Shawna I've been following your story for a couple of years and you are the most warm and saintly person. You not having children puts you in company with literal hundreds and millions or even billions of women. You might have a very rare physical condition, but as far as not having children you have armies and armies of women who either wanted to but couldn't, or decided not to have children so you're definitely not alone in that
An emotional video to say the least, gave me lots to think about. Regardless of if you're fertile or not, you will always be a strong independent woman.
16:25 going public with your condition has had its benefits that we've all gotten to know this super down to earth intellectual well-spoken charismatic young lady, a lot of us have a crush on you not got to lie. So maybe some things about your dating life are going to be what some of the more knuckleheaded fans are asking about but your other talents and gifts which we don't really get to experience through the screen, are the ones that are for you and your friends and family You're close loved ones that you actually see in person are meant to enjoy. Like maybe some supermodel that might be hot I just see what she looks like on Instagram, but I don't get to have lively conversations with her only her inner circle does. And so your inner circle gets to truly appreciate the complete you. Going public with yourself means that a lot of us will literally only see you from afar and it will have a much reduced concept of you so you gain friends but maybe you also gain some tabloid level scrutiny as well
I feel you, choosing to have children in this world is indeed selfish, doesnt matter if you have a medical condition yourself or not. There is no safety guidelines to protect kids from the influences of the internet, and adults are not wanting to face the truth of the danger the internet introduces to your kids, or the reality which is that even if you ban all electronic devices in your home your kids will be exposed to the internet elsewhere
*If you wanna have kids I think nows the time to make that choice after the procedure. You wanna have kids in your 20's anyway. 25 - 35 = kid is 10. 35 -43 = (18) Your kid moved out before you need to retire from life (getting old). I'd say having kids after 30 is way to late (its not that bad though. 30 -40 = kid is 10. 40 48 = 18 Time to move out.). Theyll be to young and you might be to old to hang with them.*
*Im glad to hear its only 35 g's. They want over 300,000 for a 2 story house thats surrounded by other duplicate houses. Its a total scam. I'm better off buying 1-5 acres & building 1 house.*
