I started questioning my existence at the age of 7, and as a child of a Muslim family at a young age, my first stop was the Quran. Then this wasn't enough for me. At the age of 13, I decided that this was not enough and continued to search in bitter anguish. I met Osho when I was 16, and at 18 I experienced kundalini in nature for the first time. I had an extraordinary experience that I didn't believe it, things were getting deeper and I was starting to get scared but I only felt good emotions and Love, my mind was still scared, then I needed someone like me or a servant, The only thing I was passionate about in life was my desire to search, there is no one like me around me, I wish there was one in the world. It is good to know that there are people like me, we will not turn back from our path. Now I am 19 years old and sometimes I progress and sometimes I take a break. I could not focus on university because of reading spiritual books. Now I decided not to study at university. I will work and gain financial freedom with savings at an early age and continue reading the books of masters about my only passion, the search.
@@raziahussain5987 It’s disrespectful, so yes, these materials should be kept private. When these films (and others you have NOT seen) were shown to us (at most once per year), all recording devices had to be left at the door. Esotericism is NOT for the public. Cheers.
@@LeadingIndicator why? is it just for you? also, watching someone getting into a cab and smoke a few cigarettes is hardly revealing the secrets of esoteria.
@@stevebb2915 Me? Hell no! I’m not the THIEF who was explicitly told NOT to release these films. You modern people have no respect. Once you see this stuff on RU-vid, it can never have its intended effect. I’m glad I saw it 40 years ago, when the Work was still more or less real. Cheers.
