This randomly appeared on my suggested videos and I’ve never heard of this band. My older brother’s name is Richard. He’s a bipolar schizophrenic. It’s been a huge suffering for my family because he refuses to take his meds. He’s been like this for a decade now. But we do our best love him as he is “Richard, I’m cold and out of hope…” Breaks my heart
Wow, I can’t believe I forgot about this song. This was my favorite band in high school, in fact the reunion tour was my first ever concert. I remember begging my dad to let me go. Years later I start listening to them again and find this song. You see just recently my friend passed, and his name was…well you can guess. I thought this song was haunting before, but now the lyrics literally give me chills.
A strong hint at the direction they'd take wth Mojave 3. This sounds like it could've been pulled off of "Ask Me Tomorrow". Slowdive has so many unreleased songs and b-sides that are absolute gems
I know, the slide guitar and simple acoustic arrangements etc. Actually, I think it was at least partially recycled into "Tommorrow's Taken": the chord changes, and the "miss you and your light/life" line (one of the only intelligible ones on this recording).
@@InfotainmentScan yeah woah i totally hear it in tomorrow’s taken , i also hear elements of this in Pictures with acoustic hook but i love the whole record
I was 19 when I first started listening to slow dive and this song was the one that got me. But I've always wondered about this picture? I wanna know something I don't know how to ask
This track was written between Slowdive breaking up and the. first Mojave 3 album . Neil is the only person playing on it and singing ..it's his demo. The song changed slightly and was given to Rachel to sing . It became the song 'tomorrows taken' on the first Mojave 3 album 'ask me Tomorrow " x
I think this was the first Slowdive song I ever heard at the end of a long night of insomnia in the eerie weary dawn and I was mesmerized by the enigma of it.
one of my favourite songs. i’m not sure if the feeling you get listening to this is describable, well, i’m not good with words, but it’s the “ quand je vais mourir j'irai au paradis car j'ai passé assez de temps en enfer” vibe
I'm working through Slowdive's back catalogue. They could have made another couple of albums with this stuff. Pity the record companies were so driven by $$$$$
The emerging popularity of Grunge in the US and Britpop in the UK really did sour the scene for record companies, didn't it... It's not even that those genres were bad, but record companies were so incensed by money that they threw shoegazing into the limelight without recognizing the good (and profitable *ahem*) music that could come from the scene. If only they gave 'em a little more love...
/watch?v=pz4joc_fc4s "I saw the sun" was an album (maybe even two) of music that they produced before Creation made them scrap it. Along with this song, there are many excellent songs like "Sleep", "I believe", and the eponymous "I saw the sun". I believe there's lots of other demos floating around, and for that you may need to take to the RU-vid recommendations ;)
There's not enough men called Richard, perhaps parents feel odd calling babies Richard, as it's such a formal sounding name. I predict it will make a come back.
It is interesting how songs that were not the content of an album are better than songs that were part of the content of a 100% constituted album. And without a doubt, Slowdive is the best example of this. And we could say "I want this on Spotify" or "I want to hear it in studio album quality," but come on: that scratchy, retro, lo-fi sound is a plus here.
I don't know when this was released but after watching the Pitchfork documentary I can imagine it was part of the demo's that Creation's ditched after their first major album Just for a Day (which was release after their promising debut EP) which got bad reviews and was the start of the overall decline of shoegaze (other genres like grunge started to become more popular). And thus Creation dismissed a lot of Slowdive's demos onwards and put pressure on them which finally led to Souvlaki. Alyway, it's a pity these demos haven't been released officially.
Take it from someone who was your age when Slowdive and similar bands appeared, the same would have happened if you said that to most people even back in the day. Sometimes it takes years to find a group of people or person that shares your eccentric, non-mainstream taste in music.
Richard how's life on your side? Your love and all start to melt. Richard i fell on your lies, Richard you slowly felt your fear. The silent life falls apart, Your life succumbs, sun is dry. Richard your soul's with my heart, Richard I'm falling out of touch. There's a lie you told it's gone, Richard your lying on, entirely on your side. Pour out your old remorse, to pick it up again, Richard I'll hold you like I can. Your life it all sounds so wrong, Richard your light is so raw, In might your soul's not you own, Oh Richard I'll miss you when you're gone. You loved all the signs you see, Richard I know it's hard to pull without a goal, Richard and all your friends, you'll see us all again, Richard I know you left your heart.
Richard just lying by your side Your love and all sides of mine It's a damn false side of life Oh Richard just hope that's not your plan... Your side of life on the phone Well I suppose somethings wrong Richard your soul is all I know Richard I'm cold and I'm alone You said leave the doorway closed Pictures just hanging on, it's hard on us all What I do all alone to keep an open mind Richard just don't live that lie One light and all sounds are off Richard and I are on the run To invite the sun is not your right Oh Richard I miss you and your life All of the office is asleep It's your turn and now it's time to pull out your gun Its a game and all the boards the same as what you saw Richard I lost you now your gone
i miss u, but i know u are better without me. im so proud of u, finally u passed the college exam, now you are studying the profession u wanted, psychology
It's like the instrumental takes your mind and runs away with it. Takes you to a place that is so familiar, kind of like a ecstacy feeling. Then reality is set again once the singing picks back up, reminding you that you are In the present and no longer the past
Richard your soul's with my heart. Richard I'll hold you like I can. Richard your light is so raw. Oh Richard I'll miss you when you're gone. Richard I know it's hard to pull without a goal. I'll hold you like I can. -Ellie
I am going thru major changes in my life. Cut ties with my current bjj gym and switched to an MMA gym after I won competitions and they discredited me and didn't support me, which was extremely unfortunate. It was a huge wake up call that I can be somewhere else and have my competitive side encouraged and valued. Plus people my size, better schedules, etc etc. Woke up one day in a cold sweat and knew I needed the change. Saw the ufc fighter who trains striking at said MMA gym the same day and talked to him about it + saw the pro who has promoted this gym for me for a year when I wasn't mentally/physically ready for it yet. He still believed in me. Tomorrow is my first day there after a trial class. Excited for the future and to see how poorly/good this ages. Unbelievable how slowdive's demo's / unreleased songs are soo stunning. Sleep is my favorite but this is now my second favorite.
The song is about richard who lies lifeless alongwith other bodies, the singer finds Richard lying facing away thus making it hard to know if he is dead or just asleep 💔 Richard, who's lying by your side? Your love and walls start to fall Richard, I fall inside your lies Richard, this world is not your home The silent life falls apart Your life succumbs, sun is dry Richard, your soul's around my heart Richard, I'm cold and out of hope There's a lie you told, it's gone Richard your lying on, entirely on your side. Pour out your old remorse, to pick it up and run Richard, I'll hold you while I can Your life, it all sounds so wrong Richard, I'm lying on your arm In night, your song is not your own Oh Richard, I'll miss you when you're gone You loved all the signs you see, Richard I know it's hard to pull without a goal, Richard and all your friends, you'll see us very soon, Richard I know you left your heart.
Maybe you have this problem but my problem is way worse It's weird to see how everyone is pure and happy but me im stuck in a gas station and working for hours only get 30$ per day while the owner counting money for days
Even my friend's not talking to me anymore cause one night they invited me for a party and i said i have a job I can't come they called me "heartless pig" and everyone blocked me
içim içimi yiyor artık. dayanamıyorum. hayattan bu kadar kopuk yaşamak. kendim için bir gelecek görmüyorum ve biliyorum ki umut biterse sen de bitersin. ha yanında senin elini tutacak birileri varsa şanslısın. bazen gitmek istiyorum buradan ama daha çok küçük kardeşim var ve ben onu burada tek bırakamam. ben gittiğimde onda oluşabilecek yaraları düşünmek bile istemiyorum. çok yoruldum.
o gün, bunu yazdığında daha mutluydun. elinden tutucak birileri vardı. şimdiyse kendi ellerinle veda ettin ona. çok daha kötüsün. ilaç kullanmaya başladın. üniversite sınavı yaklaştı ve tekrardan kazanamazsan 1 yıl daha dayanamıyacaksın. iyi olmak istiyorum, seni istiyorum. gelmiyeceksin ama seni hayatım boyunca eğer bir mucize olmazsa göremiyeceğim bir daha. sana sarılmanın hayalini kuruyordum oysa, seni ilk gördüğümde öpmeyi planlıyordum. beynimin eğer onu çok seversem tekrar görüşeceğime inanıyor . kalbimi alıp götürdün ve asla geri gelmiyeceksin. artık iyi hissedeceğime inanmıyorum. en son ne zaman iyi hissettim hatırlamıyorum.
Richard, how's life on your side? Your love and all side of mine Richard, I fall inside your lies Richard, you're [?] just 'cause you're [?] The silent life falls apart Your life succumbs, Sun is dry Richard, your soul's all I know Richard, I'm falling out of hope There's a lie you told, it's gone Richard you're lying on [?] Pour out your old remorse, to pick it up and run Richard, I'll hold you like I can Your life, it all sounds so wrong Richard, I'm lying on your arm In night, your song is not your own Oh Richard, I'll miss you when you're [?] You're loving all the sights to see I picture it and now it's all to [?] now that you're gone Richard [?] Richard, I know you left your heart
@Zach Duke : Street Spirit : Fade Out from Radiohead, I Know It's Over & That Joke Isn't Funny Anymore from The Smiths and Flowers from Rozz Williams/Christian Death--even 'So Sad' by King Diamond. Also, Desire Lines from Lush and You Were Good in Your Time from Morrissey
I miss my friend. We met over Facebook and talked and talked all the time even into the morning hours. We'd send each other gifts and drawings. We drifted apart. We don't talk. I don't even have her number.