Courage is not the absence of fear but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear. Nelson Mandela.
It’s exactly 4 weeks since I picked you up from Buckley after that awful trip back from France, you looked shattered and exhausted. Since then you have taken ownership of Gladys and got her roadworthy and with Andy’s help got the roof box and awning sorted. You spent several days with that lovely family from field view adventures and they looked after you and started the process of putting your life back together and I will always be grateful to them. The comments on here have been totally supportive from people who are more astute than you realise. Finally as you are a manc I am going to quote another manc and say don’t look back in anger, in fact don’t look back at all EVER. With what you have achieved in 4 weeks you can do anything. Xxxx love from mum and Lindsey xxxx
Awesome! Beautiful place! Wow the bus had seat belts! Never seen that before. The awnings make such a difference to living space. Such beautiful drone footage. Keep shining lovely😊
The awning is honestly a fantastic thing. It's helped so much and the doggos are slowly getting user to it. It's so beautiful here. I'm slowly falling in love with the place 😊💜xx
Every time you step in to fear , you step into your true self, yes nature heals , it's the most powerful healer and what a stunning place to enjoy nature at its finest. Your able to take steps into what ever direction you choose, manifesting is real and its very much your choice now. Allowing yourself time to feel more relaxed and enjoy yourself. It's your ability to want change that will keep pushing you out of your comfort zone, like you said listen to your needs, wants and follow your heart. It also has its own voice much louder than you minds.
You are doing okay, keep on doing what you are doing. You will overcome any fears. You are doing things right, you are in a safe place which is vital and have lots of things to do to keep your mind occupied while alone xx
The fact that you are terrified and still doing things makes you very brave. You should be proud of youself and it takes courage to leave a long term relationship. Please give yourself credit.
Found your channel while you were with field view adventures i absolutely love your channel & your fur babies ❤❤. Please don't apologise for sharing your down times its all part of the process of getting through to the place you wanna be in your emotions & life . Sending hugs & ❤❤❤
Hi Alice, thank you for popping over to my little channel. Field view are just the best ♥️ Thank you lovely, I'm trying to stay focused on the positives and my future 💜💕xx
Thank you Rachel, it is good to hear that you are happy now. Maybe one day I will be to 😊 In the meantime I am just working on me and I will see where life takes me 💜💕xx
Suzy, love your drone footage really beautiful. Your hidden strength and bravery is beginning to show.. love watching your videos. It doesn't matter if you cry, please dont bottle it up xx
Hello lovely, aww thank you so much. I am still making friends with little drone 😂 But we are starting to get along. Thank you for your lovely words 🥰 it means so much to me at the moment to read comments like yours 💜💕xx
Hey girl! There’s a saying that I always go by. “There has to be breakdowns to manifest the breakthroughs”. The universe works mysteriously and always trust that it will deliver whatever you ask for. You are doing amazingly. Proud of you my lovely 💯✔️💯😘 xxx
Hello Suzy, you appeared a lot more lonely before, than you do now. You are now talking freely and it is obviously making your life make a lot more sense. I do think you are very brave, after driving so far and staying alone overnight…& the Kelpies were amazing, especially at night (thank you)!. I doubt you could have done it without Doug & Daisy…of course you couldn’t ☺️. We had a motorhome & did the NC500 twice with our old lab Ted. We sold the motorhome as it just didn’t work with Ted…big old (almost 13) very smelly lab!. We love Scotland & will still travel with Ted…good luck with everything xx
Hello lovelies and Ted 😊 Thank you so much for your lovely comments. In a weird way I am less alone and more lonely if that makes sense. Doug and Daisy are my little furry super heroes 💕 Hope you can all get up to Scotland soon. I actually love it here 💜xx
Nice to see you happy and getting on with things it will take time but you seem to be ok glad you like the site and the job just take one day at a time your little babies are good company so they will keep your mind of things its a beautiful site you are at love the walk you did
Wow what an amazing place just stunning, i think this place is going to be good for you, time to relax inbetween work and unwind away all the stress, one day at a time lovely no rush it takes time to adapt, nothing worse than staying in a relationship that isnt going any where xx ❤ me and john can both speak from personal experience. 😊😊
It's a stunning place, I'm absolutely falling in love with it here. Thank you lovelies, I'm just trying to be kind to myself and not put myself under too much pressure 😊💜xx
Looks like a beautiful place to visit,relax & repair yourself. Sending you virtual hugs 🤗 & wishing you the very best, you've got this girl, you are an amazing person 💗 we're all here ❣️ always good to see you smile 😊 awesome vlog as always 👌🏼❤🌹
Thank you so much lovely 🥰 It is a stunning place. I am so lucky to be here in these surroundings and the people are just as gorgeous. Your lovely words really mean so much to me especially at the moment so thank you for taking the time to watch and reply. My subscribers are an amazing bunch 💕❤️💜xx
You are a strong independent woman you can do anything. You have your mum and family and friends so you are never alone, 2 dogs . Yes it's all change but you can do it no more tears, enjoy Scotland and make the most of your free time. You are doing well😊👍
I love your honesty! You are brave and every time you do something that pushes you out of your comfort zone you will feel amazing. You’re getting there more with every day. We all love you xx
Hi Suzy, you are doing really well. You might think this is a strange thing to say but you look great and a lot less stressed 👌 Well done for eating out on your own, funny I found that a really difficult thing to do heaven knows why. But so chuffed that I did it and just thought of it as another hurdle completed ❤❤❤
Hi Sue, thank you 😊 I honestly feel less stressed, this place is working wonders 💕 I really struggled with the eating out thing and vlogging was a bit of an extra stress but I'm proud I did it. Onwards and upwards lovely 💜xx
Nice to see you Susan. Love following your journey. Big hugs girl, well done. The scenery is stunning. The doggies were great to watch running along the beach. Happy badgers... For your shopping trips get yourself a small trolley to carry the doggy food etc. 😅❤xx
Hi Lesley 😊 Thank you, the little furry ones are totally loving it here 😊 I am going to give the van a run this week and take her down to Aldi see how the water levels act 💜xx
Could see things were changing when you were in benidorm . Hope you made the right decision for the right reasons. Be happy no matter what you choose xx
Thank you Chris and Jan 😘 There are good days and bad days but I am pushing through the bad ones and enjoying the good ones. I guess that is progress 😊 Thank you lovelies for the nice comments as always 💜💕xx
You can throw that solar panel away, there’s no sun way up there 😄😄 Uber jealous of your campsite posting, one of our favourites hands down!! Enjoy it, explore the area as it’s just amazing 😍
😂 I had a couple of sunny days but not many granted. It is absolutely stunning up here. I love the area and feel extremely lucky to call it home for the moment 💜xx
Thanks Jan 😊 It is amazing here, the place and the people are just gorgeous. I am looking forward to the weather picking up and getting out and exploring 💜xx
Just found your ste love it 😊 you are very brave and a very lovely young woman, you go girl give yourself a pat on the back 😊xx ps your good on the drone😊
The hardest thing in the world is going out of your comfort zone, It held me back for more years than I like to admit, but I finally made it, as will you. 4 years ago, I could barely leave my house now. I've started a RU-vid channel and am travelling around 💪🏻
Thank you, I've found confidence like a snow ball once you get it rolling it keeps growing and then the stars are the limit, and the only limitations are the ones we put in ourselves
Right from the very start Sthampton and before loved the two of you No frills always honest! So don't care what you vlog Suz as long as your on the tube love! Glad your happy there looks absolutely beautiful! Another great edit! Superb filming love! Even got the Mrs watching the tube now and she is loving your vids! As always Sweetheart lots of love❤❤ xx
Hello lovely Paul 😊 Aww thank you, such a lovely thing to say and a big hello to your Mrs 😁. I am sure there will be lots more videos of me waffling and walking 😂💜xx
I can empathise with eating out in your own. It's a terrible feeling - a lot of people cannot understand it, now you've done it once it will get better believe me. You have a perfect setting there to heal - you'll have good & bad days but it will get better x
Hi Hazel, it's good to know it gets less scary over time. This is an amazing place and I really feel like fate brought me here for a reason. Thank you for your support lovely 💜💕xx
Great vlog suz glad you settling in with your new job looks lovely . Matt has convinced me to go to scotland so definitely be coming to see you soon ❤ xxx
You’re brave, dude. You’ve done so much in such a short time. You’re not faking it if you’re making it 😊 It looks like the best place to do some soul searching and heal. Aww potato dog didn’t want to eat his own kind. 😂😂 Loves you oods xxxx
Thank you 💜 Having people like you and mum behind me make me try to be brave. It's an absolutely beautiful place you and mum te going to love it here. Potato dog is a fussy little so and so 🤣 Love you 💕❤️💜xx
Wow, thanks for sharing your first few days on the new job! 🤩 Sounds like a whirlwind of emotions and you're settling in nicely despite some challenges! You're so brave for going to the cafe by yourself 👏! It's also cool you're so close to so much nature ⛰ I get what you mean about the tiny VW being an adjustment...but cozy! 🚐 Those doggies are sure lucky to have you! 💕 I'm glad you're listening to your body and taking some well-deserved rest! 😌 Sending good vibes for your next few days on the job!
Hello lovely, thank you 😊 It's been a bit of a full on week but I'm getting to grips with it all slowly. Baby steps and being kind to myself and I will get there. My lovely amazing subscribers like yourself help more than you all know ❤️ xx
Great Video, always enjoy your videos, keep doing what you are doing, would be nice for you and your fur babies to go somewhere warmer in the winter though. Look forward to seeing your next vlog. ❤❤❤ xxx
Hi Susan, Thank you lovely 😊 It would definitely be nice to be somewhere warmer for winter. I will just have to see how I get on over the summer. Nothing is set in stone I am kinda free to do what I please, money depending 💜xx
I love Aviemore, and highland cows, the resort shopping centre has some really cool stuff, but expensive, though in October when I visited I got some great boots reduced in their sale to just £20, which were an absolute bargain so might be worth a look around there from time to time. Take care of yourself and just enjoy the new location xx
Thank you lovely, I will definitely go an take a look around there. I am loving it here it is just so beautiful ❤️ Keep safe on your travels lovely 💜💕xx
Gosh what a lovely place you have found yourself at, absolutely stunning, if we came there with our dog I wouldn't be able to get him out of all that water. Yip we love our awning it's a brilliant place to sit gives you so much room. Well done on going in these places for food on your own I've never done it either. Loving your vlogs Suzy so relaxing to watch, good on you girl. X
Hello lovely 😊 It's such a beautiful place I absolutely love it here. The awning is starting to take shape and look like home. I'm trying to push myself out of my comfort zone 🤣 it's scary but I'm doing it. Thank you so much 💕💜xx
Hi. It’s really nice to see you settling and working at Glenmore. I like the sound of the things you said you are going to do. E.g swim 🏊 and kayak. I would love to see the Cairngorm reindeer but I’m not sure how easy that is with dogs 🙂
Hello lovely, thank you 😊 I have been up to see the reindeer it is on tomorrows video but they are scared of dogs so you are not allowed to take them. They are pretty amazing though if you can get up to see them 💜xx
It has been a big transition but I feel like I am settling in well. It's an amazing place with gorgeous people. You are right, I am happier and I feel very lucky to be in the position I am now 💜xx
Hi Kim, Things have deteriorated between me and my husband sadly. I am doing ok in my new job and loving my new home. Thank you for watching lovely 💜xx
Hi Suzy, how are you going to cope with the midges as I guess it’s bad there by the loch ? We hope to one day pop up to see you. Look forward to watching your vlogs and your doing marvellous and yes you are extremely brave. Xx
Hello lovely 😘 I have no idea! The buggers love to eat me 😂 I think Avon Oh So Soft is supposed to be good so I might have to bath in the stuff everyday 😁 Aww hope you do get up to see me that would be amazing. Thank you for your lovely words of support 💜xx
Great video Suz, well done. You might want to reconsider thinking of staying at Glenmore for the winter. Nearly 50 years ago I worked for the local ski school at weekends. They regularly drove the school minibus across the loch on the ice, so that lets you know just how cold it can get😂
Thank you 😊 The new job is lovely. Such great people and a truly beautiful place. The dogs are in the van. I check on them frequently and I am allowed to take them into the office 💜x
Hi Suzy, hope you ok, glad you enjoyed you 1st day at work, I love the fact you can go home for dinner and see the dogs to, you look more up beat! on wards and upwards, enjoy you couple of days off, your doin a great job, look after yourself, thank you for sharing stay safe ❤❤❤
Hi lovely Susan 😊 I love going home and seeing my two furry babies 🥰 I am feeling a lot more upbeat this week. I hope the ups continue with less downs 💜xx
You are brave. New home, new job (miles from home), single for the 1st time. It’s been a hell of a month!! Interesting what you say about manifesting what you want. You said to ask questions so I’ll ask how long were you unhappy before being brave enough to go alone? To be honest those views In Scotland will help to heal you ❤
Thank you lovely 🥰 I'll be honest it started last year in the Lake District and I tried to make things work but it just got worse once we finished work and started travelling. I looked at the future and saw something I didn't want so knew I needed to make a big change. This place is definitely helping to heal my soul ❤️xx
As fun as that sounds I have seen too many bad accidents from winter sports and knowing my luck it'll be me 😂 I haven't made any firm decisions yet and if they offer me winter work it will be something I will seriously consider 💜xx
I know it’s not exciting for you but I’m excited to see how you get on.! Think you are very brave and it’s a good choice to try to continue with van life. Been on your own can be difficult but once you adjust it can be great. The down side I think is not having anyone to share the good times with. Your doing great girl so keep your chin up and keep going. Not been to Aviemore since school….. 40 years ago 🙈 always wanted to go back. We used to stay at a hotel in a place called Newtonmore I think it was. X
Hello lovelies 😊 Thank you so much, comments like this really do mean the world to me. I am adjusting slowly and the freedom in being alone is pretty cool but also balanced out with the loneliness. I am sure I will get used to it though. Yes I think Newtonmore is just down the road. You should come back up for a revisit 😁💜xx
Oooh you are brave lovely!! Certainly fearless cos you’re scared but you don’t let that stop you doing stuff anyway. You’re becoming one of my favourite RU-vidrs to watch….keep on swimming just saw you went in the loch 😂
Lovely vlog Suz, did you sort the over heating with Gladys? Keep doing what your doing and it will all fall into place 👌👌 well done for getting in the café, it certainly looks a beautiful area too , but most importantly thank you for your honesty, take lots of care, love Tony and Cas xx
Hello lovely Tony and Cas 💜 I am taking her for a run on my two days off this week, see how she does. I will get some antifreeze whilst I am out as well just in case. Thank you for your lovely support as always 😘💕xx
Thanks Paul, I have a very kind subscriber sending me a two burner camping stove 😊 I think I'm going to keep the name technically the doggos are mancs too 😁💜💕xx
Hiya Suzy, Looking a lot more like yourself hun. We have been looking at Glenmore on their website, and it looks absolutely lovely. See you on your next vlog ❤
Hi Paul, Thank you I do feel like I am getting some of my old self back 😊 It is an absolutely stunning place with gorgeous people. I am lucky 🥰 Thank you for watching lovelies 💜💕xx
Hi Suzy, keep those big smiles coming. Just seeing around where you are looks amazing. That lough looks beautiful, will you get any midges there ?? We done the nc500 but did it between Sept and November. So stay safe, your doing good xx
Thank you so much lovely, it is such an amazing place. I feel very lucky to call it my home for the moment. Yes there will be midges, I need to find a good repellant that works because they love me! Thank you for you lovely words as always 💜💕xx
Hi suz just keep doing what you are doing you will get there just takes time and yes i think you being there is good for you my daughter always says walking in nature is very good for you 😂roy x
Hey lovely great video we love the loch so pretty isn’t it ❤ well done getting your brave pants on 🥰 eating on your own very courageous and I take my hat off to you, it’s certainly not easy what your doing. Don’t be hard on yourself take it a day at a time and before you know it, things will become second nature to you 🥰 big hugs to you and the doggies 🥰😘 xxx
Hello lovlies 😊 Thank you, I feel like each day gets a tiny bit easier. It'd be easy to just stay safe on site with people I know but the need to get out and explore is a bit greater than my fear that is what is pushing me on. I suppose its a good thing 💜💕xx