Refletir demais sobre as coisas que acontecem ao nosso redor é que trazem essa sensação de que precisamos de um distanciamento. As vezes já agradeci por me sentir assim, porque pude entender com quem eu tava me enturmando e formando amizades. Não confio em todo mundo, mas quando confio, não quero largar essa pessoa, mas é horrível ficar cego pela vontade de ter toda a atenção dela pra vc, porque além de egoísta, você não chega nem a entender a verdadeira face dela. Um momento sozinho vez ou outra não é ruím. Aprendi a aceitar meu choro, mas nunca aceitei a solidão
A man, wearing gray clothing sits on a wooden bar, back toward the camera, waiting. A second later, the bartender walked into the scene and gave the man a bucket of ice, one bottle of whiskey, a disk of lemon slices, sugar, and a glass filled with tasteless soda. As the man nods to the bartender, a woman walks by, carrying a baby, the man's head tilted and faced as the woman walks by until she disappears into the right side of the scene. The man looks for a second more and faces back to the glass of tasteless soda, he scoops a spoon of sugar and put it into the glass then he takes a slice of lemon, squeezed it into the glass, and stirs it up. By the moment he has done stirring, 6 years old boy, wearing a white shirt passed by, and once again, out of curiosity, he turned his face at the boy passing by, followed by a group of kids wearing colored shirts except for a girl wearing a white dress tripped and fall. The man reached his hand out, tending to help the girl but the boy came back, helping her up and brushing off her dress, they laugh at other as they caught up with the other kids. The man turned his back once again to the bar, taking a sip of the glass, while he doing so, a group of a student passed by, led by a boy, they chatted happily and walked away from the scene, this time, the man...didn't shift his attention to them. The man finish off the drink and moved to the whiskey bottle. As he put the ice into the glass, the mother returned and passed through the man, empty-handed. The man pours his whiskey into the glass and stares at it for a moment. The bartender walks in, talks to the man for a bit, and the man answers with a head shake. The bartender understands and walks out of the scene, leaving the man alone. As the man takes the first sip, the kids returned but without the boy, the man didn't care. The second sip, a brawl happened, 2 students crashing with each other and they failed into the scene but no one stops them. The attacking student got the upper hand, punching continuously at the defeated student until blood split onto his face. The student stopped, and the man take a glance and back to drink. All other students passed by, and the victorious student stood up, and follow them, leaving the scene. The bartender runs into the scene, hands holding the phone and he calls for help to the man but the man didn't listen. 1 minute later, the medic reaches the place and carries the injured student out of the scene under the witness of the bartender. The bartender cover his face and left the scene, the man take a glance and faced the bartender as they left the scene. When the bartender leaves, the man takes the third sip, a man wearing a suit walks in, carrying a metal suitcase, placed next to the man's chair as he goes to the right side and left the scene. The man kept drinking and the bartender walked in, pat the man's shoulder from behind, and left into the right. The suited man returned, take the suitcase, and left but as they left, he give the man the finger. When the suited man left, the bartender walked in, wearing a dark jacket, sits on the chair next to the man, and pour for himself a glass of whiskey, the man take a glance at the bartender and return to his glass of whiskey. The man finishes his glass of whiskey and starts crying. The bartender appeases the man and nods his head. The bartender pulled out the knife, and put it on the table, then take off his jacket, wearing the same gray shirt as the man. Once again, pat the man's shoulder and left the scene. The man becomes motionless and as the camera zoomed out, it shows a void surrounding the bar, placing the man in the center. When the camera stop zooming out, the man stood up, took the knife, the disk, the ice bucket, and the whiskey bottle, and walk into the right side of the scene before disappearing. And then...
TW/ Self-mutilation Day 984: Had diarrhea, high fever, mental deterioration. My system has not been conditioned to sabotage itself voluntarily (as all humans) yet I didn't realize it has been wired differently now. I tried reprogeamming it, the rock solid ingrained beliefs imposed on me start to win now. The cutter is reasonably the only alternative I could think of, as my eyes frantically search for it now. I saw my subcutaneous tissue as it was pierced deep, I cried, not because it hurt, it's because I lost control now. Its painful cooling sensation silenced the muffled war inside my head, it didn't necessarily untangled the knots that which controlled me. All of it petrifies me, as I was met with my pallid reflection - barely recognized. Eyes full of terror, agony. I've got to to think of a way to say goodbye to everyone - I am beyond help. Beyond help
I never realised how much a song can be nostalgic even though I didn’t hear it when I was young it just brings back memories of when I was young and happy
I just lost my mom 7 months ago and this song just brings back the old memories of my childhood with her. So sad. I'm writing this with the tears in my eyes. I'm praying to God to give a long life to all the mothers on earth because a person without their mother is nothing. I hope you are all happy.
For me it's painful to be reminded of the Good times where she doesn't know and everything was Allright but it wasn't wrong to tell her because in my opinion it hurts more not talk about your own feelings but aside from that I'm feeling like a jerk but the world is continuing to rotate it is how it is you must move on that's something I learned after 3 years that's only my thoughts some people might have an other opinion😕 but one thing I can tell you where I think everyone will agree and that is stay strong king and one day you will meet the one person who gives you what you need and deserve 👑.
@@trauhna2848 I have been at university for 3 years in a city hundreds of kilometers from my home. People don't realize how important family is when they're at home. But you miss your family, especially on lonely nights. especially mom...
This song opens up a whole album of sad memories that I refuse to let go. The sun is going down, the room gets dark, this song is playing in the background, alone with memories of what was, could of been , and will never be. Also I never really had a “home”so this song just takes my soul on a walk across the world in my dreams.
@@zackerylamb1045 You know what? The lenses in our eyes gradually turn brown over the years. If you get cataract surgery, The world is suddenly bright and colorful again. It's like magic.
I used to have the same thoughts and perspective, but now i realized that the world only seems dull due to our actions, an example of this is that we would be used to staying in our comfort zone and the longer we stay in that area, our mental health deteriorates, why? because we choose not to live life, comfort is the killer of man, we wake up, eat, use youtube or any social media platform, do work, and sleep, then repeat, of course life would seem dull, because we go through this constant loop, but we have the choice wether to live that way, or live a life that you desire.
I’m out here sitting in the floor of my shower. It’s been almost 3 months since she left me with no explanation, no message, no nothing. After feeling that I had finally found someone after 6 years of being single. The first weeks were terrible, I was completely destroyed. I had “sadness attacks” I guess it’s what I’d call them. I would be watching anything and then after some seconds of silence I’d be full on crying in my knees, it hurt so bad. I allowed myself to be weak when I needed to let things go, I wasn’t gonna pretend I was a tough guy, because it fucking hurt. Now, I listen to this song once again, and it just makes me remember that moment, but now, even if I wanted to make myself cry, I can now look at the situation with unbiased eyes and be thankful of the pain, because it taught me so much of myself. It’s when you’re in your lowest, that you bounce back. Allow yourself to cry and let things go. Whatever time it’s needed, never try and ignore the pain. It’ll keep hurting until it’s done teaching you. To whoever might read this. I love you. Things get better. You’re the only person you need. You’re the only person that will always be there with you. Take care.
i’m sure you’ll find another perfect person for you. currently head over heels for a bi girl (i’m a female) and she’s oblivious to my love haha ❤ hope nothing but the best for you in the future. i love you.
52 days sober today. I’ve moved across the country, have an enormous support group. Stepping out of my comfort zone has been so hard yet so rewarding. I’m shedding the masks I’ve worn for 6 years. I don’t know who I am yet or why I am still here. Everyday holds a new lesson and a blessing. I feel guilty to feel proud of myself even though I know I have the right to finally be proud. I feel alone even though I’m surrounded by so many people. But it’s okay. I don’t need their validation anymore and my whole life I felt I did. I’m learning to love myself and be lonely in my head. I get to keep my emotions to myself :)
There genuinely is no cure for this kind of loneliness. I'll always feel utterly alone unfortunately. And I realize just how painful that is everytime I allow myself to feel something.
we dont realize that we were young and happy until you get older and life gets shitty, your friend group separates and its just you and your self to deal with life RIP childhood :(
@@zuesespitia4234 this only happens if you allow it to. Life is as miserable as you make it. If you make no effort to see friends that is 100% on you. Yeah you don’t have as much free time, but adulthood is really not as bad as losers make it sound
I used to kiss my ex-girlfriend to this song. We broke up and she started seeing a new guy almost immediately; they went to prom together, they post themselves kissing and being in love but I loved her so much-- she just forgot about me after we split. Today would have been her and I's second anniversary.
so sorry dude... i hope u get over soon... yk what they say... if she started seeing other guy immediately she stopped loving months before... u deserve better... heads up
Try to accept your feelings but by bit and move on from her, I know it's hard but u must do it because you don't deserve her .. all the people commented before me are right
You aren't the only One, i suffered the same thing when i was 15 She just stopped replying me and started posting screenshots talking lovely with other guy
I had a friend who I saw just hating me more everyday and becoming so popular that he did not talk to me. We truly had a great friendship. I remember hitting my shed with a baseball for an hour and crying my eyes out. I miss him. I remember talking to him for hours. And one time my Mom forgot to pick me up from his house and we stayed at the park for a hour just talking about school. I thought of him like a brother. I saw our friendship fade away slowly it was out of my control. He was the best friend I had ever made.- I miss you Loudon
reach and tell him how you feel. even if he doesn’t respond to it positively, you know you did what you could to save the friendship. he could even look back on it later on and get back to you again. good luck
Hollow. Just completely hollow, I look back and think about times when I was on top of the world in my head with no worries and when I felt a light inside me. It’s time to turn the switch back on, but I’m too weak. I never should of let my emotions eat through what was supposed to be the best years of my life. Never would I have thought that I could lose myself and everything around me. I have great friends and family, but have lost all energy to reach out. I’m hollow, alone, and ignoring any potential for myself. I’m in a setting that doesn’t even feel real in college. I no longer enjoy anything pretty much and I just can’t escape my past. I’m horrified by how I’ve lost a grip on myself. So much pain in my past that I lost the concept of happiness. Fake smiles, no money, no prospects of a future, and lost connection to those who genuinely care for and love me. I’ve cried so many tears just to get to this abyss. I hope I can find the light inside me there used to be.
i had one of the best and most sad dreams i've ever had last night. i met the girl of my dreams and we went through very much together such as having a happy life with a beautiful family and doing lovely things as a couple. the feeling i had when i woke up was one that i havent felt many times before, a feeling of sadness mixed with happiness and a feeling of being empty. ive been feeling off this whole day thinking about that dream and wishing i could meet her again. i would stay in that dream for the rest of my life if i could but sadly that's not possible. this song also made me think of the dream and im currently on the edge of breaking down. i suppose that i will meet this person in about a decade or so, so i will live my life to the fullest longing to make this dream a reality. i love you all
I'm so sad. It's perfect. Can i be loved by my friend once again? Who knows. So...... Someone in my class is.......... My best friend...... But they've kinda hurt me........ This song is perfect for my sad times. I'm very intelligent. But broken inside. Love you all. Good night or day.
i feel you that was me and sometimes it still is. stop putting on an act you need to make peace with yourself. seperate fromt the things causing this misery and cling to the things that bring you joy. you can;t just sit back and let it control you you have to act and do something. i know its hard and i understand what you're going through i really do. don't give up on yourself, please.
@@Powididoos. and listen i'm here for you if you need anything i'll try and help you work through it. gimme your discord or something we can talk if you want. don't give up i have so much empathy for you.
It was late at night You held on tight From an empty seat A flash of light It will take a while To make you smile Somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side You wide-eyed girls You get it right Fall back into place Fall back into place Tender is the night For a broken heart Who will dry your eyes When it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go 'round? Were you ever lost? Was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into
Dear stranger.. I want to tell you that even even though I don´t know you and I'm probably lots of miles away, I want to wipe your tears..I want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that you´re not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go its place, hope in you, because I have hope in you! I know you're an amazing person, who deserves a lot of love, deserves to feel loved, deserves to eat, to drink, to be healthy, to be happy and be alive...this world would never be the same without you, i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again like they once used too, I want to see your dreams coming to true and I want you to stay. Please stay, you´re very important to me, I want you to remember that you're not alone and you can always go to this comment and talk if you need, I'll always try to answer you whenever I can
Everyone needs to protect you… you are like.. I can’t explain.. but you’re just so nice and kind.. and offering this to a lot of people who are sad, you’re just so amazing. I’d like to talk to you about something if that’s ok and if we could chat off of a RU-vid comment section somehow.
Dear stranger...I want to tell you something, Even though i dont know and your probably miles away, i want to wipe your tears..i want to give you a big long hug and tell you everything is going to be okay, that your not alone, even when you feel like your world is falling apart, I'll be here to help you rebuild your hope, hope that everything will go into its place, hope in you.Because i have hope in you! i know your an amazing person, Who deserves to be loved, Who deserves to feel loved, to deserve to eat, to drink,to be happy and alive...this world would never be the same without you. i want to see your smile, I want to see your eyes shining bright again, I want to see your dreams come true and i want you to stay.Please stay, your very important to me and alot of other people , i want you to remember you are not alone. im sorry you feel this way.. it breaks my heart to see how much your suffering..but it can get better, i promise you're Worthy, you're enough , your not a burden. You deserve to be happy you deserve to feel loved and feel loved. i dont want you to leave, i want you to stay and breathe, eat, drink water and sleep, i know its hard but i know you can do it, Your strong, your a soldier and your going to win this battle!...If no one told you this yet today.. im proud of you!!im proud of the amazing person you are.. even if you dont think you are. It doesn't matter what mistakes you've made in the past.. everyone has made mistakes, and what really matters is that we learn from them and i KNOW your amazing despite all the things you have gone through. If someone broke your heart, I'm really sorry, sorry for them not seeing what an amazing person you are and haven't treated you the way you deserve. If some friend hurt you or betrayed you or left you behind, I'm really sorry ..i know how much it hurts, but if they did that they probably weren't real friends. if you lost someone, im sorry for your loss..i know they're watching you from above and want your happiness above anything else, i wish you the best in this world, You are important and please..never underestimate your value, because there is nothing more important than your health and how much your needed and special you are so please dont give up fighting , okay? Together we can go through this, and i know you can make it!I believe in you!i believe in all of you!
This Song reminds me on how I could've made my parents proud, this songs reminds that I am failure in life, No life, I am a idiot, I wish I was more, I realized that I suck, I am the problem, everyone hates me.
Pov: it's 11:42 and you're flicking through TV channels, wondering when it's your time to finally shine like the blurred celebrities passing by on television. Edit: thats not a time stamp.
I took my childhood for granted. Every single second of kindergarten through 4th i took for granted. After 5th everything went to shit, i lost contact with my friends after being a douche to everyone and not accepting that i was wrong for once. Even after all the warnings my mother gave me, her personal story with her friend, everything. I still decided to not listen to her. Now i go to school in a couple of weeks and i have to bear the same shit all over again for a year. Go to school, be alone, skip lunch, see others hanging out with their friends and get mad at myself. I find this very cringy but i just wanted to say to you guys, if you’re pushing away your friends for something stupid, or small please forgive and forget. Its much better than loosing and not forgetting ever.
Innocence lost is unfortunately the death of childhood. The beginning of finding yourself in the darkness of young adulthood. We don’t have to face it alone but not all of us aren’t so lucky.
I feel for you, man. You'll find the right people eventually. Right now, I think you should focus on yourself. Think about what you did/things you could be doing that deter people from you and figure out solutions to those problems. I hope this helps!
Hey guys sorry i responded late, im rarely that much on youtube now but i wanted to say that i started making a couple of friends and your replies mean alot to me. Thanks everyone!
3 minutes in the song I started thinking about my cat who sadly passed away on July 13th of this year he was only a few weeks old but i was already so attached to him he passed because of constipation he held on as long as he could for weeks he has to suffer pain until the 12th of July me and my sister were worried because he was so sluggish he couldn't even move so we fell asleep a few hours later and my mom woke us to go tell us that he has passed. Fly high Korin
I feel you, I used to have a cat named Socky or Sox and he was my favorite cat because he was the most aggressive cat and I always thought one of these days I would tame him, and one day when I was leaving my house I didn’t notice and the screen door trapped on the tip of his tail and I cried the whole day and till this day know it’s my fault and the worst part is I looked at him again after his tail was injured and he looked at me with a sort of giving up being an aggressive cat and the last time I seen him wa s the only time he let me pet him without being angry with me r.I.p to Socky I’ll see you in the afterlife 🕊
It was late at night You held on tight From an empty seat A flash of light It will take a while To make you smile Somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side You wide-eyed girls You get it right Fall back into place Fall back into place Tender is the night For a broken heart Who will dry your eyes When it falls apart? What makes this fragile world go 'round? Were you ever lost? Was she ever found? Somewhere in these eyes Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into place Fall back into
When you remember about that one toy as a child that meant everything to you and how it was the one thing that was good in your childhood and just wanting that one oz of happiness back after years
I feel the same... For long time i was just drifting away pointlessly. For the first time, this year, i thought i found the purpose of my life, but turns out it was nothing but just a load of crap. I am just waiting to die right now. Thats all.
This makes me particularly sad.... I just graduated from high school and watching romance school series made me realize that it would have been cool to be in the middle of the attencion sometimes.... not always in the background... but I will never be able to try that kind of feeling
@@moaboai4031 thanks man... everyday I am working hard in order to make my dreams come true and to become the best version of myself. Maybe one day I'll be rewarded for my effort.
I just start thinking.. thinking of the beautiful unreturning past that I wish we could look back into just one more time. I would like to see my brother, old friends, my family, the stuff we did together, the places we went to, the laughs we had and the stories that came to be. The fear is forgetting, and it is as fearful to know that every thing you think of when you think about the good old times, is that you won’t ever be able to live the same feeling again. And it breaks me apart. I want to bring myself into the past but I just can’t.
~ I left my home with haste, not wanting any part of it any longer. I moved away, oh so very far away. It wasn't but when I was alone in my own ambience that I realized I had no destination. Where to now? I had no idea. No point B. I felt scared, helpess, clueless. Just like I had before within those walls. Can I change? I'm not sure. But is anything a sure thing? Not until I take that step. Not until I'm there will I realize when I've dipped my feet into the new chapter of my lifetime. Imagination alone cannot capture such a raw experience. I must trust myself and my capabilities, for I am a machine constructed to develop and pro create. Because if it is to be... then it is up to me ~
Well said my friend, well said. There will be light at the end of this dark tunnel. We must keep pushing forward. We must not quit, we must not give up, we must NEVER ring that bell. We must strive off that common four lane highway of comfort, and instead pick up the shovel, the shovel used to dig our own path to greatness. Through hard work, discipline, and commitment, we will reach that light eventually. And we will build grit, strength, wisdom, and all the core values to create excellent character along the way.
7 years ago a very important person for me died, my grandfather. person whom I love too much and to this day I can not assume that he has died, listening to this song fills me with memories of him, and I would give anything to be with him again, I miss him too much :(
My sister passed away when i was 15 y/0. it hits harder after listening to this song. When someone we love dies, we just cant do anythhing to meet them again. They have gone a long way. may god give you strength to go on in your life. All the best.
Mine was 5 years ago, I feel ya. I only have one memory of him, a memory I don't wanna remember. Stay strong!! I'm still in intense denial, hope you can accept it and move on while being happy that you got to spend time with him. ♥️♥️
@@mr.trollz796 I send you strength from here brother, it is not easy to overcome the death of someone so important, it costs too much and it is an incomparable pain that you feel, I hope you can recover bro
never had a reason why they left, but i ll always feel grateful for what i allowed myself to feel for them. now they re emotionally far away, and so am i. still, im happy it happened.
If only I had the ability to create clones of me so that I can have at least one with every person I had loved just so I can see how far I could go, or see what could be... If that makes any sense, I often wonder what would have happened if things were still sort of the same.
I never thought I would live as long as I have and now I'm forced to live like I dreamed myself to this point. I never knew what I wanted to be when I grew up because I never wanted to grow up. The only future plan I've had was for my future not to exist. I feel so behind.
the girl i liked, i thought i was in love with. it was my first heartbreak that wasnt caused by my parents. putting my trust in her after everything ive told myself not to do, she knew so much about me i thought she loved me. it changed my entire perspective on life. much needed heartbreak. i was more lost at 17 than i am now at 19. i have no regrets but.. seeing myself so sad and upset is saddening to think about. I think this is the first song ive ever cried to.
I know we all have problems, trauma or life has given us hard moments but know that there will always be good and happy moments, smile because your smile can make someone happy, everything will be ok.
I wish all my inner problems weren’t real, I wish I wasn’t broken, I wish I could live happily without suffering. What is happiness? Is it real? Can I find a permanent one? God gave me so many gifts since I was born which I can’t appreciate, I don’t know why I’m so broken, hopefully I will be fixed. Whoever is reading I hope every single problem will be resolved and god may bless you. I know what having a broken soul looks like. You’re strong enough to keep trying your best, remember that there are some people out there who will listen to you and help you. I feel you… just don’t give up 🙏
Eu amo essa música! Eu amo o jeito que ela pode me trazer memóriaa de dias marcantes/felizes da minha vida, mas ao mesmo tempo uma pequena tristeza ao perceber que a vida passa muito rápido, muito mesmo. Temos que aproveitar os pequenos detalhes de nossa vida, aproveitar cada segundo com as pessoas que nos ama e nos quer por perto.
Well since everyone is sharing their depressed stories I guess I'll share mine. Met a girl at the skate rink in October I've never been more accepted or just better treated in general. I felt like I was apart of something I felt like I had purpose with her. It's just unfortunate I couldn't prolong through thr relationship longer. After a Halloween party she broke up with me and immediately got with another guy. Later I learned she used me to get attention from the other guy she was really interested in. Explains why she wanted to get into a relationship with me so fast and aimlessly. Anyways it's been about almost a year now it still makes me sad because that's probably the only time I'll ever feel like that again at least I have some good memories and frankly I never understood it anways I'm the werid kid that sits alone at the table at school because nobody cares or likes me in general. It's a very sad realization but it's thr only logical one.
Damn that really sucks. But don't let it stop you always move forward never backwards don't let other peoples thoughts about you and how they treat you get to you stay strong and look forward to each day to make yourself better
Thanks guys I appreciate it a lot. I've been so tired lately thanks for the support I'm always looking forward to the future and hoping I'll meet new people who like me.
En realidad en toda mi vida nunca deje de sufrir, pero gracias a ti conocí lo que es el amor, el amar de verdad y aún que sufría me ayudaste a dejar de sufrir pese que siempre llenaba el vaso de sufrimiento y quiero que sepas que aunque valla físicamente, mi corazón te pertenece 🥲💖
Pov: You've just gone through a terrible breakup. So you sit on your bed and listen to the radio, thinking there might be something to cheer you up. Then this turns on, it reminds you of your relationship, you sit and cry in your room. You think about everything you've gone through...
its sad how your freinds changed. now they dont want u in theyre group and make fun of your looks and how u act. NOW thats an toxic freind and u should prob ghost them but l know u dont wanna bc theyre your best freinds and made many memories with them. just move on and find better freinds. good luck bro l wish u best in life. love u guys!
I’ve lost 2 of my closest friends to suicide this past month and I’ve listened to this song so much through that time it just makes me think about the times we had, and how much I enjoyed being with them, but it’s bittersweet because I’m always left thinking about how I wish I could just have a little more of those times with them and that I have to cherish the memories that I have
Hey there, I wanted to say something, We can’t sit still and let time pass us, I know being a kid was fun but the truth is that time moves on and so do we, it ok to look back at our past and even stare because some time we need to look at our past to move into future, but don't stay stuck in a time that no longer exists, because if all we think about how good the past was then we will unknowingly destroy the future with new experiences, new friends, and a new memories. I’m not saying we should forget everything because if we did we would destroy who we were but pleases understand your not the same person you where 3 years ago but that’s ok because it means your growing into someone great, also remember that every bad times does end but so do good times too but it’s not as bad as it sounds and it’s ok not feel ok some days.
Everything hurts… but a broken heart can never be fixed, we can just let things slide and realize life is too short to make our biggest dreams come through. We’re fighting for what? We’re dying anyways and will be forgotten by everyone.
