Thank you very much this powerful testimony. I’m new to this channel and I am beginning to be obedient to him asking to hear his voice and asking to be filled and baptized in the Holy Spirit. Please pray for me, thank you!!😊
Wow, first yes everything was telepathic. Amazing. Well, here we go, my brother died and was in the wrong state of mind. Well, one night I decided to take a pill of ecstasy. However, it made me super depressed. I grabbed 5 more or 6 and said f it I am out of here. Well, it was the stupidest thing I could have done. Don't get me wrong what I am about to say makes no sense. But I was gone. I wake up, something is in my body keeping me alive. It was my brother. He called my friend over. It immediately went black again, I woke up as this angel or my brother I feel like opened the door to my friend and he was having a conversation with him. I could hear it and he's like let's go upstairs. I was like riding passenger in my body. I could hear everything. My friend not believing my brother was in my body. The strange thing is my brother told my friend I'll meet you in the bedroom. I blacked out again. I woke up with my brother chilling on my bed and telling my friend the future. But my friend not believing him. He was also saying very good things about me. We then left. I went up and saw the brightest of lights and prayers that would make a grown man weep. I feel to whatever it was ground IDK. But I remember hearing the Lords Voice and it literally was the most beautiful thing I had ever heard in my life. No drug made you feel that great. My brother said we have to go talk to someone. Idk if it was Jesus or God. But we chatted for a bit and he said you cannot stay it is not your time. I begged and begged not to leave. There were somethings my brother was trying to stick up for me with the Lord. My brother told me that I will always remember what you said at that paddle out. We all had a paddle out and said something good about him. Well, now I immediately go down and down. I don't remember screams or smell or darkness. But I remember demons immediately surrounded me laughing and saying the worst things you can think of. They began to rip me apart over and over and over. All I did was pray over and over. I can't remember if the demons were saying he can't hear you. But it seemed like eternity of torment and pain. I felt I was left they're for eternity. But I felt like I was holding on to two hands like my parent's hands as they prayed. I just keep praying Jesus over and over. We'll all the sudden footsteps began to get closer. I began to be beyond any word of fear. I thought it was the devil himself. But all the sudden the demons left. But one stayed and I distinctly remember him whispering in my ear that we all most had you Mother fer. The demons were not happy that they didn't get me. I was told never do this again. Got brought back in my body. When I screamed Praise the Lord to my friend. I was back in my body. However, this was the only beginning of me being completely messed up. I Rember my jaw so sore cuz I was gnashing my teeth. Then I woke up in a puddle of water. and my neck hurt from me shaking my head over and over in hell. My parents immediately walked in the room and told me to come here. I got my ass chewed out and saying you want to die too! If you go, we won't make it. I was just out of it. I was still scared shitless!! Seeing orbs all over the place. For at least two days. This was back in 2006 and I had to work at the Coast Guard the next day. I went to work and just cried cuz I was so messed up. Fortunately, my supervisor knew my situation and let me go home. When I say situation, I mean dealing with the death of my brother. I went home and laid down and orbs would not stop, and it made me tear up every time. It broke me. The body to deal with this situation does not understand the logic. It is beyond our thinking. It is so far beyond man's comprehension and logic. I mean I was shown a future too. All of it has happened. But I don't remember it until it happens. The Lord told me I have to make sure you do not remember all of what I have shown you. So, I don't remember a lot. But so much more happened. Miraculously. I never went to a hospital. Somehow what I thought was eternity. Was from like 2-6 am. What most won't understand is my friend coming over. I know him for over 20 years and when he is with his GF he never leaves. He was with his GF and immediately left. IDK what was said to him or what. But it was miraculous that I am here today. I still very much struggle which is almost two decades old since I had that experience. What I take out of that. ITS NO FAIRY TALE. I was in a bad place and the ecstasy just opened the door to dark depression. I couldn't explain it. Don't do it. You see one day there are two realms and it is either peace and the best feeling you will ever feel in your life. Or the worst feeling and torture. Beyond words I cannot describe both realms. Its beyond words. Beyond logic, beyond our thinking compacity. But let me just say, Jesus is 100 percent real. I have no doubts. But so is demons and hell. I had an experience with demons before this. But that is another crazy story. But what this guy is saying is his personal journey to hell. Mine was a lot more suffering and torture to myself probably because I went through with the suicide. But by the love of Jesus and God I am here. I loved his testimony. It's too hard to explain into words mine. With out sounding crazy I probably already do by pple reading this. But I don't care because it is very real. I just pray for them and myself. One would think I was so close with God now. I am but I need so much work. But I am trying. I will never turn my back on Jesus again. One thing I forgot to mention, see it comes and goes. But I saw my parents and me and my brother's all holding hands in the afterlife like a chain link. With the Lord. Bring me to tears.
