I would be a wreck for sure. My husband & I are high-school sweethearts & I can't imagine a day in this world without him. He was recently diagnosed with prostate cancer. Reality hit me hard & I just pray for him daily & hope God gives us lots more yrs together. You are so strong. I definitely wouldn't have made it back from that hike without drinking that bottle of wine.
It hurts to breathe, it hurts to be the one left behind, all the mislaid plans you made together. I was so angry at the world that just kept on going, while I silently screamed inside. From one widow to another put one foot in front of the other, just baby steps and remember to breathe occasionally ❤