SHOTO TODOROKI SONG | “The Abused” | Johnald (prod. Chira) [My Hero Academia] 

Had an amazing time mastering this song. Absolute banger congratulations

I loved watching this project evolve. It turned out so incredible, from the production to the mix to the video visuals. Everything about this just ROCKS. Thanks for letting me be a part of it!!

this really hits hard because my father was never there for me and my stepdad is just a piece of shit, although I know deep down he truly loves me. He's never physically hurt me but emotionally and mentally he has. I sympathize with all Todoroki songs because of that. It reminds me that just because of the words he said to me, doesn't mean I'll end up that way

Not only is this a bop but it also fits shoto😮 It also feals like a divide song

{Verse 1} If the burdens always turn into scars, will we ever heal? We pretend that we are not who we are like the pain's not real I've learned to bottle up and hide my emotions in hopes you leave So go ahead and try to reignite what you've stolen - you've broken me {Pre-Chorus} I've got nothin' else to lose Your pride is just disguisin' the abused (th-th-the abused) I'vе got nothin' else to prove But I'm hiding from thе lion that left me bruised Beaten down - I need the truth {Chorus} You said that you had loved me - a helpless little lie Swore it on your blood, but you didn't even try I don't wanna keep on runnin', the hurt just turns to numbin' I'll make you see That now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) {Verse 2} You think you understand me, but how could I be happy When I don't have a family because of you? Now you wonder why I'm broken If only you had noticed Before you left me hopeless Now I'm begging you I'll bottle up and hide my emotions to save my soul Now you can only watch as the fire burns ice cold {Pre-Chorus} I've got nothin' else to lose Your pride is just disguisin' the abused (th-th-the abused) I've got nothin' else to prove But I'm hiding from the lion that left me bruised Beaten down - I need the truth {Chorus} You said that you had loved me - a helpless little lie Swore it on your blood, but you didn't even try I don't wanna keep on runnin', the hurt just turns to numbin' I'll make you see That now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) {Bridge} Look in my heart - you'll only hear the screams You say I'll never be alone; you stitched my soul And now the love can never enter the seams Look at my scars, I will always fear what I've seen You know I'll never feel at home A driftin' soul that found he couldn't ever treasure his dreams {Chorus} You said that you had loved me - a helpless little lie Swore it on your blood, but you didn't even try I don't wanna keep on runnin', the hurt just turns to numbin' I'll make you see That now the fire burns in me! (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) {Outro} Now the fire burns in me! Fire burns inside of me! Through the smoke and screams! I can barely breath! While the fire burns in me!

I really am so proud of you Johnald. I am in awe of your raw talent, and I still have so much to learn from you. Keep going🩷🩵

The song did a great job showing how Shoto feels and what he went through. DPS did a great job with the mastering and Hideki did a great job with the AMV. ❄️🔥

Just WOW!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 To all who were a part of this masterpiece! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

Johnald just keeps improving every single song, and I’m so here for it!

The lyrics are beyond lit, they are so rich in just how deep they go, the todoroki family story is one of my favorite stories written in anime, there is so much that could be dove into with all of them, and we can get legit badass songs like this one from each of them. (Even the ones who haven't done much, could have a song written for them as they may have "small" roles to play yet they may have the biggest impact on the future of that family.

One of my favorites to date! Thank you for letting me be part of the production, it was really fun! 🔥🤘🏻

This song is something else. Ever since Johnald began in the nerdcore world, I've loved the emotion in his voice. I'm pretty sure I own every song featuring him or made by him. This is one of my absolute favorites by him though, thanks Johnald and everyone else, for making this absolute masterpiece. ❤

This was just incredible. Shoto backstory was already one of my fav charecters and this song did him justice.

This song is amazing.Johnald you have really captured Todoroki´s past and shows his true feelings to his father excellent work

DAMN, Johnald u should do more rock styled songs... those screams... all I can say is those few seconds of heavy drums and guitar plus the vocals had me thrown through the fucking stratosphere

What an amazing song! The lyrics definitely hit deep and show what Todoroki’s been through. Props to everyone involved! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

I don't think I've ever heard you miss even once, absolute legend in the making 🔥🔥

Unfortunately relatable song dropped on my birthday. I’m not crying you are

This is definitely going on repeat for a WHILE

Bro what the hell, I've never felt chills like this listening to music before. This is a completely different level, the music, the words, your voice, this is a masterpiece.

Finallyyyyyyyy 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 bro I can't take that one song every month and a half is so much of a pain, I NEED MOREEEEEEEEE SONGS

after being there in the premiere, this one of the best songs johnalds made, 10/10, the screams go hard, the writing is phenomenal, even the instrumentals are awesome. Fallen Angel has finally been surpassed. (Fallen Angel is my favorite Johnald song)

These lyrics speak to me on a whole different level!

Bro went in with the screams at the end! Damn that's intense. This awesome, man. The raw emotion and intensity mixed with the story being told. I really enjoyed this!

nah this is genuinely the best song out there in nerdcore. johnald, your awesome

Johnald's second song of 2023 is an absolute banger❗❗Your singing and producing is crazy!! I was so depressed and this song just brightened up my evening. Thank you so much and always take care of yourself. Don't let your body and soul get 'abused' Appreciate every effort you put into these songs and hope to hear more of them this year. No matter what happens in our life todoroki told us that we shouldn't give up on our life and hurt other people. So I'm never going to give up on my life because I know that there are many people around me who constantly bless my life. (Like you Johnald and other artists)

Shoto is such a relatable character and I always love songs about him and this song is easily the best I have heard about him to date and possibly your best work yet. Keep up the good work!

I love listening to this song and will probably continue to listen to it for the rest of my life. Now I just need Johnald merch and I'm complete.

Listened to this so many times. Its amazing

You are AMAZING, I loved every part of this song, the instrumental, the lyrics, the sound, everything! Holy shit, you're badass, I love your job, please never stop!!

OH MY GODNESSSSSS! FIRST IM TWO DAYS LATE SOMEHOW SECOND THIS HAS 19K VIEWS IN 2 DAYS AND THIRD THE VIBE TO THIS SONG IS SO DAMNN GOOOOOOOOOOD im genuinly proud of u johnald

Johnald... johnald... serously?! Every song you seem to put out somehow beats every nerdcore artist and every artist. You are underrated to the extreme. You manage to make the best music and have one of the best voices rn. Keep this amazing shit up my man

Hits different

This is great, Johnald is always growing better. Especially with this great community of nerdcore behind him

Dude this is amazing! The lyrics, the melody, the mastering, everything!

I just now caught up to MHA, so this song came out at a great time! You all did an amazing job! This really symbolizes Todoroki's character

i feel like you've really made a sound for yourself, a sound that isnt fabvl or whoever else, but still of the highest quality. you're a top 5 artist imo, and this song only solidifies that! absolutely incredible, worth the wait 120%

dannm that song is my favorite character all time ice and fire is my emotional journey

Biggest Johnald W yet.

ok, now add "screaming" to Johnald's repertoire, good to know now. This song sounded so full too! idk if that was DPS or Johnald, but great job either way!

Running out of words to describe how much I love your songs ....

You are really getting good at this. One thing I love about these songs is how the singers capture a certain characters traits. And you capture those amazingly 👏

THIS SONG IS SO GOOD !!!!

wooooow Thats probably one of the best songs I've ever heard of yours! Maybe the best one!!!🔥🔥

This song is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥thank you so much for another great song God bless my man have a great day or night

OOOOOHHHHH THIS IS SO AMAZING!! I love it mixtured of Soft, Hard, Hype, and Screaming. Put together so beautifully.

I've been listening to this song since it came out and I'm in love with it I keep singing it reminds me of those alt rock bands who are hidden gems that you instantly add to your playlist

Seeing Shoto's growth from season one and up to the last season (that hopefully will not be sad for me) for becoming a hero of his own trems not being his own father's shadows and always keeping his mother's words of being a hero.

Crazyyyyyy - love what you did on this one Johnald - everyone did thier thing on this and it shows!!! Incredible work of art across the board. NOW THE FIRE BURNS IN ME!

Awe the feelings in this song . Thank you very much for art form. I appreciate your art form

I will forever be thankful I found out your channel exists. I have yet to listen to one of your songs and think it missed. Keep doing you champ

Johnald back whit the heat and cold combo!

Bro everytime I hear you I get dissapointed because you're not bigger! You're such an excellent artist and I hope you keep up the good work. Stay safe!

Bro, Johnald holy hell. This is a literal masterpiece, this is fucking beautiful bro. Johnald you never miss man, it’s always a fucking banger. Just a fantastic job man, this is why your one of my favorite artist PERIOD. Great job man keep up the fantastic work dude.

Epic as always🔥🧊

''Only watch as the fire, burns ice cold''

Damn gives me "Bad Habit" vibes good work bro bro

Took me like 50 listens to realize halaCG, McWire and Rey and sinewave fox were in this. Wow. Masterpiece!!

Words can not describe how amazing this song is. ❤ You're pushing limits, your right under Divide Music for me, it's hard to put you on top when he has way more videos, but your voice is better. (Sorry Divide)

Que maravilha de som! Essa vai pra playlist, com toda certeza.

Johnald casually making top tier nerdcore. You love to see it.

Sooo hyyped for this one! The song is already fiiiiire ! But the lyrics makes my veins run cold 💕

a johnald post will make my day always better

Im portuguese Johnald com mais um som incrível! Fico feliz com um som do shoto no momento em que ele vai ter um grande destaque no próximo capítulo do mangá ❤🔥

congrts for this song, an othger banger , Chira prod is just majestic as well gg

kind of similar to "Bad habits" Ed sheeran feat. Bring me to Horizon. Love it

FIREEEE!!!!!!!!!! (NO PUN INTENDED) YOU JUST KEEP LEVELING UP!!!!

This songs gives me Bad Habits vibe feat Bmth and I Love It!!!

Yoo this is perfection, man. Dude ain't underrated anymore your top 10 in the community and what an evolution you had, proud fan here 😢 😊

Lyrics (via Genius) : [Verse 1] If the burdens always turn into scars, will we ever heal? We pretend that we are not who we are like the pain's not real I've learned to bottle up and hide my emotions in hopes you leave So go ahead and try to reignite what you've stolen - you've broken me [Pre-Chorus] I've got nothin' else to lose Your pride is just disguisin' the abused (th-th-the abused) I'vе got nothin' else to prove But I'm hiding from thе lion that left me bruised Beaten down - I need the truth [Chorus] You said that you had loved me - a helpless little lie Swore it on your blood, but you didn't even try I don't wanna keep on runnin', the hurt just turns to numbin' I'll make you see That now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) [Verse 2] You think you understand me, but how could I be happy When I don't have a family because of you? Now you wonder why I'm broken If only you had noticed Before you left me hopeless Now I'm begging you I'll bottle up and hide my emotions to save my soul Now you can only watch as the fire burns ice cold [Pre-Chorus] I've got nothin' else to lose Your pride is just disguisin' the abused (th-th-the abused) I've got nothin' else to prove But I'm hiding from the lion that left me bruised Beaten down - I need the truth [Chorus] You said that you had loved me - a helpless little lie Swore it on your blood, but you didn't even try I don't wanna keep on runnin', the hurt just turns to numbin' I'll make you see That now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) [Bridge] Look in my heart - you'll only hear the screams You say I'll never be alone; you stitched my soul And now the love can never enter the seams Look at my scars, I will always fear what I've seen You know I'll never feel at home A driftin' soul that found he couldn't ever treasure his dreams [Chorus] You said that you had loved me - a helpless little lie Swore it on your blood, but you didn't even try I don't wanna keep on runnin', the hurt just turns to numbin' I'll make you see That now the fire burns in me! (Oh-oh-oh-oh) Now the fire burns in me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) [Outro] Now the fire burns in me! Fire burns inside of me! Through the smoke and screams! I can barely breath! While the fire burns in me!

This is amazing omg and I love 𝕋𝕠𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕚 he's one of the best mha characters

Fucking damn, son, you did not hold anything back on this one Love to hear you branching out with different styles This is definitely one of your most solid tracks to date

One of the first ones! I didn't even listen to it yet but I know it's going to be 🔥🔥🔥

The ability to make music that touches the heart, while combining the things you love, will never cease to amaze me👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

DId my notifications get messed up again how did I miss this release!? This song is Fire, and cool cool cold as ice as well

I can't wait to hear how you show the duality of Todoroki

It is so damn good. I have loved to see your journey so far man. I’ve loved our music ever since you were featured on the rengoku track of rustage’s. Keep on producing, can’t wait to see what you do next

This has been a year of bangers

Haven't heard it yet but I already know what i'm listening to for the next two weeks :p

Beautiful and full of emotion as always

Bro Johnald stays creating masterpieces. I was waiting for a new song to drop this whole time.

Easily one of your best songs and my absolute favorite of yours! And i dont even watch mha lol. This is so good i wish i could hear this on the radio like it should be your leveling up big time

AMAZING

Love it johnald

Absolutely love this song. Really enjoyed the more epic take on it with the percussion. Keep it up😁

ENDEAVOR IS AN ABUSER AND SHOULDN'T BE FORGIVEN SO EASILY. I'll keep on saying that as long as people still try to dissolve his past. Thanks for making a song that shows Todoroki is everything he needs to be without his p.o.s. father. (((also this song is 🔥🔥🔥)))

Beautiful, just beautiful

This is new Johnald gold

This is such fire 🔥🔥🔥

Keep up the momentum, my guy Your potential rises higher and higher

One of the best rock song you made

A Johnald song is always worth the wait, your songs always feel like a cinematic masterpiece

A MASTERPIECE, Great Job Johnald! The Fire Burns in Me!!

This is awesome hes my favorite character

absolute fire man. keep it up

He made another bangers

Yo, your voice sounds different! Don't know that much about music but I guess it sounds rougher? Matches really well with the vibe of the song. Sounds really cool!

Beautiful. You are incredible!

The Team created a Masterpiece 🤩

When you're vibing with PTSD