I don understand how you are traumatized and chose to live in a way where you replay, relive the abuse. It must be some sort of self punishment because we know children blame themselves for everything. It just boggles my mind. The guest - we all got here because of a sexual activity. Exactly. Man+woman = humankind
The trauma comes from adults who unknowingly call you terrible things in front of you. For example I continually attack and degrade Christians because i want “revenge” and to relive that experience. Being attacked for something I had no control over made me feel like I was justified.
