Something that helped me was having fate. Knowing that whatever direction my life takes either good or bad, is from god. And knowing that my fate is in the hands of Allah. What better hands could my future be in. I may not see the benefit with what it is happening, but I know that that there is some benefit no matter how big or small. Make lots of dua and try and and fulfil your daily prayers. May Allah make it easy for you. Ameen
at 3:16 Not exiting any more is the deepest fear that I have. I believe in Akhera. However, its a thought that bothers me as to "what if we don't exist at somepoint." May Allah help me understand.
