Lyrics: It feels so very strange, That it could be this way, Now I’m so afraid, Why won’t you stay, Did you ever love me, The way that I loved you, This negativity, Keeps me feeling blue
fire as always fam, hope everyones staying safe during these wild times.. much love to everyone who reads this comment and big ups to con for somehow always dropping instrumentals that fit my moods exactly
why dont you call when your feeling sad why dont you ever hit me up when its storming bad why is it when im in my bag you always looking sad why is it feeling so depressed a nigga goin mad going so insane when i spit bout pain its like i am always showing up when they speak my name why is life just like a game always keep my problems open always high was always posting bout some shit thats when im coping ive been up aint ever ghosting i aint gonna run away saw my problems face to face life just played its ace of spades i aint even gonna lose i will stay ive had to choose i know what ill fucking do stay with you aint ever lose aint gonna lose ya
This beat reminds me of the girl i fell in love with in gym class it’s been about a year and I feel the same I just want to be enough I often finding myself crying over her nights feel terrible without her it’s hard to eat with out her and here we are about a year later she’s got a bf and I’m still waiting for something
Chorus Fuck what they say imma do this, while I'm young Imma love my girl, and ill do it while I'm young Imma see the world, and I'll do it while I'm young Imma raise my son and ill do it til the sun dies
i guess im suppose to act like im okay im feeling mentally drained from trying to deal with the pain no its not okay im feelin insane with my head trapped up in the rain somebody explain to me how im suppose to feel im always discovering things that could never be real but maybe i should just end it all with a couple pills let time stand still yet my life has been going downhill i just sick back as i wait for my heart to finally heal but baby look what i created my mind is becoming dangerous im constantly anxious of people hating me but lately i just sit back and just go crazy nobody could ever maintain the demon thats off his chains hes inside of my brain only trying to make me feel in shame but i guess im the one to blame my heart wants to rest but i still cannot escape this maze such a shame of the person i became i really just wanted you to stay but you just playing me like a game now im so afraid hook i still try my best but still end up failing i just need some rest off the drugs im inhaling im lost in a cycle of this hell of a planet i feel so damaged from runnin from gambit i give heart away for free i guess its just a habit i get hurt and i try to manage but I'm alone feelin stranded so my deathbed is where im landing
alors oui, c’est sûrement moi l’souci Ou peut-être toi l’connard mais j’suis même plus surprise Mais j’aurais aimé qu’tu portes tes couilles Apparemment tu sais pas l’faire autrement qu’dans le lit C’te semaine j’ai zappé mes soucis T’avoir dans mes bras c’était le paradis Après 4 ans dans le vent fallait qu’j’me doute qu’j’avais plus d’importance Dans ta vie Mais non, tu m’en faisais voir de toutes les couleurs Comme si tu m’portais bien dans ton coeur J’me suis confiée à toi Dis des trucs que j’dis pas Pour qu’au final tu n’veuilles meme plus de moi C’qui me brise c’est qu’y’a rien de valable Et ça te rend encore plus minable J’ai même pas la force de pleurer Ou peut-être que j’me dis que tu peux pas m’méritera Encore une fois mon ego a bouffé du sale J’crois j’me trompe, y’a que moi de minable Mais je suis tellement déçue Encore un qui n’voulait que mon cul Mais ton regard a la gare Me disait qu’on allait se revoir Connard
