Soft Spoken ASMR Eating Mcdonalds StoryTime | My Son 

He cheated, killed her baby, lied, and broke her mouth and now she has 47k subs!! We are her family and she is ours!! You give me so much inspiration and I am only 11 years old. Im so happy that I have such an extraordinary role model

Even before I heard this story, I always thought that you were incredibly special. But after hearing this, I am completely convinced that you are an angel sent here by God. You are loved Spirit. And I hope your children know how unbelievably blessed they are. ❤️❤️❤️

I just lost my son yesterday his heart stopped beating and i had to get induced i was 24 weeks and had 16 hrs of labor to deliver my sleeping angle. I am sorry for your lost, my heart goes out to you when they gave my son a week to live last Thursday i was crushed. My god bless us and all the women of the world and bless our wombs i love you and thanks for sharing.

It's always ok to cry. no one can keep a straight emotion, it's just non-human

This was so tragic. :( Your story affected me so much. You had me crying along with you Spirit. :'( I'm so, so sorry for your loss but I'm so happy that with time, you've managed to heal. Your strength is admirable and I'm sure that your baby boy is in a better place now, watching over his mommy and his other siblings. Sending you peace, love, positivity and a big hug and thank you for being brave enough to share your story with us.

Watched the whole thing and I am completely blown away by you. You are so incredibly inspiring and strong, I almost have no words. And don't worry, I was crying right there along with you. The world's kindest, most incredible people often grew up with the most adversity. Thank you for sharing this amazing story.

My sister, you are a true testament of survival and strength. Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us. I am so sorry that you lost your little boy. Man, I just want to give you a big hug. May you continue to be strong. May you be filled with peace and happiness ... Blessings.

I am so sorry. I can't imagine your pain. Your baby is with the angels. hugs...

I have attempted to listen to this a zillion times. the ASMR had never allowed me to get to the end. Finally I was awake enough to hear your powerful story as a whole. Please write this down. just transcribe it. You are such an amazing storyteller. this could be a book.

My God Spirit. (Deep breath). All through your videos when you are doing your make-up, I noticed that bump on your lip and wondered (in the back of my mind) if something happened to cause it. I have seen that bump on women so often and never imagined that's what it could be. You have been through the ringer. I was amazed when I started listening to some of your stories and how raw and real you are. The world has become so plastic now that people put on shows and scared to reveal their true selves. You are so inspirational to a person like me who has also been through the ringer. I don't think you realize by sharing your stories and gifts, you are helping so many people heal from their past as you heal.

Thank you for being so honest and sharing from your heart. I have suffered much in my life and your story brought me hope and strength. I felt a kindred spirit in you. Please continue in your work to help others. The world needs more people like you. You are a blessed light:)

I lost my daughter 24 years ago to a still birth due to a very similar situation and I know exactly what you’re saying about how you felt. I was 23.

I’m crying i can’t hold back my tears you are my hero to hear your stories of what you went thru to still be here and to still give us positive energy is a blessing i love you

Stay tuned? Come back for part 2? Girl you damn near took me out the game with part 1! Omg, I wish I didn't watch this right before bed. What a beautiful and resilient person you are to have gone through these things, though. Ok, lemme get myself together for P2

I cried when you told this story. It was so detailed reminds me a bit if my self. Thank you spirit now I understand you a bit better. Blessings to you sweet lady.

Thank you so much Spirit for finding the strength to share this story with us. My heart was so heavy hearing about your beautiful baby boy & when you began to cry I just wanted to hold you & take away your pain, it just crushed me!!! No one should ever have to watch their baby take their last breath...I'm so sorry!!! You have endured the worst but have come out of it the strongest & are such an inspiration & proof of how we as women can overcome anything in this life!!! You Spirit are amazing just as you are! Much love & light to you 💕

I'm 8 months pregnant with a boy right now and I was over here crying so hard. You will always have your little angel with you ❤

That man will get what he deserves, im so sorry for you loss ❤.

You are so brave and strong! thank you for the video.

This is so heartbreaking 😢💔 I'm so sorry you had to go through such a horrible experience 💖

Both my granddaughter and myself are Beyond addicted to your story times. I'm so sorry for everything you had to go through. Praying much success. You deserve everything good.

Spirit, I am so so terribly sorry for this pain and the loss of your son. I’m new to your channel and went to search this video after your last vlog when you honored your son and father with flowers. You are such an amazing powerful person, you’ve given me so much peace and I pray that you continue to heal. Your son will always be with you 🕊❤️❤️

I lost a son he was age 14 and i felt that I did something wrong that caused his death. You have given me hope and inspiration. God bless

Spirit you are a walking testimony, all glory to god for how much of a blessing you have been to this huge family you have created. I pray the ground you walk on blooms flowers, and everyday you receive a new blessing. You deserve everything good and wonderful in this world. You have helped so many people and have been such a light and Angel to everyone. I’m so grateful that I am able to enjoy your videos and watch your journey. Thank you for you, thank you for uploading every week and being here for us. I’m just so grateful.

I'm so sorry for your loss. 😭😭😭

I saw this entire video and couldn’t help but show you some H-town love ❤️. I admire what a beautiful woman u are and overall how strong u have been all these years it’s incredibly admirable honestly . It makes all the little things I have been through seem like nothing compared to what u have been through. I’m so happy I got to see/meet you at ur best , what an amazing spirit u are 😩😘. I wish you nothing but the very best

They say God don't give you more than you can handle and lady you can handle a lot I couldn't imagine going through a fraction of your life much respect 😔

I cried throughout the whole video. I'm so sorry for your lost😭😭😭😭💖

Your life is a testimony. I appreciate your spirit.

You had me laughing, crying, and/or want to hurt someone. Powerful! TFS

I watched the whole video and cried with you...you are an inspiration...sometimes bad things happen to good people

The fact that people have watched your videos and made fun of them and you, they don’t know the things that have happened to you and they don’t know the sh*t you’ve been through. I love your videos so so much, I watch you almost every night before bed, you make me smile and laugh, I can watch you videos and be able to relax. I sat down and watched one of your videos one day and said to myself, I’m gonna give this girl a chance and watch her videos, boy am I glad that I did because you have been able to make my nights better. Thank you for making this channel and continuing to make your videos even after what you’ve been through. Thank you

I just cried so much for you girl 😩❤❤❤✊🏿 God bless you and may your baby live on in the world beyond. Thank you for sharing your story.

Wow! What an incredible experience. I am sorry for the pain and loss you went through and grateful you made it through this. I hope you realize how much of an inspiration you are. I learn so much from the life stories you share. There really should be a movie about your life.

dear god spirit girl :'( you have remained so resilient through such horrors. you are truly an inspiration to me

Oh my god I'm so sorry spirit. I'm drowning in tears omg. Whenever you feel bad know you always have family to talk to you have your children any other family members. I'm so inspired by your strength.

I don't cry. Ever. I am sobbing listening to your story. You are beautiful. You are an amazing person. You are loved.

You have no idea how inspiring this was...no idea how much this touched me.It's heartbreaking to know that we all go through extremely traumatic events. Thank you for sharing this. You are one beautiful soul.

Women are so resilient. You dont look like what you've been thru😢 still beautiful and joyful thru it all❤

Some times you cant explain what you do to other people cause sometimes they would think that your crazy but your not your just a pretty lady who just wants to talk to your past

I can't believe this happened to you. That is so wrong how could someone treat u that way. You are so strong and brave . I am crying for you. Sending so much love xxxxxxxx

Incredibly heartbreaking to hear what happened to you. It's hard to see and hear how cruel this world can be. I admire your courage to tell your story, I admire your strength to carry on, I respect you for banishing this man the way you did and I hope you know that every cruel act will come back to haunt the one who performs it. I am deeply moved by how strong you are and I hope that if anyone is dealing with abuse or other hardship, that they will watch this video, take to heart everything you've been through and may it inspire them to stand up for themselves like you did. I am truly and deeply sorry for your loss, you're a beautiful person inside and out, and it shows in everything you do that you are brave. God bless you.

My heart was breaking during this story, I couldn't even imagine the pain of losing a baby. I am about to watch part 2, I hope you had some support from friends & family to help you pull through such tragedy. Thank you for sharing. So many hugs for you dear Spirit.

This made me cry so much, you are obviously a very good,strong mama bear to all your children, even the ones not with you physically, I love how you still talk about how beautiful your mom was even though you didn't have a great relationship. I'm sorry this happened, I'm sorry if you ever felt like you deserved this or thought wrongly of yourself because you are amazing,inspiring and beyond beautiful. You are so amazingly strong I feel like people as opened and honest and good like you don't come by often anymore, I feel very close to you after this even though I'm not, I just wish you and your family just so so so so so much happiness. You bring alot of people joy and you are so unique in the best way, I wish you all the best ❤❤❤ you inspire me to keep going

Love how you are comfortable enough to share your stories , relaxing and inspiring !

Ms Spirit I Honest To God Love You . Your Like The Glue That Holds A Family Together. Every Since I Found Your Channel You Have Been A Huge Blessing To My Life In Major Ways . I'm Sorry For What Happened To You . Your An Angel Walking The Earth I Thank God For Blessing Us With Your Presence. Please Never Stop The Videos And May God Continue To Bless You I Love You 💜 .

You look so stunning in this video, such a strong, resilient woman and and inspiration to overcome hardship in life

God bless you I pray that you find healing hunny. I could feel your hurt. Omg you're such a warrior

😨😰😱😢😭😭😭 Your story times are WOW! You are sooooooo strong 💪🏽 to have triumphed over SO MANY monstrous situations, and instead of being fearful or bitter, you spread love and light! I truly Love you!!!! I wish you so much peace and happiness.🙏🏾

I am so moved by your strength. You are pure light.

I’ve been here in cafe listening to your whole story crying, and sincerely praying for you... You have so many testimonies to help guide others , YAH DOESNT MAKE MISTAKES, Bless you.. So sorry for that kind of pain , but praise YAH🙏🏽😢🌷🌷❤️

I am so touched by your story and when I think about those I have lost in my life, I always remember that I will reunite with them someday. So, whenever you start to feel hurt, just remember you will see your baby again, and be able to hold them, and love them once again.

Oh my lord your true passionate sad story absolutely broke my heart right when I saw you tear and im so sorry that that occurred in your lifetime I would have never expected it to be like that for you because you're so passionate and genuine and have a lot of encouragement your one strong heck of a woman and may God be with you and your soul and family for the rest of your grants wishes God bless you amen

I love you so much, so so sorry you have gone through so much. You are a beautiful person. I watch ALL your videos and feel so connected to you.

Awe man I'm so sorry you had to go through this. You are a strong woman very strong. And I love what you do. So strong and bee through so much. God bless you

you are filled with joy,happiness,faith, and it is okay not to be like that every day😞 Not saying don't be that way it is just you can cry it's not a crime spirt😞 Keep going strong girl you got this😉

My heart goes out to you, you're strong and beautiful, nobody could have done that better than you 💜 and you deserve everything good in the world

God you're such an inspirational, strong woman. I hope you write a book one day.

omg you are a strong black woman I do know how abuse feels

I am so sorry to hear about your son. May him rest in peace

You are such a strong woman! I am so glad God created you. Your stories are heartbreaking and uplifting at the same time! Love you spirit girl 💞

I'm going through your story times, and omg Spirit, your strength is absolutely amazing. You are an amazing woman, and mother. Your journey is an inspiration for women everywhere. Continue being you and keep your mind on God. Sending hugs and love to you!!

I don’t know if you go back and check comments from videos this far back, I’m sure you probably don’t have time. I know you have known great pain and great struggle but I had no idea how bad it was. I have been following you maybe a couple months now so I know the Spirit of today. But this broke my heart. I can’t stop crying I hurt so bad for you. I’m so incredibly mad at that man who did that to you and your baby. I can’t help but to just be furious and appalled by him but I know and I know you know if he hasn’t already gotten what’s coming to him one day he will. I can’t imagine doing something so horrific I had to live with myself. But he has to. That could quite possibly be enough punishment in itself. But anyway I’m gonna try not gonna give him much thought. You are even more beautiful a Spirit to me now knowing you lived through this and to just see you shine today and be the light for so many people that you are. It would have been so easy for you to just give up but you persevered and you became this light for so many of us, the Lord has a plan for you and here you are. Thank God for you. Thank you for sharing your stories with us and for touching us in the way you do. I’m gonna finish this story but I can’t today. God bless you sweet Spirit. 💓

Oh my, I just got here and I met your channel for only about a few weeks... I feel so sorry for you. stay strong, life can be hard but stay strong and don't worry... we are here and we love you. It's okay. We can cry, we are human... we suffer too..

God bless you spirit ❤️ I am crying with you.

I know I’m not really into most of these videos but I was instantly drawn in by you. You have a very bright being. I love your energy, I love listening to you. You are an amazing woman and you have a good soul. You’re truly a beautiful person. 💕💕

You are truly so strong and you have such a gentle, angelic quality over you that is so calming. I'm so sorry for your loss but thank you for sharing your story💕 Also, you literally look like a goddess in this video! The way your hair and skin just glows and kind of melt into each other is completely breathtaking!!

Stay strong

Awwwe I'm sorry for what happend I cried with you as well it's so sad how people bring others down your a strong woman that no one can ever tear you down I love you so much 💜

Sistah Spirit, I wish I could visit e gave you a hug at thst moment. It broke my heart hearing the story.

Oh mama my beauty, you are so unbelievably strong❤️ your strength inspires all of us! Thanks for sharing your life with us all, you've taught me so much - you handle life with such graciousness xxxxxxxxxx

So glad you're still here and made it through all that. God Bless you Spirit!

What a brave young woman!!! I’m only 17, but I am so proud of you for living through the non imaginable!

I’m so sorry for your loss especially the tragic circumstances in which it happened. I also had a baby die at birth although he died in the womb and it’s truly the most horrific experience I’ve ever been through so I imagine it must be for you too. So many hugs being sent xx

You're a very strong woman. Thank you for sharing this story.

It's ok to cry. I hope that evil man gets every drop of karma he deserves.

Thank you for sharing such a personal story. Hugs and prayers. Sincerely thankful you make videos:)

Spirit girl you're so strong. God bless you and your family 😥

Spirit Gurl... I have been watching your videos for a couple of months now, slowly getting to know you better. Starting with you eating Mexican Food in a sombrero and LOVING it all the way to watching you and your daughter search for an apartment, (something I happen to be GREAT at. I will FIND a place to LIVE! ;-) Yesterday I watched a 2 hour long video of you putting on makeup and telling us about your friend who got gastric bypass surgery who then turned into the world's biggest B! I was thinking to myself, "How in the world did I just watch this WHOLE video and there is something about you that keeps me coming back?" It's a soulfulness, a depth, a light that I just couldn't put my finger on, until last night, starting at 1am, I watched the video above. I found myself weeping for you and in disbelief of the horror and pain that you have experienced and I realized right then where your depth comes from. Your soul's assignment for this life was to experience the depths of despair and to come through it to show millions of people what it means to escape the trap of bitterness and to use your life as a vessel of love and healing. Thank you, thank you, thank you for what you do. You are a nurturer and a healer. Everything you've been through has made you a master of what you do for your viewers. I encourage you to develop a talk or a one woman show telling your life's story and maybe take that on the ROAD Spirit Girl! Love you Sister!

wow spirit. you are truly a beacon of hope. I am so sorry for all you've been through. I think you are here to reach out to others.

I am so sorry you had to go through so much pain! May your little angel Rest In Peace.

you deserve everything good that comes your way... lots of love from spain!! ❤❤❤

Your makeup looks so gorgeous in this vlog!

I feel for you so much spirit .❤ this made me so emotional, and I truly apologize that u had to go through such a tragic moment in ur life. No one should ever have to go through that, R.I.P to ur beautiful son , & god bless you.👏

Omg what a brutallity, only a monster could do something like that! Love u!

That highlighter tho babe 💫✨😍

Omg I am in tears! This is horrible! I am so very sorry for your loss! I feel your pain!!!!!! Omg!

i always fall asleep to your videos and i just woke up half way during this one and got so interested in it and now i'm here at the bad parts about to cry eating gummy bears :/

I started crying 😢 I Love You Spirit You Inspire Me You're Such A Strong Amazing Human & Woman God Bless Your Sweet Soul ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ And God Bless Your Son You're an Beautiful Person

You're an amazing person. And I love your videos

I'm so sorry Spirit, I just had my baby girl in November and I'm so happily pregnant again and this truly breaks my heart, I couldn't imagine how it feel to lose a baby. I'm so sorry doll ❤ no one deserves that time will heal, you are so strong

It's ok to cry let it out I'm vary sorry for ur loss I hope you feel better 💜💜💜💜

Sending all my love to you ! I’m so sorry for your loss xx you are such an amazing woman and I hope I grow up to have even half of your strength ❤️

I thought this was just a random meme asmr channel, but you are a beautiful woman who has been through a lot. Amazing, I wish you all the best in your life.

I cried with you. I am so sorry you had to endure this. Sending prayers and love your way

You have such a bright happy future!

Omg spirit this is so sad you are amazing for overcoming this i admire you so so much

Wow spirit what a story I must follow up I'm sorry what u went through it had me in tears when u spoke of your mother and family I'm the same way no family helps me and my mom and dad not close be glad to see the story unfold sis be blessed your helping so many people heal and love

I'm very sorry for what happened. But never let a bad past affect your future! You are very strong💖💗

Omg , Thank you so much for sharing your story with us , I was crying right along with you, as you was telling yourself to keep it together I was telling myself the same thing . Wow you are a strong woman and a survivor