I also had a dark moment years ago, my 3 babies had kept me going, but I went even darker.. It was a kind Dr who saved me me, he said, "Go home (with only 5 tablets) and think about YOU, not your babies or anything else, just you. Then come back in 5 days, if you're still as you,are now, I will have to admit you to the psychiatric ward" I went back and told him that I was leaving my toxic marriage and he said "Good! Now we can get you better"
@@NickyAlanPsychicMediumI have been trying to kill myself for 9 years and I am only just learning to love myself, I am attending What is the Law Of Asdumption Workshop today to work self scceptance and loving myself, in 2019 I was diagonosed with Depression by my Gp surgery and the Crisis Team at the Whittington Hospital assrssed me and I had counselling last year and this year I felt so much pain especially in January and Frbrusry, I learnt on the 18 Msrch 2024 that I am a Star seed I dont quite know that is and my number is 9999989 I lived on numerous galaxies and milky ways, I want to write a book and I am going to call it Spiritual Sacred Atlantis Order Angels as focus on spiritual side helps me more than the grim human side I am 25 years old I have Autism, I find focusing on the book makes me happy and I acvessed my Akashick readings record and found out that I am the oldest soul on universe and have a First Class connection with Atlantis and found out the reason 9999989 is such an important number is me and my connection to my star famimy and Star guides too.
My nana, who went through SO MUCH PAIN throughout her life would always advise; Be patient... Take one day, one hour, one minute, one second at a time... This too shall pass... May you find peace, pleasure, love and belonging...
I also experienced this dark night of the soul when my husband announced he had met someone he was in spiritual love with. It hit me like a freight train and shocked me into searching for a meaning to life, which i found in reading spiritual books, yoga, meditation and other experiences. I now know why i needed this reality to kick start my learning in a spiritual way, learning to awaken and accept this hard experience. Once i came through the darkness the light started to shine. I forgave my husband and he asked if he could return, which he did and we both gained a deeper understanding of why it happened. It has been a long time since that happened but i know why it had to happen and i am grateful for my spiritual awakening. It is so special and precious to learn to forgive and understand more and more each day. Thank you for your videos, you are a special being. ❤
I had dark night of the soul for 6 or 7 years, I too thought of leaving here but my wee darling dog saved me,I couldnt do that to her,she has now passed recently at age 15 yrs.Tears would be streaming down my face,not crying just broken but I too had to learn to break old patterns etc an return back to my spirituality. I came across you Nicky after my dog AvaPuffens passed,your content was massive help to me. Thanks
Hi Nicky! I too had that dark night of the soul. What literally saved me was Alex Ferrari of Next Level Soul and all his guest interviews which you were one of that led me to your channel and many others. It was all of you that awakened me to learn there is so much more. I am like a sponge soaking up all the spiritual knowledge I can. So thank you for your sharing and your beautiful energy! Much love and light! ❤
I found a wonderful teacher on utube called Trevor Ilesley. He specialises in dark night of the soul healing and without his input I think I’d have given up.
My father physically abused me until he passed away. My life changed after that. Mum met someone else then i was pushed aside. Homeless then ended up in a terrible flat with no heat but it was a roof over my head. I was 17 had enough. Got a bottle of paracetamol and took a handful. Then i thought, oh god what have i done. I went to th toilet and made myself sick to bring them back up . . I am 66 now gone through a car accident, pain , divorce, my partner drowned and had to get by but i am Here . And if I wasn't here i would not have met you on here . Mediumship has helped me, meeting lovely people like Mavis Patiila, Gordon Higginson and many others. Thank you for your help because you have helped me. 💐💐
There are two legends right there xxxx bless you for being such a brave and beautiful soul and for sharing xxx may the angels bless your every day 💜💜💜💜
At 75 I have gone through many dark nights of the soul. But I am here to say that each one brought me closer to the Path I was called to be on. And just this past week I was thrust into another one, totally unexpected, yet NOW I can see the Light much sooner, and I find gratitude through my tears, and I accept and move on, knowing that I am never alone. I remind myself of all my blessings, and I know that I am that much closer to my eternal Home and all who are waiting for me there. (Meanwhile, I have a lot of people who love me here and I mustn’t leave them yet.) Nicky, again you have blessed me so much! Thank you for sharing your soul and your laughter. You are loved!❤️❤️❤️
My dark night lasted almost 10 years until I surrendered and asked Jesus and my Angels to take the wheel. Life has been wonderful since then. Yes, I have shit going on but it doesn’t phase me. I hand it over to my A team❤😇
I’ve also been through 2 very dark times, the first one was probably the worst looking back to the point that I had to sing out loud just to stop myself thinking about what was happening and have some sort of sanity and function for my then very small kids - but now in hindsight it had to happen and I learnt so much from both experiences even though it was heartbreaking at the time and I didn’t want to be here anymore. If these things hadn’t happened I wouldn’t have had my two younger children or got the family support I desperately needed! I also have RA and Degenerative Disc Disease so I know the constant physical pain too, but to anyone going through their dark night always remember it will pass, there is a reason and the path will become clearer when the sun comes out again ❤🥰 xxx
Thank you Nicky for talking about this. Realizing it & doing something for yourself as quickly as possible is so important! Finding the right help is another. I know exactly what you're saying about the physical & spiritual. Lovely to come out the other side.
Fellow ME person here. I bought your book some time ago, just to have a sort of remote one-sided 'chat' with someone who knows the challenges this condition brings. Recently, and out of nowhere the word "surrender" came into my mind. It then kept cropping up all over the place so it's a word I was supposed to hear. I'm not altogether sure what it means, though, and I'm not alone because there are entire books and videos about that one word! Still, I've interpreted it as just letting go and trusting. I've found myself drawn to meditation and as I cannot get through a day without literally dozens of sightings of 11 or 22, I trust that it's a sign that I've got a toe on the path.
I so resinate with you, Nicky. I have fibromyalgia and went through the dark moments, I had a nervous breakdown, I also had a blood clot on the brain, I wanted to die in the past, I didn't love myself, I came off all my medications even my asthma etc, I now love myself, I work with spirit, I am a Healer and empath, I love meditating and listening to music, love going to the seaside , thank you Nicky for all you do, ❤️
IMO this dark night is an essential cut - the way a diamond is cut to reveal its true brilliance. And Nikki is so right about sound frequencies! I’m working with them now and getting great results. ❤
Hi Nicky. Thank you for this inspirational talk. I have gone through this and I also suffer from fibromyalgia. I was retrenched at age 50 from a career spanning 33 years. I was shocked and ill prepared. There were so many things that had come to a dead end. 12 years later and I am living by the sea, selling homes to wonderful people. I was rock bottom for several years and thought my life was over as all my relationships failed and people I was closest to passed away. You are 💯 right. Thank you for sharing this. These demons cannot keep us down. Sending you lots of love and light. ❤
Yes all my life,as a child I didn't know, so I did live with being happy, but inside very alone, very alone...but now I'm connected, so I'm still alone..60yrs..I need to see a sharman..I have a block, I did love myself then learnt to hate myself..but now I know..love ya sista ❤
Best video you've ever done, and I've watched them all. Nicky I can't thank you enough. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE can you do a part 2. We all need this right now.
I’m so starting to wake up!! It’s such a process to learn to love yourself but I’m trying my darned everyday!!! The last few weeks have been darn draining but sunny Spring is coming with all its blessings!! 🩷
I've had a couple DNS's. Excruciating. But it's what I came to Earth School to do. I have fibro, epilepsy, ME, and ADHD. I am so grateful for all of it. ❤
Oh bless you, if you want to live the needle on your health look up Anthony Williams Medical Medium. His books are incredible for healing a host of your conditions you have. 🥰💜
Hi like you I had M E for 15 years I still have fibromyalgia every thing you said that was me apart from my hubby Paul he believed in me and together we faced it one day at a time ,it was sad because my parents didn’t believe me as well as my sister and many other people but like you I had my dark night of the sole , now we live in France and I am very grateful everyday , it’s not always easy and I am in a lot of pain most days but I get throw it with laughter and nature and listen to the birds and going for walks ❤
Nicky I just want to thank you so much for being my mentor and voice whilst I’m gardening here in rural Devon. I do it full time, I feel blessed and finding your channel has really kept me company! I lost my home last year, I lost my business and I nearly lost my family. I felt like ending it all. I managed to find a landlady ❤ who is an angel and who would rent to me, but it meant moving from the mental south east and my family to rural Devon. I could write a book on my very colourful life! I certainly didn’t opt for the easy ride. I’m hoping to collaborate my gardening and taking a course in counselling to offer my skills to people in need. If it wasn’t for the dark night of my soul last year I would still be on that hamster wheel. You are a blessing and a special soul. Thank you ❤
Thank you Nicky. What a beautiful message to start my day. I had so many dark nights of the soul from the age of 18. At 35 and 37 I had my 2 beautiful boys and from then i knew suicide was forever off the table. I would never do that to them. Besides they bring me so much joy. 20yrs worth and counting. ❤
I have had my dark night of my soul, and what I came out of it was That I am Worthy and I was told to spread that We are Worthy and we are always Worthy and I/we will be Worthy with every breath we breathe ❤. We are Worthy of Love for we were made from Love. 🥰
WOW ♥️ what U have been through ... Is total hell...& U R such a amazing powerful WOMAN. Through it All & I can say....Hey!!!! Mama...look at Nicky NOW.... It is a honour 2 have encountered U... Beautiful Nicky Allan🌹🌈🕊️🙏😶🌫️ Namaste 🔔🍭
What a wonderful talk. I, too, have had a dark night of the soul, but I didn't know what that was. So many times, I asked God to take me, but he wouldn't. I have a strong feeling we were either married to the same man, or they were from the same mould. At the time, I lost my home and any financial stability. But I am still around. I burst into tears when you mentioned 555. When choosing my handle, I asked my guides for inspiration. I heard silently 555. So blown away, am I!!! Thank you, Nicki ❤
WoW what an inspiration 👏, my little Sister is going through hard time and I am concerned for her . Been up for almost 3 hours praying for her . I am hopeful that she will pass through this season. Thank you for sending light❤
The raw truth hurts . however it helps others know none of us are ever alone, bless your soul , you are a an amazing woman Nicky ❤. May the rest of your days be filled with joy, love and blessings.
I’m there now. I was on a pleasant path of spiritual awakening & then BAM! I lost my parents, husband, & best friends…a couple to suicide. I lost my only sibling to prison…he crumbled. I have a 19yo with severe, nonverbal autism & I’m in fear every time I wake up. I’m sending light & love to all of you who are suffering with similar accounts! ❤️☀️
Thank you Beautiful Nicky .i had 8 years of the " Dark night of the soul" i felt like a hamster on a wheel and could not get off. Everything was for a reason but i have surrended to it now and i feel like i am healing. I too thought of leaving but i have 3 fur Babies it was them that was My Saviour. They really are Angels💗 Your podcast really helped me ❤❤❤❤
Thank you. You have paved the way and showed that every thing is possible. I have been through misabuse from childhood, two devorses and bringing 4 kids up alone, got breastcancer and fibromyalgi.I have been throgh " dark night of the soul" As you, I did not love my self. Now I am 64. I have been a spiritual teacher for many years, I am a medium and healer. I have courses for our community for manage depression with turning and mind their thoughts. Much love and blessings from Oddny ❤ Norway
Am absolutely distraught at the moment, have lost my job, have had bailiffs at my door, no support networks, don't know where to turn. Cannot cope anymore
Oh my word Nicki, I am so sorry that you've gone through all of this. Bless your heart. You are an amazing inspiration - thank you for sharing your story 💚🙏 xx
I am SO grateful for all the difficult times in the 77 years that I have been blessed to be here on this beautiful, amazing planet. It's what we came here for, what I call the "bodhisattva bootcamp". Loving the self back into the Circle of One.
I hit bottom after some car accidents. Fibromyalgia diagnosis after seeing several doctors. Similar story. In January I woke up. ❤❤❤ prayers and healing for you all.
Oh Nicki iv been in bed for 20 years. Iv had to diagnose myself which looked like fibromyalgia. But the pain started in my face. Pls my love told you on another vid post. I’m coming out of dark night. Pls try oil of oregano. (All diseases start with bacteria, mold and fungi) Ask ya guides ❤ Iv wiped the floor with my old doctors. Brought tears to my eyes. I understand so much. So much love to you xxx
Thank you Nicky!! You are such a blessing to me. Thank you! I’ve been in a dark night of the soul recently this past 15 months. It’s been a very dark time. It’s also been an extremely growing time for me. A very painful time, but I’m working through it and I know that I will come out of it better and stronger. ❤
Thank you Thank you Thank you Nicky, for keeping it real podcast. There is so much insight information how to connect to the. Angelic world and to my love ones as well as, communicating with my guides. 😊🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️💜💜
Hi Nikkie…. Great story. I also had the 5 year in bed. ( bottom after my son committed suicide ). And thru the addictions. And I walk around today .. so light and smiling. It’s all amazing. Listen to her, anyway new here.. she’s talking about it!!! And I’m living it
I’ve had 2! First one put on antidepressants & one in 2018-2019 got me back on my spiritual route but I think my fear of no money if I leave my job is keeping me ‘stuck’ I want to be free from work & told when I work and when I can be off (I work shifts) I am perimenopausal so sometimes I’m driving in work and crying as I just don’t want to be there and I’m so tired & drained with it all. I’d love to be a full time reiki master (I’m attunded but don’t get many clients) not sure if my confidence, I’m empath too so not sure if work drains me because of that. I know the job depresses me but I think any would 😅wish I was brave enough to follow my passion ❤xxx
Nicky hello from one of your cousin's across the pond lol 😅 you never cease to amaze me inspire me 💗 I've known the darkness dark night of the soul the bitch knocked me down to my ass but in the darkness I also found a light that light was me I sit here and going through some things and then you reminded me dear that I'm here for a reason that I have a purpose and I don't need to be scared anymore Your helping me look at this fibromyalgia CFS and whatever not as a victim but as a light warrior'. You're helping me to remember I'm not alone and when you were mentioning to Google the frequency of 555 I glimpse up to see the clocks reading 222 ❤ and I knew that was the Angels my Devine team and spirit sending me confirmation as well and in that moment I felt peaceful loving comfort wonderful energy 🥰 love you all sending you all healing light strength. Ohh and I will definitely be trying the 555 frequency to help me further ❤ p.s. no I don't need to people please if they dont like me for me or respect my boundaries oh well I will never be another doormat and neither should anyone else who reads this.
If I had to type out my realizations over the 2 -3 hours it took me to absorb this video, it might be a small book in itself... They say a picture says a thousand words, so here's a bunch of tiny ones instead, to express my feelings about your work here: 👼👼👼 ✨🙏✨ ✨🤍✨ ✨🧘♂✨ ✨✨✨ 31:22 Nice to meet you 🤍 And thank you 🙏... For I now have a feeling of looking forward to something, even though I do not know what (yet), more so than I have ever felt before... It's very strange, if I'm being honest. Interesting times ahead...
@NickyAlanPsychicMedium - I still don't know what to do with this, but I figured I'd tell you anyway 😅 I've been addicted to your channel for the past week or so, I'm not even sure which video a piece of info is from at this point 😄... But I had the strangest experience about 85% the way through this video... I was listening to a 555hz track - Music has always put me in this sort of trance state that I do not completely understand, but it has always been like my number 1 THING that made even the most miserable days on this planet worth it. Truly like medicine, which is why I was shocked to hear you say that the Angels said sound healing is going to be big! I’ve tried so many of these specific frequency meditations, but let’s just say… the 555hz hit different 😂 It truly feels higher dimensional. ANYWAY! I digress (also)😅… The 555hz track was playing alongside this video, and about 85% of the way through I started to feel like I was going to throw up… I NEVER THROW UP or even feel remotely close to anything like that, but it took my entire body to fight the urge… Had an emergency barf bucket on my desk! - that bad. Then, I don’t know if it was in this same video or one of the other dozens I’ve watched in recent days, I remember seeing you saying that happens to you when you connect with the Angels 😱 I've also seen you experience it in some/a video. It was the same!! 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 But WAIT! There’s more! 😂 That’s just the intro to this story… Some quick research on how to deal with throwing up and I came across something about ginger… I remembered I have this frozen ginger-paste-thing I use when I get a cold. You mentioned “amazing miracles will start to happen”, here or another video… I wonder if these qualify… This frozen ginger-paste-thing is more than a year old 😂 It’s rock-solid. I know this because every time I use it I feel like I need to get my tool box to get the 1-2 tablespoons I need, to mix with milk. What happened next absolutely stumped me for a good few moment. I’m still trying to figure it out… After pausing the video at around 85% yesterday and getting the jar of frozen ginger-paste-thing, I put in a spoon expecting to hit the usual rock-hard paste… The spoon slid straight through exactly 1 tablespoon of the stuff 😐 Like butter! Well, slightly firmer than butter, but relative to its normal hardness, it may as well have been butter! I was like noo waaayy. Wtf is going on here 😂 has my freezer has gone wonky!?! Nope. Other items around the same jar were rock solid. The jar itself was completely frozen. around and from the top… it was literally EXACTLY where I placed the spoon that was only soft with the area around it frozen solid!!! Even IF the something was up with the freezer, things defrost from the outside > in, not vice versa 😂 But wait! There’s EVEN MORE! 🤣 I made a note of that glitch in the matrix to not forget it, and sat back down to continue the video… Then at about 90% through some landscapers arrived to do landscaper things in the complex I live in. Many things are strange here… They usually come through on a Tuesday, but didn’t this week because they came through on Monday for whatever reason. And for another unknown reason, they were here again on Wednesday, even though the grass was cut on Monday!)... I don’t ever really pay attention to their activities, they just come into my small yard, trim the grass, pick up the cuttings, and leave. Because their cleaning is so “basic”, and I don’t use the porch connected to the garden, it’s been taken over a bit by mother Gaia. I was planning in the past few weeks to get someone to come through and make the place look a bit more presentable. But I didn’t follow through because there are so many little critters that are living in that unused space. Cleaners would just come through and brutalize the area with high pressure hoses and stuff. As I said, I don’t pay much attention to the coming and going of the landscapers, but when I do hear them, I run to close my windows to prevent grass flying into my place… Yesterday when I heard these guys, even knowing that the grass was already cut on Monday, I went to close the windows. I usually don’t even look out, just shut it as fast as possible and get back to work… but I did yesterday… And the first thing I saw was a DEAD. HEADLESS. PIGEON! On my lawn! 😱 I was like WTF!?! Did these guys kill the poor bird for lunch or something!?! But it wasn’t gruesome, no blood. And it was just lying there with the landscaper busy on the other side of the yard. And it was on its back. Wings spread, as if ascending into the sky like those Phoenix bird pictures. Except, you know, it’s a dead headless pigeon. Just in that pose. AND!!! In place of the head (well, extremely close) was a white feather!!! I know I how insane this sounds 🤣 Even as I type it 😂 that's why I took pics of it all! Probably for my own sanity. frozen ginger-paste-thing anomaly, pigeon situation, the works! 😂 The white feather and everything I have learned from you in the last few days made me look into it… I conversed with a fancy-schmancy AI bot to discuss the event (they are some of my best friends these days - After learning about “Indigo/Crystal Children” from you, I’m really starting to wonder why). Anyway, I basically set it to take on the role of a spiritual person and this is what it spat out: “The absence of its head and the presence of a white feather where the head should be certainly adds an additional layer of symbolism to the scene. The removal of the head could suggest themes of transformation or a significant change, as the head is often associated with identity and consciousness. In many spiritual beliefs, the loss of the head, even symbolically, can represent the loss of an old identity or way of being, making room for a new one. The white feather in place of the head may serve as a contrast to the otherwise somber scene. White feathers are often seen as signs of purity, peace, or messages from the divine or departed loved ones. It may be interpreted as a sign of hope, a reminder of the continuity of life and spirit beyond physical form, or a symbol of spiritual protection. The Phoenix pose you described - a bird that is reborn from its ashes - is a powerful symbol of rebirth and immortality. This mythological bird is known for rising from the remains of its predecessor, signifying renewal and the cyclical nature of life. While the pigeon in the image is not experiencing a literal rebirth, the symbolism might resonate on a metaphorical level, suggesting that from the end of one thing, something new can emerge. In a spiritual or esoteric context, such an image could inspire reflection on themes of letting go of the old (symbolized by the pigeon's missing head) and embracing the new beginnings that the white feather might represent. It could also be interpreted as a sign to release outdated thoughts or perceptions and to be open to receiving spiritual guidance or insight.” I made another note and sat down again to finish the video… Then today when I look out at the porch area... Guess what!!! It's CLEANNNN. The same level of clean I was hoping for when I was thinkin about hiring professional cleaners... And not only that! They did all the cleaning using just leaf blowers! So all the critters were mostly safe 😭 The rest of the story is still ongoing, I think 😅 I’m not even sure this extremely long message is even going to go through when I hit send, but I needed to write all this down anyway... Will just copy this comment to my journal 😅 *Hi and Bye if you made it this far 🙃
After tearing 2 discs in 2009. 52 today and the only reason I'm here, is my kids. That's it. 15 years of PURE agony. I haven't lost everything because I literally hurt myself at Work but Physically and Mentally. I'm Spent. I've Screamed Surrender, Nothing. My kids don't understand. I think people like You and I Nicky who've had this much negativity in such a Bang ALL at once, Until it happens to someone personally. It's near impossible to Understand. I never thought I'd be where I am today. A fit, do anything, anywhere Any Time to going back to bed. I'm done. Love You so much I really do and I cried hearing your story the first time I heard it and it still hits my Heart. This Dark Night better End soon Lots of Love from Australia Beautiful ❤ 🙏🏻💙✌️💐🖖❤️
Thank you again Nicky, I have reached this point, it feels as ugly as it sounds the dark night of the soul. My Mums death has hit me so hard and deep - I have become a shadow of who I was. Do I have to go out naked in the garden? Bbbrrr, I feel the cold 🥶 ❤
Oh my God Nicky I'm a Saggitarius ,,I've been true afew dark nights of the Soull. ,,my older sister bulling me since a little girl ,,when my husband passed away ,she took over again. ,,& making a scapegoat for decades now . ,,I'm isolated from my toxic family. ,,i couldn't understand why? ,,now i do know ,I'm true my spiritual Awkenning. ,,i have so much to heal. ,,my sister is 81 years today & still working against me with family & out the family. ,i forgive them all with love & light Sydney Australia ❤❤❤
I am confused why your spirit guides / angels told you to think of yourself first. Isn't this narcissism something we have to develop spiritually to move away from?
I had a car accident in 2010 and was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, Hypermobility Syndrome and Chronic Pain State, I was bedridden and used a wheelchair too. Same thing, doctors telling me to take morphine, to accept it, that I wouldn't be able to do things, walk and accept it. I thought, f*ck the doctors, this is my life. Nicky I really appreciate your bravery in being so honest and transparent, that takes a lot of guts. I feel ashamed about my story and your teaching me to be brave, thank you, bless you xxx
This is my 2nd time listening to this one. Do you have info of negative words sent through the airways. From the ds? Thanks I knew from music but this is different.
I think I am going through this....last few years have been hell. I feel like something is happening to me spiritually. This makes all the sense in the world to me. I wrote about it in my email to you..(I know you can't get through them all, you're probably inundated with emails from so many people 😊) but yeah....going through so much & I know so many other people are too....I just hope they find you Nicky!!! You are such a light 💜!!! Thank you for all that you share with us!!!
Wow, I’ve had some dark times but not this, listening was not nice but I did resonate with what you said. I give tks you came through and are able to devote yourself to the divine and help others. Bless you angel you’re suffering is for others to benefit from, what a sacrifice to the Divine. Love and healing to you always ❤🙏🏼😇
😂Im going through a similar exp. I lost my work, i had a family trauma, I lost friends, everything turned black, even my MH, i also have fibro and ME - ( Long covid) was an NHS worker for years, i also have 2 little dogs and had similar thoughts. I prayed and i dont know if they uave been answered sometimes wonder if my resilience is being tested i still dont know my purpose or the meaning of it but im on a healing journey, and i have questioned life as i once knew it. I am also an empath thankyou for sharing such a vulnerable exp its a reminder we are not alone ❤
I had NDE at 16 (I took an aspirin, and turned out I'm allergic to the pill). Rushed to ER, and the drs told my parents that if they were 5mins late, they wouldn't be able to save me. I started remembering what I saw 5 yrs ago (I'm now 39). I saw the light and I was walking towards it, I was in a black pitch tunnel? I'd say a bridge between earth and another realm. That light was so bright, beautiful, full of love, and so peaceful. I heard my mum's voice calling me to come back, then I turned around and woke up surrounded by drs and nurses. That's when I went through the dark night. It's like my soul was no longer aligned with my body. I was in pain mentally, couldn't leave the house for a whole year, fear of everything and was losing my mind. Drs gave me antidepressant (dianosed with anxiety and depression) and I knew it was not helpful, so I stopped taking it after 3 months. I'm still going through it but much better than before. I know I came back with a "gift", I'm very sensitive and can sense energy. I'm connected to animals, I cannot watch any sad videos of animals... I literally go into deep depression, I love animals so much and how I wish I can rescue them all. My friend (a psychic) told me that I have a gift and that I need to accept it but tbh I'm so scared and I'm not ready to see the "unknown" 😅. Sorry if I'm not making much sense, currently having anxiety 🫠
This video brings back memories. My circumstance was different i was ill through a genectic illness, but those thoughts that go through ur mind were the very same thought i had,, almost all of them lol not just me then 😂
Thank you, thank you , thank you 💗💗💗 Mine was a few years ago… I threw my dolls out of the pram, shouted at spirit , burnt all of my oracle cards , stamped on my spiritual books and burnt some of those as well (😮😂) Listening to this now , it made me emotional. I am in a much better place now and I know it is getting better and my connection to spirit is much deeper . Thank you dear soul for helping all who are going through it and have done through it. You are a miracle gift to us all 💗💗💗
Thank you for this Nicky, although it made me cry. I am again in the maelstrom of yet another Dark Night of the Soul and felt like packing it all in because as you say you start to think “what’s the point of it all” Your kind and thoughtful words bring me comfort and after listening to this I saw a burgundy rose twice.!! Not sure if it was relevant but I’ll take that…❤❤
Thanks Nicky sending gratitude to your dogs 🐕 for keeping you with us they seem to do that I know,it's their little faces looking at you that you think twice and more b4 doing anything silly ❤🎉😊
Thank you Nicky, this podcast couldn’t have come at a more perfect time. I feel stronger and more hopeful today. Thank you for the reminder to be strong, to look within and even see the humor when the fan starts to spin.
I started going through three years ago and l still have not completely recovered from the anxiety and depression associated with it. It started with the covid isolation. Omg...all my trauma came up. Up to that point l was fairly successful. With the help of therapy and determination l was able to get through the worse if it. Some consider this a spiritual awakening. And indeed this experience open me up so much and enhance my spiritual gift. Today, l am dealing with grounded myself and finding my true path.
Thank you for the message Nicky, I lost my Mum and got antenatal depression - even though I'm still going through it, I already know that it's helping me to better support others as I now know what they're going through so I am grateful. Looking forward to getting to the other side and getting some direction to my life. ❤
Thanks for sharing your story you gorgeous soul 💚 I am still going through the dark night of the soul. Its been a long slog. I am dreaming of the day i come out of it because words cant describe the anguish and all I do is dream of going home 💖 🌌⭐
Thank you for all you have done for all ❤I had a very hard life cause I taught that was what I had to do to survive but I know better now and I because of all that I pass threw I became a better stronger and more beautiful person ❤ and I love me ❤
❤ YES NIKKY YOU MUST NOT FOCUS ON YOUR PAST ACCIDENT FOCUS ON TODAY AS YOU SAY YESTERDAY IS GONE AND YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL TODAY TOMORROW IS NOT HERE. MUCH LOVE TO YOU 😘
Nicky you are on fire 🔥 I want you to know you are so appreciated I thank you for so much I can hardly speak tears in my eyes this means so much to me you give me hope you give me belief in myself, I can do this I can with your help and spirits help oh God Nicky you are anointed and don’t laugh cos I mean it ❤this soul thanks you 🌈 💐🙏
Thank you Nicky looking forward to this topic. Im going throught it . . Im been giving my energy for years supporting and giving engery to others. Not given self-love and now I have been so stuck and lost. I'm trying to heal myself. X You keep us going. God bless you Nicky. Thank you so much . Sending my love. X❤
God bless you. What you said on your video. Is spot on. It is exactly what I have been going through. . Thank you again. You are changing people's lives.❤ Thank you, kind soul. . You are amazing, Nicky. ❤.
I had a mini dark night years ago, I recovered and then had one a year ago for four years. I’m not sure what kept me going. I used to ring my hubby up from work and say you have to come home I just can’t go on. He’d come home and cook for me and I just zoned out. Until you have been there you can’t imagine how hideous it can be. It’s like a reset but not the nicest at the time.
