I miss you Emily 💜 I think about you so often, even all these years later... I went to your funeral and I think it genuinely just broke me a bit when you passed away. I am studying to become a cancer researcher now. Maybe I can make a real difference, and I am doing it for you, Em 💜💜💜
She was always thinking of other people. So completely selfless! Imagine apologizing for her video being depressing. She had absolutely nothing to apologize for. She was inspiring more than anything.
We know that the wedding band is meant to be on first, safe to say its round the right way now! Thanks for all the lovely comments and support ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Emily Hayward Damn your dinner looked good. I took steroids and doubled in size, unfortunately they caused my spine to crumble meaning I can no longer walk. The weight goes on no matter what you eat or do. I struggle to accept my broken body. It’s the opposite from what it was prior to getting sick. You’ve taught me that I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and not worry when people stare at me in pity. Hopefully one day I will be able to go out without a panic attack. I want my life back....
Emma Stone I was on them a few months and developed osteoporosis as a result which led to spinal fractures and a few broken ribs. On top of that my other conditions didn’t help. It made no difference what I ate, I seemed to put on weight from air. Mind you, I couldn’t go to the gym like Emily does so that will hold her in great stead, both muscle and bone strength wise
August Jensen You are so right. Emily’s videos have taught me that. I’m not gonna lie, I was seriously thinking about committing suicide as I’m in so much pain etc but having watched Emily’s videos it made me realise how incredibly selfish I was being to even think of that. I know it all makes sense logically BUT when I’m in the wheelchair and feeling incredibly vulnerable and being spoken to in a condescending manner, it’s hard to think logically.
Echo 9970 I wasn’t made aware of the dangers of steroids or the possibility of fractures etc. It was only after my spine crumbled that they informed me that the steroids would have caused that. I can’t fault the NHS though, the service has been fantastic
Emily, you are gorgeous. Don't apologize for a thing! You're human, and it's okay to feel sad or frustrated, just as it's okay to be happy and silly. Don't ever feel bad for being you. We love you and Aisha so much, and we couldn't ask for more wonderful people. ❤❤❤ Your ring is beautiful, Aisha! I love it!
Just need to ask, why did 9 sad wee bastards feel the need to thumbs down this girl's video? Do they have enough bottle to explain? Cause I'm bloody sure I'm not the only one that's flabergasted about it!!!! Good luck with the scan tomorrow Em your real friends here are all rooting for you. So go as Aisha got her ring its lovely xxx
I am always flabergasted if I see that anyone has given a ‘thumbs down’ to any of these videos - Emily & Aisha you are so well loved by all of us who are rooting for you.
Diana Murray don’t know why they are watching, maybe it is always the same people. Could be disliking the fact that Emily and Aisha are married. I agree, they should have the guts to explain themselves.
I have wondered that same thing often! I finally decided 1. they’re immature trolls 2 they aren’t smart enough to use their time on what they do like- that’s right there is a back button, nobodies truly trapped on any video, 3. possibly thinking they are disliking cancer and/or the fact Emily has to deal with that horrible disease in the first place 4. the cat did it!
Thank goodness that Emily’s videos are still on YT so people like yourself can watch this brave young woman. I watched her right from the beginning & I can honestly say that her life & death had a very profound effect on me. I never met her but I was devastated when she died. She was an inspiration. I have now been watching them all again. Not sure why really, I hope Aisha is ok, it would be lovely if she could do a vlog to let us know how she’s doing. RIP Emily ❤️
Emily please don’t apologise for your last vlog. You are so real and that’s what I love about your vlogs. I didn’t find it depressing at all just honest ❤️Aisha’s ring is beautiful and glad you both had a beautiful date night. Lots of love to you both 💖💖💖
Greetings from Delaware, USA. My daughter and I have been following your journey and we are so happy that you are doing so wonderfully. Sending lots of love, light, blessings, and prayers for the two of you!
Just love you two sooooo much, (and that ring is stunnnnnnnning!!) Think I speak for all your 36k followers that we will be thinking of you both tomorrow, sending love and hugs from within my heart to you both, ❤️😘❤️
I've been on a high dosage of steroids for about 4 months now due to a blood disease, and watching your vids really helps me getting through it and dealing with what the side effects do to my body. So I just really wanted to say thank you so much for letting us in on your daily life and spreading so much positivity. Wishing you and your wife the best!
Just an FYI - I've been on steroids many different times and I always get swelling, particularly in my face. Not a huge amount, just more of a puffiness. Loved your date night! You were both so beautiful and the smile on Aisha's face when she saw her ring was breathtaking!! Keeping you both in my thoughts and sending good karma daily.
You ladies are absolutely gorgeous! Always I appreciate the take alongs with you to the appointments, gyms, etc etc. The only way I can experience your country and I Love it! So happy to see the ring has landed !! Keep on keeping on Loves and Rock on!
Best part of my day, checking in with Emily and Aisha. Love you two so much and am praying for you both. Sending all the positivity, though it's both of you that have that gift which you are sharing with the world. I hope you realise how many people you inspire every single day ♥
I absolutely love watching you and Aisha, you made my day💕 i sure hope you find the perfect balance with your meds so you can feel better all the time. You are amazing 🙏
Absolutely love your vlogs Emily, keep sharing the good and they not so good times. Sending you lots of love, good luck for your scan tomorrow, you're a true warrior and with Aisha by your side you guys can conquer anything xxx ❤
I just wanted to tell you that I know you are concerned of recent weight gain but honestly you look so healthy and great! You're face has color and rosy cheeks and your body is super fit from your daily gym routine. You have nothing to worry about in that department hun because you look amazing! #1 HOTTIE!
Seeing that this video had been posted made me ridiculously happy. As soon as any of them from you finish, I start looking forward to the next one. You continue to inspire and your relationship with Aisha is a privilege to observe. Thank you.
Don’t apologize for anything! We love you because you’re real, and sharing every side of your experience is part of that - the good days and the bad, the weight gain and the hair loss. We’re here for YOU, not the other way around. Love always ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wishing you all the best for your scans, I love your positive attitude and amazing to see how you manage to get up and get to the gym no matter how crappy you feel! Your positivity will def help you through this battle keep making the most of every day :)
One thing I love about this journey you’re taking us on is that, there’s a ton of absolutely wonderful people here that follow! Very inspirational as well! I love how we all talk together, supporters, us in remissions, those in battle, we all come together and I find it amazing. The ring is almost as lovely as Aisha 👍🏼🤗❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 best of luck on the scans tomorrow! Sometimes I don’t have much to say but I always want to pour in my support so, here it is! Beyond knackered, so off to bed. Sweet dreams, beautiful wives!
I am all caught up now. I’ve watched all of your videos/vlogs. You keep going to the gym. It makes you feel better everyday! It is good for your psyche. New day, same routine-it’s what you need!! Love watching! Love your positivity!!
I think it’s important that you share when you are struggling and not at your best because there are others out there going through the same thing who need to know you have those days or moments too but you get through them. Stay strong and I’m praying for you. Oh! By the way, Aisha’s ring is GORGEOUS 💍
I absolutely love watching your vlogs. You are such a strong and beautiful woman. I pray for you daily. I live with a chronic illness and horrible pain at all times so when I see all that you do while fighting cancer it makes me fight harder to get through the day. Love you!!! Congratulations to you both on getting married.
I think more than anything a positive attitude will get you through this and so far your beating all odds! Your awesome Em, keep up with all your doing, diet, exercise, friends and love surrounding you and keep looking forward. To many beautiful years to come with you and Aisha! 🙏 for your scan results💕
I'm always checking for your blogs Emily you said at the start you just want to vlog that she great because we all can't get enough of your channel and updates!! We are all routing for you so much so so much your just amazing beyond words amazing and are so raw and honest which is why I think people love you so much xxx
I know you get this type of comment every day but I just wanted to say that finding your channel has happened to me at just the right time as it is making me so grateful for what I have. I had a brain haemorrhage in June 2016 and had to have surgery on my brain in November 2017. I had just gotten back to the person I was before my haemorrhage, in fact I ran a marathon in 3:06 a week before and the recovery from surgery has been full of twists and turns. I too have put on weight and at times felt that I was so far from that person that I would never return. I was expecting too much from myself but I have accepted now that I need to take it slowly and watching your videos and your positive mental attitude inspires me every day. Your motivation is truly amazing. My own mother died from cancer over 10 years ago. (It also went to her brain) When she was sick she never believed it would kill her and for the longest time I have found it hard that she never spoke to us about life when she might be gone or even said goodbye to us but watching your videos has helped me understand her mentality. Thank you so much. I wish you all the best on the rest of your cancer voyage. Yourself and Aisha are an amazing couple and are very lucky to have such an amazing relationship. x
Prayers for you and Aisha. You are such an inspiration to all who are fighting cancer and even to us that have survived it. God bless you and your families!
I started watching your vlogs when you had 8000 subscribers, I'm so proud of your continued strength through everything, you inspire me everyday to choose happiness ❤️
What a nice meal, and gorgeous ring! No one deserves it more than Aisha. She’s a true gem. You two are a perfect match! All the best on your upcoming scans Emily. We love you lots too!❤️💜💚
Love the way you two have decorated your place. Keep up the good fight. Lots of love from AZ. Now I’m hungry at 5:38 A.M. Friday. You are never depressing Emily.💕
Paul is so nice, glad your doing ok don't apologize for bad days you deserve to feel the way you do! Go on Emily and FIGHT !! Aishas rings are so pretty!!
Good luck with the scan ladies and Aisha your ring is devine. I am always amazed how giving you are spending time filming and editing so that we all have the privilege to share your journey with you. Thank you for being.so selfless and positive. So glad you enjoyed date night. 💕
The two men on the fish stall were so lovely. Emily you are such an inspiration. We’ve all had days where we had planned to do stuff but then just sat around like a big blob. I do admire your get up and go! Aishas ring is lovely and the food looked amazing. So great that you can get such great support and reassurance from the Marsden if you need it. Best Wishes x
OMG I'm so hungry after watching today's video the food last night looked amazing, Aisha does have some great words of wisdom,love the way you lift each other day by day . THE RING is perfect as you said Emily it look lovely on . Take care both xx😉
Sending love and positivity from New Zealand. Ladies I am inspired by your humbleness and total honesty. And one of the best bits of my day ( I have a neurological disorder and live with very high pain levels ) is watching your vlogs everyday. So please keep it up. We’re all with you in spirit 💕💕
You and your Ayesha are an inspiration to this (almost) 40yr old mother of 6. Thank you and KEEP UP THE POSITIVITY! You are king incredible! Big love from Bristol, Oshie Dot Xxx
Great video - Yes keep being real, the last one wasn't depressing--it was authentic. Emily you are so effervescent all the time it's almost easy to forget the cancer, which makes your positivity THAT MUCH MORE BRILLIANT! The date nite looked lovely - wonderful meal!! Love y'all
The ring Aisha has is BEAUTIFUL!! And I could see a complete difference in how you felt Emily, from first thing in the morning, until you were done at the gym. I am so glad going to the gym makes you feel better!!! Love you guys!! Love watching your videos, you two are so inspiring!!
I love you girls and IDK how anyone could be depressed watching you even on bad days you're always saying something encouraging! Kickin cancer ass and taking names! Sending nothing but love and positive thoughts! ❤
You are amazing and and you have touched me really deep. I am proud of you and I am hoping for many years to come. You are a true fighter and I love your positive additide. Em, you will rock this far more than your perspective. You have touched my heart and you are a role model for so many people. Luv u and you amazing Aisha. Love and support from my side to Bromley
I find your videos so inspiring. I don’t have cancer so I have no idea what you guys are going through but it’s honestly so amazing to see two young women be so positive not just because of the cancer but just that you have such positive views on life which is contagious in a world that is filled with so much negativity. Your last video feeling on missing out I think that applies to everyone, everyone’s scared of wasting their life away, just keep doing what your doing having fun and all the positivity! Keep on it with the healthy diet, it will benefit your body. I have health conditions that are all inflammatory linked and all drs say veg and fruit, no rubbish and it will have a positive effect on your body and mind set, I think your gym going and salads clean eating is a huge part of this healhy body and mind mind set that you have too. Makes sense to fill your body with goodness! Keep up with the videos guys x
Keep fighting love! I look forward to your vlogs and your updates everyday. You continue to give me strength and inspiration to make the best of my life. I owe you SO much! You have given me more hope and strength than I could have ever imagined. Since watching you I've been forcing myself to get up and get out of bed everyday... Which for me lately is a huge deal. Even if I don't do a whole lot, it's so much better than just being negative and wasting away each and every day. Thank you for sharing your journey and bringing so many hope towards a better life. I love you both lots and I am rooting for u both all the way!! You are both such genuine and humble people. I believe, honest to God, that you are both Angels on Earth. Keep up the good fight!! XOXO 💪❤💜💪❤💜💪
You're going to rewatch some of these videos several years down the road and just be blown away by how strong you were and you'll be so glad you held on and never gave up!
Not sure I could ever be as positive and as strong as you if I was in your situation and it is perfectly OK to feel down, frustrated totally pissed off, so don't apologise. I love how real you both are, gorgeous couple. Good luck for the scan and the results, will be thinking of you both (hope that doesn't sound creepy and weird). I've binge watched practically every video you've published and I have a lot of empathy for you both. Stay strong sweet girls, you're amazing xx
You are amazing darling! Keep your mental health good, that's where most of the battle is, as you know. Love Aisha's ring, as beautiful as she is! Lots of love to both of you! You're in my heart, thoughts and prayers!
