God is still waiting for you, return your life to creature make your parents proud of you your family, your God and your children if you have. Stop this it's worthless work for your soul seek God and the righteousness. You know one day you will die so what are you going to tell God if he asks about your job on earth? I know that flesh is the scene in which sin can also dwell if you don't have a relationship with God. Don't be offended you can pray about this ask God to free your soul from the kingdom of darkness.
