I've done 8 1/2 years solitary as my doctor overruled ICU, drugged me to brief moments of memory recall to get me back then abandoned me on top of a remote hill in a caravan wreck where I fell asleep for 6 months. I could still ride my bike until they tried to fix it. Now its rotting like me. I survive on Ensure food powder in creek water. GCS 8 was called 15 so I'm denied help.