge9890 you not alone in this world if you work on yourself and invest everything into you , you’ll figure out that you are your most important asset .
Hearing his story, I close my eyes and hear the hurt, especially when he talks about going to the ballgame at the Detroit Tigers and when he got drunk without his family in 8th grade. He’s strong, beautiful, brave and self-aware through all this trauma. We love you, Phillip ❤️
I feel like he is reliving and recreating his childhood trauma over and over. Maybe it happened so young he doesn’t quite remember it. But 100% think he is a product of his childhood. He acts so childlike
It's his "female" side. Females have many different states of being "female". As an example, take Japanese females, they love to act child-like, exactly as he is doing here in this video. Combine that with the preference of his partner; it's just a set of parameters which define his being. But nevertheless, it's pretty obvious that there's a hint of childhood trauma.
I also think he was abused very early in life and by a male, possibly one he was close to. He has learned to associate love with sex, specifically sex where he is used.
@@twsbrl2xlldmoney355 F that this guy's molested kids for sure. For people saying I'm being judgemental wa wa...exactly- invite them to babysit your kids alone.
Why do you say that? He doesn't seem to be sad or complaining about his life. You may not approve of his lifestyle or be able to understand it, but in the BDSM world he's a normal dude.
Why? Because he's in the BDSM world? So are thousands of other "perfectly normal " people 🙄 🤔...... Vanilla sex is not for everyone and it's a great big world out there. Be careful who you label.
@@bettyvanderhooven-schmaasc4235 so sex addiction is a good thing?? His addiction started at 14. Addiction robs your soul, your essence. Any addiction.
@@OrangeHeadTM Agreed. Just like with any trauma, you can get help. You can break the cycle. You don't have to become the monster they expect you to be. Alcoholic's kids don't have to be drunks. Kids that were abused don't need to put their future wives and children through hell. The more you do for yourself, the more you discount who they were to you and others in their lives. They don't deserve the credit of having any type of impact other than in their own lonely, pathetic existence, and eventually their tortured demise. They need to know how little of a difference they made in the lives that meant so damn little to them, and to see these people turned out better people for it, despite their ill attempts to make them suffer alongside them.
I know he’s so raw with his story but I think there’s another side of his story where he was abused and emotionally neglected. I think that’s part of the true story I want to hear. Prayers for this man
Emotionally neglected, maybe by his parents, i struggle with this every day , but when ur young maybe you dont notice that, but i notice it now that im older, and i never had the emotional support and love that i see other families have and whatnot, and yes it has affected me heavily i know it has. But this guy seemed to live a fun life, in many ways i can relate and he has done things i dream of doing but am too scared
Nope. Not why at all 😂. Perhaps it was the “spit roast”? Or maybe the Jordan night. Brad Pitt could be sitting in that stool and I would still need a shower after this.
Not really 🙂( in my opinion, of course) I think it's because of the nonexistent self esteem, promiscuity , the fact he puts himself in a very submissive position to the point of abuse which makes him a terrible easy target... The eagerness for sex itself in hes case a tremendous addiction. This man needs help otherwise his life will have a very sad ending.
I think he knew his shortcomings in the looks and body shape appeal and appreciated the attention for all the wrong reasons. Was he a sex addict or just succumbing to false attention because knew he wasn't that appealing if he didn't put out? Sexual attention, to average looking people, can be quite addictive. Most people want to feel attractive in some way even if they didn't get the looks jackpot with their genes. Often times plain looking, even obese woman will be better lovers than model types who want to be worshiped.
This is one of the best videos on the channel. I’m only 25 and not a sex addict but I relate to Phillip in so many ways. I know this video is two years old but I hope he’s doing well
I tried to suggest a boy her age but my sitter said no because he could get her pregnant but not me . I was scared of her but eventually gave in and liked it..
Its because we use it as a defense mechanism. No one wants to admit they were raped or molested because it sounds wrong and dirty and its a shameful thing. But its sad that men use the term fun for protection
Phillip, you are such a sweet soul. I hope you can get some help to control your addiction. It has interfered with your personal/ love relationships and your career. Sending you both love for doing this interview. So honest as always🙏💜
Gosh he breaks my heart. He seems like such a sweet amazing man and has a childlike sense to him. He was raped and molested as a young 14 year boy being taken advantage of. He seems like he would be such a great friend. He has been so violated so very much in his life he is completely broken but has such a happy positive attitude in spite of it all. He is looking for the love that he so desperately needs and never got growing up. Prayers for this man.
Not this case. He would have looked for it til he found a perv and yea sadly there are lots of pervs. This was not normal behavior on his part. Maybe he had a hormonal problem.
he never said he was raped then, he only said he actively searched for someone to help him discover himself and he enjoyed it. Where did you get rape???
@@SoftWhiteUnderbelly lmao! I love to get replies off of content providers but I never imagined I'd get a response from you......for this comment!?!?!?! 😘
