I'm sooooooo with you. You and I are from the same tribe. I've felt this way since my late 20's and I'm 56 now. I don't know why I'm here. Had it not been for NDE's I'd have unalived myself 7 years ago. I'm absolutely terrified that life is never ending. Reincarnation sounds like hell to me. I've was lucky to have a relative nice childhood compared to the nightmare childhoods alot of people have. If this is an unending wheel of birth and death then hellish existances are sure to come.
Thank you for sharing my NDE sister, it sounds like you were tricked back into your body by reminding you of your family I can tell you that they did the same thing to me, and just like in a blink of an eye I was back in my room, so absolutely understand that you’re saying, very tricky they are I wish you well and many blessings
I’m so very sorry. You’ll see him again when it’s your time. I hope you find some peace and love until then. I know grief and that’s why I do this. I hope you know he is ok and in a beautiful place 💖
*We, that is to say, "LIFE The Real Self" ( NOT the human body nor its spirit ) is NOT afraid... as "LIFE The Real Self" ( NOT the human body nor its spirit ) is an Offspring and Child of "The LIGHT" which is "The LIFE of GOD"... From "The Gospel [ ACCORDING TO ] John", in chapter 1, verse 4, Quote; In Him ( GOD ) was LIFE; and the LIFE was the LIGHT of Men. End Quote...*