(ENG: They/them, FRA: il, iel) Hey! It's nice to finally see another video from you 💞 I love how you uploaded this video in the midst of my HRT questioning XD The video you reacted to of yourself sounds very similar to my anxiety in regards to testosterone, although I am also worried about whether or not bottom growth would trigger my gender dysphoria. I'm thinking of starting low-dose T with DHT blockers. I keep saying I want to wait until after I get top surgery to try, but my voice and social dysphoria is really starting to weigh a lot on me. Your reaction to your younger self really helped sooth my nerves though. I think I'll try to give T a go, at least until my voice drops. Thank you so much for posting this video 💖
You are very welcome, thank you for your comment! I’m so happy you liked my video and found it helpful! The things you said are very motivating to me to continue to make and share videos. I wish you all the best on your gender journey!
You are very cute and androgynous :3 I enjoyed watching your video as I could not find a video before that was relatable regarding my doubts on t. I started t on low dose two months ago, I am confident it is the right thing but some fears pop up sometimes. I am somewhat genderfluid, more comfortable with a masculine expression but some days I look at my feminine perceived shaped face and kinda like it and wonder if I want it to change. This is why I am on low dose though, so I can feel in control of the changes going on. Not any visible change after two months so I'm getting impatient a bit lol but I'm standing by it for now. I want to relieve that voice dysphoria so much. Have you been on low dose for four year or normal dose?
Aww thank you! And I totally get those feelings. I am on a regular dose for T. I initially wanted to go to low dose once things started changing or to go completely off after several months to a year when more had happened. Eventually though when I was at my perfect place with my changes, things really slowed down and I decided to stay on to keep the non permanent ones. I am also nervous it wouldn’t work right medically for me to be on low dose because when I started T I did my shot every two weeks but my body would process it too quickly. I would have spikes of estrogen in the days leading up to my shot that gave me mood swings. Honestly thought, if it works for you it does seem like a great way to maintain more control. As far as face change stuff, that was one of the slowest changing things for me and it’s also something that would likely change back significantly if I stopped T, whereas my voice is here to stay regardless. Anyways, I wish you the best luck on your journey!! Thank you for sharing :)
